WHY DID IT HAVE TO HAPPEN
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I woke up to the sound of my one year old son crying it was 8 o clock in the morning and I was just about to go and see to him when my housemate shouted "I'll get him for you"
I was 18 had a one year old son his dad was two years older than me didn't know about he's in a popular boy band blue I lost contact with him so I couldn't tell him about his son and I didn't want to ruin his career either. I walked out of my room went downstairs into the living room was sat in a chair with on her lap his face lit up when he saw me only bcoz he's hungry so I went and got his breakfast I came back into the living room and gave his breakfast and started to talk to
By the time had finished his breakfast and I had got him changed it was half past nine
Half an hour later and I had got into town and had parked the car
come's running over "hey what you up to and who's this cute little boy"
By the time I reached home half an hour later had fallen asleep so I had to be careful getting him out of the car as I did not want to wake him I got to the front door and turn the key in the lock I quickly went upstairs to put in his cot then ran back down stairs to get the shopping in and to wait for who had just pulled up outside my house
and i went into the living room to chat about
We walked up the stairs and went into 's room i picked him up and hugged him trying to calm him down i changed his nappy or should i say duncan did and then he settled back to sleep. was stood really close to me he looked up into my eyes and my legs turned to jelly the way they always did when he was around he lent foward and gave me his special kiss we got so carried away that we nearly went a bit to far we might have done if didn't call upstairs to saying they had to go as i said goodbye to he whispered in my ear "i never stopped loving you!".
I shut the door slowly not believing what i had just heard
started crying again so i went up and got him i took him out into the garden to play on the grass as it was such a lovely day he looks so much like apart from he's got my blonde hair he has 's facial features.
shouted to me from inside the house " you've got a phone call"
an hour and a half later
took and we walked out down the road to 's mum
After dinner walked home and me and walked along the beach watching the sunset it brought back so many memories when we used to go out before he got into blue and i got pregnant with i wish we could start up again i missed him some much interupted my thoughts
half an hour later i returned to the living room
i woke up the next morning i woke up to my fone ringing what a great thing to wake up to the breathe easy ringtone i saw 's number flash up on the screen "hello"
I was walking along the road on my way to the park and everyone i met on my way said "go " or "you go girl" i don't have a clue why this is really strange i got to the park gates and saw sat on the bench looking at today's newspaper i walk over to him
we walked for ages and ages until we decided to go back to my house becoz had fallen asleep
It had been a few months since me and had got back together and things couldn't get any better well so i thought i woke up one morning and i felt like i had a hangover but i hadn't had even one drink the night before the last time i felt like this was when i was pregnant with oh s*hit i thought to myself i'm pregnant again " " i screamed
i rush to get dressed and i run out the door and rush down to my doctor's
i went home in a complete daze i went in the door and was sat in the living room with on his lap he turned to me and said "so are you"
A few minutes later i felt hungry so i went into the kitchen to get some food but there wasn't anything there so i have to go shopping " i'm going to the asda coz there's no food left in the house you coming"
an hour later i've got all the important shopping done then i go looking for the junk food which i'm craving for i pick up 's huge bar of chocolate but decide to buy us both two each then i pass the giant bear again i see 's eyes light up when i pick it up and put it in the trolly ok now i have to go to the check out luckily theres one free i don't want to stand around any longer
"I'll call an ambulance" the doctor said
we got to the hospital 20 minutes later is was rushed into a room me and had to go to a waiting room "do you want me to call "
a few hours later a doctor came into see us " your son is stable so he should be fine"
A WEEK LATER.
we got to the restauraunt and were shown to a table that seated seven
half an hour later we got back to the house i called my mum quickly to see if she could look after till tomorrow. then i went into the livimg room to find the others all sat down with no space for me
I woke up next morning looked over saw lying there asleep aww he
looked so cute
"hey guys" we all said going through the door
( & 'S CONVISATION)
"You alright hun" i said going into 's room
20 minutes later i heard the ambulance coming then i saw answer the door 2 paramedics
walked in and carried me out to the ambulance got in and it pulled away from the house and got to the hospital quickly i was rushed into a room where i was given morphine 10 hours later i had given birth to one of the twins then 10 minutes later i gave birth to the second one but what were we going to call them?
The midwife placed one of the twins in my arms and the other in 's
came through the door 5 minutes later she came over
We got home i got out the car and got out his car seat and put him down on the floor he ran upto the front door waiting for me to open it i picked up in her carrie cot and then picked up and walked to the front door opened it we walked in and i put and on the chairs in the living room i lifted up and gave him a cuddle i introduced him to his new baby sisters he smiled at me and i got up and went into the hall to check on the post nuffin but rubbish
at 8 oclock everyone leaves after holding the twins each says he'll be back tomorrow morning.
come's round at 10 o clock
NEXT MORNING
we drove out onto the road and went over to my mum's house which is just a few blocks away parked outside and she came out to take her grandchildren. was also there. pulled away after they had gone inside and drove up to my house. and were already there. they had already started to pack stuff into a load of boxes. i ran upstairs grabbed some boxes and started to pack up my make-up, and clothes which took up three boxes. i then went in to 's room where was packing up 's stuff. i helped him pack everything in there which was alot of stuff then i went and packed up the girls stuff. i finally finshed packing all the stuff upstairs and and had done downstair. after finishing her room we were putting the boxes into 's and 's cars and they drove back to the house back. it took 5 trips back and fourth till every box was at the new house. i put a few boxes in my car then me and went back to the new house. a few hours later and we had everything unpacked and in the right places. we were so tired but i had to go out and get , and .
i came back with them ten minutes later put them up stairs to bed then went downstairs into the living room and sat myself between 's legs and watched telly.
I woke up the next morning and looked over i was expecting to see there but he was gone i went down stairs and into the kitchen was in there
We entered the girls room and started to change them
The waiter came back with two hot chocolates and set them down on the table i gave him a smile and he walked away but as he did he droped a piece of paper on the floor i picked it up to give it back to him but he quickened his pace to get away from our table i unfolded the piece of paper to reveal his number
We had just got off the motorway and was going to my mum's to pick up the kids which we arrived ten minutes later we get out the car and walk up the path to my mum's i turn the key in the lock and shout
We get back to the house and are already in. i take in my arms and open the door and follow with and
To Be Continued....
"thanks" I shouted back.
"do you want to come shopping with me and I need to get him some new clothes and some for myself I might the new blue album as well"
"yeah ok"
"cool we'll go at about 10 then".
"do you want me to put the pushchair in the car" shouted up the stairs
"no I'll carry him round with me" I said coming down the stairs with the changing bag in one hand and in the
other I walked out to the car and strapped into his car seat
" what am I going to do when he wants to find out about his dad" I said starting the car
"don't worry about that now he won't ask you it for a while"
"your right" I said driving off towards town.
"where shall we go first" said
"let's go get sorted out first" I said walking towards mother care I got loads of new clothes and then we went across to new look, mk one and pilot to get new clothes for our self's then we went down the high street to HMV I picked up the new blue c:d and started to read the tracks on it when someone came up behind me and said "blue fan"
"no.1 fan more like" I said before turning round to see who was talking to me "" I gasped.
" hi how are you"
"fine"
"who's this he looks familiar to me"
"I don't see why you've never seen him before even though�"
"Even though what"
"I don't really want to tell you this"
"tell me what"
" the reason he looks familiar to you is bcoz he is your son"
"really" said surprised
"would I lie about something like that"
"um no not really"
"will you hold him a second"
"yeah sure what's his name"
""
"will you look after him a minute while I go pay for this" I said holding up the blue c:d
"yeah" I wasn't mad at I mean he didn't know about I never rang to tell him I think I've still got his number somewhere I walked back over to I broke down into tears when I saw how cute him and looked
"why are you crying"
"sorry I never told you about him it was just you in blue I found it difficult" I said through tears
"its ok" he said understandably
"no it's not"
"no really it's ok" said wiping tear's from my eyes.
"my son"
"you never told me you had a son"
"I didn't know until just now when I bumped into "
" oh hi how are you"
"I'm fine thanks"
" I have to go now" I said taking my I mean our son from his arm's
"can I come with you I've got nothing better to do today"
"yeah sure I'm only going back home you coming to "
"yeah ok" we walked out of HMV and to where I parked my car
"so are you and going to start up again" said
"I've only just met back up with him but I would like to I've missed him so much"
"I know you were upset when he left to go into blue and you lost contact" I sighed as I got into my car and drove off towards my home.
"you better come in" I said
"'s in the kitchen" I said to
"oh good I haven't seen her in ages" replied
"Hiya " said walking into the kitchen
"hello georgous" said Smiling
"how r u?"
"me i'm great thanks u?"
"fine" said anyway back to me.
" i want do anything i can i'll come and see him whenever i get time off and maybe you can bring him down to the studio sumtime"
"yeah ok but..."
started to cry at this point "be back in a minute" i said heading for the door
"can i come and see him"
"yeah of course you can he's your son"
"uhh did you hear what said"
"no coz he whispered in your ear what did he say?"
"he said he never stoped loving me"
"so do you think you might get back together"
"i don't know i want to but he has to want the same"
"yeah suppose your right"
"ok i'm coming" i said picking up an walking into the house i put in his play pen and picked up the phone
"hello"
"hi i was wondering if you wanted to go out to dinner tonight and wants to take out 2"
"but what about "
"couldn't you leave him with you mum for tonight"
"no she's busy tonight"
"ok what about my mum's i'm sure she won't mind seeing her grandson for the first time"
"ok if you sure"
"of course i'm sure"
"ok then i would love to have dinner with you"
"great me and will pick you, and up at 7.30 ok bye"
"bye" i hung up
" are you doing anything tonight"
"no"
"you are now"
"what you going to dinner with and i'm going with "
"oh right what really"
"yes really"
"but what about "
"'s mum is looking after him"
"cool what are we going to wear"
"clothes"
"ha ha very funny can i borrow your red dress"
"yeah i'm going to wear my new black one"
"that will knock off je's feet when he see's you in it"
"you really think so"
"yeah"
"i'm going to get ready now"
"its only 5.30"
"there coming at 7.30"
"ok i'm going to get ready two"
"its seven o clock i better get ready now" and quick i walked into the living room and was asleep in his play pen i had to wake him picked him up and feed him a bottle of milk i made earlier for him put the stuff in the baby bag there was a knock on the door and i went to answer it with it was and
"you look gorgeous"
"thanks" i said blushing slightly
" their here"
came out carring the baby bag i took it off of her and put it on my sholder.
" you look gorgeous" said as we were walking
"mum can't wait to see him" said as we walked up the garden path to his mum's we didn't even get to the door before see opened it
"this must be then" she said
"hello " i said
" i haven't seen you in ages how are you"
"fine thanks you"
"oh i'm great thanks"
she took inside and we said goodbye and left to go to dinner.
" i want to get back together"
"what sorry i wasn't listening properly did you say you wanted to get back together"
"yes i did"
"omg why"
"because like i said earlier i never stoped loving you and i still do love you"
"i still love you to"
"so do you wanna get back together or not"
"yes yes i do"
"great" and we leant in to kiss omg i nearly fell over my knees went weak like they always use to we broke apart
"so shall we go pick up our son now "
"lets go" we walked back up the beach and over to 's mum's
"by the way i told my mum about what i said to you"
"why"
"becoz i did'nt want it to sound stupid"
"it didn't don't worry" i said kissing him again passionatly we soon got to his mum's and we went in for a cuppa tea we talked about old times and the time flew by really quickly it was 12am and i had to get back so walked me home
"do you want to come in"
"no i've got to get back"
he kissed me passionatly goodnight then i went in to be greated by going
"ooooohhhhh so you and duncan going together then"
"yep we sure are i'm just going to put to bed"
"ok"
"where did go"
"he went home straight away"
"oh so "
"he doesn't like me as much as i thought" said upset
"oh he does believe me i know" i said smiling.
"What do you know"
"something you don't"
"haha very funny what do you know that i don't know"
"i know that really likes you"
"REALLY"
"shh your wake up " we stayed silence for a few seconds
"phew i didn't wak him i'm sorry for shouting"
"don't be i would of done the same if i were you"
"heehee"
"ok i'm going to go to bed now i am shattered" i said
"yeah i bet" said
"whats that surpposed to mean"
"nothing" said laughing i went upstairs and floped on my bed i could smell 's sent it made me feel great i'm so glad we are back together i thought to myself as i drifted off to sleep.
"hello babes how are you"
"fine thanks"
"and "
"he's great infact he's just woke up"
"oh right sorry"
"what are you saying sorry for"
"for waking him up"
"you didn't he always wakes up at this time"
"oh right i was wondering if you wanted to go to the park with and meet me there"
"yeah ok i'll see you in two hours ok"
"ok bye babes bye" i go dressed quickly then went and got ready i feed him and got him into his pushchair and went out the door.
"hi "
"oh hi have you seen todays paper"
"no why" i say with a confused look on my face.
i took the newspaper from and saw several pictures of and me kissing and one with me him and the headline read 's mystery girl in big and with baby in small it said from blue was caught kissing this girl in several places the beach and outside her house also 's new girl has a baby boy who looks like so could duncan have a secret love child with this girl fans won't be happy about this.
"omg the f***ing paparazzi's they get every where don't they glad they didn't look into my house yesterday afternoon
they would of had a lot more to write"
"yeah" said laughing
"that must be why all the ppl i saw today said stuff like you go girl"
"yeah must be so what to you want to do" he bent down and spoke to
"daddy" said
"what did he just say" i said
"he said daddy" replied
"but he can't talk yet"
"he obviously can now"
"yeah but he only said one word"
"mummy" said
"he said two words ok thats amazing i've never heard him talk before"
"so what do you want to do then" said sweetly nodded his head
"lets just go for a walk he likes to do that"
" you home"
"yeah" she called back
"where are you"
"in the garden"
i go out in to the garden and takes upstair to put him in his cot.
"are you going out today"
"not planning to why"
"oh so you don't want to go out with then"
"yeah where is he"
"at home he's waiting for you to call him"
"i'm going to go call him now" said running into the house
"hello"
"hiya its told me to call you coz you said to her that you wanted me to call you about something"
"oh yeah and i told actually"
"oh well 's here with "
"i know that i wanted to know if you wanted to i out somewhere"
"yea sure"
"great come round to my house about now"
"ok see you in a minute" put the fone down and shouted "i'm going out now have fun with "
"ok i will see you later" she went out and me and watched t.v until lewis woke up and i feed him then we played with for a bit we talked about stuff to do with and when he fell asleep again i put him in his cot and me and had some fun of our own...
"what whats the matter" she said sleeply coming into my room
"i think i'm pregnant again"
"what thats great"
"yeah but it wasn't planned"
"um nether was "
"i know but"
"but what "
"i'm scared"
"about what you've had a baby before"
"but i have to tell but i'll go to the doctors first"
"when"
"now"
"but 's coming round in an hour"
"so tell him i was feeling ill and went to the doctor's could you look after for me"
"yeah sure"
"great i say"
"have you got an appointment" the receptionest asked
"no but its an emergancy"
"hey !ain't you going out with from blue"
"yes i am and thats why i need to see the doctor as quickly as i can"
"ok don't say anything but you can go now before the first patient gets here"
"ok" i go into the doctor's room and he ask's me what was the problem so i say ~"i
think i'm pregnant but i'm not sure" i had the tests done and it was confirmed i was pregnant
"what"
"pregnant"
" i told you not to tell him why i went to the doctor's"
"sorry i couldn't help it"
"so are you or not"
"Yes i'm two months gone"
"oh thats so wonderful"
"i know"
"the reason i came round so earlie is bcoz me and the boys have to go to asia for two weeks and were leaving later on today and i just had to come and see and you before we left"
"ahh thats sweet of you" DING DONG the door bell went i went to answer it "hi "
"hey is here"
"yeah he's in there" i say pointing to the living room door walked in and i shut the door then went back into the living room
"come on we've got to go catch our flight now"
"ok i'll be wth you in a minute"
stands up puts in 's arms then walks over to me and starts to kiss me passoinatly five minutes later
"come on we have to go"
we break apart he puts his hand on my stomach and says "look after youself and be careful" he said that so caringly but i still didn't think got the picture
" its not like i haven't been pregnant before"
drop's his mouth open in surprise then says "congratulations and "
"anyway we better be off now i'll miss you" said
"i'll miss you too" they left and i went and sat down on the sofa.
"no i'm just going to sit around and watch telly today"
"ok do you want anything"
"a big bar of chocolate"
"is that all"
"yeah coz you usually do all the shopping and i eat all the stuff you buy"
"ok give me " i say as i pick up my bag.
"see you later"
"yeah bye" i strap in his car seat chuck my bag down on the floor beside him and drive to asda "god why is parking such a nightmare" i say to myself i finally find a parking space and go into the store i put in the trollyseat which he hates going in so he starts screaming "shut up" i say nicly to he still carries on crying then he see's this giant bear and points over to it "i'll buy you that if you stop crying" he instantly shuts up i go straight past the bear "i'll get it when i've got all the shopping in the trolly ok" i'm so glad to have a son who understands things
"thats �80" the lady at the chech out says ok i hnd him the exact money and go back to my car with the i put the bags of food in the boot with the giant bear on the back seat i walk back to the store and put the trolly back pick up out of it then i get back to the car and drive home i pull up outside come's out to help
"have fun"
"surpose so he didn't cry much this time in the trolly"
"i take you bribed him" she said pointing to the giant bear
"yes but i also got it for him coz he deserves it"
"why what did he do that was so special"
"well he's my son with the sexiest man alive
"ahem" cuts in
"and is the second sexiest man alive" i say quickly
"thank you even though you shold have first sexiest"
"do i have a baby with and am i having 's second child" i say sacasticly
"no" says.
we get all the shopping in and i take up stairs and put him to sleep with his giant bear beside the cot by the time i come back down has packed all the shopping away apart from the junk food
"i take it you've got craving's for the junk food again"
"yep and two of those chocolate bars are yours"
"oh thanks you know how long there going to take me to eat"
"a day"
"more like a week i know i said big chocolate bar but thats huge thank you"
"your welcome but mine will tke a day to eat as i'm eating for more than one person"
"yeah your right you are eating for two maybe more"
"yeah i hope so" i'm going to have a lie down for a bit i'm exhausted i say goin upstairs. had been asleep for 2 hours when came into my room to wake me up
" "
"yeah"
"'s on the phone"
"yeah ok i'm getting up now i went down stairs and picked up the phone "hello"
"hey gorgeous what you up to"
"nothing really i went shopping earlier for food and i bought a giant teddy bear while we were out aswell to shut him up coz he hates sitting in the trolly"
"oh right well we landed about half an hour ago and i felt i had to ring you coz i'm missing you already"
"aww thats so sweet of you i'm missing you loads to howz the rest of the boys"
"oh there fine hang on they all want to talk to you"
"ok"
( ) "hiya how are you"
"i'm great"
"i just wanted to say congratulations"
"thanks"
"anyway i'll let speak to you now ok bye"
"bye"
"hi i'm so happy for you and after our promotion over here we will all come round to see you if thats ok with you and "
"yeah sure we'd love to see you and again we haven't seen you for ages"
"i know well i've gotta go now so here's "
"hello you alright since i saw you this morning"
"yeah i'm great hang on want's to speak to you"
"oh really great put her on"
"hello babes have a nice flight"
"yeah great thanks how are you"
"i'm really well thanks anyway's its been lovely talking to you and i can't wait to see you
when you get back ok bye"
"spanish waiter"
" i'm gonna go now coz 's waiting"
"well babes i've got to go now jonny's waiting but could you come and pick us up from the airport not next friday but the friday after"
"yeah i think i can do that for you"
"great miss you loads babes bye"
"bye".
i put the phone down go into the kitchen and pick up my huge chocolate bar and start to eat it before i know it i've ate half the bar when starts to cry i go up stairs and go into his room he looked really ill his face was pale his eyes had even lost there glisten and a rash started to form on his arms and legs he'd also been sick came in behind me
"omg do you want me to call the doctor"
"no i'll do it you stay here and keep an eye on him"
"ok"
i run down stairs pick up the phone and dile the doctor's number
"hello what is the problem"
"its my son he look's really sick but i don't know what it is"
"what are his symptoms"
"he's thrown up his face is really pale his eyes are diluted and a rash has started to form on his arm's and legs"
"this sounds serious i'll be right round whats your name and address"
" "
"ok be right round".
15 minutes later the doctor arrived he checked over and said the most horrifying thing you could ever here "i'm afraid tell you that your son has meningitus"
"ok the phones downstairs in the hallway" the doctor went out of the room and went to use the phone i broke down into a flood of tears.
came over put her arm round me and said "he'll be alright he'll pull through his tough like you"
"you don't know that though"
"if you've caught it fast enough the doctors at the hospital will be able to save him"
"i hope so" i'd been crying for 20 minutes when i could here the sound of the ambulance
coming up the road i turn to the doctor and ask if will be all right he said he should be thats all i've got to reasure me there was a knock on the door and went to answer it she let in the two paramedics who then took lewis out into the ambulance i went in the ambulance with him and leanne followed behind in the car.
"yes" i said slowly script> walk off to find the pay phone
"hello"
"hi its i've got something important to tell you"
"what what is it is it "
"no its he's fallen ill with meningitus"
"omg i'll try and get the next flight over there"
"ok see you soon"
"bye" i walked back into the waiting room was still crying "'s getting the next flight over here"
"i didn't want him to do that"
"i know but he insisted"
"ok"
"can i see him"
"yes i'll show you to him" i followed the doctor. stayed in the waiting room in case came in which he did a few minutes after i had gone to see i stood there looking at him wire's were all over him i heard someone come in but i did'nt turn around i then felt a comforting arm around my sholder
"he'll be ok babes" said kissing the top of my head
i sighed and buried my head in 's chest he put his arms around me
"do you want to go home for a bit"
"no i'm not leaving him here"
"ok"
i stayed at the hospital for six days untill i was had fully recovered and i could take him home i had to have a test to make sure my unborn child was ok luckily it was fine.
Thing's were pretty much back to normal i had to go back to hospital to have a scan for my baby to find out if it was a boy or a girl i went to the hospital and was so glad to hear that i was going to have twin girls couldn't be there but went with me when i got home and called straight away i told him the news and he was overjoyed. came over straight away with , , and he walked up to me and hugged me tight picking me up at the same time i gave him an evil look
"oh sorry i forgot you don't like being picked up"
"too right" i said as he put me down then all of the guys and gals came over and gave me a big group hug "ok people i can't breathe" this made people chuckle with laughter
"trust to make a joke" said
"so how are we going to celebrate this" said
"how about we go out for a nice meal" said
"great" me, and said at the same time which made us laugh and the boys looked at us like we were mad me and grabbed our coates and headed out the door holding my hand holding 's and is holding 's
"what about me" said pretending to cry
"oh shut up" said laughing taking hold of 's hand too
"so where are we going" i asked
"that new seafood bar in town" said
"yuk gross" me and said
"i was only joking we are going to the new restaurant really"
"good"
"oh damn i can't drink" i thought to myself we ordered our food and i had to have pepsi to drink but i don't mind i love the stuff as were waiting for our food started talking about the spair room being done up for the girls
"i don't mind what colour" he said
"but there's one colour that is not going in that room" i said
"what colour is that"
"pink" me and said same time
"why not"
"i hate that colour thats why"
"but its a girls colour what colour do you like"
"my favourite colours blue"
"i know that but you can't really do a girls room blue"
"why mine is"
"yeah but thats your choice"
"i know how about lilac it's a girly colour but its not to girly or boyish"
"ok then lilac it is. me and the boys have a day off tomorrow so we will go get the paint and paint it"
"ok and while your busy doing that me and will go looking for baby clothes'cots ect"
"great"
we ate our dinner then went to the video shop to rent something to watch
"what kinda film do you wanna see guys" i said
"scary one" said
"i know how about eight legged freaks" said as a joke
"very funny" said
"what about ghostship" we all agreed on that then we got two massive packs of popcorn i payed while and went to get the paint coz there was a diy store a few shops away.
"thanks for leaving me a space" i said as i walked in and stood by the chair was sat in he pulled me down onto his lap and we all sat waching ghostship i had fallen asleep with my head on 's chest so when the film finished everyone apart from went out fell asleep a while later so we were still asleep when came back two hours later the
front door banged she came in and i opened my eyes as she came into the room
"aww you two look so sweet"
"thanks" i say getting up carefully as not to wake "is something wrong" i say as it looked like had been crying
"oh nothing much i just saw my ex with a girl he saw me and instantly went into a snogathon with the girl he was with"
"um but why are you upset you've got the second most sexiest man in the world now"
"not excactly were not going out were just mates"
"you won't be just mates for long" said scaring the life out of us as we thought he was still asleep i turn round and hit him playfully!
"don't scare us like that"
"um what did you mean won't be just mates for long" said
"oh just something i know what time is it"
"11 so i'm going to bed after i've had a cup of tea"
"do you want me to go then" said
"no you can stay if you like"
"i would like that" Rolled her eyes
"i'll go put the kettle on then" said . we drank our tea then all went to bed.
"what you staring at" he said opening his eyes
"umm i'm not sure its just this thing lying next to me"
"oi cheeky" he said tickling me
"stop it stop it" i said giggling
"and if i don't"
"then i'll start to tickle you back"
"ok ok" i stood up streached "you doing that room today or what"
"yeah you getting baby stuff today or what"
"hey don't mock me" i said going for with a pillow
"missed"
"so i gotta go" i said running out of the room and into the bathroom to be sick the
only downside of being pregnant
"you alright babes" said standing outside the bathroom door
"yeah" i came out the bathroom
"you sure your alright"
"yes"
"ok well you get changed and while i go call the boys"
"ok" i said walking into the bedroom and opening the wardrobe
"what shall i wear today" i said to myself
"that�s your choice" said coming in behind me
"you cow don't scare me like that"
"sorry"
"that�s ok" i picked what i was going to wear got changed and went downstairs to the living room , and were there
"you ready to go" said
"yep"
"what about breakfast" said
"i'll get some later"
"you better"
"yes mum" i said for a joke didn't find very funny but everyone else did.
DING DONG the door bell went i went to get "hi "
"hey i need to talk to you later"
"oh ok" she said me and went into town i picked up from my mum's on the way
"so where do we need to go first" said
"hmm get baby clothes first then the mosse's baskets and then cots and cot beding ect.
"ok then" said. i parked the car then took over to the creash
"how long do you want to leave your son for" the creash lady asked
"um 2-3 hours"
"ok that �15" i paid the money said goodbye to and went down to mother care spent about half an hour in there picking baby clothes spent �100 in there well i have to buy double
"i think we've got enough clothes for them now lets go to argos to get the rest of the stuff" we walked down to argos
"come on then" said "lets go get the rest of the stuff"
we got to argos i looked through the catalouge got the number details and went to order it
"do you want it to take now"
"no i'll come round the back with my car so i can put it in there straight away"
"ok how long will you be"
"about 30-45 minutes"
"ok see then" we went out walked down to the creach to pick up then we got some lunch
"we've got to get that stuff now" i said looking at my watch as we were walking to the car pointed over to the bakery
"cake"
"oh ok hun" i said walking over to the bakery carring , and went back to the car with the bags
"so what do you want then"
"that" he pointed to a chocolate flake cake
"ok can i have two of them please and a bag of danesh pastries" i paid the money then went to the car i sat down in the drivers seat and put in his car seat and giving him his cake.
i drove to the back of argos and the man who was at the check-out was waiting with the stuff he loaded it into my car and i then drove back to our house
"hello babes" said coming down stairs the others are in the kitchen i just got changed into some clean clothes
"good so you've finished then"
"yeah have you got the stuff"
"yeah its in the car"
"i'll go get that then" said he went out and brought the cot in he took it straight upstairs and started to put it together which didn't take him long and went home
"bye " said , and
"yeah bye" i put the kettle on
"cup of tea" i said
"yeah" the reply i got back from everyone
" can i talk to you in the other room"
"yeah sure" they went into the living room i heard say
"hey do you mind if i talk to alone in here"
"oh no i don't mind" he came into the kitchen just to see me grip my stomach
"you alright"
"yeah it was just the baby kicking" put his hand on my stomach the baby (babies) kicked again
"wow that feels amazing"
"i know" i said smiling
" i don't know how to say this really"
"say what"
"um" took a deep breathe and blurted out "i love you would you go out with me" he said it so fast i didn't understand him
"what did you just say"
"i said i love you will you go out with me"
"right gotcha that time"
"sooo"
"yes i will go out with you"
"great" a smile crept across 's face as he embraced me into a hug he let go. We walked into the kitchen where had his hand on 's stomach
"baby kicking" said to me
"don't you mean babies" i said
"ahh what's it like to feel the baby i mean babies kicking" asked
"why don't you find out yourself if don't mind"
"no" i said walked over put his hand on my stomach
"ahh thats so weird it obviously feels different for you as their your daughters"
"yeah it feels so nice"
"for you maybe" i said laughing
" talk living room now" said we walked into the living room
" loves me were going out"
"i know"
"how do u"
" told me! he loved you ages ago"
"aww i'm so happy" said
"i'm happy for you to" i said hugging her i let her go and turn around to go out the door and i bump straight into
"omg are you ok" he said worringly
"i'm fine"
"we were wondering if you two lovely girls want us to go and get a pizza" i look at then turn my head back to
"um ok" me & said at the same time
"ok so what do you want on it"
"oh just cheese and tomato for me" i said
"and me" i heard say
"ok we shall go get them now then"
"ok see you in"
"about half an hour" said. They went out sat down in the chair and i went to get from upstairs in his room.
"look" he said he opened out his hands he had lilac paint on them
"omg come here" i said i took his hand and we went into the spare room. "where did you put ur hands on the wall" he pointed over to one of the walls. "phew you can't see it anyway little boy we better get you cleaned up"
i took him into the bathroom and washed the paint of his hands i heard and come back as i dried 's hands can't see any paint now i carried him down stairs and plonked him down in the highchair in the living room
"you alright babes" asked
"yeah" i said feeding some pizza.
Half an hour later we had all ate the pizza's when my stomach really started to hurt i clutched it tightly tears welled up in my eyes
" are you ok" said running over to me
"my stomach really hurts so i'm going to have a really hot bath to stop it hurting"
"what if it doesn't stop hurting" asked sounding scared
"if it hasn't then i've gone into labour"
"omg" was all could say i got up and went to the bathroom ran a bolling hot bath and got in i was in there for an hour my stomach had not stoped hurting but i couldn't stay in the bath any longer i got dressed again and called
" " i shouted
"what what's wrong" he said running up to me
"call an ambulance i've definetly gone into labour" he got his mobile out and dialled 999
"can i have an ambulance please my g/f just gone into labour"
"whats her name" the operater asked
" " the operater typed my name into the computer
"ok i'll send an ambulance right round"
"so what are you going to call them" the midwife asked
"hmm" i sighed and looked at we talked about names before but hadn't decided on what they would actually be
"you name one and i'll name one" said
"ok that might work" the midwife came over and stood at the side of
"so have you decided yet"
"yes we have" said
"this one will be called "
"and this one " i said
"ok is their last name going to be or " the midwife asked
" " said "you don't mind do you "
"no thats what i was going to say"
the midwife wrote this down on the birth cetificates then went out the room and came in followed by holding
"hi how are you doing" asked
"did she break your hand " said laughing
"i dnt think so it hurts but i dnt think its broken"
but down on the bed who climbed up to me and gave me a hug being careful not to hurt one of his baby sisters
"aww thats so cute" said
"do you want to hold them" i said to and
"yeah"
i gave the one i was holding and said "this is " she took her carefully gave to and i was now able to hug back the midwife came back and took the twins into maternity ward and said that i would be able to go home the next day with them if they were heathy enough hopefully they will be i can't stand hospitals
" mate haven't we got to go to france soon"
"yeah " he said uneasily
"we've got to go in five hours"
"five hours thats 3 in the morning"
"yeah and i still need to pack"
"so do i we have to go and get ready to go to france"
"i understand" he kissed me goodbye then they all went i was left alone so i went to sleep. I slept all the way through until the morning when the midwife came in
"you alright" the midwife asked
"yeah is and ok"
"yeah you'll be able to take them home today so do you want to call someone to pick you up"
"yes please" she went out and came back with the hospital phone i called
"hello"
"you come pick me and the twin up from the hospital now please and you will have to put the baby seats in the back and put 's baby seat in the front"
"ok"
"bye" i put the phone down and the midwife took it away then she came back and helped me up and asked if i wanted to go see my daughter's of course i did stupid question but i was polite and said "yes" we walked up to the maternity ward she lead me to my daughters they looked so cute and definitly identicle
"can we go straight away now" i look at the midwife
"yes you can go now"
"your gonna have to get the baby carriers" i said to
"i'll go get them now" she said and went back out she came back about 5 minutes later with them and we put the girls in the carries made sure they were ok and we went out and strapped them in the car in the back was sat in the front
"you left him in the car"
"yeah the paramedics over there said they'd keep an eye on him while i got you"
"ok" i said sitting in the back of the car pulled out and drove home.
"i think there's something in the kitchen for you" said i went into the kitchen and saw a pushchair/pram and a note was on top of it i picked it up and read
~dear i had this specially made so you could take and the twins out without having to push one of them it took ages for it to be made. i hope you like it lots of love ~
"haven't you forgot to buy some things" said standing in the doorway
"shit i forgot to get nappies and bottles"
"do you want to take them out in that and get them"
"yeah i will" i said smiling i pushed the pc/p ( i'm going to type pc/p instead of pushchair/pram so thats what it means) out of the kitchen opened the front door and pushed it outside came out with and i put her in the back of the pc/p went into get and i put her in the front
" " i called and he came running out to me he sat in the seat and i strapped him in then went into the hall to pick up my bag "see you later" i said to
"bye" i walked up to the shops and met quite a few ppl i knew on the way i fially got to the shop and went inside i picked up 2 packs of nappies and 6 bottles i went up to the till and spoke to kerry the person who owned the shop
"these your new baby girls then"
"yeah"
"their gorgeous whats there names"
"that ones and that ones "
"aww and hello you ok" he nodded his head
"good thing he recovered ok after what happened"
"yeah"
"mummy"
"what"
"sweets"!
"yeah ok what do you want"
"dem" he pointed to some jelly babies on the counter i paid for my iteams and went out the shop i walked home but something wasn't right 's car was parked outside i wonder why i thought he went to france for the week i walked into the house
" what are you doing here i thought you were in france"
"it was cancelled untill next week"
"why"
"johnny didn't say"
"oh well ok" i kissed him passionetly when , , , and walk in from the garden
"you been stood out there the whole time" i said breaking away from
"yep" said
"have you asked her yet" says
"asked me what" i say with a confused look on my face
"well you know i love you and you've had my son and daughters" takes a deep breath and reaches in his pocket he pulls out a small box and opens it a dimond ring is inside "will
you marry me"
"omg yes i will marry you" slips the ring on my finger and kisses me then i hear crying from the living room i run into it and see rubbing his head tears rolling down his face i pick him up hug him and kiss the top of his head
"you bang your head"
"yeah"
"ok now" he nodded his head and i put him back in his playpen then and start to crying their hungry so i feed them
"you can come in here you know" i said as i put back down in her cot after feeding her and they all come in and start chatting away goes over to and picks him up i ask why she didn't bring joe with her
"becoz i didn't want to cause to much hasel with the fact you've just had two baby girls"
"no he wouldn't of anyway would of loved to see him again"
"ok i'll bring him next time i come round"
"you better" i say laughing
"do you want to hold one of them" i say to
"yeah ok" she says i go pick up and hand her to .
"what a day huh" i say to
"yep!" she replies
"well i better go put to bed" i say picking him up and taking him upstairs i change him into his pj's and tuck him up kiss him goodnight and go back downstairs
"wanna watch a film" asks flipping through the channels
"isn't legally blonde on"
"i think so yeah it is want to watch it"
"duh its one of my fave films"
"i know mine 2" we sit and watch the film and by the time it finishes i'm really tired so i take and upstairs in there moses baskets and put them in down on the stands for the baskets get dressed and go to my bed.
i sleep for a while then hear come upstairs to bed i go back to sleep and get woken up at 7 oclock by the girls crying i get up turn on the light and feed and change them i take them downstairs with me coz i am now wide awake i turn the tv on and watch it for a bit i then hear crying well its 8 oclock now which is when he normally wake i go up and get him. He sits on my lap for a while then i ask him if he wants a cup of tea a nod of the head to say yes and i put him down beside me and get up and go into the kitchen i boil the kettle and get the milk out of the fridge then i feel a pair of arms wrap round my legs
"hello" i say to who is hanging onto me i finish making he tea and pass him his non-spil cup he lets me go and i walk into the hall pick up the post which there's lots of address to me i go into the living room put my cup of tea down and start opening the post all of its congratulation cards from all my friends and people who know me half an hour later the post lady comes back and knocks on the door i open it and sign for a parcel its for me i close the door and go and open it straight away a letter is attached to it i open that and read
~dear and congratulations on the birth of your daughters and my granddaughters i hope these will come in handy lots of love ~
i pull the brown packagin off and see to baby treasurey books in purple with the names on one and on the other in gold lettering comes through the door a minute later and asks who was at the door
"the post lady" i reply look i give her the books and say there from 's mum
"there lovely and there not pink either"
"i know 's coming round in a bit" i say
"alright babez" he says walking into the living room
"yeah i got these from your mum today" i say passing him the books
"there really nice"
"didn't you know about them"
"no she said she was doing something but never told me what"
"oh right"
"do you want to go round and see her today then she can see her new granddaughters and we can tell her that were getting married"
"yeah good idea"
"i'll phone her to tell her were coming round"
"ok" picks up his mobile
"you can use the house phone you know"
"thanks" i pass him the house phone and he dials his mum's number
"hello mum is it alright if me and come round"
"yeah sure are you bringing my granddaughters round aswell"
"are you kidding won't let them out of her sight"
"ok then i'll see you in half an hour then"
"around about that yeah"
"ok bye"
"bye" while was on the phone i made up some bottles of milk for our girls and juice for i put them in the baby bag along with some nappies,babywipes ect. i got the pc/p and put , and in it slung the baby bag on my arm and went out the door with 's arm around my waist we got snapped by the paparazzi on our way and we finally got to 's mum's he rung the door bell and soon answered the door
"hello darlins" she said as we walked in to the house
"there gorgeous " she said
"what about me i helped to"
"i did most of it"
"ok ok i surrender" said laughing
"mum we've got something to tell you" said putting in her arms
"what"
"were getting married" he replied
"omg thats fantastic have you set a date yet"
"yeah we have it will be in 8 months i booked the church before i asked you"
"and how were you so sure i would say yes"
"bcoz i know you to well"
"awww" we stayed at his mum's for a few hours we were talking about the wedding and stuff. walking back to my house said he had an even bigger surprise for me but i would have to wait till later till tomorrow to find out.
i woke later than yesterday feed the girls and changed them when my phone bleeped. it was - are you ready for that surprise now -
i txt back saying - yes -. knocked on my door
"come in" i said.
she entered "you woke up late today"
"yeah well i put the girls in there own room last night and i forgot to turn the baby monitor on did they wake you as your rooms right nextdoor"
"no they haven't even woken up neither did "
"what time is it"
"11"
"really"
"unless my watch has stopped which it hasn't"
"omg i've gotta get up quickly" i roll out of bed leaves the room asking
"do you want a cup of tea"
"yes please" i answer back. i get changed and go and check on then the twins they look so peaceful i grab the baby monitor on my way down the stairs and the doorbell rings as i reach the bottom i open to see a smiling
"want your surprise now"
"i guess"
"well your have to get the twins, and " ok i think to myself whats he done i get the twins and up. tells me and to get into his car
"what is he doing" asks
"honestly i have no idea " gets in and starts to drive
"where are we going"
"you'll see" we pull up outside this big house
"who lives here" i ask
"well me, you, . , , oh and does aswell i just bought it bcoz i felt you needed a bigger house" drives through the gates along a path and into a drive he stops and gets out he opens the door for me and i give him and takes i pick up and we walk up to a huge door opens it and greets us we go inside
"all the furniture you need is already in the house"
"but what about all the work you did at the ova house"
"oh don't worry about that anyway come with me" he leads me up the stairs and in to a room where the walls are painted lilac cots are in the room along with a chair mobile cupboard and heaps of baby clothes he then leads me to a door in the room and opens it it leads to another room painted blue with a cot cupboard and heaps of clothes and toys
"that room is the girls" he points back into the first room
"and this is 's"
"when did you do all of this"
"we've been doing this for about two months now do you want to see our room"
"yeah" i say excitedly. he opens a door across the hall from the girls room and the walls are painted light blue and there's a huge four poster bed in there aswell as cupboards and a dressing table.
" do you want to see your room"
"yeah sure where is it" points down the long landing to a door at the end walks up to the door and opens it the walls are painted sunshine yellow with a four poster bed and all the other stuff like cupboards ect i walk down to the room
" told me 's room is the one opposite"
"cool" said excitedly
"come on then girls we better go pack all the stuff up in your house and bring it here" shouts up the stairs. we walk down the stairs me, , and go in 's car and goes in 's
" what are we going to do with , and "
"oh i called your mum she said she would look after them for us"
"oh so you thought ahead"
"yep sure did"
"you alright hun"
"yes"
"so do you like it here"
"yeah" me and say quickly we had always wanted to live in a big house and now we were with the two sexiest men alive how lucky were we. we sat there until 12 o clock in the morning i had fallen asleep on so he woke me up and asked if i wanted to go to sleep upstairs
"yeah your not that comfy after a while" i got up and went upstairs followed by . i went into the bedroom and started to get changed sat on the bed staring into space i turn to him and ask
"whats wrong "
"nothing i was just thinking that i have the perfect life now" he said pulling me down onto the bed and kissing me on the neck then my lips. i break away from him
"can i finish getting changed" i say
"um no"
"what so i'm surpose to stay in my jeans and my bra am i"
"no you can take your jeans off" said cheekily
"what are you trying to say " i say kissing him before he can answer "that" he says between breathes we carrie on kissing for a while but get interupted by a baby crying
"damn" i say getting up
"i thought you were tired"
"i was" i say picking up 's shirt of the floor and slipping it on then i go across to the other room followed me and picked up he rocked her gently and she went back to sleep he put her back down and we went back to our room
"night "
"night " i turn off the light and go over to the bed get in and go to sleep.
"hey babe" i say putting my arms around him
"your still ment to be in bed" he said
"uh why"
�becoz i was going to bring you breakfast in bed"
"oh well" i say sitting at the kitchen table "i'm not hungry anyway"
"do you want a cup of tea then"
"yes please" i saw yawning i then hear crying coming through the baby monitor i went to get up
"no no stay there" says running out of the kitchen and up the stairs . i get up and finish making the tea comes down wiv in his arms but i could still here crying through the baby monitor it must be i go up and get her i bring her down and go back to and in the kitchen 's made up two bottles of milk he's feeding with one of them i pick up a bottle put a bit on my wrist to make sure its not to hot and start to feed
"ah don't that look so cute" says coming in the kitchen with in his arms
"someone else was crying so i went and got him for you"
"aww thanx " i can see that likes becoz of the huge smile on his face i look down at the milk is all gone so i sit her up and wind her comes down the stairs five minutes later and i ask her to hold she agrees and i hand her over i get some orange juice out the fridge and make some up into a bottle and hand it to he takes it and starts to drink the juice up puts him down he goes up to his daddy and demands a hug
"daddy" he says holding out his hands i take from so he can pick up
" coming" i say as i walk out the kitchen and going up stairs.
"could life get any better" i asked smiling
"um no can't think of anything that we haven't got our life is perfect"
"your right so what shall we do now life is perfect"
"well you need to plan your wedding"
"omg your right will you help me"
"i was waiting for you to ask"
"so i take it thats a yes then" i say picking up and heading for the door
"yes"
"good" follow's me down stairs and we put the girls in there moses baskets comes in to the living room i throw my arms around him and hug him tight then we start kissing
"not in front of children please" says coming into the room laughing and grabbing hold of i break away from and look over at and and say
"yeah your right " i then take 's hand and lead him out the living room and up the stairs. halfway up shouts
" remember we have to go down to the studio now"
"ah give me 10 mins"
"no coz johnny and daniel won't be happy with that"
"damn" says turning round to go back down stairs
"ok then lets go" he says opening the front door
"bye babe� he says kissing me on the cheek gently pulls me out the way
"bye darlin" he shouts through
"bye babe"
"bye " i say shutting the door i go into the living room and collaspe into a near by chair smiling
"wanna go shopping for wedding invitations and stuff" i say to
"yeah ok when"
"uh now i'll ask my mum to see if she'll look after the children"
"ok" i pick up the cordless phone beside me and dile my mum's number
"hello"
"hi my will you"
"look after the children" she cuts in
"yeah"
"ok thanks i'll drop them round in ten minutes" i hang up get the children and myself ready then me and get into my car i stop outside my mum's house and drop the kids off i get back into my car and turn the cd player on misteeq's scandalous start to play
"where are we going then just into town or up to the mall"
"up to the mall its bigger and all the shops are in the same building"
"good idea"
"i know i don't want to travel round town in this cold weather" it was mid october and quite cold out today as we headed up the motorway changed the cd to blue turned up the volume as we passed an accident that had happened on the other side of the motor way i reconized the car as my sisters but thought nothing of it we got into the mall car park but there was no spaces on the ground floor so we had to go up to the second floor luckily there was some up there i parked the car got out and said to
"remember where we parked the car coz we don't want a repeat of last time we were here"
"yeah that was so funny"
"i know but it wasn't this cold last time" i said as we walked through the mall doors.
"So where first we've got all day" i said
"well nearly" said back
"how bout we start at the the invitation shop so i can pick out the invites" we walk into the invitaton shop and look around in the wedding section for ages
"ok i want these ones" i say to showing her the invitations i wanted they were white with gold and silver bells in the corner's with a bunch of flower's at the top in the middle
"ahh there lovely" i paid for the invitatons and we then went over to woolworths to look at the halloween costumes for a laugh
"oh yeah that reminds me we better get a load of sweets for halloween"
"what for ppl who knock on our door" said
"no for us what do you think" i say then burst into a fit of giggles
"ok ok" i say clutching my sides trying to stop laughing
"lets go look at wedding dresses" i say we leave ww and go down to lisa's white wedding's
"ahh look at this " holds out a strapless wedding dress made of silk that flowed all the way down !
"thats gorgeous" i say taking hold of it
"this is the wedding dress i'm going to marry in" i say a shop assistant over hears and comes over to speak to me
"omg are you that girl from the paper who's meant to be dating from blue" she picks up the newspaper to show me i read through it
"um huni i'm not only dating him i'm his fiancee i also have his children"
"children" she asks puzzled
"yeah a son and our new baby daughters"
"omg thats so amazing"
"isn't it just"
"could you do me a huge favour"
"what"
"will you get his autograph for my daughter"
"yeah sure"
"do you want to buy that dress"
"uh yeah but i don't want to take it just yet could you keep it here for a while"
"yeah we can do that" she took the dress and went over to the counter me and followed she put it in one of those clothes bags and hung it up in the back i paid the money for it and me and left
"you alright" asked
"yeah i've just got a headache can we go sit down in a cafe for a bit"
"yeah sure" we went across to a cafe and sat down. A waiter soon came over to our table to ask
"what would you like"
"two hot chocolates please" i answer
"anything else"
"no" the waiter walked away upto the counter and went behind it
"you've got to eat something you haven't ate anything since yesterday morning"
"so what i'm not hungry"
"nobody stays that unhungry"
"well i'm not just anybody am i"
~ 's thoughts~
There's something totally wrong with but what
she won't tell me hopefully she will in her own time~
~call me~
it said at the bottom i burst out laughing and handed the piece of paper to she soon joined in my laughter
"god how lame" she said
"yeah he has no chance and neither does anyone else becoz i am marring the sexiest man alive from blue" i said aloud i saw his face drop a little i felt a little bad but soon forgot about it as me and soon got deep into a convisatoin about the wedding
"come on then its 2.30 now we better go home now" said getting up from the table i also get up and we go out the door and walk down to the car park
"hang on i wanna get something from the bakery" i say nipping in to the bakery i get a flake cake and eat it straight away
"now we better go i'm missing my angels and my devil" i say laughing we get into the car and i start the engine
"what do you mean by angels and devil" asked
"i mean my son and daughters as the angels and as my devil"
"oh right" said chuckling.
"mum i'm back to take my angels"
"ok love were in the living room" we go through
"mummy" runs upto me with his arms out streached i pick him up and cuddle him tight
"mummy i missed you" he said sweetly
"mummy miss you 2 darlin" i say squeezing him gently i put him down and go to sit on the sofa
"do you want a cup of tea" my mum asks us
"yes please" me and reply
"me 2" says looking up at my mum. sits down in a chair goes up to her
"i missed you to "
"aww and i'm sure i missed you" i turn the t.v on to the news
"MUM YOU BETTER COME HERE" i shout in a worried tone my mum comes back through to hear the news reporter say
~Today there was a horrific accident on the motor way a girl aged 19
identified as was rushed to hospital she is fine but went into shock and hyperventilated~
"omg mum i'm going down to the hospital now" i say getting up and running to the door i get in my car and speed off towards our local hospital i park the car and rush into reception
�excuse me has a miss here"
"the girl from the car accident yes she is are you a relitive"
{stupid question we do look alike} "um yes i'm her older sister "
"ahh right she kept saying that she wanted to see you"
"so where is she can i see her is she alright"
"she's fine um could you show her where is" the receptionist asked a nearby nurse
"yeah sure right this way" i followed the nurse to a small room she let me go in
" how are you" i say slowly walking up to the bed
" i'm so glad your here i've been so scared" she said taking hold of me i hugged her back
"has mum told you"
"told me what"
"told you about me and "
"no what about you and "
"were getting married"
"omg i'm so happy for you"
"i got so scared when i turned on the news and they said about the crash i thought i lost you"
"aww your so kind sis"
"yeah i know by the way i want you to be one of my bridesmaides"
"really"
"yes really will you be one"
"of course i will but at the moment i just want to go home"
"do you want me to ask a doctor if you can"
"yeah" i go out the door in search of a doctor luckily its not long before i find one
"hi i'm wondering if the girl that was brought in from th car crash could go home her names "
"oh so you must be "
"yes i am can she go home or not"
"yes she may" i go back to
"you can go home"
"oh good" she says getting up we go down to reception and sign her out we get into my car and drive back to mum's where lives to i open the door
"i am so sorry for speeding off to the hospital like that" i say to my mum and
"its ok we understand how much your sister means to you" they say hugging me and
"well we better go home now" i say i pick up in her travel cot and take hold of 's hand we walk out the house follows me with
"can i come over for a bit" asks
"yeah sure hun" we all get into the car has to sit on 's lap as there is'nt enough room with the baby seats aswell.
"hiya babe" says as he comes out the living room he hugs me {well more than hugs me}.
� darlin have a nice day" says embracing her into a hug
"this is my sister i'm sure you've met her before"
"yeah we have how are you "
"ok i guess" she answers smiling
" 's coming round in a bit" says i look round at and see a glint in her eye you see she loves to bits.