ALWAYS
Part THIS ROMEO IS BLEEDING
YOU SEE I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A FIGHTER
AND I WILL LOVE YOU BABY
NOW YOUR PICTURES THAT YOU LEFT BEHIND
WHEN YOU SAY YOUR PRAYS TRY TO UNDERSTAND
AND I WILL LOVE YOU BABY
WHEN THERE AIN'T KNOW LOVE
AND I WILL LOVE YOU BABY
bon jovi always
As the song came to an end tears rolled down cheeks
cried even more
started to think about as he knew he quite well ~she was so upset about she even attempted to kill herself i found her luckily and stoped her i never told about this untill~
MEANWHILE
SOON AFTER HAD LEFT THE CAR
, and had been sat in the relatives room for two hours waiting for a result of what had happened to and if she was going to be ok. The door swung open
the doctor shrugged his shoulders and turned around to leave the room
and the others followed the doctor to a room
went through the door and burst into tears as he saw lying on the hospital bed unconcious and wires all over her "" he said softly as he approched the bed her hand twiched at the sound of his voice "i'm so sorry i didn't mean to hurt you i didn't know you felt this way why did you try to kill yourself twice becoz of me i'm not worth it for your life to be taken away" paused as more tears fell down his cheeks "and i will love you baby always" began to sing the chorus to always their song he looked down at the floor tears were still streaming from his eyes "" he heard
linzi whisper he looked up her eyes were open she was looking straight at him "" he said overjoyed
and looked through the window of the room was in
then knocked on the window and looked round then waved her hand as to say come in. So we went throught the door and over to and .
"i'm sorry about earlier i proberly scared you i did write you a note before i'd taken the overdose" i said
He walked down to reception and asked "is it possible for to go home yet" he asked the man at the reception desk
We walked into mine and linzi's house i ran upstairs to find the letter had wrote me it read ~Dear i'm really really sorry but i can't live my life anymore without i will miss you as i'm sure you'll miss me two like i said my life is worthless without so i've taken an overdose of paracetemol it won't mend my heartache as there is no cure for a broken heart so this was my only opption i'm truely sorry love ~ as i read this it brought tears to my eyes even though 's life had been saved had to see this letter so i took it downstairs and handed it to him as he read through it his face sofened from a concentrating look to an omg i can't believe this look {if you get what i mean} tears pricked his eyes
I rolled out of bed put on my dressing gown and went down stairs into the living room was asleep in the chair the telly still switched on i rolled my eyes picked up the remote and changed the channel. was also still asleep on the sofa i sat down on the sofa where there was a space i looked at i was so so happy that he was back in my life i smiled and 's eyes flickered open
An hour had nearly past by now and had to go to the studio
20 minutes later i emurged from the bathroom with a towell wrapped around me i went into my room and got changed into a denium skirt with a white crop tie up top i put a little make-up on and went back downstairs
The doorbell went so i got up to answer it "hiya hun" i said smiling
We had been sat in the living room talking for ages when my phone started to ring flashed up on the screen i squeeled and answered the phone and were laughing
As we were going round gucci rung me "hey buy something nice for tonight"
To be continued....
BUT YOU CAN'T SEE HIS BLOOD
ITS NOTHING BUT SOME FEELINGS
THAT THIS OLD DOG KICKED UP
ITS BEEN RAINING SINCE YOU LEFT ME
NOW I'M DROWNING IN THE FLOOD.
BUT WITHOUT YOU I GIVE UP
I CAN'T SING A LOVE SONG
LIKE THE WAY ITS MEANT TO BE
WELL I GUESS I'M NOT THAT GOOD ANYMORE
BUT BABY THATS JUST ME.
ALWAYS
AND I'LL BE THERE FOREVER AND A DAY
ALWAYS
I'LL BE THERE TILL THE STARS DON'T SHINE
TILL THE HEAVENS BURST AND THE WORDS DON'T RYME
I KNOW WHEN I DIE YOU CAN RUN MY PRIME
AND I'LL LOVE YOU
ALWAYS
ARE JUST MEMORISE FROM A DIFFERENT LIGHT
SOMETHING MADE US LAUGH
SOMETHING MADE US CRY
WHEN THEY MADE YOU
HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE
WHAT I'D GIVE TO RUN MY FINGERS THROUGH YOU HAIR
TOUCH YOUR LIPS TO HOLD YOU NEAR
I'VE MADE MISTAKES I'M JUST A MAN
WHEN HE HOLDS YOU CLOSE
WHEN HE PULLS YOU NEAR
WHEN HE SAYS THE WORDS YOU'VE BEEN NEEDING TO HEAR
I WISH I WAS HIM THAT THOSE WORDS WERE MINE
JUST TO SAVE TILL THE END OF TIME
ALWAYS
AND I'LL BE THERE FOREVER AND A DAY
ALWAYS
IF YOU TOLD ME TO CRY FOR YOU
I COULD
IF YOU TOLD ME TO DIE FOR YOU
I WOULD
TAKE A LOOK AT MY FACE
THERE'S NO PRICE I WON'T PAY
TO SAY THOSE WORDS TO YOU
IN THIS LONELY LIVES
BUT BABY IF YOU GIVE ME ONE MORE TRY
WE CAN PACK UP ALL THE DREAMS AND OUR OLD LIVES
WE'LL FIND A PLACE WHERE THE STARS STILL SHINE
ALWAYS
AND I'LL BE THERE FOREVER AND A DAY
ALWAYS
I'LL BE THERE TILL THE STARS DON'T SHINE
TILL THE HEAVENS BURST AND THE WORDS
DON'T RYME I KNOW WHEN I DIE YOU'LL BE ON MY MIND
AND I LOVE YOU
ALWAYS
ALWAYS
"you alright" said looking over at beside him in the car they were in with , and johnny
"no i'm not i miss her" said as several more tears rolled down his cheeks
looked over to and mouthed "who does he miss"
"his first love"
"name" mouthed back
"" said forgetting was crying about her.
"it'll be alright mate" said comforting
"no it won't be i want her back" said sounding as if this girl was dead not still alive
"is she dead" mouthed to dunk
"no she's just not with he loved her so much"
"who broke up with who" he mouthed back
" broke with "
"why" mouthed shrugged his shoulders
"will you stop that" said
"what"
"silently talking about i broke up with her because i thought she deserved someone better than me and the fact we would only get to see each other about four times a month" said
" mate i have to tell you something about "
"what" looked up at his eyes red
"after you broke up with her she tried to kill herself she couldn't go on without you, you were her world and probably still are" finished his sentence
"johnny could you stop the car please" asked johnny pulled up by the pavement got out and started to walk away.
" stop it" said hugging me
"i can't why did they have to play that song on the radio" i sobbed
"what" said sounding confused
" sang that to me well he sang along with it one night after we had been going out for 6 months then he said that song says how i feel about you thats when i realized i loved him then he broke up with me three months ago"
"is that why you tried to kill youself by going to the bridge standing on the wall" said
"yeah i would have killed myself if hadn't come and found me" i replied
"i don't know what i would of done if i lost you" said i smiled brefly then shut my eyes tight to stop me from crying again the last thing i remember is everthing going pitch black.
I was so upset after hearing that song and what had said i really didn't think loved me that much to try and kill herself. I heard an ambulance coming up the road i decided to follow it i'm kinda nosey like that
"" i heard 's voice shouting i ignored it and continued to follow the ambulance i heard running after me he was
soon walking next to me the ambulance stopped outside a familiar looking house me and looked at each other then back to the ambulance two paramedics steped out and went upto the door they came out of the house a few minutes later to collect a streacher me and walked as close as we were aloud to the house then a girl came out on the strecher with another walking behind i reconized the girl lying on the streacher as
"omg thats " i said
" i know but whats the matter with her"
"i don't know i replied then johnny's car pulled up beside us
"johnny follow that ambulance" i said getting back into the car !
"but we can't coz"
"i don't care follow that ambulance"
"but" johnny continued to say
"NOW" i shouted johnny followed the ambulance to the hospital i went with to the reception desk where was layed
eyes closed on the streache was stood looking at her
"" i croked she turned around shocked
""
"whats the matter with "
"i don't know she just blacked out"
"could you please wait in the relatives room please" a nurse said coming up to us she led us to it we sat down on some chairs i put my head in my hands and started to cry again thinking about and if she was going to be ok...
"whats wrong" said standing up as soon as the doctor had walked in
"she's going to be ok" the doctor said
"why did she just black out" said
"becoz she had taken an overdose of paracetamol" the doctor answered 's question
"why" said
"can i see her" said quickly
"yes but only one at a time follow me" the doctor replied
"in there" he said pointing to a room
"why" she chroked "why what" answered
"why did you leave me" i said "i didn't want to hurt you"
" you hurt me more" i paused to take a breathe
"by leaving me i couldn't get away from you"
"what do you mean" said taking her hand
"your face is everywhere i look even in my dreams" i said gripping his hand back
"i'm not going to leave you again i realized how much i missed you i hide my feeling away from the boys then they played our song on the radio earlier" "you heard it to" i said
"yes and afterwards i burst into tears" i smiled as i thought about it" celeb heartthrob ccryed over me when he could have whichever girl he wanted
"i cried to" i replied "you didn'y have to try to kill yourself though not over me" he said softly
"yes i did i loved you i still do i had always been a fighter when boys broke up with me but wihout you i give up i gave up on life i need you" i said
"i need you too" leaned in towards me and gave me a kiss "say you'll be mine" sai as he broke away from me
"i'll be yours" i replied and we kissed again.
"awww" sighed along with
"their back together then" said looking at
"i'm glad they were such a good couple" replied
"you scared the hell outta me" replied
"where did you leave the note" asked
"on your bed" i replied
"i'm gonna read that when we get back then" said
"so how are you"
"i'm fine but mad at you for trying to kill yourself again" he replied
"sorry but you knew how i felt about "
"yeah you told me when i stopped you the last time you tried to kill yourself" he said looking really serious
"when can i go home" i asked looking at
"i don't know babe" he said
"could you find out for me"
"yeah sure" said leaving the room and going in search of a doctor.
"you'll have to get a doctor to check her over first" he replied
"ok" said
"um could you check to see if can go home please she's in cubicule 4" the man behind the reception desk asked a doctor that had just walked by
"yes i'll go check on her now" the doctor said and went to cubicle 4 to find also went back to her
"well you seem ok" the doctor said after checking and flipping through her notes
"so can i go home she asked
"i should think so" the doctor said smiling the doctor disconnected the wires which were attached to her and i helped her up off of the bed. we all walked out of the main entrance/exit i put my arm round linzi's waist and switched my mobile back on a text came through from johnny ~sorry but me and the other two had to leave be in the studio with duncan tomorrow at 7.00 johnny~ i showed the text to duncan who nodded his head. I dialled the number for a taxi which was here 20 minutes later "�8.50 the taxi driver said as he stopped outside and 's house i payed the money and got out the taxi along with , and .
"don't cry i'm still here" said hugging him
"i know but its just so sad" he replied hugging her back.
"morning babe" he said quietly
"morning" i said still smiling
"come here" he said holding out his arms i moved up and led next to him my head resting on his chest he kissed the top of my head
"i've got to go in an hour" he said
"i know" i replied
"morning" said making me and lee jump
"morning " we said at the same time we laughed slightly...
"well i'm gonna have to love ya and leave ya but i will be back" said to me as they were about to leave
"miss you babe" i said we kissed passionetly then he left.I went back into the living room and sat down in the sofa smiling to myself
"its good to see you smiling again" said
"yeah i know" i replied
"i'm going to have a shower" i said to
"ok" she said and i ran up the stairs and switched the shower on.
"want a cup of tea" i shouted in a cheerful voice to as i walked into the kitchen
"yes please" she shouted back i made the cups of tea went into the living room and handed her tea then sat down on the sofa.
"what are you so happy for didn't you hear what they played on the radio last night" said
"yeah i did always by bon jovi" i replied
"aren't you upset about that" said looked worridly at me
"not anymore"
"so are you over then" she said
"no" i nodded at the same time as i said it
"huh" she said sounding confused
"do you want to come in by the way" i said stepping aside to let in we went into the living room
"so why are you so happy" said
"well" i started
"she's going back out with " couldn't help but say i gave her an evil stare as i wanted to say that but soon broke back into a huge smile
"since when" said
"last night"
"how"
"well i had taken an overdose then i was listening to the radio this was before the O.D kicked in they played always and i did cry i then blacked out got tooken to hospital and when i woke up lee was stood by my bed side he said he had also heard the song and thats when it happened" i finished telling the story
"awww thats so sweet" replied i smiled and looked up at the mantle piece where a picture of me and in a heart shaped frame stood.
"hi babe what you up to"
"nothing much just talking to and "
"anyway i'm coming home now with so i'll see you in a bit"
"yeah ok cool" i said a huge smile forming on my face
"see ya later"
"bye babe" i hung up then jumped up on to the sofa
"he's coming home now" i said still smiling
"calm down" said
"no" i said poking my tounge out at her
"oi" she said and pulled me down from the sofa
"can we do something" i asked
"like what" asked
"shopping" replied
"great" i said already starting to put my kitten boots on
"what about " said
"he'll find me i'll write him a note" i said and grabbed a peice of paper and scribbled down where i was and stuck it to the door
"lets go" i said picking up my bag and we all went out the door
"are we walking" asked
"no" i said getting into my car and got in and we drove to town
"why"
"no reason" he said and hung up
"ok i gotta buy something nice for tonight" i said smiling
"what for" asked
"have no idea" i said going over to some black low cut dresses
"oooh i like this one" i said picking it up
"then go try it on" said i went into the changing rooms got changed into the dress and wow i thought to myself as i looked into the mirror i pulled back the curtin
"wow" i got from
" will love that" said
"you really think so"
"yeah" i took the dress off and went to pay for it at the counter then we all went home.