Today was the day - my first day of school. But not an ordinary day - today was my first day of high school. And, although I was really happy about it (new people, new teachers, new environment), deep inside I was sad. Why? I was afraid of losing all my friends, all my friends from the past, with whom I spent more than 8 years. I took a deep breath and went to a classroom where we had a meeting. I quietly sat in the first form, right to the teacher. I could see many confused faces around the class. The teacher came into the class and he had a long speech, which, to say the truth, wasn't very interesting. After 2 long hours, he sent us home. When I got out of the school building, I felt a strange feeling. First, I didn't know what it was, but I knew I just had to pay a visit to my old school. Instead home, my feet have taken me to that little building in which I spent my childhood, in which I got my first A, in which I got my first kiss. Just one touch at the door of my old classroom bring out so much memories, because of which I couldn't control myself. I started crying. After a few moments I felt someone's hand on my shoulder. It was the school librarian with who I had a great friendship. We had a little talk, and after that we went to the school library. She asked if I could help her sort out some books, and of course I helped her.

When all the work was done, we sat down on the floor and relaxed, 'cause that sorting wasn't really easy... In that moment my mobile phone started ringing. It was my friend, my long-distance friend, who was a big Blue fan. I liked to call her "Misses ". But hey, why was I hanging around with a Blue fan? 'Cause I was a big Blue fan myself. And although there are many Blue fans around the world, "Misses " and me were really special Blue lovers. We felt like we were spending days and days with the Blue guys, like we've known them better than anyone... At least we liked to think so... Anyway, she wanted to know if I asked the librarian for a little help... I totally forgot about it, so I said to "Misses " I will call her later. It wasn't easy for me to ask the librarian this, I thought she would laugh at me... But, when I finally took a grip of myself, I asked her : "Hey, can I ask you something? Do you know how to make a web page?".
She said : "Yes, of course. But, why do you need a web page ? ".
I explained everything to her, but, even do I was expecting another reaction
she said to me : ", sometimes you really do surprise me, but, if that means so much to you, and I can see it on your face that it does, I'll help you." . She taught me everything I know now, and I'll probably be thankful to her for the rest of my life.

When I came home, I called "Misses ". We talked about it for hours, and we would even talk for days if my dad didn't stop me. "Misses " and me were both happy. As a matter of fact, we were out of our minds. On the end of our phone call, I said to her : "So, it's a deal ?". She proudly said yes and we called it a day. We both said to each other in the same time : "BLUE POWER!!!" and went to sleep.

Tomorrow was the day for which I thought will be the best day of my life. And although in one way it was, the better one was yet to come. In the afternoon "Misses " came to my house and we started our dream. The first word we spelled on our own website was the name of our favourite group, which meant, means and will always mean allot to us, a group of four amazing and magnificent lads, who will always be our idols => BLUE. When the last letter was typed, we felt so proud of ourselves. After that we stayed on the Internet for hours with the intent to make our fan page the best of the best. When we were done with all of it, when we put on the last picture, when we typed the last letter and pushed "REALISE", we haven't said a thing to each other for a couple of minutes, not knowing that one click of a mouse will for always change our lives.

In the next few months the site had many visitors. The number was so big that we haven't even dreamt of. We were hoping it will come to that, but we weren't really thinking of it. One day I got a letter in my mailbox. I said to myself: "Oh, it's probably some bill which came late", but something in me told me to pick it up. When I opened it, I saw a letter with bold black word on top of it. It spelled "INVITATION". At first, I thought it was a joke of some sort, but when I read it all, my heart started pumping so fast that I couldn't breathe easy, the blood in my veins started bubbling like crazy, it was the moment when I felt more alive than in my whole life. It was the invitation for this year's Mtv European Music Awards. We were nominated in the category for "The Best Made Web page"� I read that letter more than 10 times, but it always had the same meaning. Then I pinched myself just to be on the safe side, but no, I wasn't dreaming. I decided to give "Misses " a little phone call. I caught her right in the middle of her bath. She wasn't really happy about it. I didn't want to tell her anything about this,
I just said: "If you know what's good for you, oh, you'll come, you'll come!". I wasn't sure if she will come, but when I heard the doorbell, oh yeah, that was her. I told her everything about it, and, in fact, she didn't believe me at first. She thought I was kidding or something, but in the end she started to believe.

And so that day came. We were thinking about what to wear, what to put on� And then we decided. "We're going to be ourselves! We're not going to pretend someone who we aren't." And so we put on our best jeans (talking about fashion�) and jeans jackets and we were ready to go. But, there was something missing. We got back to my room and spelled "Blue" all over our jackets with a white spray. If that's not enough "Blue loving", shoot me! Okay, just kidding.

And so a special airplane came for us. We haven't travelled long, a few hours maybe, but we were both excited. It's not like you have an opportunity every day to go to an event such as this. And, besides that, this was our first time in an airplane.

When the airplane landed, a limousine was waiting for us. We got in it and just observed the 12-meter long car. Inside was like a little apartment. Crazy man! As we were getting closer to the red carpet, we heard screaming. All those fans shouting just for one look of their stars� Before a year I would give anything just to be on their place, but my luck didn't leave me alone. When the car stopped, we slowly got out on the carpet. Many fans were asking for our autographs, not even knowing who we are. We walked thru the crowd of stars. Man, I bumped into Craig David, Beyonc�, Pink, Justin Timberlake, X-tina�. I didn't care about the nomination; I just wanted to see Blue in person, to be on the same carpet as they are, to breathe the air they are breathing, to� And finally, somehow, "Misses " and me succeeded to get to our places� And man, we were in the front row!!! Anyway, they lights went off as the beginning was near. Of course the Mtv people have undone themselves once again! And so, it started� "Best male artist", "Best female artist", "Best video", best this, best that� And then there was the nomination for "The Best Group". And yes, you guessed it, Blue was nominated. I didn't even know that because this years Awards were very mysterious. I mean, the only persons who knew the nominations were the nominated themselves.
"And the winner is ...." I heard with a big curiosity "......... BLUE! " ...
AAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! YES, YES, YES!!!! "Misses " and me started shouting... And then was the moment when we saw them in person... They climbed up the stage and started their "Thank you" list. Oh man, if that wasn't the longest list I saw, I mean heard, ...
And so they started going back to their places, but started running back to the stage, he took the microphone and said : "And for those 2 girls in the front for who I have no idea how did they manage to come in here... Thank you so much! thank you! You don't know how much your supports mean to us! Once again, thank you! ".... You can imagine how "Misses " and me felt in that moment, all our biggest wishes have come true. And only because of that I wanted to win that Mtv award more than anything, so the Blue guys could see how much they mean to us!

And finally, that moment we were waiting for arrived. And can you believe this, can you believe who the pronouncers were??? The Blue squad!!! I felt like I was gonna die, but I just had to go thru it! I couldn't give up now! And after all, wasn't this my big dream? Wasn't it? Those words made me to stand up straight... When opened that envelope, he started smiling like crazy �.
And then he took a look at us and said: "Ok, come on over!"�. And so we came up and stood a few decimetres away from them. They shacked our hands and gave us a kiss (on the cheek, of course!). We took the award into our hands and proudly lift it in the air! In that moment "Misses " and me felt like the happiest persons in the world!

Ouch! Hey, look, I'm not dreaming!