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Part One

*****'s POV*****
I think I'm the luckiest girl in the world, I have boyfriend who really loves me and of course I love him too. We've been together for 2 years now, I'm 18-years-old right now and he's 19-years-old. He always tells me that there's nothing in the world that could ever come between us and there's nothing in the world that could ever steal the moment from right here. Well we'll see if he's the love of my life or not�

*****'s POV*****
Man how can I say it?!? My life is so won-der-ful and it feels like heaven to me. I have girlfriend who I really love with all my soul, I'd rather die than living without her. I know if we're quite young to have our own family but for me I don't really care, she's the one that make me believe true love does exist. I'll work hard for her, just to make her happy�

"Babe where are ya?!?" I yelled from our little living room after came from work. I work as an accountant in down town
"I'm coming right away babe!" I heard she yelled back
"Ok!" I said and saw her walked to the living room; she jumped on me and kissed me
"How's your day sweetie?" She asked as we sat on the sofa
"Ummm couldn't be better, but well yeah tired as usual!" I smiled and took her hand
"Oh you poor little baby, I already cooked the dinner for you! You wanna eat the dinner now?"
"Yeah I'm hungry but hang on I've got something for you," I added and pulled a box from my jeans pocket
"What's it hunnie?" She asked curiously
"Have I told you I love you till' the rest of my life?"
"Hundred times sweetie,"
"So I know we're quite young to marry but I just want you to know that my love for you won't ever end till' death do us part,"
" what are you trying to say, I'm happy enough just to be here with you!"
"I saved a little bit money since last year until I can approve to buy this for you, it's not expensive and not really beautiful but it's only to remind you that I love you�" I smiled and she smiled back, her smile always helped me to find my way
"You don't have to , I'm happy with you this way�"
"Well open it then," I handed her the box and she slowly opened it
"Oh my dear God, is beautiful!" I could see tears formed in her eyes
"Y'know that I would do anything for you!" I kissed her and winked at her. I put the ring onto her hand and she slipped the other ring onto my hand
"I love you ,"
"I love you too,"

*****'s POV*****
Oh my God I was so surprised that bought me this beautiful ring, and I'm so glad when he said it only to remind me that he loves me. I love him too more than I love myself. I looked into his blue eyes and I found the answer of all, he's the one I need in my life and no one else
"Let's eat the dinner, it'll be cold soon!" I said breaking the silence between us
"Yeah c'mon I'm hungry babe!" He wrapped his arms around my waist as we walked to the kitchen, as soon as we got to the kitchen I heard the phone ringing
"Let me pick up the phone first," I said and quickly got to the phone
"Hello!"
"Hi it's me !" I heard 's best mate on the other line
"Hi what's up!"
"Can you come here with tonight? Me and the guys are having party so it won't fun without you and !"
"Sure we'll be there!"
"Great, see ya soon then!" He hung up the phone and I walked back to the kitchen
"Who's that babe?" asked while eating his dinner
", he said he and the guys are having a party tonight and they invite us to come. What d'ya say?" I sat down on the chair in front of him
"Cool, ok let's go there now then!"
"I'm going to change my clothes first," I cut off and got to the bedroom. I changed my clothes and met with down stairs
"Ready hun?" He asked and I nodded

*****'s POV*****
We both jumped on my car and drove to my friend's house. I have three best mates; they are , and . We have loads in common, we all love music. We arrived there an hour later; we got to the house and saw loads of people already there
"Hi mate, glad you both come!!!" said when he saw us coming thru the door
"We love to be here!" I replied and hugged him, also hugged him
"So let's get the party started then!" said and everyone cheered.
We have a great night and a great party; I drank a lot with the guys. My eyes seemed so hard to opened and my head is hurt
"Guys d'ya see where is?" I asked trying to stood up from my seat
"I saw her over there but now I dunno!" answered and took more beers from the table
"Oh God my head!" I mumbled as I held my head
"You should drink more!" said and handed me another beer
"Nah! Thank you, I've got enough!"
"C'mon , we don't have fun every day!" reassured me
"Ok then, but after this you guys gotta help me find where is ok!" They nodded and I drank another more beer

*****'s POV*****
I just chilled out with the others girls when approached me and took the cocktail from my hand
" I gotta something to talk about with you!" He sounded serious
"Ok, wait a minute!" I excused myself to the girls and followed to the back garden of his house
"Wassup!"
"Ehm, how can I say it?!?" He looked nervous cos he bit his nails
"Just say, is that hard?" I smiled and looked at him
"Ok," He took a deep breathe and held my shoulder
"I�I can't say it!" He looked depressed
"Act it out then and let me guess!" I suggested before I felt his lips brushed over mine, I opened my eyes and made sure I wasn't drunk but I saw him right in my face. I slowly pushed him
"What are you doing?" I asked confused
"I love you and I wanna you know that!"
"It can't be!"
"Yes I love you since introduced you to me, you drive me crazy and I can't help myself!" He yelled to him self; I smiled and held his hand
"I'm sorry, I love and no one can replace him from my heart. I wanna say thank you but you see this???" I showed him the ring Lee gave to me earlier
"Yeah, and now I know you're engaged with huh?" He looked down
"No, you wrong! We're not engaged yet but it's the symbol that we love each other, but at least we can be friends�"
"I know and I respect with you, but I'll always love you no matter what and I'm happy with you and !" He said and I hugged him
"Thank you,"
"Anytime for you!" We walked back to the house and I saw sleeping on the sofa while the other lying annoyingly on the floor
" let's go home!" I whispered in his ear and he opened his eyes
"Ok babe!" He tried to get up but fell down again
"You're drunk!" I said and help him to stood up
"No I'm not!" He said and grabbed his car keys on the table
" we're leaving, thanks for the great party!" I said and hugged him again
"Ok, you two be careful huh! drive slowly when you drunk like that!" tapped 's shoulder
"Ok man I will!" I help to got to the car and it's obvious that he can't drive this time, he's too drunk
"Babe let me drive the car ok?" I asked and looked at him worried
"Nah I'm fine, let's go home!" He put the keys on and started to stutter the car
" you drunk lemme drive the car ok?"
"No babe just chill out!" He pushed the pedal and the car started moving unsteadily, he kept on increase the speed
" stop it! Lemme drive the car!!!" I yelled in panic
" I'm fine!"
"!!!" I yelled before I looked in front of me and BANG!!!!

Part Two

*****'s POV*****
I opened my eyes slowly and held my head with my right hand, it feels like the world spinning above me and a big stone hit my head. I saw four strangers' people and I'm sure I never met with them before
"Where am I?" I asked while I tried to sit up
"You awake?" One of them answered and sat on the chair beside my bed
"Who are you?" I asked confused
"You�you don't remember who are we?" He getting worried and looked at the others
"Nah I don't think we met before, oh God my head!" I mumbled and they looked each other
"I think you lost your memory because that accident!" The doctor said and wrote something on his paper
"So you didn't remember anything? What happened with you and everything?" The other guy asked while putting weird face
"I told you I don't remember anything!!!! This headache really gimme s***!" I yelled and kept holding my head
"D'ya know your name?" I shook my head slowly
"Ok your name is , you're our mate. I mean we're best mates! I'm , this one and the other one is ," He pointed the guys one by one
"So you said I got accident, with whom is it?" They looked each other and I noticed shook his head to the others two
"You got the accident alone by your self, you just went from the party and your car hit the bridge!" told me
"Oh but I can't remember anything , I tried to but I can't!" I said desperate
"Just call me !" He added and I smiled
"Where am I staying at?"
"You're staying on your own flat and we'll take you there tomorrow, now you better take a rest while me and the guys prepare everything!"
"Ok, and thank you�"
"You're welcome!"

*****'s POV*****
I felt all my body crashing into thousand of pieces, I can't think anything. Everything in front of me is black, I can't even see anything. My heart beat getting faster when I slowly opened my eyes, and I got a big shocked in my life when I opened my eyes but still I can't see anything
"NO!!!!" I screamed as loud as I can
" calm down, it's me !" I felt someone grabbed my hand and held it tightly
", what happened with me? Why I can't see anything???" I asked in panic
"You got the accident remember? And the doctor said your eyes can't see anything for a while�" He said and tightened the grip on my hand
"You mean�you mean�I'm blind???" My throat seemed dry and I touched my eyes when I felt something wrapped on it
"No you're not blind, it's only for a while. You can see again someday, I promise you that!"
"Where's ? How's ? I wanna know how's he?!?" I quickly asked when I remembered
"I'm sorry �"
"What happened?"
"He's�he's died on the accident�" I felt lighting strike my body and I became weak before I fall back on the bed
"NO!!!!" I cried and wiped away the tears
"It's ok babe, you still have me and the others!"
" TELL ME THAT YOU LIE TO ME, IS ALIVE RIGHT?!?" I shook his body and he suddenly hugged me
"No, I'm not lying. Tomorrow I will take you to 's grave and you'll stay with me for a while, you can't live alone �" I put my head on his shoulder and kept on crying. He rocked my hair softly
"You better take a rest now, I'm going to prepare everything!" I quickly put my hands on his face
"Thank you , I dunno what I gotta do when you weren't there for me!" I sniffed and he hugged me again, I felt so safe on his embrace
"Anything for you , I gotta go now see you tomorrow!" He gave me a small kiss on my lips and I heard he's leaving the room
"I will always love you , and hope you rest in peace now�" I kissed the ring that still on my head and closed my eyes before the tears kept running down

THE NEXT DAY

*****'s POV*****
I changed my clothes and waited for my mates to pick me up, all night long I tried to remember who I am but with no luck. I still dunno who I am although told me that my name is . My brain ain't working properly just yet
"Morning ! How's your sleep last night!" I saw and walked to the room and smiled
"Morning guys, well last night I couldn't sleep!"
"Why?" asked and looked at
"I tried to remember everything but my brain doesn't help me, guess it's no luck for me!"
"We'll help you remember everything! Ready to go to your flat?" asked and picked my bag from the bed
"Yeah I hope in my flat I could find something that made me remember everything,"
"Yeah�we hope�" replied and walked to the door with me while closed the door. led me to the car and I sit in the back, helped me put my seatbelt on
"Thank you!"
"Welcome !" Then started to stutter the car and we drove to my flat, I looked outside the window
"Remember this place?" asked and turned over me
"No�"
"Not yet �" added
"Yeah I know," I said softly and looked back to the road, I can't even remember where I stay
"Anyway where's ?" I asked and smiled at them
"Oh he�he�" looked at worry
"He picked his girlfriend on the hospital," finished and nodded slightly
"Oh he got girlfriend?"
"Yeah and his girlfriend was hospitalized two days ago,"
"What happened with her?"
"She�she fell from the stairs and now she's temporary blind," replied softly
"Oh I'm sorry to hear that, what's her name?"
"Her name is� , have you ever heard that name before?" asked
"No, I don't remember! I bet now is really sad about his girlfriend, I wanna see her someday!" I said when we finally arrived
"Here you go , welcome back to your flat!" added and parked the car, I got out off the car and looked around
"I never been here before,"
"Course you've been here before, you bought this flat mate!" tapped my shoulder and led me to stepped into the flat, he opened the door and let me in. I stepped inside and looked around, the flat was pretty empty
"I don't have pictures on the wall?" I asked and looked at them
"You have your pictures on that table, just take a look maybe it can help you!" put the bag on the sofa. I walked and took a photo frame. I saw , , and I on that pic. Most of the pic was with the guys, I didn't find myself in the pic with a girl
"Do I have girlfriend?"
"Ummm no, you don't have girlfriend!" replied quickly
"Ohh�"
" we're sorry we gotta go now, I hope you can do everything on your own! Just give us a call when something happens or when you need our help!"
"Ok guys, I'll be fine really! Thank for everything,"
"Sure, bye !" They walked out off the flat and left me alone

*****'s POV*****
"We arrived hun�" held my hand and kissed it
"Really?!? We arrived in 's grave?" I asked
"Yeah let's take you there," helped me get out off the car and helped me walk to 's grave
"Sit down here babe," He told me and so I sat down. My hands searching for the gravestone
" I hope you can hear me, I know you've gone to the better place but why don't let me say goodbye?!? I miss you so much and I love you, I love you everyday and my love for you won't change!" I quickly wiped away the tears that coming out from my eyes
"Rest in peace babe, and I love you�" I put the flower down and helped again to get to the car
"You believe me now?" He asked after put my seatbelt on
"Yeah, I miss him so much�"
"I know and he miss you too, he'll be watching over you always!"
"Where are we going now?"
"Let's take you to my house, you need some rest after all this�"
"?"
"Yeah�"
"Thank you, I owe a lot to you!"
" I would be there for you anytime, because I love�" I quickly put my finger on his lips
"No don't say that," I shook my head and smiled
"Ok, no problem I understand!"

Part Three

1 MONTH LATER

*****�s POV*****
I woke up the next day, feeling better than ever. I took a bath and made myself breakfast, while I�m making breakfast I heard the doorbell rang twice. I got to the door and opened it
�Morning !!!� , and yelled together, I smiled when I saw them coming in
�Morning guys! What you have been up to today?� I asked and led them to the living room
�We have shocking news for you!� replied quickly
�Oh yeah, what�s it?!?� I was eager to know
�WE GOT A RECORD DEAL!!!!� They yelled together in happy, I was confused and didn�t understand what they mean by that
�I don�t understand, record deal?!?�
�Well don�t you remember that we�re in a band called Blue? Two months ago we applied the sample to the record company and yesterday I got a call from then telling me that we�re gonna sign our first contract!� smiled from ear to ear
�So that means I can sing yeah?�
�Yes you can! You got wonderful voice !� reassured me
�Oh really?!?� I asked in disbelieve with my talent
�Definitely , by the way we�ll meet with the record company today so prepare for your self while I�m going home first!� added and got ready to leave
�Why you have to go? You can join me eat breakfast first?�
�Nah and will join you but I can�t, I have girlfriend in my house that really needs me!� He smiled and I smiled back
�Oh yeah I heard about your girlfriend from and , how�s she?!? I wish I could meet her someday,�
�She�s fine and yeah maybe you can meet with her but for now she doesn�t want to meet with everybody, so see ya at the record company office!�
�Ok , say hi to your girlfriend!�
�I will!�

***** �s POV*****
I heard walked to my room, I turned over him and smiled
�Morning beauty!� He said and gave me a small kiss on my lips. Oh yeah we�ve been a couple for two weeks now, I just really need him in my life.
�Morning babe,� I ran my hand to touch his face
�How�s your sleep?!?� He asked and helped me walked to the dining room
�Good, I have a great dream!�
�Oh yeah, what�s it?� He exited
�I dreamed about I can see again, my eyes are working properly like before and�I dunno the dream quite strange because the first people I can see is , that�s strange huh?� I told him and I heard him took a deep breathe
�I promise you that you�ll see again but y�know that is�� He paused
�I know and now I got you,� I smiled although deep in my heart, I still love and I won�t ever love someone the way I love him
�I got good news for you babe,� helped me sit in the chair and took my hand
�Oh yeah?�
�Remember when I told you I went to apply some sample to the record company?� He asked and I nodded slightly, I know that , , and are in a band. They got talent and I believe if sooner or later they will be a famous person
�We got record deal babe,� He whispered in my ear
�Aw congrats sweetie!� I exclaimed and I felt his lips on mine
�But��
�But what?�
�So it�s only three of you huh?� I hope he understand what I mean
�No we found someone that can replace , his name is and he�s very talented,� He explained
� ? That�s exactly the same name as �s surname huh?�
�Yeah I know but he�s different, he�s not !�
�I�m glad for you babe, I know it�s been your dream to be in a band and make albums!� I smiled and thought that it also �s dream. He always told me how much he loves music and I know that he has talent on music. We ate breakfast together and after that we sat on the living room
�Hun I gotta go, the others waiting for me in the record company office!� told me as he held my hand tightly
�Ok, I�ll be fine!�
�If you need some help just call , she�s in the kitchen!�
�Ok I will,�
�I love you so much!�
�Love ya too�� Then I heard he closed the door. is my nanny; I dunno why hired her to be my nanny. She always helps me everyday and she�s very kind to me, I�m so glad to be around a person as kind as her
� are ya ok?� I heard �s voice
�Hi I�m fine, I just need someone to talk to!�
�Ok I�ll be there in a minute!� Then we continued talking everything, she knew that I don�t love and she knew how much I still love . But she helped me move on and kept tell me that is really love me, maybe I should open my heart and give a second chance�

1 YEAR LATER

*****�s POV*****
�Guys congrats your album is no.1 and the tickets for the tour is sold out!� Johnny yelled after the concert in Wembley Arena, he�s out tour manager. It�s been a year that Blue released our 1st album and now we�re preparing to released our 2nd album
�Yeah I�m feeling good about that! Especially our 2nd album is released next month!� I said and the others nodded as an agreement
�So now you can go wherever you want! You guys got 2 days off before starting the tour again!�
�Alright Johnny!�
�Bye guys!� Johnny left the room and I collapsed on the next sofa
�Tired!� I mumbled to myself
�You know what would gonna happen from the beginning !� threw a pillow to my face
�Yeah I know, I mean it�s been great to be a pop star. Loads of beautiful around you but I dunno why I felt alone��
�You�ll find someone to love later, believe me!� added while handed me a can of coke
�Guys I�m going home directly ok, �s waiting for me!� said and getting up from his seat
�Well if ya don�t mind tomorrow I�ll come to your house, I really want to see your girlfriend! I never met with her so what d�ya say?� I asked and put my puppy eyes
�Sure , I don�t mind beside that will be happy to meet with you and you two come along yeah!� He looked at and and gave them a wink
�We will be there!� They added together
�Ok so see ya guys tomorrow, bye!�
�Bye!!!� left the room and I quickly packed my things on my bag
�Ready to leave ?!?� asked when he saw me picking up my things
�Yeah I�m tired, what about you two?�
�We�re going to a club to have some fun, wanna join us?�
�Nah I�m not good at pull a girl, I�ll take a rest in my flat!�
�Ok see you tomorrow then!�
�Bye guys,� I grabbed my car keys on the table and quickly left the room. I must say that I�m too exited to meet �s girlfriend tomorrow, I dunno why but I�m so exited�

Part Four

*****�s POV*****
�How�s your day babe?� I asked when pulled me closer to his chest; I laid my head on his shoulder
�Great! And oh yeah I got 2 days off and tomorrow the rest of the guys will come here, you ok with that?� He asked while played with my hair
�I�m ok but I can�t see them, I bet they changed a lot!� I struggle a laugh although I felt tears rolling down my cheek. lifted my chin up and kissed my nose
�How many times do I need to say that you�ll be able to see soon?!?�
�Well I�m not sure with that, I think I�m permanently blind!�
� don�t say that! The doctor said you�re only temporary blind and please believe in a miracle!�
�As long as there�s you to gimme support I will do everything ,� I smiled and I felt Dunk picked me up on his arms and went to the bedroom
�That�s what I love you for!� added before shut the door behind him�

THE FOLLOWING DAY

*****�s POV*****
I woke up at 9am and quickly took a bath; I changed into my fave outfits, which are faded blue jeans and my black T-shirt. I turned off my mobile and left it in my bed, I don�t want someone bother me today. I felt so exited and happy at the same time, I never felt happy this way before. I grabbed my car keys on the table and drove to �s house

*****�s POV*****
I felt someone kissed my forehead, again everyday before I opened my eyes I always pray that I�ll see again. But this time God didn�t listen to my pray and I just kept praying and praying
�Morning sweetheart!� greeted and kissed my nose
�Morning babe,� I pulled the duvet outta my body when I heard the phone ringing
�I�ll get it!� said and picked up the phone
�Hello? Yeah, oh this morning? Ok I�m going there now then, wait for me!� That�s all I could hear from �s conversation
�Any trouble babe?�
�Yeah something wrong in the studio, I gotta go there and check it! I�m going to call the others first!� After more than 10 minutes he called the others, he put the phone down
�You sound a bit upset, what�s wrong?�
� isn�t at home and his mobile is connected to the mailbox!�
�Can�t you just go to the studio with and ?�
�Yeah, I�m going now babe! I love ya!�
�Love ya too�� He gave me a kiss on my lips and walked rush outside the room
� can you help me?� I yelled
�Sure be there in a minute!� I heard she ran to my room and sat next to me on the bed
�Take me to the bathroom please?� I asked and she helped me get up and got to the bathroom
�I�ll wait here ok, just shout when you finish!�
�Thank you,� I got to the bathroom and felt fresh water brushed on my skin, I felt relieved and felt like all the problems gone in the same time. After I took a long bath, I called to help me with my clothes
� I�m finished!�
�Ok, be there!� She helped me put my clothes on, combed my hair and she also helped me put some make-up on my face
�Sorry I took a bath so long but it just felt great when I took a bath,� I said shyly
�It�s ok sweetie�� She replied
�Wow you are very beautiful, no wonder why �s really loves you!� She exclaimed and I found myself blushing
�I�m not beautiful with these blind eyes��
�It won�t long, your beautiful eyes will be able to see again soon!�
�I hope so, I�ve suffered enough,� I said when we heard the doorbell rang
�I wanna get it, can you help me walk to the door please?� I smiled and she held my hand and showed me the way. I held the knob door and opened it slowly
�Hi�� I heard someone�s voice. I�m sure I heard this voice before, this sound like �s voice and I realized how much I miss him�

*****�s POV*****
I arrived at �s house and I parked my car, I stepped into his garden path and quickly got to the door. I pushed the doorbell twice and waited for someone to opened it
�Hi�� I said when I saw someone opened the door, my eyes caught this beautiful woman that now standing in front of me. Her eyes were so attractive and so sparkle like the stars
�Hi can I help you?� She said and smiled, those smile calm myself down
�Well I�m and I�m �s band mate!� I said and smiled back at her, she stepped away from the door and let me in
� went to the studio, he said there�s some problem and oh yeah he tried to call you but you weren�t home and your mobile is off,� She said
when I stepped in, I saw a woman help her to sit down on the chair. I bet she�s �s girlfriend. For me it isn�t fair to see this beautiful girl temporary blind, she�s not worth it!
�Oh yeah? Well I think they can solve the problem without me, by the way who are you?� I asked and took her hand on mine, her hand was as soft as silk and it�s so warm
�My name is , nice to meet you !� She shook my hand and I smiled while looking at her face closer
�Pleased to meet you too !� I replied
� can you make us something to drink please?�
�Sure, I�ll just go to the kitchen!� The woman who always stands beside her walked to the kitchen and left us alone
�So how long have you and been together?�
�I think more than a year if I�m not mistaken, so how�s Blue and stuff? I bet it�s hard to be a pop star like you, loads of girl wants to be with you!�
�Yeah I know but since I got the accident I never fell in love with a girl again��
�Accident? You got accident, when?� She asked suddenly got serious
�It was a long time ago anyway, I forgot when!�
�Oh��

*****�s POV*****
�Here you go the drink, if you need something I�m in the kitchen ok!� said and left us again to the kitchen. I kept on thinking when got the accident and I dunno why I have some stranger feeling about him
�So you don�t have girlfriend right now?� I asked when I felt he took my hand on him
�No, I don�t have one at the moment but I�m searching for the right person though. But I think it�s getting harder seeing Blue will release our 2nd album next month and the tours coming on again and again, that�d be hard to have a girl in this kinda moment,�
�Sure it�s hard,�
�But I�m proud with , he�s the most gentleman I�ve ever known! He loves you so much and he would give up his life just for you��
�When your last relationship?� I changed the subject quickly
�A long time ago, I hardly remember it! I won�t be as gentleman as , you should be happy to have him !�
�But I�m not love him�� I added slowly
�What d�ya mean?�
�I never stopped loving someone else although I tried to love the way I love this guy, but I can�t!�
�Who�s this guy then?� He asked, I dunno why but his voice and the way he's speaking reminds me of
�He�s already rest in peace one year ago��
�I�m sorry to hear that, it must be a big shocked moment in your life yeah?�
�Yeah��
�Alrite it�s nice talking here with you but I guess I gotta go to help the guys on the studio, so catch you around next time!� He kissed my hand and left. When he kissed my hand, I felt some chemistry between us. He could make me feel happy and he reminded me of a lot, although I never see his face but I�m sure he got loads in common with Lee�

Part Five

*****�s POV*****
I excused myself to go from and she showed me her amazing smile. Her smile was so faithful and it made me comfort like where I belong to be. I kissed her hand after say goodbye and left. On the way to the studio I couldn�t stop thinking about , it feels like I�ve known her for ages but I know it�s impossible because she�s my best mate�s girlfriend. I arrived in the studio and got in
�Where have you been ?!?� Johnny asked when the first time he saw me walking to the studio
�I�ve been walking and refreshing my mind, anyway you told me that I have two days off!� I defended myself and sat on the settee
�Well yeah I know that but we have some problem about one of your new song, you must re-record it because it contains something that I don�t understand. The guys already record their own part and now it�s your turn!� He explained and I rolled my eyes
�Sure!� I walked to the studio and quickly recorded the song. I walked out from the room and sat on the chair
�Great job guys! So now, you can go wherever you want! Sorry for bothered you today�� Johnny said and we all smiled
�Nah that�s fine Johnny, we understood!� tapped his shoulder
�Yeah we all fine, right guys?� added and looked around at us
�So , where have you been then? I called you but you weren�t home,� asked curiously
�Well, I�m�y�know�go to the supermarket, I needed to buy my daily need!� I explained and I dunno why I must lying
�Oh I�m sorry I dunno, so are we going to go to my house now or what? you said you wanna see my girlfriend?� replied and got up from his seat
�Nah maybe tomorrow, I still need to go somewhere now!�
�Oh really?!?�
�Yeah, I�m sorry !�
�No problem, that�s ok!�
�I�ll just go now ok, see ya guys lata!� I waved them goodbye and quickly left the place as soon as possible. I need to clear my mind for a while, I dunno why �s stuck in my head right now and I can�t stop thinking about her gorgeous smile and her beautiful eyes. Oh God what happen with me?!?

***** �s POV*****
I heard to doorbell rang and I quickly stood up, helped me got to the door and I opened it
�I�m home baby!!!� yelled as he spun me around
�I�ll leave you two alone,� said and left to her room
�How�s your day love?� He asked me and put me down on the ground
�Fine and great, how about you? Is the problem serious?� I asked as I put his hands on my lap
�Everything�s fine, we just need to re-record one of the songs because it contains something. Ummm have I told you I love you so much lately????�
�Yes you have,�
�So d�ya love me too?� I hesitated a while but when I remember that said he would give up his life just for me somehow I don�t want to tell him the truth
�Yeah I love you too�� I finally said and put a fake smile
�I�m so glad you say that cos I would die without you!�
�Thank you, oh yeah babe I need to go to the supermarket nearby I want to cook the dinner for you,� I said and ran my hand thru his hair
�Yeah and I can accompany you, I�m free to go everywhere now!� He replied and took my other hand and kissed it
�Sure, let�s go shopping together!� I yelled as put black sunglasses on my eyes
� , we�re out for shopping ok? You take care alone!� I added before led me to the car and put my seatbelt on
�Ready babe?� He asked and I only nodded and smiled

*****�s POV*****
I went to the other side of London and got to the beach, I sat on the sand and just watching the tides in front of me. My mind was filled with and I dunno the reasons why
�Excuse me, are you ?� Someone asked me, I turned around and smiled
�Yes I am,� I saw three girls standing there
�Can we ask for your autograph?� The other girl asked
�Sure,� They handed me the stuff that I need to sign
�Why you came here alone? D�ya have girlfriend?�
�I want to be alone at the moment and I don�t have girlfriend yet,�
�Awww you�re so sweet, well if ya need someone we�ll be there for you!�
�Thank you!� I kissed their cheeks and they screamed loudly before ran away
�God I hope I remember who I am, although I know that my name is and everything but I still feeling something don�t fit with me. I can�t figure it out! Darn!!!� I yelled to myself and got mad. I just sat there without doing anything, the wind messed up my hair and the day ready to turns into night. I closed my eyes firmly when �s face crossed my mind; I jumped up and shook my head quickly
�No way!!!� I screamed
�Do I fancy her or what�?�

*****�s POV*****
We drove to the supermarket on the town and arrived there half-hour later. helped me get out off the car and held my hand tightly. We walked slowly thru the door and got the trolley with him
�What do we need to buy babe?� He asked and held my hand
�Ummm I think I put the list on my bag, you can take it!� I handed him the bag and he took the list on it
�Ok you wrote we need to buy, meat, noodles, milk, fruits, vegetables, ice-cream, and so on�� He read the list and I giggled
�You don�t need to read it each loudly sweetie,�
�I know but I�m exited!� He replied
�Exited of what?�
�Because of you, is there�s a chance for me to say how precious you are in my life and you know that it�s true�� He said softly thru my ear. I think he�s really love me, I want him to be happy too
�You�re so sweet babe,� I kissed him lightly
�Ummm I love that!�
�C�mon we need to get our stuff!!!� I pinched his hand and he laughed
�Ok, then! No need to get mad babey!� So we continued shopping and kept putting the stuff we need in the trolley
�We have all the stuff in the trolley babe, anything else???�
�No, let�s go to the cashier!�
�Alright, held my hand!� He told me and so I hold his hand and we walked to the cashier
��75 please?� The cashier said and I gave my wallet
�Babe, take it in my wallet,� I said and he took the wallet from my bag
�Here you are,� handed the money to the cashier
�Thank you,� She said and put all the stuff on the plastic bags
�Wow I need to admit that you two are very a good couple, you�re girlfriend is very beautiful�� The cashier said and I smiled
�Thank you, we�re happy together!� added and we walked outside the supermarket
�Babe can you wait here a moment please, while I�m taking my car there!� He said and put his hands on my waist
�Sure but don�t be too long ok?� I answered and smiled
�Ok, wait a minute!� He kissed me and ran to the car.
I waited there and somehow I heard someone calling my name from the other side of the road
�!!!�
�Yeah�� I replied and tried to find where�s the sound from
�I�m over here!!!� I heard the sound in my ears; I walked one-step forward from where I�m standing at
�Just follow my voice,� The mysterious sound said and again and I stepped one-step forward until�

Part Six

*****�s POV*****
I walked back to my car and ready to go home. I pushed the pedal and started to drive the car. I wasn�t paying attention to the road cos my mind was somewhere else, I nearly hit someone who crossed the street but I pushed the brake and the car stopped suddenly
�I�m sorry�� I said and walked to see if he�s ok or not
�Where�re your eyes!!!� The guy got mad and I quickly said sorry hundred times
�I�m sorry, I know I was wrong. Did I hurt you?� I asked and he looked at me weird
�I�m ok and no harm done, next time be careful when you drive the car!� He warned me and left. I nodded before get back to my car and continued to my flat

*****�s POV*****
Again, I felt the same feeling as I had the accident with Lee one year ago. My body crashed into thousand of pieces. My breathe seemed really hard and I felt the room getting smaller. I moved my hand slowly as I tried to open my eyes
�Where am I?� I asked when I put my hand on my head, I opened my eyes slowly and I had the second big shocked in my life when I saw the light on my eyes
�Oh my God�� I whispered and I opened my eyes widely when I saw a very bright light and turned into the perfect picture, I could see the room, the light above me and everything in this room. I turned over my bed and saw someone sleep there, I saw sleeping there
�, wake up, wake up!!!� I shook his body and he slowly opened his eyes
�You awake babe?� He said and smiled happily
�I�I�I can see again!!!� I cried in joy
�You what?� He asked surprise
�You see, my eyes are working again! Oh thank God!!!�
�You are?� He asked in disbelieve
�Yeah, I can see again! Look I know what you are wearing, you wore plan white T-shirt and your black jeans!� I explained and he smiled widely
�Oh babe, I�m so happy!!!� He hugged me tightly
�Anyway how did I get here?� I asked
�A car hit you when you tried to cross the street, I was really worried about you because you were unconscious for 2 days and I never think it�ll happen�� He said and I put my hands around his neck
�I�m fine babe, no need to worry!� I bowed over and kissed him
�I wanna go home???� I added and put my sexy voice, he laughed and nodded
�Ok I�ll tell the doctor and you just prepare while I�m talking to the doctor!� He replied and kissed me before walked outside the room
�Thank God�� I whispered and wiped away my tears

***** �s POV*****
� , you really dunno where�s ?� asked me in frustration
�Nope, I don�t have any clue where�s he!� I answered and laid my back on the sofa
�He should tell us if he want a few days off!� Johnny said and walked around the room like a mad dog
�I understand, maybe he got some problem y�know!�
�But why there�s no news? said he left with for a vacation, what the hell he done?�
�Johnny calm down, he�ll call us later believe me. No need to get rude like that!� rubbed Johnny�s back to make him a little bit calm down, I was about to call �s house when my phone beeping. I picked in up and saw �s number splashed on the screen
�It�s !� I said
�Pick it up you guffy!� Johnny said and everyone went silence, I put the phone on the loud speaker
�Hello?�
�Hi , I�m sorry about I�m leaving without giving you guys a call first!� We heard �s voice on the other line
�That�s fine , what happened with you?�
�My girlfriend got an accident and was unconscious for 2 days. So I must stay in the hospital for 2 days�� He explained and we suddenly got serious
�How�s she?�
�She�s fine now, she can go home today. And I�ll drop by to Johnny office later after I drive my girl home first!�
�Ok, we�ll wait for you!�
�Thanks for the understanding, I respect for that!�
�You�re welcome, say get well soon to your girlfriend! We wish her the best,� I said when and nodded as an agreement
�Bye , see ya!� cut the line off
�See, he got some trouble!� I said as I put my mobile on my pocket
�Yeah, now I understand!� Johnny replied
�But he�ll come here yeah?� asked and I smiled
�Sure he is, he never lie about his promise!� I defended , and I really care about him. He�s the one that standing there when I got the accident one year ago and I would do anything just to say thanks to him�

***** �s POV*****
I got change and waited for , I saw him opened the door with the doctor. They came in and I smiled at them
�Ready to leave babe?� I asked and he winked
�So , I wanna check your eyes once again just to make sure they�re working properly,� The doctor came closer and checked my eyes
�So how�s it doc?� I asked and I saw him smiling
�Congrats Miss. , you are now normal again!� He exclaimed and I gasped
�Wow thank you doctor, babe I love you!� I hugged and he hugged me back as if he didn�t want to let me go, I saw a single tear on his eyes. I wiped it away
�Why you are in tears?� I asked and touched his face
�I�m happy for you and I love you so much, I hope you know that��
�Thank you so much!� I gave him a kiss before I linked my arms around him and walked to the car with him
�Let�s go home, I can�t wait to tell about this. I bet she�s happy for me!� I smiled and ran his hand thru my hair
�Sure, she�ll be happy for you!� We drove to �s house and all the way there I couldn�t stop smiling, I noticed a bit sad. He�s like upset over something, I dunno for sure�
�Are you ok sweetie?� I asked after we got to the house
�I�m fine, why d�ya think that?�
�Nah maybe it�s only feelings,� I smiled and got out off the car. grabbed the bag and we walked to the door, I pushed the doorbell twice and waited for to open it. I smiled when she opened the door
�I�m glad you come back ,� She smiled and held my hand
� I got surprise for ya!� I said and held her shoulder tightly
�Oh yeah,� She kept holding me afraid I might fall down
�I can see again�� I whispered in her ear and her jaw just dropped, she couldn�t speak for like 3 minutes
�Hello, earth calling to !� I waved my hand in front of her eyes
�Oh my word!!!� She yelled and hugged me
�I�m happy !� She�s getting in tears
�Thanks ,� I replied and wiped away her tears
�Ok I�ll make special food for tonight,� She left to the kitchen, and I turned at who�s staring at me
�Babe???�
�Yeah��
�What�s wrong?�
�Nothing, I love you�� I released a deep breathe and gave him a kiss to make sure that I love him too, nah I care about him. I really care about him and I�ll make him happy
�I gotta go to Johnny�s office, the guys are waiting for me!� He said after the kiss
�Sure I�ll wait for you for the dinner, you can bring the guys here!� I suggested and he quickly shook his head
�No, I mean I only want to be with you tonight��
�Oh ok, say hi to them then! I�ll try to make a time to meet them lata!�
�Alright, bye for a while babe!� He kissed my forehead and went away. I walked to the kitchen and helped making the dinner
�Hi ,�
�Hi sweetie,� She replied and smiled at me
�So what are we going to cook now?� I asked before starting to help making the dinner�

Part Seven

*****�s POV*****
"Where�s ? He�s so late y�know!� Again for the hundred times Johnny complained
�Chill out Johnny! He�ll be here any minute now!� I said when we heard the footsteps coming to the room, slowly showed up with a grin on his face
�Sorry, traffic jam y�know!� He caught his breathe
�So, what�s up then?� He asked as he sat down next to me
�We cancelled the tour in Leeds and Manchester because you were gone without any news, and we must re-schedule all the tour in UK!� Johnny said and looked at quite angry
�Sorry guys, I didn�t mean to do that but y�know it�s emergency!� He explained
�Ok, forget about that! So how�s your girlfriend then?� Johnny asked and smiled at
�Yeah man, how�s ? We�re so worried about her,� added
�Don�t worry she�s fine, she could make it y�know!�
�So can we come to your house and see her?� I asked hoping he would say yes. looked down and I could see he forced a smile on his face
�I know that�d be a good idea but right now she must take a rest for a few days, I�m sorry�� and looked each other and shrugged
�Alright it doesn�t matter though!� I replied and tapped his shoulder
�Any other news?� changed the subject and took a can of beer on the table
�Nah it�s only about the tour but we�re ok with that, I�m sorry guys I gotta go! I�ll sort something out for your next tour, don�t forget this weekend you�ll perform on TRL Sunday!� Johnny said before leaving the room
�You have problem man? You looked so�tired and a bit sad, what�s wrong?� I asked curiously
�I�m fine , just a bit tired though but I�m ok!�
�Ummm I wanna talk something to you right now!� grabbed his hand and led him outside the room, I looked at and he smiled
�What are they talking about?� I felt like they hide something behind me
� wants to talk about �s cousin, he�s fancy her!� answered and smiled again
�You sure?�
�Yeah why won�t I?!?�
�Oh I thought you guys hiding something from me��
�Don�t think like that , we are best mates! We won�t hide something behind you, it�s only �s little secret!�
�Alright�� I said and kept thinking that still try to hide something from me�

***** �s POV*****
� , d�ya think will like the dinner we made just now?!?� I asked when I put the last food on the dining table
�Sure he is, he loves everything that you do !�
�Really? Like what?�
�I saw him smiling to himself everyday after waking up and never stop talking that he loves you again, again and again!�
�I never knew that!�
�He doesn�t know what to do if he can�t be with you and you gotta believe that is true��
�But,� I paused when �s face splashed on my mind. I took the memory of inside my brain and kept it increasing every time I say his name under my breath
�Hello , where are ya!� pinched my hand softly and brought my mind back
�Oh umm, I�well�I�m going to call right now!�
�Are you ok?�
�I�m fine, no need to worry!� I added and ran to the living room. I grabbed the phone and put it on my lap; I dialed �s number with my left hand when I noticed that I still wear the ring gave to me one year ago
�Oh my gosh�� I whispered and closed my eyes
�Hello,�
�Hello,�
�Hello who�s this?� I heard the voice echoed in my mind and I quickly shook my head
�Hi babe are you still there?� I said with a tremble voice
�Hi love, what�s wrong?�
�No babe I�m ok, when are you going to go home? You said we�re gonna eat dinner together tonight?�
�Oh I�ll be at home an hour again!�
�Cool, I wait for you but now I�m going to take a bath first!� I said and played with my long hair. I�m thinking to cut my hair into the new hair style this weekend
�Ah�You made me have a naughty thought babey, I wanna join you to take a bath and rub your smooth back skin��
�You�re so funny ! Well see ya in a bit then!�
�I love you so much!� He said before he hung up the phone
�Yeah I love you too�� I replied after I put the phone down and stared on the ring that still on my finger. I walked to the stairs and got to the bathroom. I turned on the shower and started my take my clothes off�

*****�s POV*****
I saw and walked back to the room and got his hand on �s shoulder
�Hi guys sorry, I just need to talk about something to but now it�s clear!� said and winked at me and
�That�s fine I�m getting ready to go home though!� I said and took the car keys
�Ok , you just take care ok!� replied
�Don�t worry mate, I can take care of myself!�
�Bye !� They said goodbye together and waved goodbye at me
�See ya guys!� I waved back and drove off. I arrived at my flat and went to the kitchen to grab a glass of cool water, when I sat in the living room and watched some telly on TV my phone went ringing
�Hello?� I said down the phone
�Hi�hi�can you hear me?� The voice on the other line said but it wasn�t so clear
�Yeah who�s this?�
�Hi Mr. it�s been a long time I didn�t hear your voice, are you forget me this fast!!!�
�Ummm who are you?!?� I asked when I tried to remember her voice
�You guffy! I�m , your best mate!� She screamed
� ?!?� I asked confused
�Whatever I don�t give a damn if you don�t remember me, well I�m only been here for like one and half year you already forget me!� She sounded upset
�But really I dunno who you are!�
�What-e-ver! Get the phone to please?!? I missed her SO MUCH!� She said and I stunned when I heard the name of
� ?!? Who�s she?!?� I asked stupidly
�Why you so stupid huh! Ok I know you�re just teasing me, alright I tell you I�ll back home this weekend! Don�t forget to tell that to , if not I�ll kill ya!� She said and hung up the phone
�Who the hell is that? �She meant the that �s girlfriend or what? I don�t have any clue�� I said and hit the photo album beside me, one piece of photo fell on the floor
�And what is that?� I asked getting mad on myself; I took the photo and looked at it
� and I?!?� I looked amaze on the photo on my hand, I saw the photo of and I holding hand each other, smiling and we looked so�dunno�maybe so loved up�if I can say that though
�What this means�� I added and took the photo album on my lap and started to open the page and the page�

Part Eight

***** �s POV*****
DING DONG
�Bet it�s !� I said to and ran to the door; I unlocked the door and saw opened his arms
�Babe I miss you!� I ran to his opened arms and hugged him
�Miss you too, c�mon let�s go to the kitchen I�m hungry!� I said and looked into his blue eyes, I noticed that actually he�s gorgeous and well fit
�C�mon then,� He picked me up and carried me to the kitchen
�Put me down please?!?�
�Ok, ok after you gimme one kiss!� He giggled
�No way! C�mon put me down!� I insisted
�Just a kiss babe, nothing wrong with that!�
�Ok put me down first!� I said and he put me down. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I suddenly got nervous. I mean this is the first time I saw him face to face as my boyfriend, I felt something weird about it
�I put you down already,� He said breaking the silence
�And let�s go to eat the dinner,� I smiled and tried to walked away, he grabbed my waist and we�re standing so close
�I won�t let you go after you kiss me,� He replied and looked at me deeply
�Babe c�mon I�m hungry�� I made an excuse
�Nope,� He shook his head. I took a deep breathe
�Ok, close your eyes�� I added and put my hands around his neck. Softly I moved forward and brushed my lips on him, I felt he grabbed my body against him and made me shiver. This is the first time I kiss him like this, I dunno why but I let him kissed me more passionate and felt his hands slid down my back
�Dinner is�� yelled and then stopped
�Ups sorry I didn�t mean to interrupt you guys,� She added and left to her room. explored his hand down to my well-known back and made me laugh on his kiss, and I pushed him slowly
�Stop that! I�m hungry babe,� I laughed
�What�s so funny?� He asked confused
�Ummm nothing babe, it just about the touched of your hand was so�gentle!� I saw him blush and I pinched his cheek
�C�mon let�s go eat�� I dragged him to the kitchen and started to eat our dinner
� , come down here let�s eat dinner together!� I yelled and she came downstairs
�Ummm did I interrupt you?� She asked innocently
�Nah you�re not, right babe?� I turned on and gave him a wink
�Ok then, oh yeah I gotta go home this Sunday because I missed my family�� She said
�Sure that�s fine, it�s been like 2 months you stay here so you can take a few days off!� I replied and she smiled
�Thank you so much,�
�You�re welcome,� and I said together

THE NEXT DAY

***** �s POV*****
I can�t sleep tight last night, my mind was trying so hard to remember what�s exactly happen between and I. It didn�t make sense if in every photo I cuddled up with her, didn�t angry at me?!? And I found a ring on the desk last night, it fit my finger but I dunno it�s mine or not! God, please help me figure this out! I slammed by body down to the couch when my phone started ringing, I picked it up and saw �s number on the screen
�Yeah wassup ?� I asked and tried to calm myself a bit
�Hi , what are you gonna do today?!?� He asked
�Nothing maybe, I don�t have any plan. Ummm can I ask you a question?� I asked but hesitated
�Sure, anything mate!�
�D�ya know who�s ?�
� ? Well she y�know�she�she�s our best friend too,�
�Oh yeah, where does she live?�
�She moved to Seattle about one and half year ago because she wanted to catch her study over there, why d�ya ask?�
�She called me last night but she said some weird things,�
�Like what?�
�She wanted me to give the phone to , it�s quite strange because she knows right if stays with !�
�Ummm well, ummm yeah maybe she forgot about that! So what did she ask you again?�
�She said she�ll come back home this weekend, and she wants me to tell about it!�
�I�ll tell her mate, don�t worry!� offered quickly
�Thanks ,�
�Anytime, sorry I gotta go! See ya this Sunday!� He hung up the phone and I released a deep breathe as I put the phone down
� is my best friend so that means is also my best friend huh?�

***** �s POV*****
I heard the phone rang and quickly picked it up; I laid my back on the bed again while looking at who�s still sleeping peacefully
�Yeah morning?�
�Hi , sorry I call you this early! But could you wake up the lazy person beside you please???� replied and I giggled
�Sure no need to worry, it�s time to wake up though! Hold on a minute please,� I added before shaking �s body softly
�Wake up sweetie,� I whispered in his ear
�Yeah babe�� He opened his eyes and smiled
� �s on the phone for you,� I said and gave the phone to him
�Yeah what�s up ?!?� He said lazily whiled kissed my neck
�WHAT!!!� He screamed and suddenly got serious, I looked at him and he smiled. He walked away so I couldn�t hear the conversation between and him
�Oh man that�s awful, I don�t want to give up what I already have! Sure I�ll meet you this afternoon, don�t forget bring along with you!� He still screamed and I heard what he said
�See ya later!� He put the phone down and walked to the bed nervously
�Something wrong babe?� I asked
�Nah, nothing to worry sweetie!�
�But you seem�� Before I could finish my sentences, I felt his lips brushed firmly against mine
�What was that for?� I asked after the kiss
�To shut you up because there�s nothing to worry�� He smiled and I forced a smile back

4 HOURS LATER
�Babe I�m going to meet with and ok!� said while were watching telly on the living room
�Really?� I replied a bit upset
�It won�t long hunnie, I just need to talk something to them!�
�Alright, babe can I come to your show this Sunday on TRL please?� I begged and put his hands on mine, held them tightly
�Ummm to my show?!?� He asked again
�Yeah I wanna see you and the other guys perform,�
�Please�� I added while put the pleading eyes
�We�ll talk about it later, I don�t have much time now!� He quickly got up from his seat
�Alright��
�Bye and love ya!� He added after kissed my forehead and left
�Whatever, I�ll come to TRL this Sunday and that�s it!� I said before turned back and watching telly

***** �s POV*****
Damn it! This problem really gimme a headache, f*** it!!! I went to my room and changed my clothes, I need to talk to the guys about it. I called but he wasn�t at home and next I called but he was outta reach, the last I called but his phone connected to his mailbox. Where are they?!?
I grabbed my car keys on the table and jumped on my car. I dialed �s home number and waited till someone picked up the phone
�Hello�� I heard a sweet voice on the other line that made myself calm all of a sudden
�Hi, I�m . May I speak to please?!?�
�Oh hi , I�m ! Well I�m sorry he�s out for a while, but if I�m not mistaken he�s out with the guys. Didn�t tell you about it?!?�
�Nah, he didn�t even call me and his mobile was off��
�Oh he forgot to bring his mobile, and he left it in here!�
�D�ya know where they going or something?�
�Unfortunately I really dunno, but he said he won�t long cos he needs to talk to the guys��
�Oh can I come to your house and wait for there?�
�Sure, beside that I�m alone now so it�d be cool if you come here! I�ll have friend to talk to then,�
�Alright be there soon, thanks !�
�See ya!� She hung up the phone and I slammed the phone beside my seat. I was about to stutter the car when my phone ringing
�Yeah it�s speaking!�
�Hi it�s me , can you come to the coffee shop down �s road now?�
�Ummm for what?�
�We need to tell you about something, it�s quite important!�
�Alright then,�
�Thanks , see ya!�
�Bye!� I pushed the red button and put the phone on my pocket. Great I just said I will come to �s house now but then called me and told me to come the coffee shop because they need to talk something! What would I do?!? Alright so here�s the plan, I�ll go to the coffee shop first and then go to �s house with him so I don�t need to feel bad to . And it�s me, I dunno why I really want to see and I want to talk a lot with her! I felt like I was so close to her, I could see from the photos that she�s happy with me. What if I�m saying I�m falling in love with her?!? NO WAY! I won�t ruin �s happiness, she�s happy with him and �s really loves her! maybe she just close to me as a friend because I�m his boyfriend�s band mate or I dunno but now I kinda have feeling that I love her for no specific reasons�

Part Nine

***** �s POV*****
I was so glad when told me he would drop by here; I dunno why I have this kinda such feeling but the happiness just go thru inside my blood. Today went to her home so I need to cook by myself and tidy the house all by myself; I was vacuuming the living room when I heard my cell phone rang. I ran quickly to the bedroom and grabbed my cell phone from my handbag
�Yep hello,� I said almost without a voice
�Babe are you alright?� asked curiously, I took a deep breathe and sat on the edge of the bed
�Yep I�m fine, just running off the breath at the moment!� I explained and I heard he chuckled
�What�s so funny?�
�You are sooo funny, well what are you doing then till you�re running of your breathe???�
�I�m vacuuming the living room and I left my phone on the bedroom so I must running all the way from living room to bedroom, it took my breath away!�
�Awww you poor sexy girl!�
�What�s up then!�
�Nothing really, I just missing you baby!�
�Oh thank you, so what time you�re coming home?�
�I dunno maybe an hour or so again, why?�
�I want to cook the lunch for you, that�s why I need to know when you coming home incase I already cook the lunch and you�re not coming home, don�t let the food get cold babe��
�Sure I won�t! I�ll come home by the lunch time, alright?�
�Ok, bye then!�
�Bye sweetie and love you so much,� I put the phone down and continued vacuuming the living room. It took more than half hour to tidy up the entire house. I was really exhausted and now I�m taking a nap on the sofa�

***** �s POV*****
I drove off to the coffee shop that told me earlier, I parked my car and walked inside the shop. I saw the guys waved their hands at me and I waved back, I walked over them and took a sit beside
�Hi guys!� I said as I sat next to
�Hi , want order something?� offered, I saw they already ordered for their own
�Alright just coffee latte,� I said and called the waiter and ordered my drink
�So you said you need to talk about something, what�s it?� I replied while the waiter handed me the coffee and I smiled at her
�Thank you,� I added and took a sip of my coffee
�Well it�s quite complicated to tell you but we�ll try our best!� said as he looked at the others
�D�ya know right?� asked and I nodded slightly
�She�s my girlfriend and�� paused
�And what?� I asked eagerly
�I can�t tell you, please tell him for me?� looked away and covered his face with his hands
� what�s wrong?� I�m getting worried
�Alright we�ll tell you !� tapped my shoulder
�Before got together with , has a boyfriend�� said and paused again
�And her boyfriend died in a car crashed, the weird thing is her ex-boyfriend looked like just you, so�� told and stopped
�So what? I don�t get it guys!�
�Remember when gone for two days and he said got accident?� asked and I nodded
� got accident and she�she�she able to see again,�
�Oh man congrats!!!� I yelled and shook hand, but he didn�t look happy about it
�What�s wrong with that?� I asked when I saw the guys got quite
�You know how much loves ?� added
�I know he loves her so much,�
�So if you meet with don�t take any notice of what said to you because you know that YOU LOOKED LIKE HER EX-BOYFRIEND!� finished his words
�Am I? I mean am I really look like her ex-boyfriend?�
�Yes you are! From your top to your toe, both of you like a twin! And if sees you she would think that you are her ex-boyfriend so please just ignore what she says later�� said and looked at me deeply; I noticed the sadness in his eyes
�Alright, I got that!�
�Thank you !� hugged me and I forced a smile
�Anytime! So may I know 's ex-boyfriend�s name?�
�Sure his name is ,�
�Do I know him?�
�No you�ve never met with him before because he lives in Liverpool,�
�Oh, I see��
�Ok I think that�s all what we wanted to talk to you !�
�Alright, I�m going then!� I said when I started to stand up
� !� called and I looked at him
�Thank you so much,� He mouthed
�You�re welcome,� I mouthed back and left the place. I got to my car and got confused myself
�I�m not aloud to meet at the moment, she would think I�m her ex boyfriend and it would hurt . I�ll try to avoid her from now on, I�m not worthy of her time although I really want to get to know more about her. I still kinda wish that someday I could feel her sweet lips on mine, feeling her soft skin brushing against mine and I wish that she was mine. But I know I was wrong if I thought about her that way, there�s someone who really loves her and I can�t do this to him�

***** �s POV*****
�Wake up beautiful�� Someone whispered softly in my ear, I flickered my eyes and saw on the corner of my eyes
�Oh baby are you home!� I got up and yawning
�Yes�� He rocked my hair and placed my head on his shoulder
�Why didn�t you wake me up the time you got home?�
�I planned that but when I saw you sleeping, I didn�t have power to wake up cos you are so beautiful when you are sleeping��
�So what did you do then?�
�I watched you sleeping, and yes you are the most beautiful woman that I�ve ever seen in life. I don�t want to lose you�� He lifted my chin up and looked deeply thru my eyes
�Thank you , I don�t wanna lose you too!� I hugged him and felt his warmness melt on my body
�I love you�� He whispered thru my hair and I said I love him too
�I�m hungry,� I cried like a baby
�Ow you said you wanna cook the lunch for us?� He bowed over and kissed me, this time everytime he kissed me I always wanted more than a kiss
�But I was falling a sleep,� I defended myself
�Ok in that case let�s go out then,�
�No, let�s go out tonight not now!� I winked naughtily
�You said you are hungry?�
�Ummm yeah but I can handle it,� I got up from the seat and played with my hair
�So why then?�
�Because�� I bent down and gave him a shocking kiss before ran to the bedroom
�You�re gonna pay for that!� He screamed and followed me to the bedroom
�Nah, catch me if you can!� I chuckled and grabbed a pillow before throw it to his face
�What the prize if I gotcha!�
�Dunno, just see lata!� I giggled and ran away from him
�I�m gonna getcha!!!� He ran behind me and he grabbed my hand
�No!!!� I screamed trying to get free from him
�I won�t let you go, now where�s my prize!�
�Your prize is this�� I closed my eyes and leant forward to meet his lips, the chemistry burned between us and I felt his body on fire
�Be mine please,� He said between kisses before led me to the bedroom�

***** �s POV*****
I laid my head upon my pillow in my flat and my eyes locked on the ceiling above me
�What the hell happen to me!!!� I yelled
�I�m crazy over her!!!!� I tried to forget all about but when I look on the photo I knew that I�m truly love her, I never felt this way before. It feels like I have connection with her
�Man!!!� It�s getting harder for me to leave her behind if everytime I close my eyes all I see is her, everytime I sleep I dream about her. It doesn�t make sense anymore for me. I was fantasying about her when someone knocked my door, I jumped off the bed and got to the door. I unlocked the door and opened the door
�HIYA!!!!!� Suddenly a girl hugging me tightly and almost made me choke
�Stop it!� I pushed her and looked angry at her, I never met with her and I dunno her
�Mr. what�s wrong with you?!?� She looked at me hurt
�Who are you???� I said coldly
�I�m , you�re best friend for life�� She seemed shocked I didn�t recognize her
� ?!?�
�Yeah don�t you remember me????�
�Well I don�t, but c�mon come in!� I stepped from the door and let her in, I saw her grabbed her big suitcases. I helped her with her big suitcases and led her to the living room
�So where�s your little beauty princess????� She asked when we sat on the sofa
�You changed the flat a lot yeah,� She added while looked around
�Who�s my little beauty princess???�
�C�mon Mr. don�t you know that I�m sick of your game????� She said angrily
�I DON�T KNOW WHAT YOU TALKING ABOUT!!!!�
�YOU WHAT!!!!� She screamed back
�I told you now, I lost my memory and I don�t know who the hell you are or what the f*** are you talking about!!!�
�You lost your memory???� She shocked and stunned
�Yep!!!� I calmed myself down
�Oh man I�m sorry I didn�t know it,� She apologized and I looked at her
�No prob,�
�So you don�t remember ANYTHING include your personal life???�
�Yes all, I don�t remember at all!�
�Be right back in an hour, I�m gonna sort this things out first!!!!� She grabbed her handbag and left me standing there
�Where is she going???� I asked confused and sat back on the sofa

Part Ten

*** �s POV*****
I felt sleeping beside me, when I saw her thru her deep eyes my love for her just stronger even more. I really love her and I would risk myself just for her. I touched her soft skin when I heard the doorbell rang, I grabbed my clothes and put them on. I jumped off the bed and kissed in her forehead. I got the door and opened it
�Where�s !!!!� pushed me from the door and walked to the living room
�Be quite!!!� I hissed
�WHY?!? TELL ME WHAT�S GOING ON IN HERE!!!!� She screamed loudly, I grabbed her and shut her mouth with my hand
�Shut up!!!� I looked nervous
�I�ll tell you everything later, not now��
�I WANT YOU TO TELL ME NOW!!!�
�Alright, let�s go somewhere! I don�t want knows about it!� I quickly grabbed my car keys and dragged out off the house. Now we were driving to the park near my house, I got out from the car and sighed deeply
�TELL ME!!!� yelled almost screamed her heart out
�Could you just shut up!� I replied upset
�C�mon I want to know everything!!!!�
�Alright, and had an accident together. was blind for almost a year and was losing his memory so I took the opportunity of it all�� I explained as I sat on the small bench
�YOU WHAT!!!�
�Don�t scream!!! I have a reason!!!�
�What�s your reason? You know how much they love each other huh???? And now you�re ruining everything? Is that what a friend are for????�
� , I LOVE VERY MUCH!!!!�
�You what? Did I hear it right?� She laughed and rolled her eyes
�Yes!!! I love her so much and please, please gimme a change to be with �� I dropped to the ground and the tears started rolling down my cheek
�Oh my God , stand up!� She helped stand up and shook my shoulder
�I didn�t know that you love her but�� She paused
�But what? I would rather die than living without her but , he still can survive without her��
�Oh my God�� She pulled me in a big hug
�Please ,� I pleaded
�Ok, I won�t talk about it again. I promise you this�� She wiped away my tears and smiled, I smiled back at her
�Thank you,� I mouthed
�So how did you tell about then?� She asked
�I told her that dead when they got the accident, she believes me and I never talk about that again after all��
�Oh it�s kinda rough situation,� She replied and I only nodded
�Well I gotta go to my house, tomorrow I�ll drop by and visit you and ,� She added
�But please help me to avoid meet with , it would change everything!�
�I�ll help you, don�t you worry mate!�
�Ok you be careful, d�ya want me to drive you home?� I asked and she shook her head
�Nah, I�m gonna take my suitcases on �s house first and I�m going to my old apartment!�
�Oh yeah now �s name is , you must call him that!�
�Yeah, I got that man!� She winked
�Bye , take care!� I kissed her cheek and she stopped a taxi. I smiled to myself and went back to my house�

***** �s POV*****
I jumped from the sofa when someone knocked the door, I quickly opened it and saw smiled softly
�Sorry�� She said and sighed
�Sorry for what?� I asked confused
�Well I miss understood a while ago, so you live here alone?� She asked and sat on the sofa
�Yeah, where have you been by the way?�
�I�ve been to my old apartment and now I gotta go home, I�m tired!� She smiled and took her suitcases
� , you know everything about me d�ya???� I asked curiously, she stopped from her track and turned around
�What d�ya mean???� She asked back and put a fake smile
�There�s something missing in my life, you acted strange before but after you left you act like you didn�t know but YOU DO, now tell me what�s the missing part in my life????�
� , what are you talking about? I�m tired, I�ll talk to you later!�
�No, tell me now!�
�What do you want to know???�
�Maybe who�s , and everything in my life especially my personal life. I bet you know everything cos you said you are my best friend for life��
� ??? Well you know who is she, she�s �s girlfriend and also one of your best mate!�
�You�re lying!�
�Nope, I�m sorry I really gotta go!� She picked her suitcases and left my flat as soon as possible
�Sh**!!!!� I yelled and slammed the door

***** �s POV*****
I woke up and turned beside me, I saw no body there
�Babe where are you???� I yelled and picked my clothes
�I�m downstairs, you better get ready we�re gonna eat the dinner out!� yelled back and I smiled, I changed my clothes and got ready myself. I walked downstairs and saw sat on the sofa with his empty expression
�Babe are you alright?� I asked and sat next to him, he turned to me and smiled
�Yeah I�m fine, wow you look�stunned!�
�Thank you, let�s go then!� I blushed and giggled
�Let�s go beauty!� He took my hand and led me to his car.
We arrived at this fancy restaurant and we walked in, the waiter opened the door for us and led us to the empty chair
�Here�s the menus sir,� He handed us the menus and stood beside us holding a pen and a paper
�What d�ya want love?� He asked
�I dunno, maybe same as you!� I answered and put the menus down on the table
�Well two special steaks, dessert and a bottle of champagne please,� He said while the waiter wrote down the order
�The food will serve in 15 minutes sir, anything else?� He asked politely
�Nah, that�s enough! Thank you,� replied and the waiter left to the kitchen

***** �s POV*****
I need to know everything so I decided to go to �s house right now and then. I grabbed my jacket and quickly locked my door before jumped to my car. I arrived at �s house 20 minutes later; I walked to his garden path and knocked the door. I waited for the answer but there was no answer, I knocked the door again and same there was no answer. I think they were going out somewhere. I felt everything lost in track and my head got heavier. I went back to my car and drove back home�

***** �s POV*****
�Wow the dinner was great!� I exclaimed and tossed the champagne with
�Really???� He asked happily
�Yeah it was great,�
�I�ll make it more than great then!� He said and put a mysterious smiled
�Oh yeah, what�s it?�
� I love you so much, I don�t want to look like a fool in front of you but yeah I love you. I want you always be there for me and I want to be the last person you love in your life. That�s why now I�m asking you, will you marry me???� He knelt down on his knee and showed me a ring that was shine so bright
�I�I�I� I was speechless, I�m happy but somehow there�s some voices in my head are saying it�s not ok
�I�I�ll marry you ,� I finally said and closed my eyes, I felt so stupid but this is the moment I�ve been waiting for
�Oh my god, I love you!� He slipped the ring on my hand and kissed me�

THE NEXT DAY

***** �s POV*****
I woke up with the worst hang over ever, last night I drink myself almost to death. I dunno why but the pressure just made me more sick of this life! I grabbed my clothes that scratching on the floor and found my way to the kitchen. I poured a glass of cold water and quickly drank an aspirin.
DING DONG
Who the hell is that!!! I washed my face on the kitchen sink and walked to the door, I opened it and saw or at least the girl who�s coming here last night smiling brightly at me
�Morning !� She greeted before pushed me off from the door so she could get in
�Morning, what d�ya want!!� I replied bitterly
�Chill out, I just want to see if you�re doing ok or not!�
�Why would you care?!? Who are you?!?�
�I care because you�re my best mate, that�s it!�
�If you really are my best mate then tell me who I am and everything about me!� I locked my eyes on her and made an eager look
�There�s nothing you need to know, I guess the guys helped you figure out who you are!� She turned away and grabbed the photo album from the table
�You still keeping all these photos?� She asked while looking at the photos and smiled
�Yeah, please tell me why in those photos I always cuddled up with ???� I put my pleaded eyes and she sighed deeply
�You and were very dear friend, you love her as your sister and you really happy for her and . Don�t you remember that???� I slightly shook my head and tried to take all the memories inside
�I wanna know about her�� The barely words came out off my mouth suddenly, jolted and looked at me surprisingly
�Ummm, what d�ya mean?!?�
�I wanna know all about her�� I repeated again
�What do you want to know about her???� She gave up and smiled softly
�Who�s 's boyfriend before she was together with ???�
�Owww that, ummm he�s someone who really loves her and of course she loves him too. But the accident made them apart, was temporary blind and her boyfriend was dead��
�So is it true that her boyfriend looks like me???�
�How can I say it? But pretty honest yeah you both look just the same, from your eyes, your lips, the way you speaking and everything about you just reminds me of , �s ex-boyfriend��
�You sure you didn�t lie to me???�
�No, I�m honest at you��
�But how can I�� I paused and thought for the second time
�What ?!?�
�Nothing, nothing really�� I replied and smiled

Part Eleven

***** �s POV*****
Today everything is different, now I�m 's fianc�e and sooner or later I�m gonna be �s wife�
�Wake up love,� I whispered on his ear and tickled his cheeks
�Morning Mrs. !� He gave me a warm kiss as he tried to opened up his eyes and I smiled. I dunno for sure if myself ready to be Mrs. after all that I�m thinking to be Mrs.
�Hey I think today you have a show on the TRL Sunday, ain�t ya???� I asked while I put on my pajamas
�Oh thank God you reminded me, I almost forgot! But well it�s this afternoon though! I�m hungry babe��
�Let�s go downstairs I�ll make ya breakfast cos still take a break for a few days again!� I said and started to stand up, put his clothes on and followed me go the kitchen
�What d�ya want to have breakfast?� I asked and opened the fridge
�Anything sweetie��
�Wait there alright!�

***** �s POV*****
�What are you trying to say ???�
�Nothing, I told you it�s nothing!�
�I know you hide something, c�mon tell me!�
�No !!! I said it�s nothing, got that!�
�Alright, just to remind you that you�re gonna be on TRL Sunday today!� She said and looked at me, I knew she still think that I�m hiding something from her
�Thanks for letting me know that!� I replied and put a fake bright smile
�Alright, I gotta go! See you on the TRL this evening!� She said and walked away
�Alright but before I go to the TRL studio I�m going to drop by at �s house�� I said to myself as I walked back to my bedroom

***** �s POV*****
I cooked the breakfast for both of us, I was pouring the coffee to the cup when I heard the doorbell rang
�I�ll get it, you just continue what I�m doing now!� I said to and washed my hands before heading to the door. I opened the door and I was shell-shocked
� !!!!� I yelled and ran at her
�Oh my God I miss you a lot!!!� I hugged her tightly
�I miss you too babe, more than anything! You are my truest friend!� She said when a tear rolled down her cheek
�Yeah c�mon in sweetie�� I led her to the living room and we sat together on the couch
�So how�s everything?� She started the conversation
�Ummm as you see, just great!� I replied and wiped away her tears
�You sure???�
�Well ummmm�� I became speechless
�You don�t have to tell me sweetie, I already knew everything!� She smiled and sighed softly
�Glad you know it, oh man it�s been awful not until last night�� I paused
�What happened last night?�
� asked me to marry him and I said yes, there�s no one like him that treat me so well and make me like the only girl who alive in this world��
�What????� Her voice dry and it sounded like she force to speak
�Yes I�m �s fianc�e now,� I said smiling and showed her the ring
�I�m happy for you,� She said almost without a voice, I hugged her and whispered thank you on her ear
�Hey c�mon join us having breakfast!� I took her hand and led her to the kitchen
�Hiya !� She greeted
�Hi , nice to you finally come back!� He replied
�You�re not give me a hug?�
�Well come ere sweetie!� opened his arms and hugged , when I saw them hugging I see that they would make a good couple but I quickly shook my head
�Alright d�ya know that I�m getting married with ???� asked while he pulled me closer to him
�I knew that, y�know that I will always happy for both of you!�
�Great! I was kinda exited to tell the others about it, that�s why I�m going to the TRL studio a bit earlier!�
�You called the others yet???� I asked
�Yeah I texted them last night and they said ok!�
�Cool huh,�

***** �s POV*****
I walked back to my room, grabbed my cell phone, and turned it on, I felt it beeping and I saw the screen when it said one new message. I pushed the green button and read the message
�Hi , just wanted to tell plz come to the TRL studio a bit early, got something to tell you! xxxxxx�
I threw my cell phone down the bed before walking to the bathroom and took a bath

4 HOURS LATER

***** �s POV*****
�Babe I�m going now ok, I promise to the guy to come an hour more early!� said when he finished from his bath
�Alright, I�ll just stay here with . We need to talk about everything!� I replied from the living room
�Ok!� He shouted
�So , you�ll stay here right???� I asked her
�Yeah course I will��
walked down the stairs after he got ready, he wore his white shirt, his blue jeans and black blazer. His hair was perfectly great and he looked so�ummm�gorgeous
�Wow babe you look great, no wonder you�ve got loads of screaming fans!!!� I teased him as I walked to him and smelt the aftershave on his neck
�They are only my fans cos I got you!� He kissed me gently
�Well I almost late, see you later ladies!� He gave me another kiss, kissed cheek before walked out off the door
�Man he�s gone now!� I gasped and sat on the couch
�Why you so happy???�
�Dunno, but sometimes I want to be alone. You must know , he really over protected me!�
�Oh really??? Tell me then how�s it to be with for more than a year???� Then the conversation just goes with the flow�

*****�s POV*****
I walked off from the bathroom and got change, I picked my T-shirt and my fave faded blue jeans. I put them on and styled my hair, finished with it I grabbed my leather jacket from the cupboard and and grabbed the car keys from the drawer beside my bed. I drove to �s house and arrived there half-hour later, I walked to his garden path and walked to the door. I heard the voices from inside, I heard the girls laughing. So I took a deep breathe before knocking the door twice. I stood there waiting for someone to open it�

***** �s POV*****
The conversation between and I went so great, we talked about everything like we used to talk before moved to Seattle
KNOCK KNOCK
I heard someone knocking the door; I stopped from laughing and got up
�I�ll get that first! Wait here ok!� I said and walked towards the door, I unlocked the door and opened it widely
�Hello!� Someone said and I looked at him. Suddenly my blood stopped streaming, my mouth became really dry, my breathe became heavier and everything in front of me just stop moving when I set my eyes on the guy that now stood in front of me
� who�s that???� yelled from inside and walked the door to approached me, she stunned in her track when she saw who�s coming here
�Hello girls, what happened???� That words echoed in my head when suddenly I felt so weak and dropped on the floor�

Part Twelve

***** �s POV*****
I saw someone opened the door and I knew who she is, of course she�s �s girlfriend but the time she saw me the time like she was out off mind. She looked so shocked seeing me standing there in front of her. Slowly she fell on the floor
�Oh my God, wake up!!!� helped her and carried her inside the house and sat her on the couch
� please wake up�� shook her shoulder as tears streaming down her cheeks
� , what happened with her???� I asked in a panic
�I�I�I dunno, I�m clueless!� She replied and started shaking �s body again
�I�ll call the doctor ok!� I offered and got my cell phone out off my pocket
�Nah it�s ok !� She stopped me and put my cell phone down on the table
�She�ll be ok believe me,� She said as she saw slowly opened her eyes
�She�s awake!� said and helped
�Are you ok???� I asked and sat next to her

***** �s POV*****
Did I dreaming or what??? My head feels like a heavy stone, I tried to convince myself that I�m not dreaming. I slowly opened my eyes and saw two people standing in front of me, one of them is and the other one is
� !!!!� I screamed and got up immediately when I saw his face
� calm down�� said and stood up as well
�What?� I asked and confused on myself
�Oh my God, am I dreaming???? You are right????� My breathe seemed so hard and my throat became really dry
� listen to me, he�s not !� I turned my head around and looked deeply at her
�You said what ??? HE IS MY BOYFRIEND AND HOW COULD YOU SAID HE WASN�T ????�
�I�m sorry but I�m and not the person who d�ya think I am,� He said and smiled at me. No he must be lying at me, his eyes, his lips, his voice and everything about him just made me more believe that he is
�YOU ARE , DON�T YOU REMEMBER ME??? I�M YOUR GIRLFRIEND!!!� I shook his shoulder and screamed with my trembled voice
�Listen , I know what happened with you but I�m not and it�s just a coincidence if I look like the same as your boyfriend�� He tried to calm me down and hugged me
�YOU LYING!!!!� I yelled and looked at his eyes, those eyes were shining so bright. I know the only person who has eyes like that, and it�s . I�m sure he�s lying to me
� please tell him that he�s !!!� I begged to but she only shook her head and looked at me with her empty expression
�I�m sorry , he isn�t �� She replied and punished my hope, I dropped down to the floor and started crying
�I know someone set this for me, and I know who the person is!� I said in between sobbing
� let�s face the truth, is dead and it�s not like what you thinking!�
� , you force me to believe that is dead when he isn�t??? He�s standing here right now in front of me, and I know that you know if he�s and not the person who made up for us!!!!� I looked at �s eyes and she quickly turned her head away
�Why? Are you afraid!!!!�
�No , I mean�� She paused
�You mean what???�
�STOP IT, HE�S NOT !!!!�
�I�m so sorry but what said is true, I�m not because I�m and I�m not your boyfriend�� He said and smiled at me, I shook my head and covered my mouth with my hands
�I know what happened with you, you lost your memory right??? And made up like you were dead for me and for you he made you a new personality, this is his trick. remember when the night you said you�ll love me for the rest of your life???� I said and looked at him right in his eyes trying to make him believes in me
�What??? No, you got the wrong person! I don�t think ever do that to us, he�s a nice person and you must know that he loves you so much!� He replied and looked at me back
�I love you�� I said and meaning it with all my heart

*****�s POV*****
I can�t believe of what I heard from , she said I�m her boyfriend and we used to love each other. It could make sense when she told me that made up the situation, she was blind and I was losing my memory but when I think back I know would never do that for me or , he�s the most kindest person I�ve ever found in my life. I didn�t understand why �s so sure that I�m her boyfriend??? I kinda more shocked when I heard she said
�I love you�� I was stunned in my spot, I like to hear that words came out from her mouth but it felt wrong. I tried to speak when my mouth locked, and I dunno how but I moved forward and closed my eyes before feeling her lips brushed firmly against mine. I felt the kiss was so strong, I never felt I�d kiss a girl this way especially when I knew that she�s my best mate�s girlfriend. I tried to push her off but I instead grabbing her body more closely to me when she touched my back, her touched sending me shiver down my spine. I kept enjoying the kiss until she pushed me and looked at me deep in my eyes
�I know that you are from the way you kissing me!� She said and ran her fingers on my face
�No�I�m sorry�I�m��
� you know that is wrong, don�t you!!!� yelled and grabbed me away
�Oh yeah?!? If you know that he isn�t , then why don�t you pulled me when we were kissing???�
�Because�because��
�Because you know that he is , right?!?� This last statement hit me hard. Was it true that I�m ???
� you wrong, I�m not and please don�t ever call me again cos I�m not!!!!� I said before leaving the room and slammed the door behind me. I pushed the pedal and drove off�

***** �s POV*****
I heard yelled and slammed the door, I collapsed on the sofa and put her hand on my shoulder
� , please�� She said with a dry tone
�If you are my best friend, you won�t do that to me! I don�t think you are my best friend after all!� I replied coldly
�What must I do then, tell me???� She started to cry, I looked at her and wiped away her tears
�Just tell me he�s , ain�t he???�
�I�I�I��
�Just say , I won�t involve you in my problem. I will fix this on my own, believe me�� I reassured her
� loves you so much and he would do anything for you, please don�t do this to . HE LOVES YOU!!!� She cried and I only smiled
�D�ya think I dunno how much you love him???� I replied simply, she gasped and shocked
�W�what are you talking about?� She asked worry
�Listen , I know you love him but don�t do this to yourself��
�Yeah you�re right, I love him! I LOVE HIM! But since he told me he loves you more than anything in the world, I gave up! I only want him to be happy, and he said the happiest thing for him is having you in his side so I would do anything just to make him happy with you��
�So is it true that the guy called is ???�
�Yeah, he is �� She finally said and let her tears running down her cheek
�Oh my God�� I whispered
� made up the situation just to have you in his arms, he made like was dead on the accident and made believe that he�s a new person. But remember , HE DID THIS BECAUSE OF YOU!!!�
�I would take back everything that belongs to mine��
�What d�ya mean????�
�I will make remember everything from the past, I will bring him back to the past until he realizes that he loves me and we are meant to be!� I said and crossed my fingers
�Don�t do that ��

***** �s POV*****
I drove away from �s house, but the picture of stuck in my head and I couldn�t get her off from my mind
�Damn it!!!� I yelled as I noticed the time in my car, I almost late to go the TRL. I increased the speed and arrived at TRL�s studio within an hour, I walked all the way to the changing room and saw the guys do their make-up
�Sorry guys, I�m late!� I said as I entering the room
�Where have you been ???� asked and turned around me
�Well I was lost in track when I taking a nap!� I made an excuse and and only smiled at me
�Do your make-up, we�ll gonna be on the show in two minutes!� Johnny warned me and I winked at him
�So what news you�ve got for me then ???� I asked while my hair stylist doing my make-up
�It�s great! He�s gonna marry with ! They�re engaged last night!� replied exited, I stunned
�You�re not happy for me man!� knocked me on my elbow
�I�m happy for you mate!� I tapped his shoulder and smiled. What? said he would getting married to ??? But I won�t let that happen, I felt the kiss. She wanted to be with me and I�m sure that we belong to each other! I still shivered by her touch, her fingers ran softly thru my face and the lust that we felt when we kissed
�Guys the show is now!� Johnny clapped his hands and I shook my head
�Ready guys???� Johnny added before we gathered around and prayed first�

Part Thirteen

***** �s POV*****
� please don�t do that�� knelt down on her knee and begged to me
�What am I suppose to do then, d�ya want me to do nothing?� I asked and stared into nothing in front of me
�Why don�t you try to love as you love , listen he loves you so much��
�I know but I can�t, I�m sorry ! I want back in my life,�
�He doesn�t even remember who you are! Get over , as hard as you try to help him remember everything from the past it won�t help you cos knows loves you and he really want to see happy!�
�I won�t give up something before I try and until I know that I fail with it!�
�But remember I won�t help you on this!�
�Sure that�s doesn�t matter!�
�I�m going!� She stood up and left the house, I broke into tears and kept thinking how could I be so mean to
�This is only for a while until I get back whatever I want!� I said as I wiped away my tears and went to the bedroom

1 WEEK LATER

***** �s POV*****
It was a really big shocked when I heard that had a huge fight with yesterday, I felt so guilty about them cos they�re fighting over me. kept telling me that I�m her boyfriend but when I looked at he�s eyes telling me that I�m and I�m not . I asked the guys but no one gave me the detail information but they also made me sure that I�m not . It was very hard for me to choose which one is true, I like and I must admit that I think I loved her from lifetime before but when I see the fact, it�s obvious that I�m not . I almost jumped from my bed when suddenly the doorbell rang�

***** �s POV*****
Almost a week I always have a fight with everyday. He kept reassured me that it was all just a coincidence
�Babe please listen, he�s not !!!� He told me for the hundred times
� please, if you really love me you won�t do this to me! Y�know that it only made me more suffer, don�t you!� I tried to stand firm on my spot when I felt my knees are shaking
�I dunno how to explain to you, you can say whatever you want but just to make you believe if he isn�t !� He gasped and fell on the sofa
�Yeah don�t worry, I will help him remember everything soon!� I grabbed my coat and walked to the door
�Where d�ya think you�re going!!!� yelled as he caught me and grabbed my hand
�I�m going where the hell I want to go!�
�You can�t do whatever you want cos you are now my fianc�e!�
�Let me go!�
�NO!�
�I said let me go!�
�Ok, I will take you to and he will tell you that he�s and not !� He led me to the car and slammed the car door, we drove to �s flat and I noticed everything on the way to his flat
�You�re exactly going to �s flat!� I snapped and smiled on myself
�Right, you�re absolutely right! But I gave �s flat to him just because he doesn�t have a place to stay in!�
�How could you!! It�s also my flat!!�
�Told ya I can do whatever I want!!!�
�I hate you!� I said and looked at his deep dark blue eyes
�Stop the car now!!!� I said as I opened my seatbelt
�Nope! It�s my chance to prove at you that the person you think he is actually is different person!�
�Ok, I know if there�s a will there�s a way!� He glanced at me and gave me his smile. We arrived at �s flat; I quickly walked to the door as soon as I got out off the car
�Knock the door!� said as he crossed his firm hands to his board chest
�You don�t have to tell me, I�ll do it myself!� I replied and knocked the door

***** �s POV*****
I walked lazily to the door and opened it, I was a bit shocked seeing standing in front of my door. looked so beautiful that day, but I could see the sadness in her beautiful blue eyes. I really want ran to her and gave her a hug to let her know everything will be alright but I froze there and stared at her when I saw approached the door and smiled at me
�Hi guys what you doing here?� I broke the silence and stepped a side
� I need to talk to you,� said and walked inside my flat
�Well�� I started
�I know you might think I�m crazy or whatever but I believe if you are �the love of my life�,� She said looking deeply thru my eyes, my blood started boiling as I heard she said that I�m the love of her life. I stood firm in my spot and help myself not to grab her head and kiss her there and then, I know it might hurt so bad
�Mate I need you to help me make believe my fianc�e that you�re NOT , you are and please because the only person who could make her believes that is you�� came closer me and whispered in my ear
�But�but�� I hesitated
� don�t listen to him, listen to what your heart says! I know deep down your heart you felt something about me!� Her eyes were so innocent and honest
�I��
�I�ll take you to the place that we used to come together, follow me!� She said and started walking outside the door
� , what�what I must do?� I asked confusedly
�I dunno, you just follow her and everything will be alright!� He sighed deeply and looked strongly over , his eyes showed that he�s afraid of something
�Ok, I�ll be back soon!� I said before putting my coat on and grabbed my car keys
�Get in�� I said softly, she smiled at me and got to the car
�Where we wanna go?� I asked and looked at her
�Just drive to where I told you,� She replied and held my hand tightly, it made me feeling insecure and suddenly the happiness built inside my heart

***** �s POV*****
I got to the car and glanced beside me, I saw him again and now we�re face to face. I know it might take a while to make everything back to normal, but I believe it will work
�We�re going to the beach we used to come together,� I said and held his hand tightly
�D�do we come there often?� He managed to say, I smiled at him and modded
�You love to go there, you always take me there at 4am because you want me to see the sun rises come out��
�I don�t remember,� He cut off
�I know you don�t remember that�s why I�m taking you there!�
�Ok�� He added

***** �s POV*****
We arrived at the beach told me earlier, it was an empty beach. No one was there but I amazed by the view in front of me. The wind blew softly and messed up our hair, the sand thrown all over the place and the blue oceans stretching in front of me
�Wow it�s beautiful�� I said and I heard she sighed beside me
�I know,� She sat on the sand and took her sandals off
�I missed this situation!� She added, I kicked my shoes off and sat next to her
�Why you kept thinking that I�m your boyfriend?� I asked and turned my head around her, she stared back at me and began to stroke my face with her soft fingers
�Because you are my boyfriend,� She said simply and leant forward, my heart missed a beat when finally I felt her lips on mine. I grabbed her body and we both rolled over to the sand, I ended up on top of her. When the kiss became more passionate and I began to take off her T-shirt suddenly, we interrupted my cell phone. I parted my lips and opened my eyes slowly, I saw her grinning and I smiled back
�Sorry for that,� I said and turned off the cell phone
�You remember something from here?� She asked and suddenly got serious again
�I�m sorry but no��
�But I�� I added and paused
�But what?!? C�mon tell me please????�
�But when I kissed you there�s something inside my heart and I dunno what it is and��
Before I could finish my sentences, I felt her lips on mine again. This time she kissed me more powerful than the other one before, I smiled to myself before kissing her back and pulling herself against me. Her hot body made me warm and her lips were so sweet, made me always wanna taste them. She broke the kiss and quickly stood up when she noticed that we were messin� around
�I can give you more but tell me that you remember everything,� She took a deep breathe and tugging back her T-shirt down
�Well I�m honest to you that�� I kept thinking that I really want her and I know this is not aloud
�Please�� She turned over me and put her pleaded eyes. Should I lie at her and tell her that I already remember everything although I don�t remember anything at all?!? But I really want her so badly or I should be honest at her cos I don�t want to hurt hur?!? What should I do???

Part Fourteen

***** �s POV*****
I asked and waited for his answer, I saw him thinking for a while and I gave him a time to think about it. I heard he took a deep breathe
�Well, I�m sorry I really want to be with you but��
�But honestly I don�t remember anything at all, and I started thinking that is true about who I am�� He finished his word and not looking at my eyes, he�s afraid he would fall again
�You sure?!?� I asked again with my tremble voice
�Yeah I am,� He added and closed his eyes
�But I won�t give up here, I would do anything just to make you remember who I am and the moment we shared together!� I insisted as I walked closer to him
�Although I already remember who I am, we�re not aloud together because I owe a lot to and I won�t do something that make him hurt!�
�I know, I�m in the same situation as you! I just want you to admit that we used to love each other and you are still the love of my life�� I put my fingertip on his face and gave him a small peck on his cheek
�I love you,� I said before started walking and left him there alone

***** �s POV*****
If I must say the truth actually, when I kissed her some memory came on my mind but it still in puzzle. I only remember that I�ve been here before this and I feel like I always kiss the taste of �s lips everyday. I don�t wanna tell the other about it yet until I can solve the puzzle with my own self
�I love you too,� I murmured back to when I saw her walking away from where I�m standing
� !!!!� I called out her name and she turned around
�I drive you home!� I added and ran over her
�No, I�ll go home by myself. You just stay here for more longer and try to remember something from this place,� She smiled and put her hands on the pocket of her jacket. I didn�t say anything until she stopped a cab and got in
�I will try �� I whispered and sat alone in the beach

1 WEEK LATER

***** �s POV*****
I woke up with a very bad headache; I turned over me and saw sleep beside me. I sat up on the bed and picked something from the drawer; I picked a box and opened it slowly. I saw a ring on there; I glanced at my left finger and saw a diamond ring on it. Taking a deep breathe and released it slowly. I opened the ring on my hand and put it on the box before wearing the ring that gave me to reminds him that he loves me. I felt my breathe heavier when I put the ring on my finger
�I�m sorry ,� I said and let the tears rolled down my cheek. Suddenly started waking up
�What�s up hunnie?� He asked as he rubbed his eyes and tried to open his eyes
�Nothing, I need a bath!� I replied quickly before walking to the bathroom and locked the door behind me
�I�m sorry, I didn�t mean to do this to you�� I whispered as I felt the hot water dropped above my body

***** �s POV*****
What the hell is wrong with me?!? I missed her a lot, these past few days she always took me to the place that she told we used to come together. But still I can�t remember anything although yeah I remember something, I remember that I used to share the special feelings with her. I know that I love her, but I can�t say this to her and not even to the other guys
� I love you�� I said when I holding the pics of her in my hand
�I wish I could turn back the hands of time,� I added and placed the photo back on it place, I opened the drawer and suddenly something from it fell on the floor
�What is that?� I asked when a metal thing dropped on the floor; I bent down and picked the metal thing
�A ring?!?�
�Who�s ring is it?� I looked at the ring more closely when suddenly a few moments flashed on my mind. I saw I gave the same ring to a girl, but I still can�t figure out who�s the girl
�Oh man, what�s the matter!� I put the ring onto my left finger and it really fit me
�Brain c�mon start working!� I tried to think again as hard as I can
�Damn!!!! I can�t remember!!!!� I yelled in frustrated, I dropped my body down to the sofa and watched some telly

7 HOURS LATER

***** �s POV*****
I waited for a moment to creep out from the house; I noticed that was fallen asleep when he saw some movies. I quickly grabbed my jacket and leave the house quietly and made sure not to waking up. I stopped a cab and told the driver to drive at �s flat; on the way there, it has started raining. I glanced over the window when the lighting strike out
�God��
�We are here miss,� The driver said and I turned over him. I paid him and got off from the cab, the rainfall dropped and made all my body wet. I walked slowly to the front of �s door and knocked the door. There was no answer, I kept on knocking the door and the weather outside was not really friendly. The cold rainfall could make me froze in no time, I felt my body started shaking as my clothes soaked the rainfall
� please open the door, I know you�re in the house!� I screamed with my tremble voice, I brought my whole body with hands and tried not to fall down
� PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR!!!!� I noticed he opened the curtain and looked at me
�What do you want here?� He said, the voice of rainfall was too hard and the thunder made his voice gone by
�I want to tell you something,� I mouthed at him and held the window, he only shook his head
�I don�t want to talk to you anymore, just go and please don�t even bother to come back!!!!� He shouted, I felt like he stabbed me with knife from the back. My body weaker as I dropped to the floor
�JUST GO, I DON�T WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE!!!� He shouted again and closed the curtains

***** �s POV*****
I kept on thinking about when the rain started dropping from the clear blue sky. I kept wishing that someday I would have her as my girlfriend, I mean not only girlfriend I�d love to have her as my wife. Now I�m 20 years old and she�s 19 years old, and I smiled to myself as I imagine it could be great to have family and children with her
KNOCK KNOCK
I heard someone knocking the door, I didn�t open the door but kept listening of what someone said
� please open the door, I know you�re in the house!� I heard �s voice almost screaming, she tried to fight against the hard sound of the rainfall and thunder
� PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR!!!!� She screamed again, I quickly opened the curtain and saw her standing there with all her clothes dripping wet
�What do you want here?� I said and hoped she could hear me
�I want to tell you something,� She mouthed at me and held the window, I only shook my head although I want to warm her up
�I don�t want to talk to you anymore, just go and please don�t even bother to come back!!!!� I shouted and not meaning all the words I just said, actually when I said that I felt my heart break into thousand of pieces
�JUST GO, I DON�T WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE!!!� I shouted again and closed the curtains
�I�m sorry I just can�t do this to and to myself, if I keep on facing you and talking to you it would only make me hurt because I can�t have you��

***** �s POV*****
I walked over to his gate, but I can�t walk more far when suddenly I dropped on the ground. I heard the horn beeping outside his gate when the light from the car shone in front of me
� what are you doing there!!!� ran to me and helped me to stand up, I started crying and it only made me more weaker
� c�mon you have to move on, look what �s done to you now!!!!!� She said angrily at me and grabbed my hand, it made the ring released from my hand. I shocked and quickly got up to catch up the ring that now rolled over the ground
�Wait up!!!!� I yelled and almost touched the ring before it fell on the sewage
�NO!!!!� I screamed and tried to catch it
� what you doing, get up!!!!�
� LOOK WHAT YOU�VE DONE!!! YOU MADE ME LOSE THE ONLY THING I HAVE FROM !!!� I screamed and not able to control myself. I ran to the sewage and drown my hand into it trying to search for the ring. The water that ran thru the sewage was too hard but I kept on trying to find the ring although, the water is very dirty and the rain seemed only getting bigger and bigger
�No I have to find it�� I said between sobbed and I saw my hand bleeding because of something that cut my hand, but I don't really care about it

Part Fifteen

***** �s POV*****
I can�t let her standing there outside in the rain, I won�t do something that would make her hurt! I unlocked my door and took the umbrella from the corner of my flat, I walked to the path when I saw drown her hand into the dirty sewage in front of my gate. Her face was so pale and she looked like she�s freezing, I looked beside her and saw stared into with her empty expression. I quickly ran to them and when I got near them I was bloody hell shocked when I saw �s hand bleeding but she kept on drowning her hand into the sewage, I believe she got cut when she drown her hand into the sewage
� STOP!!!� I screamed as I grabbed her hand
�No I need to find it,� She fought me and started crying
�Ok, lemme help ya. What are you looking for????� I pulled her into my chest
�My ring fell into this sewage and I must find it,� She said when her voice became really fade by the thunder
�Ok, step a side. I will try to find it�� I entered my hands into the sewage and tried to find the ring, I glanced into and she carried on crying. The water dropped from her face and came to give her a hug. Suddenly when I go further inside the sewage my hand touched something, I quickly picked it up and found a ring on my hand. My heart missed a beat when I saw into the ring, I closed my eyes as I held the ring tightly and the memory came flooded on my mind. Somehow I remember everything from the past, EVERYTHING. My hand shaking when I opened my eyes and looked beside me
�He�here�s your�your ring�� I stuttered to speak, now I remember that I gave the ring to and I used to love her very much. I remember until the last moment we shared together which is when we go the �s party and I became really drunk
�Thank you, thank you so much�� She replied and put the ring back into her hand. I stunned there not able to speak any other words
�Let�s go , you are almost freezing here!� helped her to stand up and led to her car. I saw them gone�

>**** �s POV*****
came outside and grabbed my hand from the sewage
� STOP!!!� He screamed, but I kept on fighting cos I need to find the ring. Finally, told me to step a side while he�s going to find the ring for me. I stood there and looked on my bleeding hands, it didn�t hurt me. I didn�t even feel the pain, I saw tried as hard as he could to find the ring. came to give me a hug and she whispered in my ear that everything would be alright
�He�here�s your�your ring�� started to speak
�Thank you, thank you so much�� I replied and put the ring back into my hand
�Let�s go , you are almost freezing here!� helped me to stand up and led me to her car. I looked back again and saw still stood at his spot watching us gone
� why are you so stupid!!!� �s voice breaking the silence between us since we left �s flat
�Am I really stupid?� I asked and looked into my ring
�Yes you are! Stop hurting yourself, �s not worthy of your love!�
�I don�t care, I would still love him although he would never love me. If we love someone that doesn�t mean we must have them right?!?�
�If you can�t have them, stop loving them! It just was wasting the time!�
�What about you?�
�Me?!?�
�Yeah with , d�ya still love him?�
�It�s different , I moved on as you see and I�m happy for both of you!�
�But you still love him right?�
�No, I�m over him��
�I won�t stop loving him till the rest of my life��
�BUT YOU�RE GETTING MARRIED WITH NEXT MONTH!!!!�
�I know, although my body and my soul is �s but my love only for �� I said and looked outside the window when the sky back to the clear blue sky again

3 DAYS LATER

***** �s POV*****
� I think it would sound more better if you sing it a bit rock,� said
�Huh?� I replied and blinked a few times
�Here we go again!� added and sighed
�What? Sorry guys��
�Where are you and your mind mate?� asked and took a seat next to me
�Well I can�t concentrate right now, I need a fresh air man!�
�Go for it!� smiled and pushed me from my seat
�What about this song???�
�You can record it tomorrow,� added
�Thank you guys, and what you all?!?�
�We�re still gonna record some songs today,� said and the two others nodded
�Ok, bye guys!�
�Bye !� I walked outside the studio and walked to my car. I need to see her now whatever happen, I drove to �s house and on the way there I bought a bouquet of for . I smiled as I remember that she loves . I arrived there and walked to the door quickly, I knocked the door and waited for her to open the door
�Hi�� I said as I saw her opened the door
�Hi, c�mon in!� She walked to the living room and I followed her
�This is for you,� I handed her the flowers and I could see she was a bit shocked
�How d�ya know I love ?� She asked, as she smelt the flowers
�Ummm� told me,� I lied. I didn�t want her to know that I remember everything, maybe one day I will tell her and the other guys.
�Thank you ,� She replied while she put the roses into the vas
�So what�s up!� She added and sat next to me
�I just want to see you,�
�Oh ok, I will take you to the last place and I used to come together. I hope in this last place you remember who you are!�
�Ok I don�t mind��
�And if you still don�t remember who you are, I will give up cos y�know that next month I�m gonna married with ,� She sighed deeply as she wore her jacket
�Yeah�� I whispered beneath my breathe

***** �s POV*****
We walked to his car and I stopped from walking
�What happened ?� He asked and turned around me
�Lemme drive the car ok?� I said
�Ok, here�s the key!� He handed me the car keys and smiled before got to the car
�Where are we going?� He asked sounding a bit exited
�To a coffee shop, you love drinking coffee and eating brownies there!�
�Really???�
�Yeah, let�s take you there!� I stuttered the car and drove to the coffee shop in the city of London. On the way there it�s not �s habitual to asked me loads of question about , he usually quite and doesn�t really care but now he changed
�So it�s true then that gave you that ring?� He asked and pointed at the ring on my hand
�Yeah he gave me this ring before we went to �s party and before the accident happened��
�Oh��
�Anyway we are here,� I said and parked the car
�If ya want you can call me though�� I looked at him and smiled widely
�Sure!� I replied before walked inside the coffee shop. We sat on the corner near the window, so we could see the whole street on London from there
�Wow nice place!� exclaimed and looked around
�What d�ya want to drink then?� I asked and called the waiter
�Cappuccino and brownie,� He answered simply, I was very glad with his answer
�Ok two cappuccinos and brownies!� I ordered and the waiter walked to the kitchen
�What d�ya think about this place?� I asked exited
�Well I kinda have feeling that I�ve been here before but just let�s see��

**** �s POV*****
Man I�m so happy when she told me she would take me to the coffee shop we used to come together! Of course I remember this place and I acted like I still losing my memory because I want to take everything slow
�Here�s the order,� The waiter put the cappuccinos and brownies on the table, I grabbed my cappuccino before pouring two sugars into it
�You�you always put two sugars into your coffee?!?� She asked surprised
�I think so,� I said and drank my cappuccino
�Wow when you see outside the window, you could see the whole London street!� She told me and looked outside the window, she was very beautiful when she smiled and I felt the love in my heart started boiling back
� �� I said and she turned over, God her lips were so red and it only attract me to taste them
�Yeah,�
�There�s something in your lips,� I said
�What is it?�
�Come here I�ll take it out,� She came closer and now her face was only a few centimeters from mine, her soft warm breathe brushed into my face. I ran my fingers into her hair before bent down and kissed her, I felt she kissed me back so I kissed her more passionate until I felt some lightning on the corner of my eyes�

Part Sixteen

THE NEXT DAY

***** �s POV*****
� look what it is!!!� slammed some magazine down in front of me, I almost jumped from my seat when I saw the cover of the magazines
�What is that?!?� I asked and acted like I didn�t know everything
�You said what?!? It�s so obvious you cheated on me!!!� He yelled and started walking around the room; his face was so red from anger
�I�m sorry but��
�I don�t need your sorry!�
�So what then?!? You want us to break up? That�s great!� I got up from my seat and looked at him, and he walked closer to me
�I won�t ever let you go!� He lifted my chin up and kissed me, I pushed him off. I don�t understand with , the fact is I�m cheating on him that was obviously but he still forgive me. Some paparazzi took the photos of me with yesterday when we were at the coffee shop and when we were kissing, it became the big headline in every magazine today. I saw the cover in one of the magazine and there�s a pic of me and kissing with the note �BIG SCANDAL JUST BEGAN- from Blue is secretly dating somebody but the big shocked is he�s dating �s fianc�e, what would gonna happen next?!?�
I took a deep breathe and put the magazine down
�It�s all rubbish!�
�Rubbish baby?!? It�s not! I�ll make sure that �s gonna pay for this!�
�No, don�t do something stupid !� I stopped him from grabbing his car keys
�He�s kissing my fianc�e and you said it�s ok?!? Don�t you know that it�s breaking my heart???� His voice became a little bit trembles
�I know but please, it was all my fault!� I down on my bended knee
�You stand up!�
�No until you promise me you won�t do something to !�
�Ok but you must promise me too that you won�t do this again, we�re getting married next month!�
�Yeah I promise�� I said and closed my eyes. This is it, I�m not running after again just to make sure he�s because until now he hasn�t remember who he is. I gotta let it go and make a new life with �

***** �s POV*****
DING DONG
I got to the door and saw , and standing there. Their faces were not so nice
�C�mon in guys!� I said smiling and let them stepped inside
�What�s up!� I added after we all sitting in the living room
�We need explanation!� said coldly, I don�t like the tone of her voice
�Explanation of what?!?�
�Like you dunno!!!!�
� what are you talking about and please don�t yell, I don�t like it!�
�THIS!!!� She put some magazines down on the table
�Look at them mate!� said and sighed
�I can�t believe you!� added
�What is that?!?�
�Don�t act like a fool , I think you know enough!!� I grabbed a magazine from the table and saw the cover
�It�s rubbish, it�s only computer trick I�m not like that!� I said and put the magazine back down on the table, I saw the cover when and I holding hand together and when we were kissing at the coffee shop yesterday with a big headline in the front said � �s from Blue stabbed his best friend from the back, he caught up dating �s fianc�e and they were looking so loved up! What would do with this seeing he will getting married with her next month??? And what �s excuse of this???�
�You said it�s a computer trick?!?�
�Ummm yeah,�
�I can�t believe you said that! just tell the truth what exactly happened between you and ???� got angry and grabbed my T-shirt
�You wanna know the truth?!?� I challenged him with a smiled on my face
�Yeah,�
�I love her and�� Before I could finish my words punched me in my face, I fell back on the floor
�You prick!! You know how much loves her and now how could you do this to him!!!�
�AND WHY YOU GUYS KEPT LYING AT ME!!!� I yelled back and looked at them
�Lying what!!!� snapped out, he almost slammed the porcelain beside him
�I know what happened with me and you guys kept telling me shit!!!�
Once again punched me, it made my nose bleeding
�Shut up!!!�
�Ok listen I REMEMBER EVERYTHING, EVERY SINGLE THING!!!! I know I was losing my memory from the accident but when helped me solve the missing puzzle, I remember everything cos now I completed the puzzle!� I said with proud
�You what?!? Shut the fuck up !!!�
�Don�t ever call me again, cos my real name is ! I�m �s boyfriend and your friend took her away from me!!!�
�So you remember then�� dropped on the floor when the tears dropping heavily from her eyes
�YES!!!�
�But still you�re not aloud to love her, she�s man!!!� said while helped got up and sat her on the sofa
�I love and I will do anything for her!�
�No please , don�t do that please I beg you��
� you don�t have to beg at me cos this is my choice, I�m gonna make everything clear and yeah if I can have , the only thing I can do is only loving without having her��
�You�re very brave heart , thanks so much!�
�You�re welcome but don�t call me again! I�m not going to ruin �s happiness though��
�Yeah , so what would you gonna do then?� smiled and hugged me
�I�m gonna make press conference tomorrow just to make things clear, I know �s fans would hated me by now��
�That�s a nice decision man!�
�Yeah�� I whispered and released the pain away

LATER THAT NIGHT

***** �s POV*****
I sat in the living room with , , and . put his arms around me
�So man how�s the wedding planner!� exclaimed and smiled, I sighed and grabbed a coke on the table
�Well everything is fine though!�
�Bet you�ll look like an angel when you wear your wedding dress ,� teased me
�Thank you, yeah angel��
�Sorry I need to go to the bathroom,� I got up and walked to the bathroom, I locked the door behind me and broke the tears away
�I can�t handle it anymore, it�s getting hard for me�� I wiped away the tears and took a deep breathe
�I just wanna be happy with the person I love most, but the destiny doesn�t make it a reality�� I took the tissue and dried the tears
� you ok?!?� I heard �s voice
�Yeah be back in a second!� I replied and quickly opened the door

***** �s POV*****
I walked along the London street that night, the weather was so cold and I forgot to bring my jacket. The wind blew softly and made me shivered inside, I noticed the street filled with people walk passing by. They recognized me and started giving me the nasty look, I don�t really care and just walked on
�I HATE YOU!!!!� Someone screamed and threw me with a bottle of coke, it hit my head and when I touched my head, it�s bleeding. Then everyone started gathered around me and threw me with all my stuff, like posters, CD�s, magazine and other stuff. Some of them ripped the poster of mine in front of me and spitted on it
�We don�t need a person like you!!!!�
�How could you this to your best mate!!!!�
�He�s help you when you were broke down and this is what you pay him?!?�
�WE HATE YOU !!!!� The yelled and I just closed my eyes and wished it was only a nightmare. I opened my eyes and saw nobody�s there but I saw loads of merchandise all over me. I started walking to my car and got in
�Enough�please�� I whispered and felt the hot tears dropping from my eyes
�Am I wrong with this all?!? They don�t even understand the situation!!!�

Part Seventeen

THE NEXT DAY

***** �s POV*****
The sun was shining so brightly today, I hope today would be the best day of my life. I walked to the kitchen and made myself breakfast; I saw a small note on the table
�Babe sorry I can�t have the breakfast with you, I need to go now! Love ya: xxx�
I sighed and walked back to the bedroom to take a bath. Today I�m planning to go shopping, I need something new to wear and I just want to forget all my problems. I got ready for myself and I started leaving the house at 11am, I took a cab and went to the city. I hit the first store and bought a few clothes, I bought myself a new dress, T-shirt, jeans, skirt and some cap. I walked out from the store and started to walk again and when I was about to go into the next store, I saw the HMV store was filled with people. I fought my way to go inside and saw the Blue guys having a press conference there
�Why didn�t tell me about it?!?� I asked to myself as I walked closer, everyone looked at me and I don�t give a damn about it
�Well good morning to you guys, I think you all know why we have a press conference right now. It just to make things clear really�� said and smiled to all the media and to all the fans there
�So what�s this all about then?� A journalist asked and started preparing for write the news
�It�s all about and , there�s some miss understanding between them!� answered and took a deep breathe. I stepped forward and made sure they didn�t notice me here
�WE HATE !!!!� Everyone in there started yelled, I was confused of what was going on
�Quite down please, we will explain everything!�
� so it�s true that you are seeing �s fianc�e behind his back?!?�
�It�s not like what you see in some magazines yesterday�� answered and he looked so calm
�What you mean by that???�
�I will explain everything to you, from the very beginning!� He replied and looked at
�When I wasn�t join Blue yet, I have a girlfriend and we love each other. I didn�t know that also loves her�� I was stop on my spot when I heard said that. didn�t say anything either, he just looked on the floor
�We were having a party in �s house and y�know I became really drunk, that night my girlfriend and I had an accident,� paused
�You wasting the time, just say right to the point!!!� A journalist got angry and was eager too in the same time
�Quite down, lemme continue the story. That night we had an accident and made me losing my memory and also made my girlfriend temporary blind, took the opportunity of it�� The room getting noisy
�Ok, he told me that my name is . Well yeah my name is but that�s my surname, my real name is . And he told my girlfriend that , her boyfriend which is me died on the accident! Of course my girlfriend believed in him because she was blind. And I didn�t remember her because I�m losing my memory��
�YOU LYING!!!!� Yelled one of �s fan
�No I�m not lying, not long ago my girlfriend which now already became �s fianc�e recovered from her blind, she�s able to see again and when she saw me she told me that I�m her boyfriend who are known as . But before I met her, already told me that my face looked like her boyfriend who�s past away in an accident. I believe in because he�s my mate��
�So what happened then?!?� A woman journalist asked while she�s getting on tears
�She kept telling me that I�m her boyfriend. I thought she�s crazy but when she took me to some special places we used to come together, step by step my memory is coming back until a few days ago, she came into my house when it�s raining day but I didn�t let her come in because I don�t wanna hurt myself��
�Go on �� Some fans screamed and reassured him
�She was dripping wet and I dunno how but suddenly she drown her hands into the dirty sewage, I saw her doing that and I can�t just stood there without doing nothing so I came to see her and I asked her what she�s looking for, she said she�s looking for her ring that fell onto the sewage. I also drowned my hand onto the sewage until I found the ring, and that�s the time when my memory completed back again��
�Why�s that?!?�
�You see this ring? Before the accident happen I gave the same ring to my girlfriend just to let her know that I love her for the rest of my life and she�s got the same ring as me, that�s when I believe she�s my girlfriend��
�You mean your girlfriend is who�s now �s fianc�e????�
�Yeah my girlfriend is and I still love her until this moment,� I felt I couldn�t hide again the tears
� !!!!� I screamed and everyone turned over me
� !!!� He screamed back and smiled at me, I walked closer to them and everyone stunned
�So now you remember who I am???� I said almost without a voice
�Definitely sweetie, I�m sorry for all this time��
�Oh my God�� I saw his finger and he wore the ring on his finger
�I love you,� I said before felt his fingers on my lips and he shook his head
�I know, we love each other but we can�t together cos look at you now�� His voice is so dry and he seemed saying things he didn�t want to say

***** �s POV*****
Finally I felt relieved after I told everyone what exactly happened between , and I. It was a surprise to see standing there in the crowd with the fans, her beautiful eyes were so red and watery. Slowly she walked over me and I smiled at her, this is my true love. I finally could see her again
�I love you,� I heard she said those words; I don�t want it to happen again so I quickly put my fingers on her lips and shook my head
�I know, we love each other but we can�t together cos look at you now�� I couldn�t continue my words when my throat became really dry. Honestly, I want to shout at her how much I love her but when I looked at , I know I can�t hurt him because I owe a lot to him�
�What�s with me???�
�You are �s fianc�e and you�re getting married with him next month, I won�t ruin your biggest day ever. I�m happy enough to see you and happy, all you have to know is I love you forever�� My voice became faded when the whole room getting on tears, I saw a beautiful woman standing in front of me with her watery eyes. I wiped away her tears and hugged her tight on my arms
�I love you too�� I whispered in her ear
�Don�t sacrifice your own happiness , I wanna be with you��
� but I�m sorry I can�t, I want to be with you too. That�s the only thing I want the most but I�m sorry��
�Why?!?�
�Because the man that now standing beside you, loves you so much�� She turned beside her and saw , his face were so pale
�But I love you�� I had to shut her up, so I bent down and kissed her softly. I thought this is the last kiss we would share together
�I love you too,� I said after the kiss. I struggled a laugh and wiped away my tears in the same time, I walked closer to and took his hand
�Man, you love her right?!?� I asked and smiled at him
�I love her so much,� That was his answer. I have no doubt that would make happy
�I wanna say thank you so much for everything you gave me this past one year, help me with everything until I became like now��
� what are you trying to say, I should feel sorry for you because I lied to you��
�No, you shouldn�t have to ! You�re getting married with the woman you love most, and y�know I won�t ruin EVERY SINGLE THING! Now, promise me you won�t ever make sad and always make her happy because I will give her all to you, congrats for having new life man!� It�s very hard for me to say all those words, the words caught up on my throat
�What you mean?!?� I heard saying between sobbed. I smiled at her and took her hand, I put �s hand into �s hand
�I wanna see you both happy, and this is what I�m gonna do��
�No , no please don�t!� She pleaded
� there�s no turning back, I wish I could turn back the hands of time but I couldn�t. This is all destiny, if we are meant to be we�ll meet again in the next different life. I will always love you�� I kissed her forehead
�Thanks so much , I will take care of and I promise you I won�t ever make her sad!� hugged me and I felt the very painful pain deep down my heart
�If that�s what you want I will do it, because I want to see you happy too! I love you forever and always�� I hugged like I never want to let her go
�Have a new life babe,� I wiped away her tears before started walking out of the room and walked towards the door�

Part Eighteen

***** �s POV*****
My heart breaking into thousands of pieces when I saw walking towards the door and left me there.
�May I have your attention please?!?� said and all the people started quite again
�Ummm that�s what exactly happened, I hope you didn�t hate after this��
�But you still friends with , I mean with right?!?� A fan of asked between her sobbing
�Yeah we still friends�� replied and wiped away his tears
�I wanna go home,� I said in whisper and turned my body around headed to the door
�I�ll come with you!� came out from the backstage and held my hand. We walked outside the HMV store and walked to �s car
�How long have you been in backstage?!?�
�Since this morning, sorry for not letting you know!�
�Right�� I felt my tears started streaming back again
�What�s wrong?!?� asked in panic
�Nothing, I�m just glad to hear he�s back to normal although it�s very painful situation��
�Shhh don�t cry, loves you and he will always be��
�I wanna be with him so badly!!!!!� I let my heart screamed and pulled me into a big hugged
�I know hunnie, I know�� She cried as she stroked my hair
� , why this all always happen to me????�
�Let it go sweetie, and let�s start a new life�� I closed my eyes as I think of . It�s such a lonely girl in the lonely world because every time I closed my eyes all I see is �

***** �s POV*****
GREAT!!!! I gave the love of my life to my best mate just because I owe a lot to him, what a wonderful!!! Her words still echoed in my head, she sounded so faithful when she said �I love you� in my ear. Her soft lips still burned on mine, man how can I go on with my life without her?!? If I had to give up Blue just for having her, I will do it. I don�t have to think for the second time about it, I just want everything went back to normal like before. I picked the remote control of CD Player in the table and tuned in my favorite channel radio station
�So here�s the special request from someone, sorry I can�t say her name but she said she wants to dedicate this song to who know you are! Well hope the person got the message, so enjoy the song! Here�s �Show Me The Way Back To Your Heart� by Brian McKnight!�
�What?!?� I gasped as I heard the song started playing, it�s our fave song for all the time
�It can�t be her��

I remember days and nights were never cold
Had you in my life, I had you there to hold
And I remember love warm as a summer day
But I lost you
And I lost my way
Now I'm in the rain
Begging you please, please
Baby, won't you show me the way back to your heart
Let me see a sign to know if I'm close or far
Lead me back to the road
That leads back to your arms
Every night another lonely street
I walk down alone
Searching for a light
Your light to lead me home
Leave a candle in the window
And let it shine for me
Take my hand and take these tears away
I can't take the pain
I'm on my knees begging you please
Baby, won't you show me the way back to your heart
Let me see a sign to know if I'm close or far
Lead me back to the road
That leads back to your arms
Take my hand
Take me in your arms
I'm out in the dark
Down on my knees, begging you please
Baby, won't you show me the way back to your heart
Let me see a sign to know if I'm close or far
Lead me back to the road
That leads back to your arms

Show Me The Way back To Your Heart (Brian McKnight)

I quickly ran outside the house when I saw �s car stopped in front of my gate, the rain slowly dropped from the very clear blue sky. I tried to catch my breath when I saw her get out from the car, she bit her lower lips and let the rainfall dropped onto her whole amazing body
� !!!� She screamed as she ran onto me
� !!!� I opened my arms when she finally ran onto them, I hugged her tight and closed my eyes
�I love you, I love you and I love you�� She kept on repeating those words. I broke the hug and looked into her beautiful face, the water dropped from her hair to her face and to her neck
�I love you too, please don�t leave me again�� I said when I felt her lips on mine, I pulled her closer and deepened the kiss
�I don�t wanna live without you�� She said after the kiss, I looked into her eyes and down to her lips. They were so red and tasty; I licked my lips and kissed her again
�Babe but�� I said and stopped
�But what?!? there is no BUT!� She reassured me and touched my face with her palm; I closed my eyes as I shivered by her touch
�I can�t, I mean we are not aloud!�
� face the truth, you love me and I love you! We can fight all, and no one�s gonna apart us!!!�
�I know but I already promised to , I�m sorry��
�C�mon let�s start a new life with me, we can move to other country where no one knows about us. We can have a happy family there�� She held my hand and begged at me
�I really want to have a family with you, that�s my biggest dream but please we can�t do this. I�m just so sorry�� Why my voice suddenly gone?!? I can�t speak when she put those look on her face
�Alright, if that�s what you want. I understand�� She disappointed at me and turned around, headed back to �s car. I saw her walking towards the car, I looked at her from her damp hair, to her amazing body, down to her long bronze legs and it get me choked
� !!!� I ran at her and gave her the last powerful passionate kiss
�I will always be inside your heart�� I put my hand on her chest and she only nodded before got in the car with �

***** �s POV*****
When I looked back at , I know this is the end of us! But somehow I don�t wanna say goodbye to the love of life just yet. Well I think if there�s a hope there�s always be a way�
�Let�s go home ,� I said when I got in the car and nodded before pushed the pedal off and drove to my house. When I got to the house, I saw �s car on the garage. I walked in slowly with my wet clothes and shaking body
�I�m home!� I yelled and appeared from the door
�Oh dear God , what happened?!?� She asked in panic and gone to the bathroom to take a towel. She came back again with a towel on her hand
�Dry your self sweetie, I�m going to make some hot choco for you!�
�Sit down here !� helped me and dried my hair with the towel
� your fianc�e�s home!!!� yelled and in a rushed ran downstairs, his eyes were so red but he forced a smile
�Babe what�s wrong?!?� He came and gave me a hug to warm me up
�Playing in the rain like usual,� I smiled softly
�Well sorry guys, I gotta go!� excused and started to leave
�Thanks ,� I said and hugged her
�Anytime ! I�m leaving guys�� She walked outside the door and shut the door softly behind her, I took a deep breathe and laid my head upon �s shoulder
�I�m cold�� I said and started shiver
�Here lemme warm you up,� He hugged me tight and I felt his warmness melt on my body
� it�s the hot choco, I�ll cook the dinner soon!� put two glass of hot choco on the table and left to the kitchen for making a dinner
�I�m sorry babe�� I heard said from the top of my head. I looked up at him and smiled before shook my head slightly
�What�s already been done, is done don�t talk about it again!� I stroked his face and bowed over to give him a little small kiss
�Thank you,�
�Welcome sweetie!�
�Oh yeah babe, just called me that your wedding dress is already finished. Tomorrow we gotta pick it from the tailor and we must spread the invitation right?!?�
�Yeah, so how many people we�re invite to our wedding party?!?� I asked without a happiness tone
�I invite loads of people, from your friends until celebrity! I also invite some media to come, so it�d be the biggest news to all over UK soon!� He said happily
�Oh yeah�� I said before closing my eyes firmly and put my hands around his neck�

Part Nineteen

*****�s POV*****

I tried to open my eyes the next day when I felt the sun sinking low in the sky; I walked lazily to the living room when I saw an envelope lying on the floor. I opened it and stood in shock when I saw the invitation in my hands, it had arrived, and my hands started shaking when I tried to read the invitation. Slowly I read it �We would be happy to see at and �s wedding party at July 19, 2004��

The words got blur for my eyes and the invitation slowly dropped out of my hands and landed on the floor. With tears coming to my eyes, I stirred out in empty space thinking.

�Man I can�t go to their wedding��

*****�s POV*****

� sweetie wake up,� whispered softly thru my ear while stroking my hair
�Hi babe,� I smiled at him and started to get up
�We have so many things to do today,� He grinned and bowed over to kiss me
�Ummm yeah,� I replied
�It�d be a great day hunnie!� He added while kissed my neck delicately
�I need a bath,� I said and pushed him
�Ok, I�ll wait downstairs and be ready!� He walked outside the room.

I took a deep breathe before walking to the bathroom. I put on my mini jeans skirt and my low cut T-shirt on; I combed my layer hair and let �em dropped on my shoulder. I put some make-up on before walking downstairs holding my pair of kitten heels shoes

�I�m ready babe,� I yelled and walked to the living room
�Ok, c�mon it�s 11am we�re almost running out of time baby!� said and turning his head around me
�WOW!!!�
�What?!?� I asked confused while putting my shoes on
�Are you gonna wear that clothes?!?�
�Ummm yeah, why?�
�It�s too hot girl, fuih!� He smiled and walked towards me and wrapped his arms tightly on my waist
�It�s JULY babe, summer time and too hot outside!�
�So, you�re getting hot in here?!?� He asked and put a grin on his face
�Kinda,�
�So take off all your clothes then???�
� , c�mon!!!� I grabbed his T-shirt and looked on his eyes; I saw the powerful lust on his eyes
�What d�ya want ?�
�Well just one kiss,� He grinned and I put my arms around his neck
�Alright!� I quickly kissed him and walked outside
�Hey wait up!� He ran after me and we both got to the car
�I warn ya, don�t be a naughty boy again!�
�Well you made me feel like that!�
�Am I too much to handle for ya?!?� I asked cheekily
�Fuckin� hell, yeah!� He answered and stuttered the car

*****�s POV*****

I spent my day just staring at the invitation on my hands; I can�t believe it they�re getting married this week! I know it might be my fault but what am I gonna do then?!? GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!!

I walked to the corner and reached the telephone before put it down on my lap, I dialed some random numbers and waited until someone picked up the phone

�Hello,� Great she�s home!
� can you drop by here, I need something to talk about!�
�Wassup ?!? I�m kinda busy today, but I�ll try to drop by after I finish from my work!�
�Sure, that�s no probbie! I�ll just wait you here!�
�See ya at 5pm!� She hung up the phone and I smiled to myself
�Well, sounds great to me��

*****�s POV*****
�Here we are babe, let�s go inside and take the wedding dress!� yelled and grabbed my hand
�Slow down sweetie�� I replied and slid down my hand on his jeans pocket, he jolted and looked at me
�Babe�� He gasped and I just winked at him
�Alright let�s go hunnie,� I took my hand off from his jeans pocket and pushed the door�s shop
�Heya!� The shop assistant came out and greeted us
�Hi, I�m and this is my fianc�e and we would like to take the wedding dress we ordered a week ago!� explained while looked around the shop
�Oh would you wait up Mr. , we�re gonna prepare it for you!�
�Sure,�
�Please take a seat first,� She added and left inside
�Don�t tease me again,� half yelled and pulled me down his lap
�What baby?!?� I asked and played with his hair
�Look, you teased me two times today and you�re gonna pay for that later!�

He smiled before leaning forward and met my lips, and I smiled on his kiss. I felt his hands went further to down my back and inside my T-shirt, I tightened my hands around his neck. He tried to go further but I stopped him, I broke the kiss and walked away
�We�re getting too far, it�s dangerous!� I warned him and went to the corner for looking some dresses
�You invite me, so it�s your fault!� He said and walked over to me
�Oh yeah?!?� He nodded and licked his lips
�Stop that , I told you I�m too much to handle for ya!�
�Here�s Mr. , the wedding dress you�re ordered from us a week ago!� She handed me a big shopping bag
�You�re not going to try it first hunnie?� asked
�Nah, I believe it fits me!�
�It will look good on your fianc� Mr. , beside she�s already looks like an angel,� She said and made me blush
�Thank you so much,� I replied and she smiled back
�So we can pay with the credit card?!?� got his wallet out and took one of his credit card
�Sure,� He gave her the credit card and waited for the receipt
�Here you go,� She handed back �s credit card
�Thank you,� He replied
�Well have a nice day then!� She added when looked at us walking outside the shop, we both looked back and smiled
�What are we gonna do now?� I asked while we inside the car
�Dunno��

*****�s POV*****

I walked to the door quickly as I heard the doorbell rang, I smiled widely as I saw stood there
�Come on in !� I stepped a side as we both walked to the living room
�Wassup mate!� She asked and put herself down to the sofa
�Well just need to talk to someone at this kinda moment, and guess that the person is you��
�What d�ya want to talk about?!?�
� , the one I love the most!�
�WHAT?!?� She said choking
�Yeah I�m changing my mind about giving her to , because I think there�s still a change for me to have back and the reason in you��
�What you mean silly?�
�I found out that you love !� I saw her expression and she just stared at me
�W�what?!? I mean how d�ya know it?!?�
�Don�t call me if I don�t know every single thing about my best friend for life,� I smiled proudly and she chuckled
�D�ya have any plan?!?�
�I don�t know but at least I�m gonna crash their wedding!�
�SHUT UP!!!� She yelled with a glint in her eyes
�Yeah don�t believe me? It�s hard to believe but what can I do then?!? I want her so badly and I was fucking hope that I was !�
�You don�t have to wish that you were because the fact is loves and not her fianc�e now! She told me about it hundred times, it just the situation making her hard to choose! She won�t ever hurt �s heart but she knows that her life belongs to you, you both are meant to be!�
�Really???�
�Yeah but come on , let�s face the truth she�s now! You can�t have her and I can�t have , I know it�s not fair for us!�
�But��
�I�m sorry , I don�t think crash their wedding will do any good for us which only make the situation getting worse! Save your idea and see ya this Saturday on the wedding ceremony,� She smiled before grabbing her bag and walked outside.
�No matter what I�m gonna crash their wedding!� I said and left inside.

Part Twenty

***** �s POV*****
This is it, today is my wedding day! I cannot find a way to describe my feelings; it mixed up between happy and broken at the same time. I looked for the hundred times in the mirror and found my face brightly pale, I quickly washed my face and let the cool water made me a little bit more relax
�No way I�m gonna do it today!!!�
� can I come in?!?� I heard knocked on my door
�Yeah sure, a minute please!� I replied and tried to hide the unhappiness feelings behind
�Morning !� I greeted her and smiled
�It�s not morning sweetie, you must go to the wedding ceremony in 3 hours from now. already went to the best man�s house early in the morning��
�Yeah, so who�s the best man?!?�
�Guess it�s !� I closed my eyes and felt my mind couldn�t think straight again
�No way!!!� I kept on repeating those words for a minute or so, I became a little bit nervous and noticed it
�What�s wrong hunnie???�
�D�ya think it�ll be ok?!?�
�Sure it will be fine,�
�I mean, is going to be there right?!?�
�Yeah he is, but sweetie it�s ok you�ll pass everything! Just concentrate on your wedding vows and that�s it!�
�Alright�� I whispered as I tried to calm down myself
�Here�s put your wedding dress on dear,� handed me the wedding dress and I looked into the most beautiful wedding dress ever. It�s a long white wedding gown with a very beautiful detail in every part of it, I took a deep breathe before walking slowly to the bathroom. I unzipped my dress and put on the wedding dress, it fits me perfectly. I walked from the bathroom and sat in front of the mirror while went downstairs to call the make-up stylist
�They will be here in any minute now darling!� yelled from downstairs
�No problem,� I replied and untied my hair and let it fall down on my shoulder
�I�m gonna be Mrs. soon��
�They�re coming sweetie!!!� I heard some footsteps going to my room, slowly the door opened and I saw three people and walked in
�Hey !� One of them said and smiled at me
�Hi�� I smiled back and shook her hand
�I�m Rachel and I�m the make-up stylist, this is Stacey my assistant and this one Mandy the hair stylist!� She introduced me one by one; I shook their hands and smiled widely
�What a wonderful wedding dress you�ve got dear!� Mandy exclaimed and winked
�Thank you,� I mouthed and smiled
�So let�s start the make-up and the hair, we�re getting run of time now!� Rachel replied and started to open her full box of make-up
�Stacey and I are going to make you look so beautiful in an hour!� She added and started putting on the foundation, moisturizer and compact powder on my face while Stacey choosing the right color of eye shadows, lipstick, and blush on
�What kind of make-up d�ya want dear?!?� Stacey asked and looked at me from the big mirror in front of me
�Well as simple as you can do for me, but I much prefer a little bit shimmering!�
�Alright, you got what you want!� She giggled
�What about the hair style?!?� Mandy asked and opened her stuff
�Anything you want, as long as it comfortable!�
�Sure sweetie��

***** �s POV*****
I arrived at �s house and just knocked on his door
�Coming right up!!!� He yelled as he tried to open the door
�Hi man, glad to see you already coming!� He tapped my shoulder and we both walked in
�Yeah, couldn�t sleep last night!� I added shyly
�Betcha!� He smiled
�So you told yet?!?�
�Yeah I called him last night to pick up at 11am today, and it�ll be ok!�
�Everyone will be there right?!?�
�Sure, I made sure the invitation spread all over the UK!� He winked and I only laughed
�I trust on ya!�
�Ya the media, some celebs are gonna be there!�
�Ya sure??!�
�Definitely, no need to worry!�
�I�m afraid she won�t turn up man!�
�You mean ???� I only nodded
�She loves you, just relax!�
�She loves me because she felt sorry for me yeah,� Ant didn�t say anything
�Don�t think about that!�
�I know but somehow I kinda have feelings it won�t turn up good��

***** �s POV*****
One and half-hour later, my make-up and hairstyle finished. I slowly opened my eyes, saw the reflection of mine in the mirror, and gasped loudly
�Oh my dear God�� It wasn�t me at all, the make-up and hairstyle were so perfect
�There you are, here�s comes our bride!!!�
�WOW damn it, you looks absolutely beautiful girl!!!� exclaimed and shook her head in disbelieve
�No wonder why �s loves you so much,� Stacey said and laughed
�Thank you,� I whispered and started get up from my seat
� will pick you up soon, and take you to the church!�
�We�re gonna be there too!� Rachel added and the other two nodded. Alright the make-up, hairstyle and the wedding dress are PERFECT but my heart is broken. It�s like I�m losing my faith and the thoughts of just driving me insane
DING DONG
�Bet it�s , be right back!!!� ran downstairs and opened up the door
�Everyone in there will admire you , because without or with make-up you are just pure beautiful. No one�s gonna lie to you about that, everyone admits it!� Mandy said and staring at me
�Thank you girls,�
�Hey , ready sweetie!� walked in to the room and smiled to everyone
�Wow is that you ?!?� He added while walking closer to me, I only nodded and smiled at him
�Amaze huh?� Rachel said
�YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL, GORGEOUS, PRETTY AND DAMN!!! No words can describe how beautiful you are!!!�
� you are too much, I�m so flattering!� I blushed and kissed him on his cheek
� �s gonna die on your feet when he sees you walking down the aisle!�
�Maybe�� I replied softly
�Let�s go babe, we�re gonna late on the wedding ceremony!� I linked my arms around �s and we walked to his van. helped me holding my dress and the girls followed us in the back
� �s gonna be there?!?� I asked nervously
�Yeah, I saw her this morning!�
�I�m getting nervous now�� smiled and held up my hand rightly
�You�ll be fine�� He said and smiled while the driver started to stutter the van

***** �s POV*****
We are arrived at the church and saw some people already there; I smiled to them and walked inside to the waiting room
�She�s going to show up right?!?� I asked and looked into my watch
�Sure, she�s gonna here in a minute now!�
�I�m so scared!� I said and started to bite my nails, I felt someone tapped my shoulder and I turned around
�Hey man!!� I saw looks cool on her blue dress
�Hey , glad you coming!� I hugged her
�I won�t gonna miss my best friend�s wedding, will I!?!�
�Nah I believe in you��
�Looks everyone already showed up huh?!?�
�Yeah, also the vicar already came. I�m just waiting for to come��
�Relax, she will come soon!� rubbed my back and smiled
�D�ya see around here?!?� asked and suddenly I got choke
�Nah I didn�t see him since this morning,�
�I will call him, be right back!� gone and I started getting panic when I didn�t see around
�Oh my God, where is she?�

***** �s POV*****
I jumped from my bed when I heard my cell phone rang right beside my ear, I blinked a few times before answered to it
�Hello?!?� I said with my sleepy voice
�YOU SILLY, ARE YOU STILL IN BED!!!� yelled down the phone
�Shut up you girl, what�s up!!!�
�IT�S HER WEDDING DAY, COME HERE SOON THE WEDDING�S GONNA START IN ANY MINUTE NOW!!!� She still screaming, my eyes went wide and I glanced at the clock beside my bed
�Sh** my clock is dead, that�s why the alarm didn�t work!�
�Come here soon!�
�Ok I�ll be there soon!� I hung up the phone and quickly brushed my teeth before putting on my pants and my t-shirt. I didn�t get time to change my clothes
�Where�s the fu** my car keys!!� I tried to find where�s my car keys and it took a while until I found it under the pillow
�Oh my God, please�� I walked in hurry and noticed my hair was still messed up
�I don�t care with my hair, I need to be there soon!!!� I slammed my door and jumped on my car

***** �s POV*****
We arrived in front of the church; I looked outside the window and noticed the church filled with people and media
�Everybody�s there, come on �� said and opened the car door for me, I took a deep breathe and held up his hand before stepping my foot into the red carpet. As I stepped my foot into the red carpet the music started playing as a background �here�s comes the bride tune�. walked closer to me and held my hand while I looked into the altar, looked behind him and smiled at me
�Here we go �� whispered and walked to the altar with me, as I came there stared at me and smiled happily
�Are you ready?!?� The vicar said and we both only nodded, I looked behind, saw smiling, and nodded at me but I could see she�s hurting inside
�Please repeat the vows I said,� He said and we both nodded
�Do you take thee to be your lovely wedded husband, through sickness and in health, till death do you apart?�
�I�� I said, I looked at him with a tear running down my face. The pain started increasing as I thought about , I can�t handle this confusing but somehow I closed my eyes and said �I do�� was now smiling
� , do you take thee to be your lovely wedded wife, through sickness and in health, till death do you apart?� I looked at him and when he�s about to say something, we interrupted by someone opened the doors of the church and let all the sun shone brightly thru in

***** �s POV*****
Thank GOD, I was come in the right time! I quickly ran to the church and opened the door when I saw and said their vows, I�m not too late huh?!? I opened the door when it made some noises and everyone in there turned their head around me, looked at me with these messed up clothes, and messed up hair. I saw and turned their head around too, I shook my head to as I felt the hot tears started running down my cheeks
�No please�� I mouthed; looked at me and shook her head. I know what she means, she didn�t want me to crashed her wedding
�Yeah , I repeat once again�� The vicar said and everyone went concentrate again
� , do you take thee to be your lovely wedded wife, through sickness and in health, till death do you apart?� She can�t hide her tears again, she started sobbing softly. I can�t stand to hear say �I do� and they become husband and wife, I closed my eyes tightly and hoping it was all nightmare�

Part 21

*****�s POV*****

I looked over and found him staring at me, my tears dropped from my eyes and wiped them away. Again, the vicar gave the sign to answer the vow. He looked behind him to see and to all the people in that church, he smiled softly before taking a deep breathe and closed his eyes.

�No I don�t�� He said and made me choke all of a sudden, the room getting noisier as the people started looking at in a weird face
�I think there�s someone who supposed to stand here right now, and it�s not me�� He said to the vicar
�So you mean you�re going to cancel the wedding ceremony?!?� He asked a bit upset
�No, the wedding ceremony is still continuing��
�Where�s the bridegroom then?!?� smiled and stared at me before walking to the �s direction, my heart skipped a beat when he stopped in front of
� I�m sorry for all the things I did to you, I know you both meant to be. I love with all my heart but I can�t have her this way. Today you�re going to marry �� said to as he tapped �s shoulder
�W�what?!?� became speechless and everyone did
�Come on go there, it�s you wedding day!� smiled although his tears dropped from his eyes but he tried to smile
�I�I can�t, my clothes�I mean I don�t have a blazer!�
�Here use mine,� handed him a blazer and again the music started playing as walked nearer me. I closed my eyes tightly when I felt he�s standing right beside me
�Ok we�re going to continue this wedding ceremony,� The vicar said and everyone went silent again, I turned over and saw sit beside . I became secure again when I noticed smiled and nodded at me
�Do you take thee to be your lovely wedded wife, through sickness and in health, till death do you apart?� looked at me and smiled
�I do, even though death do us apart it won�t change my love to her��
�And now , do you take thee to be your lovely wedded husband through sickness and in health, till death do you apart?� I took a deep breathe and opened my eyes slowly
�Yes I do��
�By the power vested in me, I now pronounce you virtual husband and virtual wife. You may kiss now�� turned my body around and lifted the veil from my face slowly; I smiled when I saw his face again
�I love you,� He said and I only nodded, he bent down and kissed me softly as everyone started to cheered. We both walked hand in hand through the door as the band started playing the song and everyone poured the confetti above us. held my hand tightly, and I felt a part of me has been back again. We smiled as the media took the photos of us, now we�re going to the Hotel and celebrate the wedding party. The van stopped in front of us and the driver opened the door for us, I stepped in and I saw smiled at me
�You�re not coming with us?!?� My voice got a bit tremble
�I will be there, don�t worry�� I nodded when the driver closed the door and drove us to the hotel where the party�s held

*****�s POV*****

I was crashing into pieces when the vicar said the vow and told to answer it but when he said �No I don�t�� my head lift up and saw slightly to them. was stood there stunning as everyone started to speak in low voices, I could see it was the hardest word he WOULD EVER SAY in his whole life. He turned to me and walked over me, my heartbeat getting a bit faster as I saw him walked closer. I was dead when he said I�m sorry and he finally told me that today I�m gonna marrying and not him!!!! WHAT A BLESS!!! He even gave me his blazer and pushed me to walk to the altar; I really dunno how to say thanks to him. Finally, after all this time of fakeness I could marry with the love of my life. Fuckin� hell, she looks absolutely beautiful in that white wedding dress. She�s the most beautiful woman alive I�ve ever seen and I�ve ever found in MY ENTIRE life. I smiled from ear to ear when we said our wedding vows, now we�re virtual husband and wife!

Now we are on the van that drove us to the hotel for the wedding party, all the guest already went there after the wedding ceremony. I looked into �s eyes that shine as bright as the stars in the darkest night
�Well�� I said breaking the silence between us, she smiled at me and nodded
�I just wanna ask you, is your father a thief or something?!?� I tried to make up some joke; she laughed a bit and quickly shook her head
�Why?�
�Because I read on the newspaper this morning and it said someone stole the stars last night and put them into your eyes�� Her smiled faded and her deep blue eyes stared back at me, I found myself got a bit nervous
�Thank you,� The words came out from her mouth with a very husky voice.
I could waste my time just sitting in front of her and staring at her mysterious eyes for ages.
�You know what a wise man say?!?� I pulled her closer to me; I smelt the perfume of her and the touched of her skin just driving me more insane
�No��
�He said death or damage can�t stop true love, it can only delay it for a little while,� I whispered thru her ears and I found herself smiling
�You think I can�t say romantic quote?!?� She teased me and touched my face with her magical hands
�Oh never knew that,� I tried sounding stupid, she came to my ear and put her lips right on my ear lobe
�The day I fell in love with myself was the day I truly started loving you. I didn�t know it could be this wonderful�� Her words made me calm than ever, I grabbed her head and bent down to kiss her. I dunno how many �love� words I must say to her just to show her I love her very much, words doesn�t speak enough
�Babe,� I said in between kisses, she opened her eyes and looked at me
�If love is a crime, please take me to a prison and lock me up now cos I�m guilty baby��
�Oh yeah!� She murmured before kissing me again, her lips was so sweet and it only made me kissed her more passionate
�We are here sir,� The driver said and we both parted the kiss
�Yeah�� I said and touched her lips
�I love you,� I whispered in her ear, and she showed me the winked she always has when she agreed with me. I opened the van and held her in my hand, loads of people already gathered in the hotel. walked to the dressing room to change her dress into the normal one, I saw talking with . They seemed�dunno�getting on very well�
�Hey mate!� I tapped his shoulder and he turned around giving me his best smile
�Hi, here we are our bridegroom coming!!!� He almost half yelled, and came over us and greeted us
�I just wanna say a big big thank you ever to you! I�m sorry I didn�t find a right word to say it to you��
�, no need to worry! Just take all what happened as an experience!�
He smiled widely and wrapped his arms around �s waist
�Wait a minute, I think I�m missing something here!� I said curiously, the guys and started laughing
�Well just say maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful,� explained with a smirk on her face
�I don�t understand�� I replied simply
�Nothing to understand man, let it flow like a water in the river!�
winked and giggled
�Alrite��

*****�s POV*****

I walked from the dressing room with the normal dress; it was dark blue dress and looks cute on me. I walked closer to the guys that now had a champagne on their own hand, I linked my arms around �s
�Hey babe,� He said and gave me a kiss on my lips. I smiled to everyone in there
�Won�t you come here and gimme a hug?!?� cried and put a fake sad face
�Oh shut up! Come here!� I said and hugged him tightly; I still remember this scent of perfume. I used to love that smell very much, and I used to enjoy myself in that warm hug of him.
�I�m happy for you and you must know something,� He whispered thru my ear
�What?� I replied softly
�Loving you is the most wonderful thing in my life and I�m so grateful for loving you until this kinda moment,� I pulled the hug and looked at him, his eyes was still the same eyes I used to stare before. Slowly a smile appeared on the corner of his lips
� listen, I�m happy for both of you and you must believe that��
�Thanks,� I kissed his cheek and smiled
�Well I wanna talk to you about something comes follow me girl!�
I walked away and walked behind me, we sat on the sofa inside and I smiled at her
�Are you happy???� She asked me with a smile on her face
�This is the most amazing thing that eva happened in my life, I�m completely happy right now!�
�, how�s you and ?!? I noticed there�s something going on between you two!� I added and winked at her
�Well, we are closer now but nothing happen yet! I still do love him though,�
�You go girl! I know have feelings too for ya!�
�I hope so�� She replied and grabbed a glass of orange juice beside her
�Oh yeah I should tell you this!� said and put the glass down
�What?�
�You looked bloody hell beautiful today!�
�Thank you,� I smiled shyly
�Let�s go back to the guys, will be dying waiting for tonight!� She teased me and I pushed her softly.
She started to laugh
�Believe that true love does exist huh?�
�Hell yeah!� I said

*****�s POV*****

I saw walked closer to us with , although she�s now my wife but every time she gets near me I became deadly nervous. She taught me how to feel what love�is
�I know man she�s so beautiful but stop staring at her!� knocked my elbow and my face became brightly red
�Can�t help it,� He rolled his eyes and smiled
�We�re come back again!�
�Hey ladies!� said and started to wolf whistled
�Let�s start this party started!� yelled and walked inside. I smiled from ear to ear when took a deep breathe as everyone enjoyed the party. Finally, I could have some spare time alone with her, at least no media coming in for interview us!
�It�s A-MA-ZING,� She said and laid her head upon my shoulder, I giggled with excitement
�Yeah, we owe a lot to . Don�t we?� She only nodded and closed firmly her eyes
�Tired babe?!?� I asked and put my arms around her
�Kinda,� I took her hand and saw the ring on her hand; I smiled when I saw she wore the ring I gave to her
�D�ya wanna change the ring into the diamonds one?� I asked and she opened her eyes and looked at me
�NOPE!�
�Why?!?�
�Because this ring has so many sweet moments about us, I won�t change it not for a diamonds one!�
�Well I�m buying you the new ring then,�
�You don�t have to , as long as I�m with you I don�t care with everything!�
�Oh yeah I wanna a wedding present from you?�
�What is it?� She asked and stroked my face softly
�I want have a baby soon�� I smiled and her eyes went wide
�Nah we�re still young!� She objected
�Please, it would be great to have combination between you and me! A little kid that running at me when I got home and yelling daddy at me, it would be perfect for me�� She released a deep breathe and smiled
�Yeah we will,�
�Really?!?� I asked shocking
�Do I need to say it once again!?!�
�Well�yeah��
�We�ll make a baby soon,� She got up and got her tongued out as she teased me
�That�s what I want to hear from you!� I also got up and caught her up
�Let�s go home soon�� I whispered in hear ear, she looked at me and mouthed
�Now,� I smiled and picked her up in my arms before got to the van and the driver drove us home�
This is what people called happy ending and for me it�s so much for my happy ending!