LIFE
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I hate everything in my life!!! Why I'm living??? I don't want anyone near me; I don't want to live in this life. Ups- sorry, I'm , I'm 18 and I'm one of those depressed girls. My mum died when I was 7, I don't want anyone near me. I don't like living. I'm alone in this life. I tried to kill myself but with no luck, they caught me!!! I hate my life. My stepmom is always at beauty saloons and hairdressers and shopping outside. My dad is a very rich man. He has a big company. I love him lot but my love 4 him is not enough for living right? My step little sister is a bitch at the school. And she is very popular. I was the most beautiful girl and popular girl b4 that damn accident. I had a big car crash when I was going back to home from university. And then I had a temporary amnesia. That made my life terrible. I become the weirdo girl from being the most wanted and beautiful girl in the university. My friends left me alone, but , and was near me all the time. They were my best friends. But now married and living her life with a handsome and rich husband, moved another country and working as a model but is here, with me all the time when I need her. The love I feel for a guy in the university was like only a joke, he was using my popularity. I supposed to be in love with him. Now, I'm living in dad's house, it's a quite big and has everything in it. I have my own cars and we have servants in house. I don't like being rich, but my step mum just likes it. I can't say anything to her cos my dad loves her.
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I loved her much but she played with me!!!! She used me!!!!! She was acting very good to me but it was one of the parts in her game. Sorry! I'm , I'm 19 and I'm one of those popular boys in the university. I don't like being the most wanted guy in university. My dad is a very rich man and my mom is a very beautiful woman. I always get what I want but I don't want it to happen! I wanna learn the real life, I wanna learn the real love and I wanna do my own things, I don't want servants near me all the time. I have 3 best friends. , and . They are popular guys too. And they are rich too. I'm living with my family. I wanted to move my own house but mum didn't agree so I'm living with them. It's really boring to live a rich life; I don't wanna be rich anymore!!!!
A MONTH LATER
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I decided to move another country; I'm running away from all those things. I'll forget my life in here, like in my dreams; I'll live my own life� I'm starting a new life, I'll move to another country and make new friends and continue my uni there, I'll move to London. I will
tell this to my dad and I know he will accept it cos he wants me to be happy, and he will help me with the things.
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Last night I talked with my mum, she said she wants me to go to a good university in London, it was my chance to start a new life, I agreed and tomorrow I'll move to my new house in London. One of my dad's friend is living in there and my dad send him money to buy me a good, big and comfy house in London and new car. He will help me to find the things in London and help me with my university. I will start a new life, but what about , and ?? I want them to come with me too, so I went near my family.
AFTER AN`HOUR LATER
"!! COME HERE!!!!!!!" My mum yelled from downstairs
"What mum???" I said
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"Mum and Dad!!!!! Please listen me!!!" I yelled at Dad, he was working on his computer so he didn't hear me.
My dad is a good man and always wants the best 4 me but my mum is killin me! She never listens me and never cares me! She is my step mum.
"What??? Why babe?? Don't you want to live here??" my dad asked holding my hand
"Hi??? Who's it??" said
"DADDY!! SHE IS COMING WITH ME" I yelled from upstairs to downstairs
2 HOURS LATER
Ding Dong
One of the servants got it,
"Hi Miss , come in please" she said.
She was my fave. She was like a friend to me. She knows everything about me; I share all my
secrets and feelings with her. Her name is Jen and she is really beautiful.
" came in I'll call Miss for you" Jen added and left there,
"!!!" I yelled and hugged her
"Hi Mr. " said to my dad
When we came into the room, I jumped on the couch and switched on the TV. sat near me
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"Mr. dinner is ready and Mrs. and Mr. is waiting you to start the dinner" Sally said, she is my own servant and she is really sweet.
"Here you are son" my dad said
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"Ms. and Ms. dinner is ready" Jen came and said
Mum, little sister and my daddy were there, seated to dinner table, waiting for us
MORNING
"Ms. please, wake up" Jen said opening the curtains
AIRPORT
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, and came to the airport with their parents and I came with my mum and dad, the others were saying goodbye to their parents and I was too
PLANE
When we came into the plane, we sat down on our seats and I was sitting on the aisle. I looked the seats near us and then saw that girl again! She was sitting near the aisle too. Now I could see her eyes, her eyes were and she was very beautiful. Then she saw me staring at her, she looked at me and I looked at her.
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"My God!! He is very cute!!!" I whispered to
And then we chatted till the end of the flight, I really liked . He was very fit and very hot!!!! No I'm not falling in Love!!! Am I?? No no no no!!! I can't!!!! !!! What u thinking about??? You can't fall in love with a guy who you know about 2 hours! But he is very cute!!! Oh my God Please STOP THINKING ABOUT IT!!!!!
", would you sit near me???" asked
"So , will some one come and pick you from airport??" asked
They exchanged the numbers then they chatted. And then fall asleep on 's shoulder and like it much cos he was falling in love with her, he fall asleep, one of his hands were warming and the other was free.
MORNING
When woke up, she saw a hand over her and she looked in front of her and was near her, she quickly got away from him. Then woke up
Then they stared each others eyes deeply, leant down and slowly kissed , first kissed him back but then she broke the kiss
"???" woke up and said
30 MIN LATER
Some random voice came and told us to fasten the seatbelts co we were going to landing. Plane landed and stopped, then everyone started to got up and grabbed their things. I grabbed my handbag and got up too, grabbed her coat and handbag and then and got up too. After taking our suitcases we walked together to arrival gate. I saw a banner, MS. & MS. was writing on it. I looked at who was carrying it and saw a nice woman, I looked at and he looked at me
"Hi, are you Ms. and Ms. ??" she asked nicely
"So girlz, Mr. told me to buy you a comfy house and 2 cars, so I bought 2 Porsches and a big house for you 2" Tash said
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We went near the man and we went out off the airport, there's a limo waiting for us and then we went to our house. The man told us what we will gonna do and he said that we wont continue the University. Then we stopped in front of a big villa, we got out from the limo and we went in the front door. Before we got in the house I saw 4 cars in front of the house! Oh my God!! Not again!!! My dad bought us 4 cars!!
"Guys! What u thinking bout it??" asked amazed
"Hellow!!! Who is it??" asked
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"Guys will come here 2 hours later!" I said
, here's my address 46 Bridge Street can't wait to see you again! Missed you and the others much! C you in 2 hours, xXxxXx
Then he texted back
Ok I got it, I missed you much too and can't wait to see you again, and don't forget, you will tell me your long story, c ya in 2 hours,
XX
", I wanna share something with you" I said
"You look very stunning babe!!!" she said without turning her head to me
2 HOURS LATER
We were watching TV, and drinking some beer. The doorbell rang
"Woow!! Hi guys!!" said and hugged the guys; stood up and went to greet the guys
2 MONTHS LATER
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Now we really learned London and we're hanging out with and every night. We are going to the best clubs. I wanna share a big secret with you but promise me! You won't tell to anyone! Ok?? Look, since the day I saw at the airport, I felt something about her. And when I saw her at the plane, I was sure that God was telling me something. Anyways I love very much but I dunno how to tell her my feelings. She is really good with me as a friend and I don't want to lose what we have now. I dunno if she feels the same way. And I don't think so! She met a guy 1 week ago and they are going out. I don't like the guy. His name is Josh and he is a bastard. I know he is just using her. No, I'm just jealous about him. He is really good boy and really loves him. He loves her too. But what about me huh?? I love her much and I don't want her to go out with another boy till I tell her my feelings. But it's impossible. How am I going to tell her my feelings?? What if I lose her forever?? God help me!!!
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Tonight me, , Josh, , , and are going to go out for dinner. Oh sorry! Josh is my boyfriend, I really like him but I don't love him cos my heart's somewhere else. No I can't say it to you!! Cos only knows it and it's a big secret!!! Don't wait me to tell ya!! But if you won't say to anyone� promise me!!! Ok I'm telling it! I love !! Shh!! Please be quite! Someone will hear you!! Yeah you heard it right!! I really love him. He is really sweet and cute and fit and handsome!! And I don't know if he feels the same way. At first, really liked him but then she said that they are very happy to be friends with each other. So, I told her my feelings for him. But I'm going out with Josh. I'm planning to break up with him today, maybe now??
"Hello??" Josh said
10 MIN LATER
I was sitting on the couch and thinking about . went to shopping for tonight. My phone rang.
"Hi!!" I said
1 HOUR LATER
I got dressed and made my make up and I waited for to come. called me and said that she won't come home; she will go to the restaurant. The doorbell rang and I went to open it.
"Wow!" said looking at me head to toe
AT RESTAURANT
We came to the restaurant and the others were waiting for us. We went near them and sat. sat beside me. When we sat down, looked at . I felt a little jealous. She was looking at him like he was the one for her. Like she loves him, then looked at her too.
Their eyes met and they blushed. I felt more and more jealous. They were staring each other and I didn�t like it that much! So I started to talk with them.
A min later she came back and we went to sit again. We sat down and I saw staring at . I can�t remember what�s going on!! They are staring each others eyes very deeply! My god!! What if she loves him?? Not me!! I would rather die!!! God please!! Don�t let it happen!!! Then I decided to go out and take some fresh air, I got up
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First I kissed him back cos my feelings for him when we met came back. But what about ?? I really love him or like? you love him or you like him?? Oh I dunno!!! I broke the kiss�
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That�s it, I�m going to LA with and I believe nothing could go wrong between us. I mean I felt the love she has for me although it wasn�t real yet but within 2 weeks I�m gonna make it real� That night I went back to my house and met with the guys there, they started asking me question where I�ve been
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I heard the door opened, it flew open and I saw coming to my room
THE NEXT DAY
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All my things were packed; I walked from my room and saw the guys lying lazily on the living room
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I let checking our tickets and I waited with , I sat on the chair and sat beside me
ON THE PLANE
I sat on my seat and sat next to me, I smiled when I saw him threw his head back on and firmly closed his eyes
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I saw started sleeping on my shoulder, and she looked so cute! She looks like an angel and of course she�s my angel that God created for me, I won�t ever let her go cos I need her in my life� I fell a sleep almost along the flight, a hand tapped my shoulder and made me opened my eyes
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God, now I feel like I�m in love with him! No way! Don�t let it happen before we starting our vacation together�umm sounds nice! I saw him sat back and I smiled at him
The time is flying by so quickly, now we were standing on the International LA airport. We both took out luggage and ordered a taxi
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I can�t believe now I�m staying at the same room with , the girl I love the most!! God is great!! We were lying on each other arms after unpacking our stuff
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I didn�t remember what happened when we both in the bar, all I remember is Lee was all over me all night. We went back to the hotel and I laid on the bed. He didn�t say anything just looked at me
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Got my head is hurting me like hell; I didn�t have any clue what�s going right now. I opened my eyes and looked under the blanket, sh** I was naked but�anyway where�s ? Did I sleep with her last night? I didn�t find her sleeping beside me all I found is a note lying beside me
�Hey , sorry for last night it shouldn�t happened. Now just act like nothing happened ok�luv xXx�
I kept reading the note over and over again until I got sick of it! I put on my clothes and went to the lobby, I asked the security there where�s been gone
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I couldn�t handle the pressure and I need to leave, I must admit that I love but I wasn�t that sure. He�s the kinda guy who likes to get along. I took the first flight to London and decided never ever again talk to . This is my decision! I cried along the flight, my eyes were red and I looked horrible. The flight took 14 hours until the next day I arrived at London Heathrow, I kicked my bag and got a cab to drive me home. I got home and put on my keys on the door afraid wasn�t home
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I tried hundred times to call but she never pick up the phone, probably she hates me by now! I booked the flight to go back to London the next day. Along the flight I couldn�t stop thinking about , that night was a special night. It�s not the same as might think. I
got to the house the next day in the afternoon, they guys were watching TV when I walked to the living room
1 WEEK LATER
I didn�t call or even see since then although I missed her so badly but I don�t have the nerve to face her just yet. Luckily no body knows about what happened between us, so I don�t have the irritating question! I asked the guys that tonight we�re going to the club to have some fun
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Finally I�ve been avoiding since then, it�s been a week I didn�t see him and never asked me what has been happened between us. I guess she knew enough from the way I act towards , when he called me I never pick up the phone and I never in the mood of talking about him
The End!!
"Mum! Can we talk for a moment???" I asked
"Ok! Come here babe!! What you wanna talk?? Girlz huh??" she said
"No Mum!!!! I want my friends to come with me, we will live together in my house and we'll go the same uni as well!!! Please mum!! Call their parents!!" I said
"If my son wants it, I'll do it for him but I dunno if their parents will accept it!" she said
"They will accept it mum! Please talk with them!!" I said and she nodded, I went to my room again and packed all my things.
"WHAT MUM????????" I yelled back
"COME HERE!!!!!!!" she yelled again
"OK WAIT!!!" I said and went downstairs
I talked with their parents and they accepted it hunnie!!" she said
"Mum thanks lot!!!!!!" I said and kissed her on her cheeks
"Tomorrow you 4 will fly to London babe!!" she said
"Ok mum! I'm gonna play some computer now!!" I said and went to go into net and chat with some friends.
"What you want???" my step mum said
Look, I'm going to move to London and I'll live there on my own" I said.
"No daddy, its not that, I wanna start a new life, you know I had very bad things in here" I said
"I understood you my lovely daughter! I will let you live your own life. Where u wanna move??" he asked me
"Dad I wanna move to London, everyone says it's very good place" I said
"Hey- I have a close friend there, she can help you to sort things out" he said
"Good!! It will help me lot cos I dunno London" I said
"But you'll continue your uni there! Gimme a promise!!!" he said
"Of course daddy, I'll" I said
"So now go and pack your thinks, tomorrow you will to move your new house, I'll buy you a house there and as gift from me, I'll buy you a new car babe" he said and I hugged him tightly.
"Thanks much Daddy!! You're the best!!!!" I said and while I was going upstairs.
"Hey darling!!!" Dad called me
"Yep dad??" I said
"You want any one to come with you?? Your sister???" he asked
"NO!!! I DON'T WANT MY SIS" I said
"But dad! would come with me, I'll call her right now, wait" I added and went to my room and dialed 's number.
"Hi babe its me!!" I said
"Hi ! Whatz up girl???" she asked
"?? You wanna start a new life??" I asked her
"What you mean??�� she asked confused
"I'm moving to London tomorrow and I want you to come with me??" I said
"Really????" she asked excited
"Yep!! I'll start a new life and I want you to come with me? Would you come??" I asked
"Of course!! I would love to!!!" she said
"So why don't you stay here tonight?? Pack all your clothes but your fave ones cos like I said earlier, we'll start a NEW life" I said
"Ok babe, but what about uni??" she asked
"Don't worry! We will continue our uni there, and dad will buy us a house and car!" I said
"What about your cars here??" she asked
" dad will sell them and buy new ones!!!! You coming or not??" I asked her
"Yep, I'll come with you" she said
"So tell this all to your grandma and pack your fave clothes and come here, we will move there tomorrow" I said
"Ok, I'll be there 1 or 2 hour later" she said
"Ok so c u hun" I said
"Bye" she said and hung up the phone.
"OK SO I'LL BOOK 2 SEATS IN PLANE!!" He yelled back
"YEP DADDY!!!" I yelled
"PACK YOUR THINGS HUN" He yelled
"OK DAD" I yelled and started to pack my fave things.
"Miss , Miss came" Jen came near me and said
"Ok Jen, thanks" I said and went near with Jen.
"Whatz up girl???" she asked happily
"I'm very happy girl!!! Come here, lets go into living room2" I said
"Where's your parents??" she asked
"I dunno but probably they are in living room1" I said
"Ok, but my grandma said, she wants your dad to call her about details" she said
"Ok, so lets go to living room first" I said
"Jen, can you carry 's suitcases to empty hall?" I asked nicely
"Ok Ms. " she said and we went to living room
"Hi beauty, how are you??" my dad asked her
"I��m very good, thanks much Mr. , you??" asked him
"Thanks , so you're going with ??" dad asked
"Yeah, I'm going with her but" she said
"Dad Mrs. Rose wants you to call her for details" I finished her sentence
"Ok, so what you 2 gonna do now??" my dad asked me
"Dad, we'll watch some telly" I said
"Ok but be here when dinner is ready ok??" he asked
"Ok dad, we'll" I said and we went to living room 2 to watch some telly.
"What you wanna watch??" I asked her zapping
"Lets watch some DVD" she said
"No! Its very boring and we don't have time to watch, 20 min later we will have dinner" I said
"So lets watch some videos" she said and I nodded and we watched MTV
"Ok Sally, lets go" I stand up and we went to dinner room.
"Hi dad!" I said and sat
"Son, you r going to move to London???" he said
"Yes dad, mum wanted me to go uni there and I accepted" I said and servants served us the meals
"Good, it will be very good for you, but away from us??" he said
"Yeah but don't worry dad, my 3 best friends are coming with me, mum said you will gonna buy me a house and car" I said
"Yeah, I bought it, I called my friend yesterday and he said he will gonna pick you up from airport and show you 4, your house and university" he said
"Thanks much dad" I said
"nothing son!! Nothing�" he said and we ate our dinner
"Ok Jen" I said and we went to dinner room.
"Hi" I said and sat, sat too
"Hi " said, she was in her moon to tease me! Like I said earlier she is a bitch!!!
"Hi !!!" said and servants served us our meals
"! So you're going to London tomorrow" said
"Yes mum" I said
"It will be very good to you sis!!" said
"Yep " I said
"Lots of fit guys!!!!" she said trying my dad to give up, my dad looked at me and then
"Yes, she is an adult and she will have boy friends" my dad said and was shocked by my dad's reaction
"Yeah you're right !!!" said
", now you have any boy friend???" and she added
"No mum, I don't have" I said and blushed
"?? You??" asked
"No Mrs. , I don't have" said
"So, I booked your seats in plane and I called my friend, she will pick you up from airport and show you your new house and university" dad changed the subject
"Really?? So you bought the house??" I asked excited
"Yeah I bought it and I bought you a car and you too , I bought two Porsche for you two, one of is black and the other is blue" he said
"Thanks much Mr. , you shouldn't have" said
"Shh! It's a gift from me" dad said
"Thanks so much!" said and we ate our dinner
"Oh Jen!! Please, gimme 10 min!!!!" I said still sleeping
"Ms. , I can't, you have to wake up and get dressed, and then you will have a breakfast and then you will catch your plane" she said
"GOD!!! I FORGOT!!! I'M GOING TODAY!!!" I yelled and got up quickly
"Yeah miss" she said looking down
"Oh Jen!!! Don't be so sad!!" I said and hugged her
"I'm gonna miss you much Ms. " she said
"I'm gonna miss you too Jen!!!" I said
"Oh sorry miss but I gotta go to wake Ms. up" she said
Ok" I said and she went to wake up. I quickly got a hot shower and got dressed then came to my room
"So r you ready Miss My New Flat Mate??" she asked smiling
"Yeah!! I'm very excited!!!" I said
"Me too!!! We're starting a new life!!!" she said
"Yeah!!! For me, it's very good, cos you know the events in here, and in University" I said looking down
"Oh babe!! There's no reason to you to be sad about it" she said hugging me
"Yeah I know but it's very hard to handle it, I hate it!!" I said and a single tear came down my cheek
"Ok, it will over soon!!! Wait till we go into our new house and then forget everything in USA" she said
"Yep!! I will!!!" I said and some one knocked on the door
"Come in!!!" I yelled
"Ms. and Ms. , the breakfast is ready" Jen came in and said
"Ok, so letz go!!!" said and we went to have a breakfast.
"Mum!! I'm gonna miss you much!!!" I said and hugged her
"Yeah son!! Me too, don't forget to call me when you come into your new house" she said crying
"Ok mum, I promise!!!" I said
"Dad!! Thank you for everything!" I said and hugged him
"Ok son!!! I'm gonna miss you!" he said and then I saw 2 girls, one of them was like an angel, she had hair, she was hugging a man, the other girl was very cute too but not much as the first girl.
"Come on , we gotta go!!" said
"Ok mate" I said and looked at the girl once again and then waved my family good bye and then went to checking tickets.
"What??" she asked
"I'm sorry" I said and looked away, she smiled
"You liked her right??" whispered to my ear
"What you talking about??" I asked
"You liked that girl right??" he whispered again
"Yeah, she is very beautiful!!" I whispered back
"I liked the girl near her!!" he whispered again
"Really??" I said
"Shhh! She will hear us!!!!" he panicked
"Ok, ok!!" I said and looked at the girl again.
"Who??" asked
"The guy near us!!" I said and she looked at him
"He is looking at you" she said smiling
"Really????" I said
"Yeah I think he liked you" she said
"Really?? I liked him too!!!" I said
"So talk with him!!" said
"What?? No I can't!!!" I said
"Yeah you can babe!!!" she said and I looked at the guy again
"Hi" I said shyly, he was shocked
"Hi" he said
"Look, I'm sorry for earlier" I said
"Oh, I'm sorry, I was staring at you" he said and I blushed
"So, I'm " he said
"Nice to meet you , I'm , " I said
"Nice to meet you too" he said and we shook hands
"Where you going??" he asked
"I'm going to London!" I said
"Really, me too" he said
"So you know London then??" I asked
"No, its my first time, I'm moving to London today" he said
"Really?? Me and my friend too" I said
"Yeah, I'm with my 3 friends, let me introduce you with them" he said
"This is , this is and this is " I said pointing
"Hi" they said together
"Hi guys, I'm and lemme introduce you all with my friend" she said
"This is , and these are , , and " I said pointing
"Nice to meet you guys!!" said
"Hi!!" said
"Hey! !" replayed and I could see she liked him lot
"So, How old are you ??" asked me
"I'm 18, you??" I asked
"I'm 19!" he said
"You ??" asked but she was busy with staring at 's eyes and was busy with staring at her eyes
"!!!" I said
Huh?? What??" she asked and took away her eyes from , they two blushed
"I asked you how old r you???" asked laughing
"I'm 18" she said blushing.
"How??? 's sitting near you!!!" said
" would you sit with ??" asked
"Ok! But if doesn't mind!!" he said
"No, you can sit!!!" I said and and changed seats
"Yeah, my dad's friend will come and pick us" said
"Can you gimme your phone number??" he asked
"Ok, take this, it's my mobile and will you gimme yours??" asked
"Ok, take this" said
"What happened?" he asked
"Nothing, just we were too close to each other" said
"Sorry!" he said looking down
"Nothing but why r you sounding worried??" asked
"I, anyway, so when r we gonna be there, u know??" asked
"We have 30 min, and then we will go to our ways" said
"I'm sorry" said looking down
"No, I'm really sorry" said looking into 's eyes
Yeah ??" said looking , and she were very close and was still sleeping
"When r we gonna be there??" she asked
"I dunno but probably 30 min later!" said
"Ok!!" said and she closed her eyes again
"Who is gonna pick you??" I asked
"My dad's friend, Huh! He is there" he said pointing a man whose carrying a banner writing on it MR. , it was a nice looking man, then I looked again and hugged him, hugged and then we hugged the others too.
", call me ok?? I'm gonna miss you much!!" I said hugging him again
"Yeah, don't worry, I'll call you!" said and gave me a kiss on the cheek and we walked on our ways. While we were walking to the woman, I looked at again and he looked too, I waved my hand and then went to near the woman.
"Yeah we are" I said and she hugged us
"Hi girls, I'm Tash, Mr. 's friend and who's his daughter??" she asked
"Me, I'm and she is my best mate, " I said
"Yeah so lets go to your new home" she said and two man came and took our suitcases then we went out off the airport and I saw a limo waiting
"Please get in Ms. and Ms. " the chauffeur said and let us got in limo and then Tash got in too
"Thank u so much Tash, but you know which University r we gonna go??" I asked
"You won't go to University this year cos they're already finishing the season, and if you want, you won't go University" she said
"Why?? My dad said I'll go to University here" I said
"But he said to me to do what you want and I had a meeting with the Universities and they said you can't go there this year and afterwards you will grow up" she said
"Yeah right, I don't want to spend time there!" said
"But" I said
"No buts !!" said
"What u thinking about living?? How can we live without money??" I asked
"Mr. will send you 2 billions in a month and you have credit cards" Tash said
"Ok!!" I said but this wasn't the life I wanted, I wanted to earn my own money but anyways!!!! We stopped in front of a villa and we got out from the limo
"Wow!!" said
"Girls this is your new house" Tash said pointing a big white villa!
"My God!!!! Dad!! Why did you do this??" I whispered
"Come on!! Let's get in" Tash said and we walked to the front door.
"Guys come on into your new house!" Josh said and we got into the house, it was very big and looking like comfy, Josh showed us the rooms and stuff and then gave his phone for us and left
"Very comfy!!!" said jumping on the couch
"Yeah!! So tomorrow we will go out to do some shopping right??" asked
"Yeah!! We will start a new life!!!" said
"Yeah guy but we're rich again!!" I said
"Are you mad or what?? What u want more???" asked
No, I just wanted to earn my own money!!" I said
, come on man!! We can do whatever we want!!" said
Yeah you're right!" I said and sat on the couch, and then I realized I missed much, I got my phone from my pocket and called her
"Hey! ! Its " I said
"Wow! whatz up??" she asked
"I'm very good, we are in our home, what bout you girlz??" I asked
"Yeah we came too, and it's very big and comfy!!" said
"Yeah! Our house is really big and comfy too" I said
"So, why did you call??" she asked
"Nothing, I just missed you!" I said shyly
"Yeah me too, I missed you much!" said
", Do you have a boy friend??" I asked
"No I don't have at the mo" she said
"You??" and she added
"I don't have too, but it has a long story!" I said
"Really?? Mine's too! Its very very very long!" she said
"Would you tell me??" I asked
"Maybe one day! I really dunno" she said
"What u gonna do tonight?" I asked
"I don't have something to do and I don't know anywhere in London so probably I'll stay in home" she said
"Hmm- same in here, I dunno anywhere in here" I said
"So, would you 4 come to us tonight??" she asked
"Good idea but how??" I asked
"I'll give you my address and you'll tell your dad's friend and he will bring you to here" she said
"Ok, so gimme your address" I said
"I'll text you, ok? Cos I'll ask Tash" she saids
"Who's Tash??" I asked
"She is my dad's friend" she said
"Ok so, text me your address and we will be there 2 hours later" I said
"Ok so bye, luv you!" she said and we hung up.
"Which guys??" she asked watching some telly
" and the others!" I said
"Really?? It will be lot of fun!!" she said
"Oh, I'll call Tash!!" I said
"Why??" she asked
"For taking the address, I'll give it to boys!" I said
"Oh I see!" she said and I closed Tash and took the address and texted
"Yeah babe, I'm listening!" she said
", " I said
"Yeah what happen to ??" she asked
"He kissed me this morning!!" I said
"Really??? I'm very happy for ya!!" she said
"Yeah but then I broke the kiss and said that I'm sorry, so did he!!" I said
"Aww, but you kissed him back, didn't you??" she asked smiling
"Yeah I kissed him back and then I broke the kiss!!!" I said
"So, he still have feelings for you but he's afraid from that you won't feel the same way as him!" she said
"How can you know this??" I asked
"If you didn't broke the kiss, you 2 would be a couple now, he said sorry cos you broke the kiss first!!!" she said
"Oh God!! I can't understand how you can be like that !!!" I said
"Same in here!!" she said and we laughed
"Babe I'm going to take a long bath" I said getting up
"Yeah me too!" she said and got up too then we went our own rooms and took a long hot bath. I came out of bathroom and opened my suitcases and placed the clothes in the cupboard and then searched some thing to wear, then I decided to wear a jean and comfy t-shirt then went downstairs. was sitting on the couch. I sat near her
" you didn't look at me, how can u know??" I asked
"I saw! Somehow I saw!!" she said and laughed
"Now don't look at me and say me what I'm wearing!" I said
"You r wearing you D&G jeans and Armani comfy t-shirt, right??" she asked
"My God!!! You r a saint!!!" I yelled at her
"Hehehe!!!" she just laughed
"I'll get it!!" said and stood up and went to open the door
"Hi guys!!!!" said and hugged & kissed them
"Hi babe!! I missed you much!!!" said and they went into the living room. They sat down
"So who wants some beer???" asked standing up
"Me!!" every one said
"Ok, I'm comin now!!!" she said and went to kitchen
"Your house is really big!!" said looking around
"What was your dad's job girl??" he added
"He has a company called Denssy" said simply
"Denssy??? Really?? I heard about it!!!" said
"Yeah, it's a quite well-known mark" said
"Oh I see!!" said and came into the living room with beer cups in her hands and she gave them to the guys
"Thanks!" they all said and they chatted there about 1 hour long and then they watched some telly
"Hi Josh! Whatz up??" I asked him
"Good, but I have to tell you something" he said
"Yeah me too!" I said
"So go on you first" he said
"No Josh, you go on first" I said
"Ok, I met a girl 2 days ago and I really feel something about her, I didn't cheat on you, I wanna break up with you, sorry but I love her" he said
"I'm very happy 4 ya Josh!!" I said
"Really?? I wasn't waiting this from you!!" he said
"So what were you gonna say??" he added
"I was gonna tell you the same thing!" I said
"Really?? So you love some one?? Who??" he asked
"I can't tell you who's it, Sorry but it's a secret" I said
"Ok no probs!! I gotta go, I'll go to her home and ask her out!" he said excited
"Josh" I said and paused
"What babe??" he asked
"Thank you much for not cheating on me and being honest with me!" I said
"I really love you Selen but I love you like a good friend, I wouldn't hurt you ever and I don't want anyone to hurt you!" he said and a single tear came down my cheek. He was really good to me and he wasn't like the guys I used to go out with. He is really different and very
special
"Thank you so much Josh, I really love you, as a good friend!" I said
"You r coming to the dinner or not??" I added wiping back the tears
"I don't think so, I'll go out with her!" he said
"Ok so mate! I wish you good luck and I wish she feels the same way as you" I said
"So bye babe, thank you much!" he said
"Bye" I said and we hung up the phone
"Hi , whats up babe??" said
"Wow !! I'm fine, thanks, you??" I asked
"I'm very good, you coming to dinner tonight right??" he asked
"Yeah I'm coming" I said
"Who will bring you??" he asked
"I'll come with or on my own" I said
"Why?? What bout Josh??" he asked
"We love another persons" I said
"We??? You love some one??" he asked
"Yeah, sort of!!" I said
"Who's this luckily boy??" he asked
", I would say but I can't, sorry!" I said
"You don't telling me, huh!!! So be it!!!" he said
"No , I would say but really I can't!!" I said
"Ok so, I'll come there 1 hour later, be ready, we'll go to dinner together" he said
"Ok, bye" I said
"Bye babe! Love ya!!" he said and we hung up. I went upstairs and had a shower than I got dressed
"You look very beautiful babe!!" he said
"Thanks so much!" I said and gave him a kiss on the cheeks
"So, let's go my lady!!" He said and we went out from the home and got in his car
�, you remember the girl in our old uni???� I asked him
�Which??� he asked
�You silly, the girl you still fancy!!!� I said and looked down
�Yeah , she was really pretty!! Somehow I can�t get her out of my mind, I still love her� he said and that�s it!! looked at him and the looked at him and then down
�Sorry, I gotta go to loo� she said and she was my partner so�
�Ok my lady� I said and stood up and she got up too, we went in front of the loo
�I�m coming in a min� she said
�Ok, I�m waiting� I said and she went into the loo and I waited�
�I�m going out� I said and went out, I saw stars and they were really wonderful! I stared at them for a while but then I felt some one tapped on my shoulder, I looked at who was it and it was
�What you doing here??� she asked
�Just taking some fresh air� I said simply
�Why?? What�s wrong??� she asked
�It�s�nothing� I said looking at her eyes and then down.
�I know something wrong and you hiding from me!!!� she said
� yeah there�s lot of wrong things but I cant say them but maybe some day�� I said
�, I have lots of probs too but know it, when you share it with some one, you feel really relaxed� she said looking at my eyes
�You want me to share it with you??� I asked looking into her eyes.
�Yeah � she said and I kissed her in her lips�
�I shared it with you, I�m sorry� he said
�� I, I�� I said and ran back out of the restaurant. stood there but then he run after me. I sat on a bank and cried, and I wasn�t sure. I really like since the day we met but I really love . I can�t say I�m in love with him so I like him. came near me. I didn�t look at him, he sat beside me
�Why??� I said
�What why ??� he asked looking down
�Why you love me?� I asked
�! How can I explain it? Huh??� he said
�I dunno� I said still crying
�I�m really sorry�� he said and stood up
�Where you going??� I asked
�Dunno� he said and looked at my eyes very deeply
�Don�t go� I said softly
�Why you don�t want me to go? You don�t love me or like me and I kissed you cos I love you! Why would you??� he asked
�! Yeah I don�t love you but I liked you much. Since the first day we met, I still like you� I said standing up, getting closer to him
�Oh! Since the first day we met, I love you and I�ll always, sorry�� he said
� please, I can�t understand you!! Its just I�m not sure about 2 person!� I said
�Who? 2 person� he asked
�You and a boy�� she said
�A boy�, right???� he asked
�yeah, its � I said with giving him �how can u know�
�I saw you staring at his eyes, and then him too� he said! So he was staring at me and ! God!
�Oh I see� I said still shocked
�What you find in him??� he asked
�I dunno� I said
�So why you loving him??� he asked
�I dunno , I really dunno� I said
�I will bring you to your home?� he said
�Ok� I said and we went back to near the car� Inside the car, no one talked about something till�
�, what you gonna do now??� asked
�What?� I said
�What you gonna do? About me and ?� he said
�Why you wanna learn??� I asked
�Cos I love you� he said
�I don�t know now but I realized that I don�t love . It just liked, I see him as a good friend� I said
�Really? So you don�t love him, what about me??� he asked
�! Why would you go out with a girl who you know liked someone and she just like you� I said
�If I love this girl very much, I would do anything for her. I love you so I don�t care anything else� he said and then there came a big silence btw us. Then we arrived at my home�
�Wanna come in??� I asked him
�Ok� he said and we got in my home and sat in the living room
�Wanna drink something???� I asked getting up to go and get some vodka foe my self.
�Vodka, if you have� he said
�Ok,� I said and went to kitchen thinking and thinking�
�Here�s yours� I said and handed him hid vodka
�Thankz� he said
�Nothing, I�ll go back to near my family for 3or 4 weeks, and I�ll think about us� I said
� , don�t go. Everyone goes and then doesn�t come back, I don�t want to lose you� he said
�, I missed my dad so much and I have to get a vocation away from here� I said
�Can I come with you??� he asked all of a sudden
�What???� I asked
�Can I come with you??� he repeated
�� I would love you to come but I�m going there to make a big decision!� I said
� please! Let me show you how am I, please!� he said
�, I dunno!� I said looking down
� just say ok and then we�ll have a wonderful time, in LA!!!� he said excited
�Ok, but what about the things in here? And how am I gonna choose who I love??� I asked
�, if you choose , I�ll go out of your life, I promise!� he said sounding worried
�!! I don�t want to ruin our friendship if I choose !! Neihter you nor !!!� I said
�So?? Am I coming with you??� he asked
�Yeah!!� I said
�When are we going??� he asked excited
�Tomorrow at midday� I said
�Ok�� he said and looked deeply in my eyes! Oh God! He was really cute! His green blue eyes, perfect smile and baby face!! I dunno who am I gonna choose but theres more chance to ! I dunno why but I really like him that way! I love Duncan in a friendly way, but I still like him too. I will try to choose!! Help me God!!!
� mate, where have you been?!? We�re so worry about you!!!� said and placing his hand over my shoulder
�I drove to her house and we had a little chat there,� I smiled and looked down, he sighed and started to get up from his seat
�Man you love him eh?� smiling at me
�Pretty honest I love him but�she said she loves another guy!� I said and threw a glint over , he blinked a few times and walked to the kitchen
�What�s wrong with him?� I asked and only shrugged
�We dunno, he acted like that since you and out from the restaurant last night!� replied and grabbed the remote control
�Guys I wanna talk to you about something,�
�What ?�?!?
�I�I�m going away to LA for 2 weeks more or less�� I released a deep breathe
�Wanna run away?�
�Nope!�
�So?�
�I just really need it, I�m sorry guys�� sat next to me and rubbed my back
�It�s ok mate, we�ll have fun here!� I smiled before started walking to the kitchen, I saw sitting on the dinner chair with his head in his hand
�Hey !�
�Oh hi ,� He replied and handed me a can of beer
�Thanks!� I added
�What�s wrong with you?� I asked him and he acted like he didn�t know
�Me?!? Nothing wrong mate, I just need a rest maybe!�
�You are lying! Alright let�s make it clear, do you love ?!?�
�How can I say it, you said you love her��
� please, you are my best mate!�
�Ok, ok, yeah I kinda have feelings about her but I�m happy for you guys!� He forced a smile
�There you said it! But mate I gotta go away to LA for 2 weeks, I�m here just for saying goodbye!�
�WHAT!!! don�t go if the reason is I love , that�s stupid!!!�
�Calm down mate, nah I�m going not because of that!�
�You sure?????� He asked concern
�Yep, I�m going 2moz!�
� I�m sorry��
�For what?�
�For you know,�
�Nothing to worry mate!� I smiled and walked to my room for packed my things
�Hey babe!� She said and sat next to my bed
�Hiya!� I replied and smiled
�What�s wrong?�
�Nothing , oh yeah I �sposed to tell ya that I�m going back home for vacation 2moz!�
�Is it because ?!�
�Well let�s say no, because I�m going there with !� I smiled
�You guys got together????� She asked shock
�Nope, we�re just friends anyway!�
�But he knew my feelings for ,� I added
�That�s�ummm�bad!�
�It�s great though hun, anyway good night I wanna sleep!�
�Good night sweetie, have a nice dream!� She said and walked out of my room, I turned the light beside me and fall into deep peacefully sleep�
�Hey all!!!� I greeted and they turned around their head at me
�Can any of you drop me to �s house please???�
�Wanna say goodbye for her?� got up and grabbed his car keys
�Yeah kinda,� I replied
�I�m going guys!� I hugged and I heard he whispered in my ear
�Good luck, I won�t ruin your happiness with !� I looked at him and gave him the I-don�t-understand-what-you-talking-about
�I knew everything mate, called me!� He winked and I let a sigh before winked at him
�Bye buddy!� I hugged and they waved me goodbye, I jumped to the car with and drove to �s house
�So mate, here we are!� said as we arrived in 's house
�Alright you wait here, be back in a minute!� I said before running to the door and knocked softly. I saw opened the door
�Heya !!!� She hugged me and smiled
�Well I just came here because I��
�Yeah she will be here soon,� She cut me off and I blushed
�Come here, listen she likes you! All you need to do to get her is making her sure you are the only one for her! Only one step again mate!� said and I nodded
�Are ya sure?�
�Defo!�
�Guys what are you whispering for?� came to the living room with her bag and I smiled with her
�We�re talking nothing hunnie!� said and I only nodded
�Anyway ready to go?� I asked and helped her with her bad
�Yeah!!!� She replied happily
�Bye for a little while� She hugged and kissed her cheek
�Bye you 2 and have a nice vacation!� said and we both walked thru the door, I opened the car door for her and let her in. looked at us with a shock expression
�Let�s go !� I said and sat next to
�Ok�� He said stupidly
�Ummm guys, are ya having vacation to�ummm�together?� asked
�As you see,� answered
�Blimey!!!�
We arrived at the airport and we directly to go to the desk and check in, I saw hugged and smiled
�, y�know that loves you eh?�
�Do I know it?!? Hell�no!� I lied and he sighed
�Well I tell ya then, he likes you oops sorry I mean he loves you!� He corrected
�So what?�
�Do you like him too?�
�I dunno yet,�
�I tell ya he�s a very great man, he won�t ever make you sad!� I smiled when I heard told me how great is!
�, our plane will board any minute now!� said and smiled to us, I got up before gave one last kiss on his cheek
�You 2 have a nice trip then!�
�Bye mate!� said and hugged him, after that we both walked to the gate 16C
�Are ya tired?� I asked and he opened his eyes before smiling and shaking his head
�I can�t imagine go on holiday with you�alone�just the two of us�� His face came closer so I must held my breathe
� you know that I�� Suddenly he brushed his lips over mine and we ended up kissing, this time I didn�t break the kiss. I felt myself wanting it more and more until�
�Sorry but you guys plz put the seatbelt on,� The air hostess said and we both broke the kiss, we looked each other and laughed
�Sorry�� I said and the air hostess left, I fasten my seatbelt and looked over
�Hey I have an idea,� I said all of a sudden
�What sweetie?� He grabbed my head and let me laid my head on his shoulder
�I don�t wanna go home, it will be disaster for us!�
�Why?�
�My little sister is really annoying and so with my step mom!�
�Then where are we going?�
�We�re going to stay at hotel, if�ya don�t mind!�
�Course I don�t mind,�
�But, we�re sleep in different room!�
�Ok whatever as long as I�m with you�� He kissed my forehead and slowly I fall a sleep
�Breakfast Mr,� The air hostess said and I quickly wake up slowly
�Morning beauty, wake up!� I whispered in her ear, she flickered her eyes and looked at me
�Are we there yet?�
�Not yet but here�s your breakfast,�
�Oh ok!� We started eating our breakfast and after that she excused going to the loo, she came back already with a different clothes and looked fresh
�Are ya just talking a bath?!�
�Looks like yeah,� She smiled before sat back on her seat
�I�m going to take a bath too then!� I joked and got up
�Be careful sometimes the plane makes you jolt up!� I laughed and winked
�Ummm smell nice,� I said and inhaled the scent of his perfume
�You love it?�
�Yeah!�
�Anyway I asked the air hostess a while ago, and we�ll be in LA about 1 hour again!�
�Awww you asked the air hostess?!? It made me jealous!� I laughed and he laughed too
�She�s not a patch on you sweetie,� He said and kissed my cheek, I smiled. For another an hour we talked about everything�
�Where are we going sir?�
�International Hilton hotel please,� said
�Ok,� Then we drove to hotel Hilton, we arrived there and paid the taxi. gave the driver $10 extra
�Nice man!� I said and he smiled, we both walked to the receptionist and booked for two rooms
�I�m sorry sir, but all the room already booked and only one room left!�
�Really?!?� He asked again, the receptionist checked once again and said the same things
�How about now ?� asked and sighed
�What are you waiting for, take it!�
�What? But it�s single room babe, I mean��
�I�m sorry sir but it has king size double bed, living room, bathroom, nice balcony to see to the beach and everything in it sir!�
�Ok we�ll take it!� said and the receptionist gave him the keys
�Thank you!� He said and we both started to walk to the elevator
�Don�t you think it�s a bad idea?� I broke the silence in the elevator
�Nah now I�m starting to think it�s a brilliant idea!� He winked as we arrived at the top floor of the hotel
�We�re room now 793, let�s get in!!!� He said excitedly, he opened the door for me and let me step into the room first
�WOW!� I exclaimed as I looked around the room
�Nice huh?�
�Incredible!� I added and dropped my body down to the big king size bed
�We�re gonna sleep at the same bed?� He asked cheekily, I pretended to think for a while and let out a sigh
�No, you�re going to sleep on the sofa in that living room!� I pointed and he looked unpleased
�Yeah it �sposed to be like that sweetie!� I cheered him up
�You are right!� He smiled
�I�m hungry!� She said and rubbed her belly
�Me too, let�s go eat then!� I replied, she stood up and grabbed her hand bag
�Where are we going to eat?� I asked her
�I dunno, maybe anywhere! And let�s go clubbing afterwards!� She said excitedly
�Alright!!!� We both walked out of the room and went to the fancy restaurant on town. We had a great time together, always laughing and smiling along the dinner with me. I never seen her so happy like now, or maybe that�s what I thought!
�Now, let�s go clubbing!� She grinned and drank off her champagne
�You�re getting drunk huh?�
�Well�not yet�� She said and showed me her mysterious smile. We took a cab to the club near by and when we got there, the music was great! Loads of people dancing on the dance floor, the atmosphere and the hubbub were incredible. We stepped inside and sat near the bar
�Want something to drink?� I asked and she shook her head slightly
�Let�s dance!!!� She grabbed me by my arm and led me to the dance floor, we were dancing so closely. I can�t concentrate when she moves her body like that! She looks so�sexy� I stared at her for a while when she looked right in my eye
�What�s wrong?�
�Nah nothing, you just look�sexy!�
�Hey let�s celebrate cos we�re on holiday together!!� She took my hand and we went to the bar
�Hey there sexy bartender, can you give us something strong please?� She said and put a sexy voice, the bartender gazed at her before nodded his head
�You naughty girl!�
�You think? Guess I am,� The bartender gave us the drink and we drank it, it�s a very strong alcohol. After a few hours Selen and I were totally drunk. We got up and went to the hotel
�Ohh we need to get some sleep!� She said and laid on the bed
�You are beautiful,� He said still looking at me
�Thanks!� I said lying in my back with my face to the ceiling. He was getting close to me so I could see him, he was on his knees above me so we could see each other eyes
�What�s happening ?� I asked him quietly
�I dunno�� He said getting close
�We shouldn�t�� That�s all I could say before his sweet lips were kissing mine. I put my arms around him, not wanting to let go. I kept kissing him wanting more every second, we let ourselves all over each other and kissed more intensive. We stopped and looked at each other. I saw a pair of beautiful blue eyes watching at me. There was so much love, passion and honesty in his look. We kissed again and the night went on�
�Sorry have you seen a girl leaving early in the morning?� I asked
�Which girl? But this morning the girl came to me and asked me for book the flight for the first flight to London!�
�Ok thank you!� I said and ran back to my room, I searched for her bag but it was all gone. I flopped back to bed and gazed at the window
�Why you did this ? Don�t you know how much I love you��
�I�m home�� I said softly, there was no answer so I assumed went out. I took a deep breathe and put my bag on my room before changing my clothes and fell asleep on the bed
�Hey�� I said softly and forced a smile
�Mate why are you coming home this fast?!?� got up and gave me a hug, and Duncan followed after
�I miss you guys�� I lied
�Where�s ?� asked and I quickly changed the subject
�Guys let�s eat now, I�m hungry!!� I said and they all agreed
� let�s go to the club tonight!� yelled thru my room, I released a deep breath and thought that I might go for fun
�Ok, I don�t mind!� I yelled back before went to the bathroom. I thought about how and I are right now and I came to the conclusion that we�re just friends who were in a difficult situation and took the advantage of it. We just got taken away with each other bodies. No big deal, just forget about it and move on! I was put my clothes when appeared in front of my door
�Let�s go sweetie!�
�Gimme another five seconds!� I said before putting on my shoes
�Alright let�s go!� We both jumped to my Porsche and drove to the club we used to come earlier, we arrived there and I saw a glimpse of , and in the bar. I looked around the bar but didn�t find
�What are you looking for sweetie?� asked and shook my head
�I�m going to the dance floor!� I added before walking to the dance floor
�I just sit in the bar first and checking some cute guys!� She winked and I smiled. I walked to the dance floor and danced myself away
�Are ya alone here sexy?� A very nice looking guy came to me
�Yeah!� I replied coolly
�Can I dance with you?� He put his sexy moves
�Sure!� I played along and we danced together. Very close and his hands another hour later were all over my body, I looked up and he bent over. Just when we�re about to kiss, someone grabbed my shoulder and took me away from the guy. I turned over and shocked when I saw standing there
�Leave my girl alone, will ya or I�ll make you!� He said to the guy and after he said that the guy walked away, I looked at him angry
�! What the hell are ya doing!!!� He didn�t answer
�Was that only for action?�
�You know why I did that, d�ya!� He walked outside the club and I followed him. A couple of nosey people looked at us, , , and . The looks on their faces said enough. They know what�s going on� He stopped at his car and I took a deep breath
� stop and please tell me what�s the matter with you?!� I asked frustrated
�My problem is definitely YOU!!!� He shouted, I never thought he would ever shouted at me like that
�Great! We�re on the trouble!� I shouted back. He looked at me very angry and grabbed my face
�You�re so unbelievable, you know that!�
�Oh yeah about what?� I still raised my voice
�About that night , about THAT NIGHT� Our face getting very close, I could feel his breathe on my face
�We just had sex �NO BIG DEAL!� I looked at him right in his eyes, he turned away and tried to avoid my look
�It wasn�t sex �� His eyes burned into my soul
�It was making love�� He came closer and kissed my lips very softly
�And it was a big deal�� He confirmed his words with a kiss
�FINALLY!� A few people behind us shouted. Everyone stood their clapping and laughing, I looked confused
�It was obviously you guys love each other, but just didn�t want to see it!� said
�I always told you I love you since the start,� said
�And now I promise I won�t ever let you go again�� I looked at him and he looked back so sweet. That�s when I knew things were gonna work out!
