JEALOUS

*Flashback*

"What's wrong with you?" said almost shouting.

"Nothing's wrong with me!" I shouted back at him

"Look , this relationship isn't going anywhere. You're always jealous about nothing at all. And we always fight, I don't understand you anymore. So I think we better broke up" said in hush voice.

I didn't answer him. I just started to cry. He goes to our room and packs his things. After a few minutes he goes down with all his things. I was just sitting in the couch. He comes closer to me and said "I'm not the one who changed, it was you. I still love the who I met before, not the now." He said. He kissed me on the lips and leave.

*End of Flashback*

It happened 3 years ago. When was just starting in Blue. I haven't seen since then because I move to US. Now I was back here in UK.

I was sitting on the couch and I was watching telly. And then suddenly entertainment news was on.

" says he's very much in love with his new girlfriend ." The reporter says. Then they were flashing clips of them together. I was hurt. All the people say that they were a perfect couple and all that.After all these years, I know I still love . When I was in US, I tried to forget all about him, everything that had happened between us, but I couldn't.

I was walking on the street until I bumped into someone. "I'm sorry" I said as I get my thing that fell on the floor.

"It's okay" He said. As I get up I saw with his girlfriend.

", is that you?" He asked me with sparkle in his eyes.

"Yeah!" I said

"Oh my God! It's been like 3 years! I can't believe I finally see you again!" he said and he hugged me. "I missed you so much!" he said

"I missed you too!" I said as I break away from the hugged.

"Oh I forgot! This is my girlfriend, . , this is , my friend" He said as he introduced me to her.

"Hi " she said as she shake my hands.

"So you wanna join us for dinner? With the other boys?" asks me with his puppy eyes.

"Sure!" I said. I can't resist those puppy eyes of his.

*That night�*

I was on my way to the restaurant until my phone rings. "Hey ! Where are you?" I heard from the other line.

"I was on my way" I replied

"Okay. Were all here. Faster okay!" he said

"Do you want me to be in an accident huh?" I asked him smiling

"Of course not!" he said giggling. "I just wanna see you again" he said and I blushed. Good thing were just talking on the phone.

"Okay, I need to hang up now!" I said "Okay!" He replied and put the phone down.

After 10 minutes, I already arrived; I park my car and enter the restaurant. I see with his hands around his girlfriend, and also , and .

"Hey !" waved to me as I enter the room. He gets up and kissed me on the cheek. "Can't believe you're here again." He said to me.

and also kissed me on the cheek and also and . After that we already ordered our dinner.

"So , why do you just leave us without saying goodbye huh?" said jokingly.

"Hey! It's okay, we understand you" said as he saw the embarrassment on my face

We ate our meal and try to catch up with the guys; I'm kinda feeling uncomfortable with and . They keep on kissing each other.

"Excuse me but I need to go to the ladies room" I said and I get up.

"I'll be with you" said and I was shocked. She sounds kinda serious.

*At the ladies room�*

"You know what, always talks about you" She said smiling

"About me? Why would he talk about me?" I said confusedly

"He's so much in love with you, " she said "He said you changed a lot since the he joined Blue, that's why he broke up with you. I comforted him while you were away and we end up together. But I know you have a greater place in his heart than me" she added.

I didn't say a word. I just stood there and the tears start to roll down my face. hugged me and said "I know you still love him, you need to get back to him" she said as she wiped the tears on my face

"But how about you? You love him, do you?" I asked her

"Yeah I do, but I know he will not be happy with me as much as he will be happy with you." She said trying not to cry.

*After the dinner�*

I have decided that I should talk to . So I approach him before he enters his car "Hey ! Can I talk to you for a minute?" I asked him

"Yeah sure!" he said "Be there in a minute, okay?" he said as he kissed on the lips. After he kissed her smiled at me and I smiled back.

We went to the park just down the road and we talked. ", I know it's kinda weird to say this but�." I said stuttering

"But what?" he asked

"I know I've been a pain in the ass for you 3 years ago" I said and he looked sad "But , I swear, I love you so much. I didn't mean to hurt you." I said with tears in my eyes.

", I love you too, I always loved you, but you see, I've got now. She helped me coped with everything you've done to me. She's one great girl. And I will not do anything to hurt her. I love her so much. More that I have loved you." He said almost crying. I stood up and a run back to my car. But he pulled me towards him. "I'm so sorry . Just remember one thing, every people change. , you're my friend, a special friend." He said looking straight to my eyes.

"Yeah. Just a friend" I said with a disappointed look on my face

", please understand. I know you will find someone you will love. Someone you will love more than you love me. , please. I don't want us to be like this again. I want to be friends with you" he said hugging me.

I wiped my tears and draw a smile on my face "I understand you , I know I will find someone I will loved." I said and he smiled "And of course, I wanna be friends with you!" I said

We go back to the car and I talked to .

"I told you! He loves you so much!" I told her and she look confused

"What?" she asked me

"I tried to win him back but I didn't succeed. He told me he loves you so much and I'm happy for the both of you." I said smiling at her

"Oh, thank you so much !" she hugged me "I promise I will take care of him!" she said

"You better will!" I warned her jokingly.

I'm happy for the both of them. And I wish I was in 's place, but I know I can't. Sometimes when I looked back, I thought to myself why do I let him go? But when I realize those things, I know it's a good decision. I still can't help but be jealous. But I know 's happy now with her.

Jealous of the girl who caught your eye
One of my darker days
When you looked up where was I
Shoulda been in her place
Here I'am all alone imagining
What might have been
What could have been
If I have been there

Jealous of the one whose arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide
La la la la la la la
She's a very, very lucky girl
La la la la la la la

Jealous of the girl who won your heart
They say it's a perfect match
She's gonna get to be where you are
And it don't get better than that
She say you're fine
Whisper words I wish were mine
What might have been
What could have been
If I have been there

Jealous of the one whose arms are around you
If she's keeping you satisfied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide
La la la la la la la
She's a very, very lucky girl
La la la la la la la

And you know I'd fight the good fight
If I thought I'd change your mind
But if she makes you happy
Then I'll leave the dream behind
Man she better treats you right and give you everything
Coz the moment that she doesn't
I'll be waiting in the wings

Nina - Jealous

THE END!!!