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Special Note: I wanna say thank you so much for all da people who likes my story! Also to Selen and one last person who I never forget in my life...GUY! You are my faith!!! I luv ya...

Part 1

Hi my name is , I'm 15 years old and I just moved from Glasgow to London. Today is my first day in my new school; it's kinda scared for me because believe it or not I'm a loser kid. Well that's what all my folks said in Glasgow, they said I'm a freak, I'm a loser and I'm a nerdy girl! Maybe they're true, now look at me. I'm wearing spectators, braces and old fashion style. However, my plus point is I'm smart, from the fact I always be the best student in my school with the highest score. I even always got scholarship, even though my parents came from a rich family. My dad is the owner from one of the big record company in UK, and my mom is a brilliant designer. I never worried about cash and beside I'm the only daughter of them. Still I'm feeling sad about myself, my parents told me to use spectators even though my eyes not minus yet and they also told me to use braces even my teeth already straight. I'm not as ugly as you may think though, I have color eyes and shiny hair. My friends never know that actually I went to the spa and saloon twice a month for manicure, pedicure or for the beauty health. They always think my fashion style was way out of line, that's what they thought before they see my cupboard. I have dozens of fashion clothes from many designers in the world; even my mom made me special clothes. I'm quite tall, maybe I could be a model someday. Do you why my parents made me look like a stupid geek person?!? I don't know the reason too�I'm just hoping someday they would change their mind and let me do everything I want.

"Sweetie are you ready?!?" My mom yelled from the dining room, I looked into the mirror once again and put the spectators immediately. I grabbed my bag and went to the dining room; wow, this new house is bigger than I thought. I looked around the house with amazement, this place looks like a palace for me. I saw my mom spread the jam into the toast bread; she smiled as she saw me walking in to the dining room
"Good morning mom," I said and kissed her cheek
"Good morning, have a seat there while I'm preparing your breakfast!" She replied and I sat beside my dad who is busy with his tie. He never able to use his tie right, I smiled before got up and helped him using the tie
"Thanks sweetie," He said and took a sip of his coffee
"Welcome dad," My mom put the breakfast down and told me to eat it
"Quick you're gonna be late on your first day in your new school," She said and poured a glass of non-fat milk into my glass
"Yeah, school is boring!"
"What?!?" My dad almost choked when he heard me saying that
"Come on dad, I'm just joking!"
"Oh yeah right!" I rolled my eyes and quickly finished my breakfast
"Come on hunnie, Jimmy is outside. He'll drive you and pick you from the school everyday!"
"Mom don't do that to me�I can catch the bus like the others!" I begged at them, they just shook their head
"I'm not little kid anymore!!!"
"You are, we just want to make sure that you're safe after all! listen we love you and we do all the best for you!"
"Ok, whatever! I'm leaving!" I ran from the dining room through the hallway in the house, why they should make this house so big? I got to the black BMW and Jimmy; the driver closed the door before started to stutter the car. We arrived at the posh school and Jimmy opened the car door for me
"Thanks Jimmy," I smiled at him and got out
"I'm gonna pick you up at 4pm after school, have a nice day Miss. ," He said and I just nodded before walking to the head master office. I knocked the door softly and it flew opened
"Good morning," I greeted and an old guy turned around and smiled at me
"Oh welcome Miss. , we're pleased to have you here! Your dad told me loads about you," He said and let me sit on the chair
"Thanks, but how d'ya know about my dad?"
"Don't you know that he's the biggest donator for this school this year?"
"Oh I don't know about it�" I replied as I rolled my eyes
"Well come on, I'll take you to your first class today. What'd you got?"
"I'll have music on the first class," I added as I looked into my timetable
"Come on, your teacher's gonna be Mr. Johnson. He's a nice man," He smiled and led me to my first class. We got to the front of the music class and I became a little bit nervous
"Good morning Mr. Johnson, sorry to disturb your class but today you'll have a new student,"
"Oh morning head master, it's ok we haven't begin the class yet. Who's that lady standing beside you?"
"Come on in Miss. ," I stepped into the class as I felt all eyes staring at me; they would probably started thinking how loser I am.
"This is Miss. , the girl we talked about the other day�" The head master said and smiled to all the students
"Well nice to see you Miss. ," The teacher shook my hand and smiled, I smiled back
"Have a nice day Miss. ," The head master added before walking out off the class
"Ok class you'll have new classmate, Miss why don't you introduce about yourself to us?" I nodded and walked to the middle
"My name is and I was just moving from Glasgow," I said nervously
"Well I hope you guys can help her in everyway and Miss. you can sit there," He pointed at the empty chair on the corner
"Thank you," I replied before started walking to where's my chair
"Welcome Miss. Freaky!" A girl said as I walked pass her by, I just looked down when the class bursting into real loud laugh. I put my books and bag down as I tried to took a breathe as deep as I can, the boy beside me smiled
"Hi, welcome to this school�" He said before opening his hand, I reached it and shook it
"My name is ," He added and I just nodded
"Alrite class, let's begin the lesson!" Mr. Johnson said and the class got quite again
"Don't listen of what just said, she's the one that freaky and not you!" I looked slightly to the guy beside me with my wide eyes opened. Oh God he's the first people that stand up for me
"Thank you,"

The rest time all the students went to the canteen and took their lunch, after I took my launch I went to sit in the corner of the canteen because no body wants to sit with me. No wonder why!
"Hey , can I sit here with you?!?" I looked up while pushing back my spectators to the right place, I saw smiling brightly
"Ummm�sure,"
"Thank you!" I looked at him worriedly, but the students there looked at us more worriedly than I am
"D'ya think I don't want to hang out with you?" He asked while eating his lunch, I grabbed my drink and just nodded
"Don't even think about that, of course I want to play and hang out with you!"
"But�but why?"
"Because I want to, is that wrong?"
"No," I replied quickly
"What class do you got after lunch?"
"Biology, I'm sorry I really gotta go now!" I said and picked my mobile from the table, grabbed my hand and looked at me deeply thru my eyes
"Can I have your phone number?"
"Maybe later on,"
"No I insisted now," I sighed and ripped the tissue before writing my number on it
"Here's my number, now please let me go!" I said and he loosed the grip, he took the tissue from my hand.

That day went quite the same as the I day I've been thru in Glasgow, still everyone saw me as a nerdy, freaky, and loser girl. I smiled happily, as I saw Jimmy stopped the car right in front of me
"I'm sorry I'm late Miss, there was a traffic jam on the town!" He apologized and I just nodded before got to the car�

Part 2

I arrived at my house when Jimmy opened the car door for me, I stepped into the big balcony in front of the house and someone opened the door for me
"Welcome home Miss," The maid greeted and picked my bag from me, I walked in and saw my mom wasn't home
"Where's mom?" I said as I fall my body down to the next comfortable couch
"She went to Paris, she'll held a fashion show there!" The maid explained as the other maid came and brought me a glass of orange juice
"Thank you Eliza!" I said and she smiled before walking back to the kitchen. I will tell you that my parents hire so many maids in this house, probably around 5 maids or more. I even can't remember their names!
"I'm tired!!!" I sighed and laid my head back on
"D'ya want me to call the saloon and tell them to come here, maybe you want some massage?" The head house cleaner, Lisa suggested
"Thank you Lisa, nah I don't need to!"
"Any thing you wish at the moment?" She asked again
"Nope, I'm just going to my room!" I said and ran upstairs, took me ages to go to my room. I kicked my shoes off, opened my braces and my spectators and walked to my CD stereo. I put on my favorite CD, it's Avril Lavigne new album. I sang along to the Avril's songs when I felt my mobile started vibrating, I picked it up from the table and saw strange numbers appeared on the screen
"Hello!"
"Hi, it's that you ?"
"Yepz I'm speaking, who's this?"
"I'm , can I come to yours just say let's do our homework together!"
"What!?!?" I half yelled
"Ummm no need to shout at me if you don't want to though,"
"No I mean yeah it'd be great," I sighed and finally gave him my address. I quickly ran to the bathroom and got a fast shower. I put on my T-shirt and my jeans on, Stacey my nanny coming thru the door
"Hi Stacey!"
"Hey , need some help?" She asked while helped me combing my hair
"No, my friend will come here and we're going to do our homework together!" I said before putting my braces and spectators on again
"Why d'ya need to wear them?" She asked curiously, I just shrugged
"Don't know, mom wants them on me!"
"But you look more way beautiful without them!"
"Whatever, I'll just do it!" I smiled and tied my hair into the ponytail. Suddenly, Lisa the head of housekeeper coming thru my door
"I'm sorry Miss, but there's someone waiting for you downstairs,"
"Yeah I'll be in two minutes!" I replied and smiled to her, she walked off and shut the door behind her
"I'm going to do my homework in my study room, bring cakes and drinks and don't even try to bother us! Got that Stacey?" I winked at her and she nodded
"Sure!" I walked out from my room and walked downstairs, I saw sitting on the sofa
"Hey, let's do our homework!" I said and he turned his head around me
"Ok, let's do it!" He smiled and picked his bag from the table
"Just follow me," I said as I led him to the study room, we both got in and I already saw cakes and drinks on the table
"What homework we do first?" I asked as I sat down on the carpet that on the floor, I love my study room being empty. I don't like to much stuff here, just books, enough light, stereo and some pillows incase I fall asleep when I study here
"Nice house you've got!" He said and sat beside me
"Well�"
"Back to homework, we hardly got any homework yeah?" He smiled and I started to laugh
"Then why you should come here if we don't have homework to do?"
"Because I want to get to know you a little bit more,"
"You what?"
"Do I have to repeat again?"
"Whatever!" I grabbed a remote control beside me and turned on the CD player
"I notice you like Britney eh?" He said and laid down his back, I gave him a pillow so he could put his head on the pillow
"Thanks," He added
"I don't like her but her songs are kinda good,"
"Yeah especially this song,"
"What song?"
"This song, it's a foolish that you don't know this song!"
"Well ummm let me think, this song called Toxic, am I right?"
"Yeah you're right!"
"Want some drink?" He nodded so I grabbed two glasses of orange juice and handed him one
"I don't know why you really want to know more about me. Every people in school probably hate me�"
"Because they saw you from your physical only, they don't see you from your inner beauty�" I looked at him deeply trying to convinced myself that I'm not dreaming
"I don't get it," I replied softly
"You are beautiful , maybe you didn't see it but I saw it thru your inner beauty and that's true because I know the truth of all�" He came closer and he touched my face
"Truth of what,"
"The truth that you are truly beautiful, tell me if actually you don't wear this stuff�" My breathe got heavier as he took my spectators out from my eyes
"What you doing?" I asked in whispered
"I wanna see the real of you," He replied still in whispered and loosed the tied in my hair and let my hair fell perfectly on my shoulder. I sit there in shocked when he bent down and kissed me softly; I opened my eyes and found him right in front of me
"Can I take this off too?" He asked and took out my braces
"This is the real of you�" He said proud when everything was out from my face
" please,"
"I know that actually you are beautiful, you are just pretended that you are nerdy when you aren't,"
"No, I mean everyone right that I'm a loser girl, nerdy girl and was out of line and�" Suddenly she shut me up by kissing me; the touched of his lips was driving me insane. Was he my first love?!?

Part 3

I opened my eyes after the kiss and saw him smiling from ear to ear
"Wow you are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen," He said and touched my face
"Well I noticed you are a great kisser," I joked and he laughed
"If I kiss another girl, I won't be a great kisser like now but because I kissed you and it made me a great kisser,"
"Yeah right, stop joking now !"
"Well I know it's kinda crazy but I must admit that I started have feelings for you�" I stopped from my track and looked seriously at him
"Why you started to have feelings for me?"
"I dunno it just from your eyes and I could feel like I'm losing my mind just stare at your eyes,"
"We're not aloud, we're from different world�"
"What's make us so different?"
"You are one of the most wanted boy in school, girls love you so badly and I'm just loser kid who always run away and hid�" He put his fingertips on my lips and shook his head
"Because they don't know you at all,"
"Although they do know me, it won't change just try to get away from me. I'm sorry�" I swallowed my voice that caught on my throat; quickly I grabbed my braces, spectators and walked away from the study room. I'm flopping my body down to my bed when I saw Stacey came in
"What's wrong sweetie?" I quickly swept the tears away
"Nothing Stacey�"
"Don't hurt yourself ,"
"I'm not, it just we're not aloud!"
"Who's telling that?"
"Myself,"
"You don't get the point to block him out, probably he truly likes you though. Give him a change won't hurt you sweetie�" Stacey said and left me alone in my room
"You said it won't hurt me? Of course it will hurt me if I'm also starting to have feelings for him like I am now�" I mumbled to myself and laid my head upon my pillow�

THE NEXT MORNING

I woke up by the alarm beside my bed, I glanced at the clock and noticed it's 6.30am already. Pulling out the duvet outta my body, I walked to the bathroom and got a quick shower. I walked back to my room and found my uniform lying perfectly on my bed, the sheets already tidy and the room smelt well. I put on my uniform and quickly put on my braces and combed my hair then tied it up
"Hello everyone!" I greeted as I came in thru the dining room
"Good morning Miss," Lisa smiled and I smiled back
"What we've got for breakfast today?" I asked eagerly and looked into the table
"We cooked your fave breakfast meal, cheese omelet with toast bread and a glass of non-fat milk," She added and I smiled widely
"Wow perfect meal for the perfect day!" I yelled and started eat my breakfast
"Miss I'm sorry to bother your breakfast but we have to go now otherwise you'll be late for your school," Jimmy said and I sighed
"Alright, I'm going to school everyone!" I said as I grabbed my bag and followed Jimmy to the car. I was listening to the radio on the way to the school when Jimmy asked me
"You look beautiful today without your glasses," I choked and looked into the mirror in horror
"WHAT!!! Oh how can I be so dump!!!" I jumped and looked into the mirror
"What's wrong miss?!?" Jimmy asked in panic
"Like you said I forgot to bring my glasses, how can I follow the lessons without glasses????"
"I thought your eyes weren't minus yet,"
"Yeah you are right, but what will my friends say to me?"
"You look great, believe me miss. Anyway we are here," Jimmy smiled and I noticed it's the brightest smile he's ever set
"Don't be late to pick me up!" I said and I opened the car door
"I won't, have a nice day Miss!" He waved at me and I started to walk along the school corridor when I saw and her gang walked closer to me
"Morning miss nerdy!" She said as she walked circle me
"Excuse me, I gotta go!" I said and tried to smile
"Oh miss little poor here wants a way, girls give her a way!" She commanded her friends and her friends stepped a side
"Thank you," I said quickly
"Wait, there's something different from you today!" said and I stopped from my track
"Ah! I got it, you didn't wear your stupid thick glasses did ya!" She looked at me closer and I saw her two big pale blue eyes in front of me
"You look�so�NERDY and FREAKY!!!!" She screamed in my face and pushed me until I fall on the ground with my books lying on the floor; I tried to keep my temper down and collected my books
"I wish you never step this school EVER!" She screamed again and about to slap me when a hand stopped her, I closed my eyes immediately
"Don't you even dare to touch her again!" Said a voice above me
"Oh are ya trying to be a hero for this little geek over here?!?"
"I warn ya don't call her geek, nerdy or whatsoever it is!!!" I think I knew this voice from somewhere before, this voice sounds familiar to me anyway
"Poor you, couldn't see what a bitch she is!"
SLAP
I opened my eyes and found holding her red cheek and tears started perform in her eyes
"How could you!!!"
"Because you worth it," I turned over and found standing there, did he just slap ?!?
"Are you ok," He opened his hand and I reached it
"Yeah I'm fine, thanks for the help!" I added and grabbed my books
"I'm sorry for yesterday," He started to say but I just shook my head
"No need to talk about it, bye!" I walked away and reached my first class�

Part 4

I can't believe it if stood for me against !!! Wow, another surprise for me! I walked to the library and found a seat; I opened my dairy and started writing on it. I smiled on myself when I closed my diary and started to stand up, I was about to put the diary on my bag when someone bumped into me
"Sorry," I said softly and looked down where I found my diary lying on the ground; I bowed down and picked up the diary when a hand touched my hand. I looked up to see the owner
"I should the one who say sorry to you, I didn't see where I was going!" A boy said and picked the diary for me
"It's your diary?" He asked when suddenly a piece of photo fell from inside the diary and dropped on the floor
"What is that?" He gasped and picked the photo
"Oh it's nothing, please give that photo and diary back!" I replied quickly
"Well is this your photo?" I shook my head slightly
"But the girl in that photo looks like you, I mean yeah she's not wearing braces�"
"I told you it's not me, it's my, it's my sister�yeah she's my sister!" I lied
"By the way are you new student here?"
"Yeah," I replied when he finally handed me the diary and photo back, I immediately put them into my bag
"What's your name?" He opened his hand
" , nice to meet you!" I shook his hand and he smiled
"My name is , you can call me or !"
"Very well, I'm sorry I gotta go!"
"Nice to meet you ," He kept looking at me
"Yeah same here, bye!" I turned around and walked to the door
"That was so close," I thought to myself as I entered my first class that is History.

Finally, it was the end of the day when I stood from the last class and started to walk to the gate
"Hey!" Someone tapped my shoulder and I turned around, I saw a girl standing there
"Are you ?!?" She asked me and looked at me with nasty look
"Yeah I am,"
"I warn you, LEAVE ALONE!!!!" She shouted
"What?!?"
"Like you dunno!!!! All the students know you are with last night, and oh yeah you probably don't know me. I'm , 's girlfriend!" My heart missed a beat
"I'm sorry, I promise you I won't touch or even talk to again. Thanks for letting me know!" I replied and started to walk away. My blood started boiling; I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself down
"Miss come on, mom and dad are waiting at home right now!" Jimmy called and brought my mind back, I blinked a few times before opening the car door and drove away

I arrived at home and walked thru the door
"Are you home darling???" My mom said from upstairs, she looked down and smiled when she saw me sitting on the couch
"I missed you!" She ran onto me and hugged me tightly
"Missed ya too mom, how's the fashion show?" I asked and laid my head upon her shoulder
"It was brilliant sweetie, dad is upstairs in family room. Let's go there, we need to talk about something!" My mom said and got up from her seat, I got up as well and walked up to the family room. The door flew opened and I saw my dad watching TV with a box of empty chocolate on his lap
"Dad!!! Are you stealing my chocolate again?!?" I yelled and ran into him while grabbing the empty box
"Sorry sweetie," He grinned and got up to kiss my cheek
"How's your day?" He asked while I sat on the very big sofa among them
"Nice, great, good and couldn't be better!" I answered and sighed deeply
" we know something is wrong with you, are you not happy again with your new school?" My mom said with a very worried tone ever
"Nah mom, I'm fine. I have friends already, they are really nice to me especially the head master!" I lied and took the remote control from the table; I switched the channel to MTV. I smiled when my fave band started playing
"What are you smiling for?" My dad asked curiously
"Nah it's started playing on MTV,"
"Oh you like them?"
"Of course I am, you know that I have loads of stuff about them!" I smiled proudly; my dad rocked my hair softly and sighed
" , I know you love UK but there's something we just realize about you�" My mom said and paused
"Mom what are ya trying to say? I don't understand,"
"You are our only daughter so we want your best, we want people to see you as success person not because they see you from your parents but because they see you from yourself. We were thinking to send you study abroad to German�" My mom finished her words and I just stared at my parents without saying anything
"Hunnie, say something??"
"Yeah I know it and I want to make you both proud at me too, so yeah I agree�" I said as I hold my breathe
"And there's something else to," I turned around to my dad and looked at him
"We're not forcing you to use this, this and this anymore!" My dad took the spectators and braces away from me
"Why?"
"At first we think that forcing you to use this kinda stuff is to protect you, if people see you with this stuff no one will try to hurt you. And beside we want our only daughter to concentrate on her study without any problem,"
"What d'ya mean without any problem???"
"I mean no boys will try to get closer to you, but we are WRONG! We know you are old enough to face the world, so yeah we give you freedom but with one condition,"
"What is it?"
"You must keep your best at study, we proud of you! You are beautiful, smart and brave heart�"
"Dad, don't say that�"
"So I'm going to prepare your house there, transport, and everything this week. Oh yeah Jimmy and Stacey will stay there too!" My mom said and winked at me
"Thank you,"
"We don't want you to feel alone there, I'll try as hard as I can to make the situation same as here so you won't home sick," She added
"I think I just a couple of days moving on to my new school and now I must prepare to move again,"
"I'm so sorry sweetie,"
"No problem dad,"
"And the best still coming on," He added
"What?!?"
"You like ? Oh yeah we know you do!" I gave him I-don't-understand-look and he knew instantly
"You know that is under my record company huh?" He asked and I nodded
"I think that their manager just said they are going to filming their new video this month,"
"So what?"
"They need a model for their music video, I was thinking that probably you want to be their model. If you want I will tell their manager and you'll meet with them!" My jaw dropped and I almost passed out
"Ok I'm going to take something to drink," My mom walked out from the family room leaving dad and I alone
"SHUT UP!!!" This is my fave word when I said something good or my expression to express the happiness but my parents know it
"Yes hunnie, I don't lie to ya!"
"Of course I want!!!!"
"Ok I'm going to call their manager now," My dad said and picked the telephone from beside him and dialed some numbers�

Part 5

I saw dad talking on the phone for a couple of minutes, then he put the phone down
�Done,� He said simply and smiled from ear to ear
�What�s done?!?�
�You are going to be their model, and you�re gonna meet them tomorrow!�
�OHMYGOD!!!�
�Are ya happy?!�
�You bet me, well I mean it�s hard to believe. They prolly don�t want me to be in their video, I�m a nerdy girl!�
�Who said that!!!� Suddenly my dad raised his voice
�Come on dad, look at me!� I took his hand and held it tight
�Hunnie listen, you are beautiful! Very beautiful! I believe they will agree with me��
�You�re just saying, they will agree with you coz I�m your daughter!�
�No! You are wrong, and you are beautiful! Mom told me she started to think you could be her model someday,� I couldn�t help myself to smiled and hugged him
�Thank you so much dad,� I whispered in his ear
�Alright let�s go to the dining room and eat dinner!�
�I�m lazy to walk,� I said and winked at him
�Come on!� He turned his back on me and I jumped on his back
�Whoa you are heavy sweetie, you should have a diet!� He joked and I laughed
�Really?!? Come on put me down,� I said and he put me down, I linked my arm around him and we both walked to the dining room. We saw the door opened and my mom put the food into the table
�There you are, come here! We�re gonna have dinner now,� She said and washed her hand.
Although she�s a very busy woman, she still have time to manage her family and that�s what I love her to be my mom. And my dad, he�s very busy businessman but when weekend comes he never forget to spend it with the rest of his family!
�Yes, we�re gonna eat pizza tonight!!!� I yelled happily
�Oh no, y�know I hate pizza!� Dad complained and frowned
�Nah I cooked your fave food sweetie,� Mom said and winked
�You cooked me pasta with special sauces?!?� He asked surprised and my mom only nodded. My family loves Italian food, my mom likes lasagna, I like pizza and my dad likes pasta
�Eliza why don�t you call the others to come here and have dinner together?� I asked and she only smiled
�We eat after you miss,� She replied
�Oh don�t be like that, let�s eat together! It�d be fun, yeah dad?� I looked at him and he smiled
�Ok I will call the others,� She said and left the dining room, I saw Stacey and Lisa helped my mom making the dinner ready. I turned around and saw Eliza, Jimmy, and Hannah walked in, I smiled when I saw them come in. That night we ate dinner together, this is my perfect family ever!

THE FOLLOWING DAY

Stacey came to my room and opened the curtains for me, the sunshine came thru the window and I had to hide under the sheets
�It�s time to wake up sweetie,� Stacey said and pulled the cover, I opened my eyes and smiled at her
�Why?!? Gimme another half hour, I don�t need to go to school though!� I objected and grabbed the blanket back
�Dad is waiting downstairs, ok I�ll give ya full one day on the bed but don�t regret if ya won�t meet with today!�
�Oh yeah I forgot!� I quickly ran to the bathroom and took a bath; I put on my best jeans and my best T-shirt
�Need some help Miss?� Stacey smiled and held a straightener
�Thank you!� I smiled widely and sat in front of the big mirror while Stacey helped me with my hair, another half hour later I was finished with my hair and my minimalist make-up. I jumped happily from my seat and ran downstairs making a really annoying noise to the whole house
�MORNING!!!!� I yelled and sat down on the dining chair
�Hi my baby, how�s your sleep?� My mom asked while gave me a kiss on my forehead
�I bet she�s dreaming about those boys in�what, sorry I forgot!� My dad tried to pull a stupid face and I laughed
� dad, how come you forgot about those gorgeous lads?�
�Yeah I mean , so ready to meet them?� He said and took the car keys on the next table
�Lemme finish this first!� I put a mouthful sandwich and my mom laughed
�Cool down babe, you look great especially with those clothes!� I looked down and found I wear the T-shirt my mom made special for me
�Yeah, hopefully it will do any good for me!�
�Sure! Have a nice day then!� She waved when my dad and I walked to the garage
�No driver today dad, let Jimmy take a rest for while!� I said
�Yeah you right, Jimmy lemme drive the car ok!� He nodded and opened the car door for me, I jumped in and my dad started to stutter the car.
The journey to my dad�s record company office took more than an hour, we arrived there and we went to the meeting room
�Sally, are they already coming?� My dad asked his secretary
�Yeah Mr. , they�re all waiting for you!� She answered
�What about me? They�re not waiting for me?� I joked and she smiled
�Of course they are waiting for you Miss ,� She added
�Thank you Sally!� I smiled and walked to the room with my dad, he opened the door and I saw four strangers� people sitting on the chair. They were talking to one another
�Morning everyone!� My dad said and they turned their heads around, my jaw dropped when I saw , , and their manager smiling when they saw us coming
�Morning Mr. !� Steve, their manager stood up and shook my dad�s hand
�Alright this is , my daughter and also a massive fan of you guys here!� My dad introduced me to them, I shook their hands and my face became red when kissed my hand. Y�know what yeah he�s my fave member!
�Let�s start the meeting,� My dad sat on his chair and I sat beside him, I looked around the room to cool down myself
�Your manager Steve said you�re going to filming your new video this week, and well I just wonder if ya need a model�� My dad started but Steve cut him off
�We need a model Mr. and if ya don�t mind your daughter could be a really great model for us, don�t you think so guys?� Steve looked at , and . They nodded slightly
�That�s what I�m gonna talk about,� The whole room laughed
�We�re gonna filming in LA and some scene in German, so it�s gonna take the whole week,� Steve explained and I just stared at the man in front of me
�Alright are ya ok with that?� I didn�t response
�, hey babe earth calling for you!� My dad waved his hand right in front of my eyes; I blinked and looked at him
�What dad?�
�Alright it doesn�t matter, she looks like going to enjoy it though!� He replied and laughed
�Ok I think it�s enough for a moment, Steve don�t forget to pick up my daughter when you�re going away and take care of her!�
�Of course Mr. !�
�Right guys the meeting is over you can go now,� Steve said to the guys and they started to leave the room
�Mr. , can I borrow for an hour maybe?� said and looked at my dad
�Sure�ummm�� He started to think for his name
�I�m ,� He understood and smiled
�Yeah sure , go I still have some works to do! And if ya guys want to go somewhere don�t be too late to go home�� He said and I nodded before kissed his cheek. took my hand and we�re leaving the room�

Part 6

and I walked outside the room, we got to the elevator and there was a killing silence between us. Come on please say something anyway!
�Ummm how are you?� I broke the silence; I know it�s a cheesy chat line
�I�m fine and y�know just exiting!� He grinned and showed me that smile from heaven
�Cool, anyway how is your life for being a pop-star?�
�Honestly it�s just amazing, but then your privacy is invaded by the media, fans and press!� He looked down and suddenly got sad
�Cheer up, there�s gotta be more to life! You are perfect�I mean�yeah you are perfect!� I didn�t find any words how to say it
�Perfect? D�ya think I�m perfect?�
�Yes you are��
�Thank you, you are the first people that thought I�m perfect but in what way d�ya think I�m perfect?� I blushed and sighed
�You�re perfect in everything!� I smiled and his eyes were sparkle like the brightest stars on earth
�You think?� He asked again and I only nodded
�Who�s your fave member in then?� I won�t say that I fancy him so I just smiled and shrugged
�You dunno? How come?�
�Because I like all of you,� I lied and turned around
�So that means you like me eh?� He said getting closer with every word he said, my face went brightly red as he came closer and we were standing face to face
�God, come on someone open the lift door�� I thought to myself as I looked into his hazel eyes, my stomach started to flip as he touched my face
�We�we�are�almost�there�� I can�t think straight again, he took my breath away
�Who cares, if I had to be stuck in this lift with you I�m gonna be glad�� I forced a smile and faked that I�m gonna tied up my hair
�Don�t, I like if your hair fall freely on your shoulder��
�Oh�tha�thank you,� He moved closer and the walls became smaller with every step he took, he bent down slowly and kissed my lips softly. I didn�t want it to happen but then I closed my eyes, put my hands around his neck and kissed him back. It�s not because of the heat forced me to kissed him back but somehow�I dunno�
DING!!!
The elevator doors flew opened and I quickly opened my eyes, I still found right in front of me. He opened his eyes and smiled
�Let�s go!� He said, when he stepped a side me and grabbed my hand, I saw someone walked in and my eyes went wide when I saw and his friends walked in to the elevator
� , is that you????� asked with a big frown
�You know him babe?� asked as he put his hands on my waist, I shook my head and and I started walked out of the elevator
�What�s wrong with you? I know it�s you !!!!� I still heard screaming but I pretended I didn�t hear him, I turned around and found the elevator door already closed
�What is he doing in here? In my dad�s record company office???� I thought to myself as I walked to �s car
�You look like you�re thinking very hard babe,� He said when I put my seatbelt on
�Nah nothing, I just�ummm didn�t expect that you would�y�know�kissed me��
�It�s weird I know it, but I just can�t help it!�
�Where are we going now?� I changed the subject
�Anyway, maybe let�s eat!� He winked and I smiled softly

1 WEEK LATER

The filming new video was done today, we took the last scene on LA and it�s wrapped! I sighed as I took a seat near the beach
�Hey here you are!� Someone gave me a can of coke; I took it and looked up
�Hey !� I smiled as I saw his swept the sweat away from his forehead
�You tired?� I added
�Not really but I bet the video is great!� He winked
�Why d�ya think that?�
�Because you�re on that video!� He answered simply, the whole week I became really close with . He�s very sweet in everyway, I just felt click right away with him
�Yeah and next week, I must start school again in German!�
�Ohhh, you poor little sexy best!� He squeezed my hand
�I know, but y�know��
�Don�t worry I will call you everyday and when I have spare time I will come and visit my baby,� He said and I instantly stared at him, did he just said I�m his baby?!?
�You�re kidding, maybe after tomorrow you won�t even remember my name!�
�How can I forget such a beauty lady like you???�
�Well loads of girls outside would threw themselves at ya,�
�It�s not that easy though, they want me because my fame!�
�Whatever ,�
�You not believe me?�
�I believe you!� I smiled and he smiled back. Suddenly and came over us, was holding a magazine and was busy with his guitar
�Any rubbish news on that magazine?� asked and nodded slightly
�You both on the trouble!� He smiled and went back looking every pages of magazine
�Blimey!!!� He screamed, we all turned around and looked at him
�There�s a new up-coming boy band on UK!� said and kept staring at the magazine
�What�s the big deal with that?� I asked not understanding why he sounded so surprise
�Because one of the member is my mate at school!� He added
�Oh really? Who are they ?� stopped strumming his guitar and joined the conversation
�They called Blue, nice name!�
�I mean the name of the member!� yelled
�Oh they are , , and ! Old neighbors back home!� He said and put the magazine down, took it and looked at it
�Ah babe, they are the guys we met at the elevator one week ago!� said and showed me the magazine
�See, this guy who�s calling your name!� He pointed at ; I blinked a few times and tried to make sure I�m not dreaming
�What?!? I mean how?!?�
�They gonna release their first single this week, wicked huh?� said
�Yeah they could be our support act!� added
�Good point guys, sometimes I�m proud to have ya as my band mate and my best friend!� smiled and the two others laughed
�Guys I gotta go to the loo,� I said and stood up
�Don�t be too long, we still have one scene which is the closing scene!� shouted
�Alright I won�t be long!� I walked away from them and started thinking
�He has a band, I know the other guy his name is . I met with him on the library!� I said to myself
�But they are under my dad�s record company????�
�He looks so�forget about it !!!� I took a deep breath and closed my eyes
�Forget it, he�s got a girlfriend and he will become famous! He won�t remember me cos probably he�s quit from school and I won�t meet with cos I�m going to school in German, yeah great!� I kept talking to myself as I walked back to the others. I sat next to and still reading the same magazine, flipping thru the pages hundred times
�Anyway , what d�ya mean we�re both on trouble?� I asked and he looked at me putting the magazine down
�You better read on yourself baby!� He gave me the magazine and I took it
�Don�t be mad though,� He added before started to walk away leaving me with alone
�What�s wrong ?�
�I dunno, didn�t tell me!�
�Oh right let�s see what�s rubbish on this!� I flipped the first page and my jaw dropped when I flipped the next page
�Sh**!!!� I yelled and looked in horror to the magazine
�What, what, what???� asked in panicked and took the magazine from my hand
�O-oh it�s not good!� He said but with a smile on his face
�Why are ya smiling, it�s dead trouble !�
�Yeah, but everyone knows it�s rubbish eh?�
�Hopely�� Alright I�m gonna tell ya what�s on that magazine, there�s a rumor spreading that and I dating each other. Nevertheless, the shocking thing is they have our pictures kissing and hugging on the rain. Lemme tell ya, it�s one of the scene in the video! The director chose as the model and to be my partner in that video, so he�s not only play instrument with his band but he also acting for the video. The video tells about the couple that broke up because some problem, but then the boyfriend realized he was wrong with his girlfriend so he came to the girlfriend�s house in the middle of the night and asking for an apologize. In the end, they got back together, and the last scene is when they were running to each other and hugging each other when it�s raining. However, I dunno why suddenly loosed the hug and bent down to kissed me; it�s not told in the script!!! The director didn�t stop us so I kissed him back�
�It�ll be ok sweetie,� said and kissed my forehead
�Yeah right,� I said and looked at the magazine over and over again�

Part 7

That night I can�t sleep and I�m not in the good mood of going to the club with the others
�Just go guys, I�ll just lay on the bed!� I said to and when I approached them on the lobby that afternoon
�Are you sure? You�re not having fun with us?� asked and I smiled
�I�m tired and I must study, so see ya guys tomorrow!� I replied before walked up to my room. I took a deep breath when my phone started ringing
�Hello,� I said drowsily
�Hey it�s been a while I didn�t hear your sweet voice,� Replied the other line, I got up from my bed and walked to the balcony
�Who�s this?�
�You sure you dunno me?�
�Well I know your voice from somewhere but I dunno, c�mon tell me who are you?�
�I�m , remember the guy from school�� My heart missed a beat and I suddenly tongue tied
�Yeah�I know!�
�So how are you then?� He asked
�I�m fine, how about you?�
�Great!� He added before someone knocking on the door
� hunnie, are you there? It�s me � screamed and knocked the door several times
�Guess someone waiting for you�� said and I felt uncomfortable with him
�He�s just�� I couldn�t continue my words
�I know, I read the magazine today! Good on you have a boyfriend like , good looking, famous and also rich!�
�What d�ya mean???�
�I don�t have to explain but you both could make a great couple! I gotta go, say hi to ! Bye��
�But �� Click, the line is dead
� lemme come in!!� kept banging on the door
�Wait up, I change my clothes first!� I yelled and walked to the door, I unlocked my door and let him stepped inside
�I�m really worried about you,� He said and looked thru inside my eyes, they connected with mine and sending shiver down my spine
�Thank you but I�m fine, I just need some rest!� I lied and walked to the couch
�I�m going to stay here and looking after you,�
�You don�t have to, you just go with the others and have fun!�
�Nah, I prefer much to stay here with you!�
�Alright if ya say so,� I smiled and stared at the man beside me, he really could make me falling for him�
�I�I wanna say something to you,� He said and took my hand
�Yeah what�s happen ?�
�I�I was just wondering if we could be more than friends,� He said all of a sudden got serious
�You mean?�
�I�I love you from the start but I never have the courage to tell you��
�You what?�
�I love you, you know what it means right?� I smiled and nodded
�So what d�ya say?�
�, you are a great guy I mean to be honest I really like you but�� I started thinking about and quickly shook my head
�Ummm I love you too,� I said and he looked shock
�Bloody hell are you?� He asked in disbelieve
�Yes I am, why don�t we give us a go?� I suggested and took his hand
�Oh my God, you made me the happiest man on earth! I love you!!!� He hugged me tight
�Love you too,� I whispered thru his ear
�So now can I kiss you?� He asked cheeky
�I dunno how to kiss,� I lied and ran my fingers thru my hair; I got up and walked to the balcony. came behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist placing his head on my neck
�It�s beautiful night, ain�t it?� He asked while kissed my neck, I laughed and nodded
�Let�s make it unforgettable then,� He turned me around and kissed me passionate on the lips, I opened the buttons of his shirt while he led me back to the bed�

1 YEAR LATER

It�s been a year and I dating each other, I still study in German but this year I would returned back to England. picked me up on the airport and when we walked to the exit gate the journalist started gathering surround us, I tried to smile when they took the pictures of us. I�ve been blessed to have as my boyfriend, he never cheat, lie and always be himself. I really love him�
�Get in the car sweetie!� He told me and I nodded, I opened the car door and got in
�Let�s go to your house, your parents are waiting for you!� He gave me a wink and I smiled, before he started to stutter the car I touched his cheek and gave it a small pinch
�What was that for?� He asked confused
�I love you�� I answered simply
�I love you too, more than anything!� He slowly bent his head down and not a minute later his lips brushed over mine. His lips were so soft and I giggled when some girls rushed over us and asked for his autograph
�Go babe, it�s your job!� I smiled and he looked disappoint, he gave the girls autograph and stuttered the car. I felt relieve when I saw all the signs on the way to my house again, I really missed this town! I looked over to the window and I shocked when I saw a very big poster extending in front of the Virgin Megastore �BLUE ON TOUR 2004, WEMBLEY ARENA 17TH JULY ON 7PM�
�Was that his band????� I thought to myself and kept looking at the poster
�They�re famous now, I�m glad about it�� I smiled and turned around
�Are ya happy to go back home babe?� asked and took my hand
�Yeah very happy,�
�Oh yeah I have a mate, remember ? He always asks about you when we�re on tour together, he said he was at the same school as you before��
�Oh , yeah I know him!� I looked down and tried to smile
�He wants to meet you, so he invited us to the dinner tomorrow. Are ya ok with that?�
�Dinner? Just 3 of us?�
�Nah he has a girlfriend so it would be like double date!� smiled
�Alright I�m fine with that�� Another five minutes later we arrived at my house, walked to the other side of the car and opened the door for me. I stepped outside and walked to the door when Lisa appeared and smiled warmly
�Welcome back home Miss. ,�
�Thanks Lisa!� I walked to the living room and saw my parents there
�Mum, dad!!! I missed you guys!!!� I ran over them and hugged them both tightly
�My baby�s home,� My mom said when I felt a hot single tear on my shoulder
�Oh don�t cry!� I said and wiped her tear away
�How was the flight?� My dad asked as we all sitting on the sofa
�Exhausted but glad to be back!�
�Hi , thanks for picking up my daughter!�
�Anytime Mr. ,�
�Let�s eat dinner together, Stacey and I already cooked the dinner!� My mom said and led us all to the dining room
� you can stay here tonight!� My dad said and smiled happily
�Thank you so much Mr. !� We all ate dinner together, along the dinner we chatted about loads of stuff and it became really night
�You both go sleep now,� My dad said as he saw me laying my head on �s shoulder
�Yeah I�m sleepy though,� I replied yawning
�Oh yeah mom, dya have a gown for me to use for tomorrow night? and I are going to the dinner with �s mate,�
�I have sweetie, don�t you worry! You will look beautiful on that gown!� She smiled and I kissed her cheek
�Thank you mom, you are the best!�
�Have a good sleep you two!� and I nodded before walking to my room, we stepped inside and locked the door
�I missed this room very much!� I yelled and jumped on the bed
�But I missed you more than anything and anyone�� said as he climbed on top of bed and crawled closer to me
�Ummmm really????� He didn�t answer my question but instead turned the light off and took me with him�

THE NEXT DAY

I woke up the next day when I felt the sun went thru my room from the curtains; I turned beside me and found still sleeping. God he�s so cute when he�s sleeping like that! Am I really dating with one of the member???? A weirdo girl like me have as my boyfriend???? Please someone tell me that I�m only dreaming, at least it�s a perfect dream I�ve ever had!
�Morning sweetie,� This voice and the kissed he gave to me brought my senses back, I�M NOT DREAMING!
�Morning ,� I grinned and played with his hair, I always love his hair. It�s smooth and always looks good
�You�re not working today?� I asked while getting up from the bed
�Nah we�re having a break for a moment, and need a rest! And so do I, I want to spend my days with you��
� please tell me I�m not dreaming, tell me I�m not dreaming to have as my boyfriend, but anyway I love you for who you are and not for the fame!� He grabbed me back to the bed and rolled over on top of me
�You�re not dreaming and I�m here for you for real!� He confirmed his words with a kiss, a gentle sweet kiss on my lips which always driving me insane
�See I�m alive here�� He grinned and I nodded

LATER THAT NIGHT

Someone knocked my door when I was just finishing take a bath
�Baby here�s your gown, I made it a few months back for you! Hope you like it!� My mom said and handed me a beautiful black nighty gown
�Mom it�s perfect, it�s more beautiful than I thought! And of course I love it, everyone loves your clothes! You are a great designer and world knows that!�
�Thank you sweetie, c�mon change your clothes and get ready cos �s waiting downstairs,�
�Ok mom! Tell him another an hour�� I replied as I saw her walking out from the bedroom. I quickly put the gown on and made my make-up as soon as possible and styled my hair, as I finished with my gown and make-up I took my ankle strapped stilettos from the cupboard and put them on. I walked downstairs and saw with his black suit; he�s talking with my parents at the moment
�Hey , ready?� I asked while stepping the last stairs, he gazed at me and couldn�t speak
�I�I�I�m ready!� He managed to say, I smiled and walked to him
�Let�s go then, your mates will be waiting for us!� He got up from his seat and I took his hand
�Wow , you LOOK BEAUTIFUL!!!� Dad exclaimed and I just smiled
�Dad you�re just saying��
�No, no babe you are definitely beautiful!� He said again and mom only nodded
�Cos I used to be a loser kid who always ran away and hid, No one took the time to know me, the kick me sign was always on me. Now everybody wants to know what I do and where I go, At least I know they won�t forget me cos I live with Mr. �� I sang softly and looked amaze at me
�Wicked! But for sure you�re not loser kid, you are wicked and beautiful!� said and hugged me
�Alright let�s go , bye mom and dad! See ya later!!!� I waved them goodbye and got to the car with , he couldn�t stop smiling but staring at me
�Oh my God you are my goddess, I�ve been blessed to have you sweetie�� said and I blushed, the pink blush on made my face more pinker
� ummm what about if someday we break up�� I bit my lower lip and waited for his reaction
�It will never happen ever! I won�t leave you and I always love you, more than I love and myself�� He lifted my chin and looked thru my eyes, it burned to my soul and I got shiver inside
�But it�s true , I was a loser kid at school. People were always laughing at me and the teachers let me stay at the class because my dad is a rich man�� I told him but he only sighed and kissed my forehead
�Like I dunno what happened with you, your parents TOLD EVERYTHING to me and that�s why I love you. Listen babe you are beautiful no matter what they say, words won�t bring you down. You are beautiful in every single way yes words won�t bring you down�� I almost got tears when he said and sang on my ear
�I love you ,� I hugged him and kissed him letting him know he completed my life�

Part 8

He loosed the hug and started to stutter the car; deep inside my heart, I�m feeling nervous to face again. But right now, he has a girlfriend, so let�s get over it �
�Sweetie we are here,� parked the car and took my hand
�Where are we?� I asked and looked into the tall building in front of us
�Restaurant of course, c�mon �s waiting for us!� He held my hand tightly and ushered me into the restaurant. As we stepped in to the restaurant all eyes followed us without blinking
�They are over there,� pointed at the couple sat on the corner, I breathed heavily and released it slowly
�Hey mate, sorry we�re late!� said and tapped a man�s shoulder; he turned around and smiled at us. Damn it!!! There and then, I saw him again after a long time I didn�t see him, he looked so�different�
�Hey buddy, how are you?� They hugged and shook each others hand
�Fine as you see, well lemme introduce you to my girlfriend. please meet my girlfriend and here�s my mate ,� introduced us to each other, I smiled and shook his hand
�And guys this is Nicole my girlfriend,� said and let Nicole shook our hands
�Nice to meet you guys,� She said softly. The dinner went well but I could feel Lee�s staring at me, although he had his hands on Nicole waist he never stopped looking at me. I tried to ignore his stare and turned over
�Babe don�t you think it�s late now?� I whispered in �s ear
�Yeah you wanna go home?� I nodded and he smiled
� it�s beautiful night to have dinner with you guys, but we have to go now! So catch ya around next time,� said as he started to get up from his seat, I followed him and took my handbag from the table
�Sure mate no probbie, thanks for coming here!� smiled and hugged
�Bye and Nicole,� I said as I hugged Nicole, she�s beautiful and I wish they could make a happy couple
�Bye ,� hugged me and his warmness melt all over my body, we broke the hug and and I walked outside the restaurant to the parking space
�It�s great nice, ain�t it sweetie?� asked and I only nodded
�Are you ok?� He asked concern
�I�m fine, just a bit lazy to go back home!�
�Then stay at my house,� He winked naughtily
�I�d love to but I mean�if ya don�t mind I want to take a cruise on Thames tonight,� I said and put my puppy eyes, he can�t resist me
�All the best for my love,� He said and we went to the Thames to take a cruise. We bought the tickets and we stepped into the ship, held my hand as we both walked up to the top. The ship started moving slowly and all I could see is a beautiful sight of London, I really love this country and I never bored to take a tour around London
�Wow�� I said with amazement when the ship walked pass the tower of London, the bridge was shining like gold in the dark
�Ummm baby I love you,� slipped his arms around my waist, I wrapped my hands on my waist too and held his hands tight
�It�s beautiful sight eh?� He said and I let a sigh
�Of course it is baby,�
�I don�t mean that damn bridge anyway, I mean you look beautiful tonight incase I haven�t tell you that�� He kissed my neck and I turned over to face him
�I�m all about you ,� I stood up on my tiptoes and put my hands around his neck before leaning up and kissed him lightly on his lips, he responded the kiss and hugged me tight�

1 WEEK LATER

My parents were away this week, my dad busy with his business in USA and my mom busy with all her activities in fashion show. and his band started to promote their new album this month, so I left alone this time. I just finished from shopping the groceries in the supermarket. I bought all the daily need and carried the bags to my car; I didn�t see where I was going cos I was carrying all the bags from the supermarket. Suddenly a man bumped into me and made all my stuff fall and scratch on the ground
�Sorry,� A voice above said
�It�s alright!� I said still a bit upset
�Here, lemme help ya!� He offered his hand
�No problem, I can get up myself!� I said and collected my stuff from the ground
�Look, I�m really sorry!� He said again, I let a sigh and looked at him
��� I said almost whispered
�Yeah it�s me, I�m sorry I didn�t watch where I was walking!� My face burnt and I smiled softly
�It�s ok, it�s not your fault. It�s my fault somehow!�
�Are you alright? Did I hurt you?�
�No harm done , I�m sorry I gotta go!� I said before walked to my car as fast as I could
�!!!� He screamed my name; I turned over to see him once again
�Maybe we could catch up sometime, I will come to yours if ya don�t mind��
�Sure, just come!� I replied before drove off to my house. I walked thru the door as I saw Stacey and Lisa cleaning the house
�Hiya gurls!� I greeted and put the groceries down to the table
�Where�s Eliza and Jimmy???�
�They took some holidays Miss,� Lisa smiled
�Oh yeah right,� I replied before walked to the kitchen and grabbed a can of coke from the fridge
�You�re not going somewhere Miss?� Lisa asked as she brought the groceries to the kitchen
�I just got home, and I still need to prepare the stuff for my university tonight!�
�Ok, I�m going to cook the dinner then,� She said and I nodded
�If someone looking for me, tell to go to the study room!� I said and walked up to the study room; I laid my back on the carpet and closed my eyes tightly. I took the remote control and turned on the CD player; the music started playing slowly and brought me to my dreamland�

I opened my eyes slowly as I saw a figure looking at me with a bright smile, I realized who is he and quickly got up
�Why are you here????� I asked confused
�I�m here because I want to see you!� He said simply and now it�s his turned to laid his back on and grabbed some pillows
�I still remember what happened in this room a few years back with you,� He added as he closed his eyes and took the memory back
�Get up you lazy butt!!!� I threw his face with a pillow
�Ow, what�s that for??? You want a pillow fight, then YOU GOT IT!!!� He screamed as he threw pillows over me
�Oh no way you neva gonna catch me, nananananana!� I ran away from his and grabbed some pillows to throw over him; he ran after me and tried to catch me. Luckily the study room is quite large so I can ran away from him
�If I getcha, y�know what I�m gonna do!!!� He still tried to caught me
� YOU NEVA GONNA GET ME!!!!� As I said that, I felt his hands grabbed my body. I fought him but with no luck, which only made me fall to the floor. He put my hands up kneeled on his knees; he was on top of me
�See y�know I�m a good catcher!� He smiled proudly
�Just a lucky day for you today!� I snapped out
�Oh yeah?�
�Yeah!� We looked into each other�s eyes for a moment and neither of both of us talking
�I missed you,� He said softly, I didn�t say anything
�I always miss you and to tell ya the truth I�m not only miss you, but I crazy about you��
�W�what ?�
�All this years I was head over heels in love with you��
�I�what�I�� He shut me up by kissing me tenderly on my lips; honestly, I couldn�t resist his kiss as I felt he laid the rest of his body on top of me. Took me more than 3 minutes to bring my mind back
�No�no�it�s wrong, I�we�not allowed!� I broke the kiss and he got up from me
�I know it�s wrong but I just want you to know that,�
� you have girlfriend and I have boyfriend, we��
�I don�t love Nicole, I asked her out cos she reminds me of you. If you see her closely, you will realize you both almost look the same, the different thing is she got some freckles and different hair colour��
�But y�know I love , and I will never hurt him�I�m sorry but I think you have to go now!� I said and looked down
�It�s ok, we don�t have to have the one we love. I�m happy enough to let you know that!� He added before walked out of the room and leaving me with tears started to ran down my cheeks�

Part 9

1 MONTH LATER

The days gone by, but I couldn�t stop thinking about . I don�t want to admit that I love him because I have , the guy who always gives me love everyday more and more. I can�t hurt and I know that I love him� I was sitting on the family room and staring at the telly in front of me, suddenly the phone rang beside me
�Yeah hello,� I said down the phone, there was no answered on the other line
�Hello!� I said again and raised my voice
�Yeah�sorry I can�t hear you, it�s me !�
�Oh wassup!�
� we need you to go to the St. Albert hospital now!�
�For what ?�
�You�ll know later!� tut�tut�tut�the phone call ended; I ran to my room and changed my clothes. I grabbed the car keys on the table and jumped to my car
�What happened? Why I have a bad feeling?� I asked to myself as I kept on driving to the hospital, I arrived there and started to walk down the corridor
�There you are, finally you here!� came rush over me and hugged me tight, I saw sitting on the bench and he looked awful. Next to him was Steve, �s manager. My heart started pounding fast and I was eager to know what�s going on
��� got up from his seat and hugged me tight; his tears fell on my shoulder. I took his shoulder and looked at him
�What�s wrong?�
��, he�he��
�What happened with ?�
�It�s a long story, I�ll tell you later. You better see his condition now�� My eyes burned and slowly tears dropped from the corner of my eyes, I walked to �s room after changed my clothes. I saw him lying hopelessly with a life support system next to him and load of stuff to help him breathe on his nose, hands and his eyes firmly closed
��� I whispered and sat on the chair next to his bed, I took his hand and held it tight
� what happened with you? come on open you eyes and talk to me,� I tried to speak and wished he would hear me, slowly he moved his hand
�You hear me???�
�Baby why you must end up like this? I need you and I love you�� I kissed his hand and felt that his hand as cold as ice
� please, please and please talk to me�� A hand sprung on my shoulder, I looked up to see the owner
�We need to talk to you,� said, I got up and followed him to the empty corridor. I saw there with his hands on his head
� is sick�� He said breaking the killing silence
�What happened with him??? TELL ME!!!� I shook �s shoulder and shook it hard
�Listen , I know it�s a shock for you!�
�THEN TELL ME!!!!�
�When he was a kid, he has leukemia. However, when he was 5 years old, he did an operation. It was succeeded and since then he never moaned about it and life get on very well�� explained and stopped to take a breath
�But yesterday after the rehearsal he said he got a very bad headache so we took him to the hospital and the doctor said his leukemia only getting worse now, not only leukemia but he�s also got lungs-cancer�� explained with the tears on both his cheeks
�Oh my god�� I closed my mouth with my hand
�Why he never tell me about it???�
�He would get angry at us if we tell him to check-up, but then his spirit to fight for life came back again since�� He paused and looked over , and only nodded his head
�Since what guys???�
�Since he met you�� I felt my knees weaker as I found out that fought his illness just for me�FOR ME�
That night I waited in the hospital, I kept trying to speak to . Somehow, I know he would hear me�

THE NEXT DAY

I saw and walked thru the door and smiled when they saw me still sitting on the chair next to �s bed
� you can go home first and take a rest, we�ll wait for here and if there�s news we�ll call you!� said and helped me get up from the chair
�Thank you guys, I owe one to you!�
�I won�t be long, I�ll be back here soon�� I added before walked out of the room. I walked longingly to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of mineral water
�Miss there�s someone waiting for you,� Stacey said and I nodded
�Tell to wait for me, I�m just changing my clothes!� I walked up to my room and changed my clothes. I walked to the living room and found sitting there
�Hey!� He said as he saw me walking closer to him
�Hey�� My voice is dry
�I�m sorry for what happened to ,�
�Thank you,� I looked down when I felt I can�t control my tears anymore, I started to cry in front of . He grabbed my head and lemme cry in his chest
�I want him to recover from his illness!�
�We know he could make it�� He kissed the top of my head
�I need him and I want to see his smile again, a smile who always make me calm, hear his voice, the voice who always tell me not to afraid with everything!� I cried widely on �s chest, didn�t say anything cos he knew this time I just need a friend to share to story

A week passed, still the same with his condition. He only getting worse day by day, but I know he could make it� All of the week always be there to be my best friend, he stayed in the hospital along the day with me. It was already late when I started to speak again with
�Hey babe wherever you are I know you�re watching over me, I just want to tell you that I love you�please be tough, I know you could make it! I want you alive and be here again with me, to share my ups and downs. There�s no one in this world that treats me like you do, I�I want you to listen that I�m here for you thru sickness and in health�� I wiped my tears and tried to laugh
�This is a joke right?????� I struggled a laugh but then I put my head on his chest and let all the tears fall down� I opened my eyes slowly and found myself still in �s room covered in the blanket; I turned around and saw making a hot tea
�Here�s for you,� He handed me a cup of hot tea
�Thank you, why are you still here???�
�I can�t stand to see the one I love crying every day, and that�s why I�m here for you��
�You shouldn�t have to , what about Nicole???�
�We spilt up last week, you don�t have to worry about it!�
�, �s only getting worse!� I fell on my knees and covered my face with my hands
�He�ll be fine believe me,� His words made me secure again, I got up and kissed �s forehead

I think I�ve already lost you. I think you�re already gone. I think I�m finally scared now. You think I�m weak, but guess you�re wrong� I think you�re already leaving feels like your hand is on the door. I thought this place was an empire. But now I�m relax, I can�t be sure�

That night in my house, and I still having conversation about
� you stay here tonight ok, I need a friend��
�Yeah you don�t have to worry,� He smiled but suddenly the doorbell rang twice
�Lemme get it for you Miss,� Lisa walked to the door and opened it, we saw 3 people coming to the room
�Hey darling!!!� They said and hugged me one by one
�Hi it�s been a long time I didn�t see ya all,� I replied and smiled when I saw �s band mates , and coming
�Yeah Mr. here called us and told us to come here baby!� said and winked at me
�Sweetie can we sleepover here tonight?� asked and put an innocent face
�Awww sure you can, you can sleep on the guest rooms!� I answered simply. The room getting nosier by the minute they came, they made jokes and made me smile for the first time since stayed in hospital. I saw a relieved expression on �s face
�Whoaaaa,� I yawned
�You sleepy? Go to sleep!� said
��s right , you don�t have to worry about your house. We�ll keep it extra safe tonight!� joked
�It�s good to have a new security in this house,� I laughed and started to walk to my room, as I got there I sat on the table and started to cry again. An hour passed and I still crying, I heard the door opened and I saw walking over me
�You�re not sleep yet?� He asked and I quickly swept the tears away
�I�m not sleepy�� I answered with my low voice
�You�re not the same as I knew a few years back,� said, I looked at him confused
�I know never cry when she�s got problem, she never give up and she�s a tough girl��
�Then what�s the different with the now?� I asked confused
�Now she�s always crying and lost her faith, and I don�t like it!� said
�Please smile for me babe�� He added, I forced a smile on my face
�There you go, you look beautiful if you smiling!�
�Whatever ,� I said while he�s walking to the corner of my room and picked my guitar
�Let�s sing ok!� I didn�t give any reaction just looked at what he did, suddenly a soft voice came from his mouth. He started to strumming the guitar and singing the song�s from Barry Manilow

You know I can�t smile without you�
I can�t smile without you�
I can�t laugh and I can�t sing�
I�m finding it�s hard to do anything�

I only smiled listen singing and playing his guitar in front of me

You see I feel sad when you�re sad�
I feel glad when you�re glad�
If you only knew what I�m going thru�
I just can�t smile�without you�

Part 10

Today transferred into the Emergency Room, his condition is worse than before. An oxygen tube didn�t help him. All his family and friends never stop crying, after asking for permission to the doctors, they let me in to �s room. I stood beside �s bed, his breathe looked unsteadily. This moment can�t do anything at all, but I don�t care and still speak to him
��I promise never leave you again if you recover from your sick�� I couldn�t handle to see �s condition right now
� can hear you �� suddenly appeared beside me
�Now he�s fighting his life for you�� I was surprised to hear those words, and not a minute later came to the room
�, said you must take care of and never make her cry again�� said as he walked out of the room * * *

� please don�t go�� I opened my eyes. I saw standing there with his soft smile
�Hi ,� I smiled happily. He smiled back but then closed his eyes and disappeared�
�!!!!�
���wake up!� I woke up with my sweaty face. My heartbeat pounding really fast, stood beside me. I was sleeping on my sofa
�You had a nightmare eh?� He asked
��� I said with frightened
� is seriously ill, he can die anytime�� Suddenly I felt �s arms hugged me, I still sniffing on �s hug
�It�s alright�� He loosed the hug and he touched my face with his both palms
�As long as you are beside me, nothing could go wrong!� He said softly and kissed my forehead and rocking my hair
�Don�t cry again ok, I love you�� I looked down unable to say a word
�, I want to go to the veranda. I need to be alone at the moment and clear my mind!� I said as I tried to regain my breath, only nodded. I sat on the small bench in my veranda outside the house, alone, and my mind became a little bit clearer. I jumped out from my seat when I saw someone standing on my gate
�!� I shocked. I walked over him
�, why are you here? You�re not recovered yet!� looked at me deeply and he smiled
�I�m fine sweetie, I didn�t feel hurt anymore��
�Thank God, I was so afraid. I�m afraid to lose you�� I replied as I started to cry
�I will never leave you ��
�Alright, let�s come in then. There�s on the living room!� I said as I wiped away my tears
�I can�t hunnie, I�m in a rush��
�Why? Are you running away from hospital?� only smiled
�This is for you sweetie,� He said as he gave me a plectrum, he always use that plectrum when he plays with his guitar
�Thank you ,�
�I�m sorry �� He said and kissed me softly on my lips, his lips were so cold
�!!!� screamed from inside the house
�What !!!� I yelled back upset and turned around to see
�Be back in a�� I turned my body around to see again, but he�s already gone. walked closer to me
�, there�s a phone call from hospital. said in comma�� I shut my mouth with my hands
�Impossible , he just came here. He spoke to me!�
� hurry up! We have to go to the hospital!!!� grabbed my hand
�IT CAN�T BE!!!� I yelled on my thought

If I die tonight, I�d go with no regrets. If it�s in your arms, I know that I was blessed. And if your eyes are the last thing that I see, then I know the beauty heaven holds for me�

Today is raining endlessly. died. Maybe this is the best way for him. Better for everyone that loves him not to see him in hurt and fight for life. Today we all went to �s funeral; was beside me almost all the time. There�s no words that coming out from my mouth. It�s weird to see and looked so calm, they acted like nothing happened
�We love you too , we�ve been together for a long time now�� said as he hold the gravestone named � �, I walked closer to them and hugged them
� wants us to give this to you�� gave me a piece of paper, and I frowned
�What�s this?�
�Don�t open it here��

Inside the car, I was quite while sniffing. focused on the road without saying anything; he sighed and turned on the radio. As he turned on the radio Beatles�s song came on called �I Will�, I let my tears rolling down again�

Who knows how long I�ve loved you�
You know I love you still�
Will I wait a lonely lifetime�
If you love me too, I will�

drove me home and when we got there, excused him self to go home. I ran to my room and looked outside, it�s raining heavily. I breathed and opened the paper that gave to me. Slowly I read it�

Dear my lovely ,
Sorry�because I always love you
Sorry�because I always need you
Sorry�for all the things I did to you
Sorry�for asking your best for me
Sorry�if I cannot stop loving you
Sorry�for making you count in my life to be my greatest one
Sorry�if I have to go away
Thank you�because you made all my days beautiful
Thank you�because you showed me the most beautiful eyes I�ve ever seen
Thank you�because you made me have spirit to life
Thank you�because you made me aware if we have to fight for life
Thank you�because you gave me the happiness in my life
Thank you�for all the biggest support and patience for me
You taught me to pray for the one we love, you changed my whole life
Thank you�for be the one who made me happy
You gave me something I never had before
Thank you�for being the most wonderful woman that walked into my life
Thank you�for always be my angel all of this time
I will never go anywhere cos I always be inside your heart as you hold me in your heart�
I love you always and forever

--

My tears fell right on top of the word ��. That time the world also sees my broken heart. God arranged this all for the best. Someone comes and the other one goes. Sometimes we together but then we separated� My heart is broken. This world is dark without hope, but I believe there�s a hands of God that invisible and always looking after the whole world�
Rest in peace �

Part 11

I woke up the next day with a very black eyed and I looked awful, I walked to the kitchen and poured a glass of cold water
�You must drink at least 8 glasses of water a day sweetie, to keep your stamina fit!� Those words echoed in my mind, and always tells me to drink mineral water cos he said it goods for my health. I looked down and the wave of tears started drop from my both eyes
�Be tough girl,� I turned around and saw my mom and dad standing there; I looked at them with my red and watery eyes
�I love him, and it�s all my fault!� I blamed myself, and my mom came to hug me
�It�s not your fault at all, it�s all destinies! We know you really care about , we love him too!� My dad said and rubbed my back, I sobbed on my mom�s shoulder
�There�s still tomorrow and you know tomorrow will be better than today and yesterday!� I smiled weakly
�He will never leave you, cos he will always be here�� My dad took my hand and put it my chest
�Now you better fresh up your self and we�ll wait for you to have breakfast together, we�re really sorry not be able to be beside you when in �s funeral��
�It�s ok mom, dad, I�m gonna be alright��
�We know�� I walked to the bathroom and when I opened the door, suddenly a T-shirt fell right in front of me. I took it and everything in front of me became blur. That was �s favorite T-shirt, because I bought it for him. And he never forget to bring it on tour with him
� !!!!� I screamed and dropped on the floor

2 MONTHS LATER

I slammed my car�s door and walked thru the door�s house, I found my parents sitting on the living room
�Hi all,� I greeted and smiled softly. I just came home from university; I started my uni since two weeks back. The busy activity in uni helped me forgetting and moving on about , but although I tried to move on, I still kept in contact with the other guys whose are and
�Hi hunnie, how�s your day?� My mom asked while she walked over me and gave me a hug and kiss on my cheek
�Ummm good,�
�So how�ve you been then?� I asked and put my books on the table
�We�ve been really busy recently but we came home for you, dad got something to talk about!� My mom explained
�Oh what�s it dad, shoot!�
�Well I just organized a party for all the artists under my record company, and I want you to join the party�� He said and smiled warmly at me; I sighed and put my head on his shoulder. He started to stroke my hair softly
�Fine but I don�t want to party till the end, I�ll go back home on 11pm and that�s it!�
�Sure no probbie, I just want you to have some more fun!�
�I�m happy dad,�
�I know, now you better go upstairs and take a bath. You look in a mess!� He laughed and pushed me to stand up
�Alright,� I got up from my seat and started to walk up to my room. I opened the room�s door slowly and slumped on my bed
�Tired, tired and tired!� I said to myself as I looked up on the ceiling
*BEEP BEEP*
I grabbed my bag and took my phone out, I saw on the screen as �s number appeared
�Hello !!!� I said happily
�Hey darlin� how are you???�
�Fine, how about you and sweetheart?�
�We both fine and just great!� He replied and I giggled
�Wanna come to the party with me love?� He asked as if I already knew what he�s talking about
�Of course babey, but drop me home by the midnight ok?�
�Defo cuttie, so wear a bit formal clothes and I�m gonna pick you up at 7pm!� He told me
�Formal clothes? How�s if I wear my faded jeans and baby tee?�
�Ahhh come on sweetie,� I laughed when he said that, always cheers me up this past two months and he acted as if he�s my brother
�Ok, I will wear something sexy for ya!�
�That�s my girl!� He said happy
�So fine eh? I missed him, not heard anything from him for a week!�
�He�s fine, but he�s got a probbie on his love life but don�t worry he�ll call you as he finishes with his probbie��
�Alright hunnie, I gotta go and take a bath! My clothes stink!� I excused
�That�s the reason why I smelt something since you picked up the phone!� He giggled on the other side
�Awww I know you also haven�t take a bath yet, have you?�
�Ummm actually I haven�t since yesterday!�
�Disgusting!� I yelled
�Hehehe anyway go and take a bath now sweetheart! Don�t let the water soak you up!�
�Sure, bye for now and see you 2moz babey!�
�Bye and love ya!�
�Luv ya too and mwah!!!� I smiled as I pushed the red button

THE NEXT DAY

I opened my eyes as the sunlight creeping thru from the clouds, I took a deep breath and got off from the bed. I walked down the stairs and saw my parents having their breakfast
�Morning!!!� I yawned and sat on the dining chair
�Hey morning sleepy! How�s your sleep?� My mom asked while she�s pouring a glass of milk on my glass
�Nice actually, I didn�t get the pillow bug!� I smiled and winked at her
�So are you coming to the party tonight?� My dad asked as he took a sip of his coffee
�Ummm guess no,� I lied and put innocent face, they gasped
�I�m just kidding! Well actually promised he will pick me up at 7pm!� I added and they relieved
�Who�s gonna be in there?� I asked and took a piece of toast bread and spread it with strawberry jam
�Ummm dunno for sure!� My dad asked, my mom walked to the living room and came back with a paper in her hand
�Let me read the list, there�ll be of course, Sugababes, McFLY, Blazin� Squad, Atomic Kitten, V, Rachel Stevens, Joss Stone,�, and the last Blue!� My mom read the entire list in the paper
�Loads of celebrity huh? I will feel very strange!� I said as I bit my bread
�Nah you won�t, we�re gonna be there too!� My dad reassured me
�Ok, but I�m just gonna wear my jeans and old T-shirt!�
�Wear whatever you want hunnie, it�s yours party so I don�t mind what you�re wearing at all!� My dad said and ate his breakfast
�Just joking, why you always take the things I said seriously? I�m gonna wear the best dress in the world cos you know who made it, ain�t you?� I winked at him and looked at my mom
�Alright then I have to go to sort something out first, see you ladies tonight!� My dad got up from his chair and kissed mom
�Aww you�re not gimme a kiss dad?�
�Oh yeah totally forgot!� He laughed and walked over to me before kissed my forehead
�That�s better! Have a nice day at work!� I said as I watched him walk to thru the door
�Mom you have some more gowns for me eh? My wardrobe seems not into fashion anymore!�
�Sure hunnie, just look for it in my working room on the cupboard! There�s thousand of clothes for you!�
�Ok but you have to help me choose which one is the best for me,�
�Ok I will, now you better help me washing the dishes sweetie�� I smiled and brought all the dishes to the kitchen sink and let Eliza washed them

TWO HOURS LATER

�That will look better on you sweetie,� My mom said and pointed at the silk baby blue gown
�That�s too bright for me,� I objected
�No believe me you�ll look amazing on that gown, and don�t forget to use the white ankle strap shoes!�
�I dunno but it�s backless, you know that I don�t like wear something sexy!�
�Sweetie, it fits you! Especially if you wear your little tiara, you�ll look like a princess!� She smiled at me and I just sighed
�Can I just wear jeans and T-shirt?�
�Up to you though, I�m just helping you! You asked me to so that�s what I chose for you!�
�Thank you mom, I didn�t mean to be so rude and complicated! I�ll decide later on�� I smiled and came to her and gave her a kiss on her cheek before walking out off the room

LATER THAT NIGHT

I got out from the Jacuzzi and wrapped the towel around my body; I walked to my bedroom and found the gown lying beautifully on my bed. I smiled and locked the room door, I opened my wardrobe and took the maroon one off shoulder gown from the hanger and put it on my bed
�Sorry mom, but tonight I want to wear this gown�� I said to myself as I wore the gown
�It�s still look beautiful�� I mumbled and looked into the reflection on the mirror, a minute later I busy with my make-up and style my hair. I gave one last touch of my mascara and walked to pick my white ankle strap from the cupboard, as I put on my shoes I heard a soft knock on my bedroom door
�Come in, it�s open!� I said and looked up when the door opened
�Sweetie you�re not wearing that dress?� My mom said a bit upset
�I�m sorry�� I replied
�It�s ok you look beautiful on that dress!� She said and smiled
�You look awesome too! You look ten years younger!�
�Awww thank you! Anyway is downstairs!�
�Alright tell him I�ll be down in 5 minutes!�
�Ok, don�t be too long!� She added and walked downstairs, I sighed and picked my white Gucci handbag from the table before closing my door and walked downstairs
�Hey sorry for waiting!� I said as I stepped the last stairs and walked over , he turned around and smiled. He looked stunned, he wore black shirt and white tie and his fave black blue faded jeans
�Damn girl you look bloody hell hot!� He exclaimed and gave me a kiss on my cheek
�Don�t make me blush! You look great too darling!� I winked at him
�Where�s mom and dad?� I asked and looked around the living room
�They just went to the party, so shall we?� He opened his hand and I reached it
�Cool,� He added as we walked to his blue metallic Porsche

Part 12

We arrived at this big building and parked his car
�I�m scared�� I said and looked at
�No need to worry, I�m here for you!� He smiled and I felt relax a bit
�Let�s go everyone�s waiting for us!� He wrapped his arms around my waist as we walked to the building
� do I look great?� He smiled as he heard I asked him that question
�You look fabulous on that dress gave you,� I smiled back. He knows that gave me this dress
�Hi !!!� walked towards us with , his girlfriend behind him
�Hey !� They hugged, after they hugged looked at me
�Whoa sweetie, long not to see you! I missed you, come here and gimme a hug!� He opened his arms and I ran into them
�Missed you too ,� I said and gave him a kiss on his cheek
�Hi !� I said and looked at
�Hi , you look awesome!�
�You too, no wonder why loves you so much!� I winked and she went blush
�Sorry mate, I have to take inside!� said and led me into the main room; I saw loads of people there. Most of them are celebrities
�Wait here I just go to the toilet a minute,� said with a grin on his face, I smiled and walked to the bar to take my drink
�Can I have my drink please?� I asked the server
�Sure, here Miss!� He handed me a glass of orange juice, I turned around and started to walk back to the main room. Suddenly I saw a guy who walked backwards and laughing at his friends
�You are crazy! And you�ll pay for that!� He said to his friends and turned around and accidentally bumped into me, my orange juice spilt right on his shirt
�Oppps sorry�� I said and quickly took the handkerchief from my handbag
�No problem, it�s alright! My fault somehow�� He said and I looked up to see his face
� ???�
� ???�
�Yepz so lemme clean your shirt,�
�It�s ok , luckily it�s black!� He winked
�Ok once again I�m so sorry,�
�I told you it�s nothing, forget it sweetie!�
�So you came here alone or oh yeah I �sposed to know that prolly you came here with your parents!� He added
�I came here with , you saw my parents? Where are they?�
�Oh they are on the main room, where�s ?�
�He went to the loo, so where�re the others? I missed them!�
�You missed them but not missed me?�
�Oh don�t say that! I missed you too,� I said and gave him a hug, suddenly came and tapped my shoulder
�Come on the party almost begins,� He smiled and I smiled back
�Hi mate! Nice to see you again, how�s life?� exchanged look to
�Fine as you see, how are you then?� replied and shook �s hand
�Great, sorry man I have to go with !�
�No probbie, see you guys later!� slipped his arms around my waist and led me to the main room
�Awww I think someone in love,� whispered in my ear, I looked at him with my wide eyes
�What?�
�Nothing hunnie, just teasing ya!� He winked
�I know you hide something!�
�No sweetie, it just silly me you know!�
� come on tell me or I�ll make you!�
�Well I never see you as happy as you are now, so I dunno��
�I�m happy because I�m with you!�
�Awww don�t make me blush!�

The party is over and now drove me home, we arrived at my front gate and Jimmy opened the gate so �s car could come in
�Wanna come in for some tea or wanna crash over?� I asked when I saw him stopped the car right in front of the house
�Well I�d love to if you lemme sleep at the same bed as you,�
�You naughty boy!� I pushed him softly
�Can I?�
�NO!!!�
�Why not?!?�
�Why are you soooo silly , of course I won�t let you sleep at the same bed as me!�
�Am I too hot for you?�
�Ummm actually maybe I�m afraid I can�t control myself when you sleep beside me,� He laughed
�What�s so funny?� I added
�Alright then so that means I�m too hot for you! You better go in and take a rest, you looked exhausted!� He stroked my hair softly and smiled
�Ok then brother , see you later!� I kissed his cheek and got to my house

3 DAYS LATER

I was pushing my trolley at the local English supermarket when someone tapped my shoulders softly; I turned around and saw the familiar smile
�Hi girl how have you been?�
�Hi , I�ve been great! How are you then?� I smiled back and put some random snacks on the trolley
�Great as you see, so shopping around alone?�
�Yeah, my parents are away and I have to buy the daily needs,� I grinned at him
�So now you got together with then I see?� He asked and I stopped from pushing my trolley immediately
�What?!?�
�Yeah you heard me�� He replied shyly as he ran his fingers thru his hair, making his hair messed up
�Oh my God, I dunno why you thinking that way! is like my brother and we won�t going out each other like you just saying!� I laughed
�Sorry I never thought about that, it just that you looked so happy at the party with him!�
�You know him, he�s a mental guy just like you�� I winked at him and he blushed
�You think I�m mental?�
�Come on , everyone surrounds you know it! You always make us laugh when we stay around you!�
�Take it you like being around me!�
�You wish!� I smiled and put some more random stuff at my trolley
�Hey why are you buying loads of rubbish???�
�What�s rubbish?�
�Look, you�ve got loads of chocolate, chips, ice-cream and other junk foods!� He pointed at my trolley
�Yeah I know, anyway you love them too!�
�Yeah that�s why I get fat easily!� He rubbed his belly
�So you�re saying I�m fat???�
�Nope, don�t get me wrong! You�re perfect�just perfect�� He looked directly at my eyes and connected immediately
�You got beautiful eyes�� He whispered when I felt his thumb touched my face
�Thanks�� I replied and broke the eye contact
�Let me pay this first!� I added and walked to the cashier, he followed me in the back and I could feel his eyes burning at my back. After I paid my stuff I walked outside the store with , he helped me bring the groceries
�Lemme put this in your car,� He said and smiled at me
�Oh that smile�no, forget about it !!!� I thought to myself and quickly shook my head
�I just walk to the bus station, I didn�t bring my car!� I said and grabbed the groceries from �s hand
�Lemme drive you home then, you can�t take a bus with loads of groceries like that!� He replied and walked to his car, I just nodded and followed him
�Get in sweetie,�
�Thank you,�
�Anytime��
�So how�s the others?!?� I tried to make up some conversation
�They are all fine, not to mention they missed you!�
�Oh ok so how about I invite all of you for a dinner tonight?� I asked excitedly
�Cool, I�ll tell the others then!�
�Looks like we�re gonna having fun tonight eh?� I winked at him
�Yeah, like before!� He winked back. We arrived at my front house, after Jimmy opened the gate, �s car stopped in front of my house and I looked at him and sighed
�Thanks for the ride,�
�Hey no need to say thanks!� I rolled my eyes
�Don�t forget tonight ok, I�ll cook special food for all of you!� I said again and again
�Okies hunnie, we�ll be here at 7!� He opened the car�s door for me and Eliza came to bring all the groceries to the kitchen
�Hey Eliza, nice to see you again!� said and handed her the groceries
�Hey !� She replied before walked to the kitchen
�Wanna come in first?� I asked
�Nope, I gotta tell the others eh?�
�Yeah right, so bye and see you tonight!� I said and gave him a peck on his both cheeks
�Ummm�yeah�see you tonight!� He walked to his car and drove off�