BECAUSE I LOVE YOU
You had been going out with , for over 8 months now. You loved him, but not in the same way as . You loved like a friend, a close friend, but you loved with your heart and soul. Every time he kissed another girl, you grew green with envy, and everytime he hugged you, you wished even more that he was yours. You never told him, because you were afraid that he wouldnt love you back in the same way, and you didnt want to break 's heart. BUt you would tell him, one day, but just not now, you'll tell him when the time is perfect and right.
You were in your room, getting ready for the celebrations the boys were haveing, because their album had gone number 1. softly knocked at your door, and walked in. He slid his arms around you, and pulled you close to him. You could smell his aftershave on his neck, and you turned round and kissed him. Then you pulled away.
10 minutes later, you walked downstaris. You were wearing a full length black dress, with a slit t the side, so your leg showed when you walked, and strappy higheels. Your hair was up in a plat, and you were wearing a lil bit of red lipstick, nothing else.
You arrived at the restraunt that you were meeting the other boys at, half an hour later. You walked inside, and a waiter took you to the tablle, were the other boys were already sat at. You saw , sitting with another girl, and you suddenly felt ill. looked at you, and saw that you had gone pale. He asked you if you were alright, and you just said you needed some air. You walked outside, and within minutes, was stood next to you.
The whole night, looked at you, but you still knew you couldnt say anything yet, so you played along the lines of the ones you did utside earlier. occationaly wispered something in your ear, but you werent paying full attention. You were too busy thinking about what had happened outside, or more like waht almost happened. Maybe he did love you more then a friend, but then again, he would have told you...or maybe he was, but you didnt listen.Agter sevral hours of un, you left and went home with . As soon as you got home, you went ot bed, followed half an hour later.
You were alread in bed when walked in, wearin gonly his boxers, and climbed into bed with you. He put his arm around you, and you took hold of his hand. He wispered 'I love you' in tyour ear, and you wispered back that you did too. You looked outside. There was total darkness, cept for the eccational star here and there. You felt laying asleep on your shoulder, and soon after you fell into an uneasy sleep.
You were running. Running through something dark, trying to get through to the other side to find something, but you didn't no what. You thought you could hear calling your name, but he wasn't what you where running to, at least, thats what you thought. Suddenly you felt 2 strong arms grab you from behind, and dragged you off, with you screaming at the top of your lungs, but no-one came, no one cared.
You woke up sweating, and panting heavily. was laying awake next to you, and shot up straight wen you did.
2 hours later, you were sitting in your car, waiting for finish his singing. He cane out after 3 minutes of waiting.
To Be Continued�
"You almost ready?"
"Almost...."
"OK. Meet ya downstaris...k?"
"K." And he left you.
"Wow."You smiled, linked yor arm with 's and walked out the door to the limo that was waiting for you.
"Are you OK?"
"Yeah, yeah, im fine."
He looked at in desbeilif. "I know somethings wrong . You have that look in your eyes that say that."
" i sed im ok, ok?"
"OK."
He looked at you, and came closer, your lips almost met, but you pulled away. He looked at you, slightly upset.
"Im sorry."
He loked away. "No, look, im sorry, i know you have its just...."
"Listen, can we just go back inside? Is getting cold out here and...."
"OK." And you both walked back inside, and sat next to your rightful partners.
'what's wrong you turned to, colour was starting to return your cheeks.
"n...n...nothing im fine, i just had a nightmare, thats all."
'Oh, ok. But are you sure your all right?"
"Yeah, yeah im fine, just think i need some air though, and il be fine."
"Ok." He kissed you, and left to have a shower. You sat there thinking about your 'dream.' It seemed so real, but yet so unreal at the same time.