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Part One

I walked throught the school gates of my new school i had just moved to london from new york and damn it was cold over here but i suppose i'll get used to it i had already spotted four fit lads the other day in the park but was too shy to go over and introduce myself.

"Hi i'm " a girl said coming up to me
"hi i'm " i said
"you new here"
"yeah my mum got a new job down at a record company not quite sure i like it here yet"
"you will"
"what from new york"
"ooh so your an american girl"
"no i'm english i moved over there when i was five my parents had split up and me, my mum and sister moved over there"
"so you haven't been in england for 10 years" asked i nodded my head
"well you will like it here" said "yeah i will when i make some friends" i said
"well i'm your friend now let me intorduce you to the rest of my gang" said smiling
"ok" i said and followed her over to a group of girls and boys
"guys this is "
"hi i'm thats thats "
"alright i'm thats , and"
"" the fourth boy said
"hello" i said to all of them
"so where do you come from" asked
"new york" i replied
"why the hell did you move from there to here" said
"my mum got a promotion for the record company! she works for" the boys eyes lit up like little kids in a candy store
"which record company"
"innocent records" i said
"cool" said
"well i can tell that you lot are going to be good friends" said laughing i looked at her confused
"they want to be popstars" she replied to the expression on my face i laughed
"well maybe i can help but i've gotta get my deal first"
"can you sing" said
"yes she sure can" i heard somebody say behind me i turned around and came face to face with my little sister
"what are you doing here" i said
"going to school you could of waited for me sis" said
"sorry" i said and turned back to the group "thats my little sister "
"hi" they all said
" will you meet me by the gates after school please" asked
"ok" i replied and the group including me now walked off
"lets have a look at your timetable" asked i handed it to her
"well your in the same drama class as all of us same maths and english class as and science class as me p.e class as and and music class as , and "
"cool" i said
"and drama's first great" said
"well we better get going or she'll get mad" said and we walked off to first lesson

We entered the school drama room i looked around at the unfamiliar faces staring at me blankly
"ahh the new girl" the teacher said "name"
"" i replied
"do you know anyone yet"
"uuh this guys" i said putting my hands up and twisting my hands round to them
"ok well you'll all be working together on our new project that we are going to start today" miss robinson smiled
"ok" i said and we all went to sit down
"hey cutie" a boy said turning round in his chair
"leave her alone she's mine" said through gritted teeth
"since when i don't see your name on her" replied so for a joke i got out a pen and wrote on my arm property of then showed it to who turned around looking annoyed the gang laughed as i rubbed it off of my arm
"i think i'm gonna like you" said
"whats there to think about" i said in a cheeky tone
"ok i already like ya"
"so do i" everyone in the gang replied i smiled
"will you lot shut up" miss robinson shouted
"yes miss" we replied she gave us our work project and we choose our parts
"ok good work today class" miss robinson said at the end of the lesson then the school bell went

i looked at my time table "oh sh*t maths" i sighed
"i take it you don't like maths either" said
"noway i hate it"
"we do 2" replied as we headed to the maths blocks
"can you sit by me please" asked
"no me" said
"i'll sit with both of you" i said as there was a table with three seats in a row i sat in the middle of and
ooooh lucky me the teacher mr yomans handed me a book and i wrote my name class ect on it then opened it up and wrote the date shoved a note underneath the book and so did i read them
~did you mean what you wrote on your arm or was it a joke luv ~
~did you mean what you wrote on your arm about or was you joking coz i want you more love ~
god what the hell am i gonna do i wrote back to 's
~if you want it to be true it could be love ~
~i'm not sure i really like him but i like you 2 love ~
i handed them their notes back and listened to the teacher drone on about maths
"don't worry its break next" said to me half way through the lesson
"good" i replied and flashed him a flirty smile he smiled back and carried on writing up equations.

AT BREAK...
"So how was maths" said smiling as we met back up with her then the rest of the gang in the school canteen
"boring but funny" i said nodding my head to and
"why was it funny" asked
"they were fighting over me through notes it was so funny" the gang looked at and and started to laugh
"what" they said unaware of what they were laughing at
"you two fighting over already" answered
"yeah you hardly know me"
"so" and answered at the same time
"i could be a bitch for all you know"
"oh well i don't mind" answered
i laughed and the expression on 's face looked pretty pissed off so i gave him a secret smile to make him happy again the school bell went so once again we had to part from the gang
"so who am i with now" i asked
"with us again you've got english" replied to my question
"oh great" i rolled my eyes
"don't worry you can sit in the middle again" said as we entered the class room
"ok" i said smiling at and we went and sat down i looked over to see that was also in our english class and he was staring at me with and he still looked very annoyed so to annoy him even more i gave him a sarcastic smile then 's face appeared just inch's away from mine
"who you smiling like that at" i nodded my head in 's direction who turned his head away when looked over at him
"mr drew the english teacher is off sick today so i'll be teaching you today where are your books" the subs teacher asked
"he has them" said a geeky girl infront
"ok then you'll be working off of paper" she said handing some out with a work sheet
half an hour into the lesson a piece of paper came round for us to right our names down wrote his i looked at his name ~ ~ nice i thought to myself as i wrote my name and passed it to he signed his name ~ "~ also nice passed the paper on and stayed quiet for the rest of the lesson but couldn't stop talking.

AFTER SCHOOL, I met up with my sister and we walked home i ran up to my room smiling followed and came into my room
" what am i going to do" i said as i fell back onto my bed
"do about what"
" and they both want me"
"you used to have this problem back home but you always sorted it"
"thats because i usually didn't like both boys" i said looking at who was now sat on my bed
"oh shit" she answered
"well go out on a date with both of them at different times of course and then decide what your gonna do" she answered
"you know for an annoying little sis you come up with some great idea's" i answered smiled and left the room as my phone started to ring an unfamiliar number came up i answered it
"hello"
"hiya its " oh yeah i forgot to put his number in my phone.
"oh hi how you doing"
"fine you know when i got home i thought about you and i wrote you a song"
"you what" i said sounding a little scared
"what your my insperation"
" you've only known me for 6 and a half hours"
"yeah so"
"your to sweet " i replied smiling even though he can't see it
"i'm gonna sing you the song tomorrow at school"
"but i wanna know it now"
"can i come round then"
"yeah sure i'll meet you at the park in ten"
"ok see you then bye"
"bye" i said and hung up the phone changed from my school clothes and went out the door and ran down to the park
"sing it then" i said as soon as i saw
"can we go to your house i don't want to sing it out here"
"yeah sure" i said and turned in the direction of my house....

Part Two

We got to my house and went up to my room started to sing

I was made for you
you were made for me
everybody used to say
we were meant to be

I don't ever want to have to let you go
and thats all you ever really need to know
i was made for you

Its like a poison-just one cure
you're my remedy-for sure
There's an angel-at my door
i don't wanna feel like this no more

i'm in the dark and your my light
i'm going blinde and your my sight
i feel-alive

you set me free i hold you tight
your in my heart and i'm the knife
i feel-alive

You Belong to me
Like i belong to you
If your not satisfied
Tell me what i gotta do...

"thats all i've got to" said
"that was amazing" i said getting up off of my bed and walking over to i gave him hug which soon turned into a kiss
"so you do like me" he answered
"yeah but i don't want to hurt "
"don't worry he'll find someone else he'll like"
"really"
"yes" replied and i kissed him again...

FEW YEARS LATER
~"Babe where are you why isn't your phone switched on call me back when you get this message love "~ my answer phone said i had not been very happy with lately as he had upset me by getting jealous we had a huge argument and i had not spoken to him since

______________FLASHBACK___________TWO WEEKS AGO_____
"What is your problem" i shouted at after we had left the club that friday night he had not let me do the stuff i usually do he was watching me like a hawk
"i know all about you and " he thundered back
"what" i answered confused
"you and him spent last saturday night together in his room need i say more" he said
" i have no idea what you're on about" i said back i honestly didn't
"yes you do and i'm so sorry but its over" he shouted at me only inches away from me i broke down in tears then suddenly put his arm around me and apologized saying he didn'y mean it i pushed him away and ran from him after i throw his ring back at him as i ran he let out a cry..
____________________END OF FLASHBACK__________________

Should i call him or shoudn't i why am i arguing with myself i picked up the phone and dialled his number
"hey babe"
"don't call me your babe" i said straight away
"your still mad at me"
"well duh" i said
"i'm sorry"
"well i'm sorry to"
"for what" answered
"sorry that our love crumbled its over" i said
"no" he said sounding as if he was about to cry i hung up the phone not wanting to listen
"are you ok" voice came from behind me
"no" i said turning round and crying into her
"could you please use a tissue and not my jumper" she answered making me laugh slightly
"see i made you laugh" said she always knew how to make me smile
"do you want a cup of tea" she asked
"yes please" i said and sat back down on the sofa...

Part Three

A FEW MONTHS LATER

I had not been going out with for three months we stayed mates although i could see it was killing him inside i was so sorry but how could i carry on after he had acussed me of sleeping with i had taken the dog for a walk and sat down on the park bench my new boyfriend came over and put his arm around me i kissed him passionety as we broke apart he said "i knew you and wouldn't last" now that was crule "i have to go now" i said and stood up and took the dog back home i heard somebody singing behind me i reconized the voice so well it was 's i ignored his words which were...

Cruel to the eye
i see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
watching him hold what uesd to be mine

why did i lie?
what did i walk away to find
ooohhh ...why oooh...why...

i...can't breathe easy
can't sleep at night
Till your by my side
No i... cant breathe easy
i can't dreaam another dream
without you lying next to me
There's no air

curse me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
curse me inside

I won't forget no i won't baby.
I don't know why (don't know why)
I left the one i was looking to find

ooh ... why ooooh,why ...why-why

I turned around " stop" i said tears foming in my eyes i shut them tightly to stop them from rolling down my cheeks
"there's no air without you" he said
"think its easy for me" i answered opening my eyes had moved closer i looked passed him saw watching turned around
"it hurts me to see him hold you" said
"you shoudn't of acussed me and duncan then should you" i shouted
"i'm sorry i was pissed"
"don't make excuses "
"but..." i walked off not wanting to listen to his words it would only hurt me more i went inside my house and cried on the stairs then i heard shouting "LEAVE HER ALONE SHE DOESN'T WANT YOU ANYMORE SHE WANTS ME" i heard shout "YOUR SO WRONG ABOUT THAT" shouted back i looked out the window and saw hit he fell to the ground and blood started to pour out of his nose and mouth. I ran to the door and opened it i ran up to i fell to my knees and hugged him "oh so thats how it is is it" said and went to hit me i stood up! and smacked him in the mouth he ran off after shouting "its over between us now"
"good" i said back and contiued to tend to
"you better come inside" i said and helped up i took him inside and stopped his nose from bleeding
"i really am sorry babe"
"i know" i said hugging him and then i gave him reasurring kiss...

looked down at my stomach after we had broken apart his face looked confused "how longs that bump been there"
"since it grew a little bigger so its now noticable" i replied
"are you trying to tell me that your"
"pregnant" i cut in
"are you"
"yes"
"is it mine"
"not sure" i answered
"well duh" i said straight after a huge smile crept across his face and he placed his hands on my bump
"our little creation" he said we hugged tightly
"i don't ever want to have to let you go" he said i remembered the song he sang to me to win my heart...

I was made for you
you were made for me
everybody used to say
we were meant to be

I don't ever want to have to let you go
and thats all you ever really need to know
i was made for you

Its like a poison-just one cure
you're my remedy-for sure
There's an angel-at my door
i don't wanna feel like this no more

i'm in the dark and your my light
i'm going blinde and your my sight
i feel-alive

you set me free i hold you tight
your in my heart and i'm the knife
i feel-alive

"you let me once" i said "and i won't ever again i realized i left the one i was looking for"
"aww" i said and kissed him on the nose
"so how far gone are you"
"3 and a half months" i replied
"not long left then" he replied still smiling
"we have to tell the others " he replied
"i have to tell my mum" i said i don't live with her anymore coz me and brought a house together when she turned 17 and i turned 18 for sister's were surprisingly close
"i'll go call her" i said and went to call her
"hello sweetie" she said down the phone
"hey mum i've got great news" i said
"your back with " she replied
"yeah i am but thats not the great news"
"what is then"
"i'm pregnant with his baby"
"well i don't know what to say"
"say your happy for me"
"i am but i have great news for and the others" she replied
"which is"
"daniel decided to sign them they have a record label"
"omg i have to tell him"
"no you have to get them down here pronto" she said
"ok mum i'll do that now bye"
"!bye hun and i'll tell you more great news when you get here"
"make me wait why don't you" i replied
"bye" she said again and hung up
"come on " i said grabbing my coat
"where we going"
"to get the others then down to the studio"
"why"
"you'll see" i replied and we left to go to sy's house luckily and were there we then went down to the studio and into daniels office my mum was there 2
"well guys all i can say is welcome to our record company"
"omg" they all said together
"oh yeah and has one to"
"omfg"
"oi" mum said pointing at me
"sorry" i apologized
"what am i going to do though i can't be a star when i'm fat can i" i said looking down at the bump
"your not fat silly your pregnant" said putting his arms around me the boys eyes lit up and they gave me a huge group hug
"ok people need to breathe" i said and they let go
"your going to be here tomorrow at 8 in the morning to record your first single" daniel said to me as he handed me a music sheet i scan!ned the words
"i'll go learn these then"
"what about us" asked
"well you lot will start on monday seeing as you don't have to worry about a bump appearing" he said laughing
"lets go celebrate then" said
"ok but i can't drink" i said and we all left
"i'll ring and ask her to ring and so on" i said and picked up my phone i scrolled through the names which took forever "hiya babe" she said
"hi do you want to come out tonight we all have great news to tell you" i answered
"yeah do you want me to start the calling circle"
"yeah call then get her to call then "
"i think i should know the circle by now don't you"
"yeah you should bye"
"bye hun" i hung up and went back to the boys.

Part Four

We went back to my house as i'm the only one who owns a house belonging to me so you don't have to worry about anyone else
"hiya hun" said in her cheerful voice followed by , and who was also 's girlfriend
"babe" said giving her a hug we all went into the living room i sat down on 's lap which puzzled the others as they thought we had broken up
"your back together then" said
"well we have to be"
"why do you have to be"
"for the baby and i missed so much"
"go back to the first thing you said" asked looking at me strangely
"oh yeah me and are expecting a baby" i replied with a huge grin on mine as well as 's face
"thats fantastic hun we all said you'd be the first" said hugging me then the other's hugged me 2
"when did you all say that" i replied looking at them seriously
"oops" said
"what"
"well we kinda made a bet" said
"what on me being the first" i answered
"well yeah" answered back laughing
"you cheeky lot of b!tches" i replied laughing
"and the other great news is that we have a record deal" pipped up unable to hold it in much longer
"and so have i but i'm not going to take it" i said
"why" asked
"because of bump" i said
"aww hun" said hugging me
"you'd give up your once in a life time oppertunity for the bump me and you created"
"yeah" i replied kissing him
"thats so sweet" said
"i know" i said breaking away from
"but what about tomorrow he wants you to record a song"
"well i'll cancel ok"
"fine"
"anyone want a drink" said coming through the door
"aren't you so happy for your sister" said
"what about"
" "
they all looked at me
"ok so i haven't told her yet"
"well you can tell her now" said
"ok guess what"
"what"
"your going to be an antie"
"omfg" she said running over and giving me a hug
"will people stop with the hugging unless your names " i said laughing
"sorry" said breaking away from me
"so like i said before does anyone want a drink"
"got any beers" asked
"yes" replied looking at him
"can i have one of them then please"
"and me" , and answered
"and i bet the girls want white wine then"
"yep" they all answered including me i know i can't but i want to see 's reaction
"not for you you can have tea"
"ok" i said laughing and went off to get the drinks helped her.

THE NEXT MORNING
I woke up and looked over at awww he looks so sweet when he's sleeping i sat up and looked at for about ten minutes before he woke uo himself
"morning babez" he said yawning
"morning hun" i said kissing him
"you know i really missed you" he said after we had broken apart
"aww and i missed you 2"
"thats why you went away with " i rolled my eyes
"i only used him he was a confort thing really" i replied
"good" said kissing me again
"he was nothing to me" i said after
"and what am i"
"my world" i answered making him smile he then put his hands across my bump smiled even more
"it kicked" he replied
"i think i would know" i replied sarcasticly just looked at me when my phone started bleeping i picked it up 1 message received i opened it ~ ~ i need your help i think i upset last night as he went to bed early and he wasn't there when i woke up this morning help~ i showed it to
"oh he's no p!ssed off with her he wanted to get an earlie start this morning you know get into shape"
"oh" i nodded and texted this back to vicky

BANG! BANG! somebody knocked on the door i went down to answer it
" " i said as i opened the door he was out of breathe
"wa..ter.." he said
"gottcha" i said and went into the kitchen to get him a glass of water collapesed on the stairs
" mate how are you" said coming down the stairs i handed him his water
"dead" replied making me and laugh at him
"you look alive to me" said poking him in the ribs
"ow" replied
"what are you doing today" asked
"nothing" replied
"i'm going baby shopping with she promised to go with me"
"oh right then if your not doing anything you can come to the gym with me" replied
"sorry got no money for the gym" that is such a lie i thought to myself
"yes you have" i replied and gave him tenner knowing he would confess
"no you'll need that i have my own money" realizing what he said he ut he's head in his hands
"good one " replied
"i know now i'm going to get dressed then i'm meeting " i replied going up the stairs and getting changed
" " shouted up the stairs
"yeah" i said going to the top of the stairs while putting my hair up into a pony tail
"could you give me and a lift to the gym"
"yeah but whats wrong with 's car"
"in the garage" i nodded my head and went back into my room to add the finishing touches to my day make-up then going back down stairs and picking up my bag and car keys
"c'mon then" i said going out the door and followed and got into my car i drove off to 's
"hiya hun" i said as she got into the car
"hey what they doing here"
"have to drop them off at the gym" i replied
"oh right" she said and i continued to drive to the leasure centre
"have fun" me and said as they got out and went into the front seat
"lets go" she said and i pulled away.

Me and had got into town after going to three different car parks to find a f**king space which we finally found
"do you know what your having girl or boy" asked as we were heading out of the car park
"dunno i think it might be a girl don't ask me why but get white clothes" i replied
"and what about the cot and stuff" said
"well that pretty obvious that i'm gonna get that isn't it" i reply laughing laughed also as we headed towards the nearest mothercare
"god look how sweet that is" said going up to a tigger pj set with a hood
"aww" i said when i saw it
"no i think i'll get that when the babies 6 months" i said looking at the label laughed again as i went over to some little white babygros one had a lil' pic of blue and pink bear on it i brought that along with some others
"c'mon then lets get something to eat" said spotting the cafe across the road
"ok" i said and we walked of to the cafe which we go in quite alot
"usual girls" becky the owner said as we sat down
"yeah and can i have an extra muffin please" i say
"sure hun" she says and walks off looks at me confused as i'm normally the one eating the least out of us
"what i am eating for two remember" i said
"yeah but its still strange you eating more than me" i smiled
"hiya girls" and said coming through the cafe's door
"hey" i say still smiling they sit down with us and becky looks over
"usual" i say to them
"yep" they reply and i nod my head as a yes to becky she nods back
"so what you in here for" asks
"baby clothes" i say
"aww still can't believe your having 's baby" replies
"i know its wierd" i say laughing as becky comes over with our order
"thanx" we all say
"i'm paying" i say handing becky the money befor anyone can say anything becky smiled and left she noticed my bump
" 's" she mouthed from behind tthe counter she had gone back to i nodded my head
"good for you" she said back
"thanks" i say loud enough so she can hear me.
"having fun then " sophz asked
"yeah why wouldn't i be" she shrugged her shoulders.

Part Five

looked over at the door smiling so we all looked round
"hiya " we said
"hey girlz hiya babe" he said kissing pretended to gag making us laugh though and had no idea why
"well we better get some more baby clothes and other items" i said drinking up my tea and getting up
"can i come 2" asked looking at and still kissing
"yeah sure if don't mind" i said she waved her hand
"see ya later" we all said and left
"so where's we going now" asked
"don't care as long as i don't have to see that gross sight" answered and i laughed
"go get the cot or something" i said
"ok lets go" and said grabbing my hands and running off down towards argos i looked through the catalouge
"ok that one'll do" i said looking at a white cot with yellow chicks painted on the end
"aww" and vicky said i filled in the lil' form and handed it to the clerk at the desk he took it and went to get it
"�60 please" he said as he passed it over the counter i payed and me and me girlz left
"what now" asked
"nothing i've got all i need for now so i'm going home you two coming with"
"well i have to" answered
"yeah sure why not" said and we walked off to find my car passing and dan in the cafe talking we waved as we went past the window.
"Guess we won't be hearing from again today" said as she climbed into the car
"nope" and i answer
"so we gonna go clubbing without her then" asked i looked at her
"oh yeah sorry forgot you can't come niether"
"that'll suck if you can't come your the life of the whole clubbing thing!" said i laughed
"yeah right whatever anyway i can still come if i only have orange juice" i replied smiling as i turned off of the round about to go home i went up the drive and parked he car we all got out and went inside
"alright babe" said coming out from the kitchen
"yeah have fun"
"what do you think and you shouldn't be carrying something heavy like that" he said pointing to the cot then taking it off of me
"put it upstairs in the spare room" i say
"sure thing hun" he said and gave me a kiss on the cheek
"oh 's in there" said nodding his head towrds the lounge
"ok thanks" she said we went into the lounge
"hey " i said sitting down on the chair
"alright , " he replied sat down on the chair next to me and sat next to
" if you sit any closer your gonna be on 's lap" i said laughing she threw a cusion at me so i threw it back but caught it "what are you like children" he said
"yeah" we replied laughing then came in
"wanna cup of tea" he said
"yep" , and said
"i'll get it" i said getting up
"no you..." i looked at with raised eye brows which made him shut up i went through to the kitchen and put the kettle on i lent back on the kitchen counter waiting for it to boil
"where's " i shout to standing in the hall way
"oh she said she had to go out"
"oh ok" i say smiling at sweetly then turning round to finish making the tea picked two of the cups up after i had made it and carried it through i picked up the other two and went back to the others...

A FEW HOURS LATER
C'mon hurry up" shouted from the bottom of the stairs
"hang on i'm trying to find something that doesn't show off my stomach" i shouted back i heard somebody running up the stairs then appeared at the door
"here" she said taking something out of my cupboard and handing it to me i put it on
"perfect you can't notice that bump" said
"you sure" i said she rolled her eyes
"yes i'm sure" i put my hair up and went down stairs with
"whoa finally" said laughing
"shut it you" i said also laughing
"hey i just realized sumthing" said
"what" i reply "well seeing as your not drinking you can drive" she said hinting
"oh ok then" is said picking up my car keys and heading to the door
"right everybody in" i said "yep" i got from , and
"do you know if 's coming at all"
"no she said she wanted a night in with " answered
"oooooooooooh" me and said at the same time laughing
"ok were here" i say parking the car we get out the car and walk in the club
"ladies" the barman say's as we approach
"alright" we said
"yep so what can i get for you" he continued to say
"orange juice for me and vodka and coke for the rest of them" i said ricky the bar man looked at me strangly
"what" i say
"you haveing an orange juice" ricky replied
"well i am pregnant" i say smiling
"god help that child" he said laughing
"oi you cheeky" i said as i handed him the money
"nah have these on me as a congats kinda thing" thanks ricky" we say going over to a table and sitting down soon to arrive was , and they ordered and came and sat down with us.