May 17th, 2003
� always was the most beautiful girl in school, everyone was jealous of me �cause she was my girlfriend. The time went by and I started whit Blue and she is in the third year of Law school. Though she�s beautiful, she is smart and knows what she wants, knows how to deal with my success and understands the fans. She�s basically perfect and this morning she scared me.��

Flash back...
_ are you ok? - asked seating the girl on a bench .
_ I�m fine, I just got a little bit dizzy. Soon it�ll be over !
_ You�re a little bit pale. We should go back home...
_ No, I�m fine sweetie. - the girl stood up, took by the hand and they continued to walk in the park.

� got sick when we were walking in the park today and I got really worried. I didn�t know what to do or who I had to call to help her but then, everything was fine again. �

May 31st, 2003
�Things were wild those last few days, that�s the reason why I couldn�t write. I�ve been in Asia this week and I couldn�t see as much as I wanted, so now I�ll change my clothes and go to her house. Remembering her I can feel her perfume and is like she was right here while I�m writing. You can call me crazy but, the love I feel for her will be eternal.�

June 02nd, 2003
�I have the most beautiful sight in the world right in front of me. is sleeping in my bed now, she looks like a helpless angel, her skin color of cinnamon and her beautiful and long brow hair on the pillow make me think how luck I am having her whit me. Her sweet perfume gets in my skin like serum running through my vein...really fast. Listen her breathing is like music to me, a music that I will never get tired of listening.�

June 04th , 2003
�One more time she got sick but, this time I took her to the hospital. was talking to me when she passed out.�

Flash back...
_ , angel, what do you have?
put the girl on the couch and went to get some alcohol to wake her up. He put some in a peace of cotton and passed close to her nose and the girl slowly woke up.
_ Are you ok?
_ I don�t know, what happen? - the girl asked a little bit dizzy.
_ You passed out.
took the girl on his arms and take her to the hospital.

�It was horrible but, the doctor assured that she has nothing to worry, he asked some tests just for precaution �cause it could be stress. I hope he is right. �

June 07th, 2003
�She is fine, her tests were all negative. Tonight I�ll take her to diner, we�ve been together for 4 years and I bought her a ring with �Eternal Love�� written inside. I hope she like it.�

June 09th, 2003
� loved the ring I gave her, I could see tears in her vivid honey eyes while she was reading the inscription inside the ring but, I was the one astounded with her gift for me.�

Flash back...
_You always said that I didn�t need a ring to know that you are mine... that your love is mine. - took a velvet blue box out of her purse. - This is for, every time you look, remember me and that our love goes beyond life and death.
opened the box.
_ It�s beautiful!! - he said astonished. - It�s a beautiful crucifix and you can be sure that I�ll always use it. kissed the girl on the forehead with tenderness.

�She got me speechless and basically with no action with what she said. I felt butterflies in my stomach that time but, I don�t know why. Must have been the emotion!��

June 17th, 2003
�Is there something better than celebrate your 20th birthday with the love of your life and your friends? I celebrated my birthday in a night club. I danced a lot and enjoyed every moment of my night. is sleeping. She�s been too tired lately and sometimes I wonder if my angel would never leave me but, stare at her like I�m doing now makes me sure that she will never leave me. Before she fell asleep I got a feeling that our last conversation was a goodbye.

Flash back...
_ ! - said placing her hands on �s face.
_ Speak angel. - whispered.
_ Never forget. I love you and I always will...
_ I love you too! More than everything in my life...
_ You were the best thing that happened to me. - the girl interrupted .
_ You were the best thing that God could put on my away and nothing can take you away from me. - said holding her tight.
_ Always remember that. - whispered in his ear and put her hands around his neck. - I love you!
and kissed and the girl fell asleep.

June 18th, 2003
�That was a goodbye. died this morning in my arms. Maybe it wasn�t fair with her die so young or whit me, for losing the love of my life. It�s hurting to know that I�ll never see that beautiful smile again, that her arms won�t hug me anymore, that her lips won�t give me those sweet kisses anymore and that her honey eyes, so vivid before, won�t see the world anymore.�

Flash back...
_ Sweetie... - whispered on �s ear as he was sleeping. - Breakfast. The girl gave a soft kiss on his lips and soon woke up.
_ Good morning angel! - said kissing her back.
_ Your break...
Before could go back to where was, the girl fall out with the tray on her hands in the middle of the bedroom.
_ !
screamed desperate trying to wake the girl. He called an ambulance but, realized that it was useless. wasn�t breathing, and nose blood was coming out from her nose.
_ No... you didn�t die, I know you didn�t leave me...I know you didn�t.
When the paramedics entered in the house, they found on the floor holding the girl in his arms, crying and saying her name over and over again...

"I know that she didn�t suffer in her death, the doctor told me that one vein in her brain burst and she immediately died, there was nothing I could do for her nor even know that would happened. Now my sweet angel is in heaven with other angels, I�m sure she is fine, in peace and soothed. My love for her will be eternal, I�ll always have the good moments I shared with her to remember. was an angel with the skin color of cinnamon and long beautiful hair that passed through my life and left forever in my memory and in my heart, a huge love that was mutual. , my sweet angel, I hope that where you are you can see me and feel all the love that still lies here in my heart. See you soon, always yours... .�