I drove away from my town London and my entire best friends and tried to start my new life, I moved to Scotland for a while and bought a small apartment in Aberdeen. I lived there now almost a year and I hardly forget all about them, I worked in the 'SNEAK' magazine company as an editor article and I also found my new friends, they are , and . They were very nice to me and I didn't tell them my story, it just hard to tell them when it's not nice story to tell them about.

Today after I finished my work, I was on the way to the parking area when my friend called after me. Actually he's not my friend, he's my boss but he's still new because he must replacing his father job knowing his father was past away 5 months ago.

"!! Wait up please!!!" He called after me and ran towards me, he reached me and he seemed breathless
"Breathe first hun�" I smiled and he took a deep breathe
"So what's up?!?" I asked after his breathe back to normal
"Do you have plan for tonight?"
"Ehm not really but I'm planning to clean up my apartment, it's a bit mess up now!"
"Then can I come in and help ya?" He offered, I must admit that he has a nice smile especially he got a little dimples on his face. It made him looked more better
"Sure but you're coming by yourself I mean I'm not inviting ya or something�" I laughed
"Yeah I offered ya my hands so?"
"Cool with me, come around 7 if it's impossible we can have dinner at my place"
"Thank you I'd love to eat dinner with ya beside I heard from you are a good cooker, see ya tonight then!" He smiled and kissed my cheek, I got in to my car and watched him from the mirror and noticed he still stand firm at his spot watching over me. I smiled at my self as I turned on the radio in my car, it was my fave radio station Mustang FM. I was enjoy listening to the radio until I heard his band song started playing, 'Breathe Easy' started playing on the radio and it reminded me of him again. I sighed deeply and turned off the radio, my mind was somewhere else and I couldn't think clear until I reached the front door of my apartment. Opened the door quickly and flopped by body down to the next couch

"Damn!!!" I yelled, closing my eyes firmly as I let the flash back coming rushed over my head
"No, no, no it's not the right time to think about him. He's happy with his family though�" I covered my face with my hands
"But God I missed him�!!! Get that thought outta your head!!!" I screamed at myself and started walking to my bedroom. I started to unbutton my shirt when my cell phone rang
"Where's it???" I yelled after hopelessly trying to find the phone. It already stopped ringing a few times, but who ever tried to call...kept trying anyway. "Hello??" I finally found it.
"hey" I heard 's sweet voice and sighed.
"Hey..." I sat down again. "Something's wrong? You sound breathless" She asked with a worried tone in her voice.
"Yeah I'm fine...I just couldn't find the phone...I finally did!" I played with my hair.
"Really? So that's why it took you so long to answer!" She sounded relieved.
"Yeah...sorry about that" I got comfortable on the sofa I sat on
"Anyway what's up ?" I added
"No I just got a phone call from said that you are going to have a date with your boss tonight, ehm that'd be so cool! Anyway is a very cute guy�" She said sounding very exiting
"Hey hey hey wait a minute! said what?!?" I stopped her from saying loads more things
"You are going to have a date with your bossy tonight!!!"
"That's lie!!!"
"How come, works at the same office with ya?"
"Yeah I don't mean that, I mean me and aren't going to have a date tonight but it's true tonight will come to my apartment"
"Ah! Then what's going to happened sweetie?"
"He will help me cleaning up my apartment and we will have dinner and that's it!"
"Including cleaning your bedroom?" She replied naughtily
"He's not my type honestly, by the way I'm going to take a bath right now. Talk to ya again laterzzz!"
"Bye sweetie, have a great time!" She hang up the phone first, I get undress and went to the bathroom. I'd love to take a bath especially in the bath up with the bubble bath, it felt so great but now I took a quick shower because I must cooking for the dinner tonight. Putting on my fave baby blue T-shirt and cargo pants I came downstairs and started cooking pizza.

I was putting the pizza to the oven when I heard the doorbell rang, cleaned up my hands I got the door and opened it. I saw a guy with black shirt and jeans standing and looked at me
"Hi , you look nice! Well it's just me and probably your clothes will get dirty�" I winked as both of us walking to the living room
"Yeah but I dunno I want to look good in front of ya!" He smiled
"Take a seat then" He did as I said, he looked around the room and started wolf whistled
"What a mess girl?!? You really need my help tonight" I laughed
"Agree with ya!"
"Let's do it now so we could get a spare time later!" We both stood up and started cleaning the whole room, I got out my vacuum cleaner and started to clean the whole living room
"!!!" I yelled, he didn't hear me because the voice from vacuum cleaner really loud, I shook my head and went to the kitchen. I picked the pizza from the over and put it on the plate, I came back to the living room and saw already finished cleaning the room
"What d'ya say about it?" He said proudly
"Well I never thought that a boss like ya could do such a thing like this"
"It's great helping you here!" He said as he walked over to me and I smiled
"Anyway dinner is ready!"
"Only this room I need to clean up?!? Is there any other room I need to clean up?" He asked as he put his arms around my waist
"No but I'll think about it after we finish our dinner�" I answered, we both walked to the kitchen and he sat on the dining chair
"PIZZA!!!" He yelled happily as I got a plate and placed it in front of him
"Yeah why? You didn't like it?" I asked worried
"Course I love it, it's my fave food ever since I was little kid!" He cried happily, we ate our dinner and now we were sitting on the living room watching the telly
"???" asked quietly
"Yeah�" I replied whispering, it was pretty late but I don't want to tell him to go home
"You better go sleep babe" He rocked my hair softly
"You too�"
"Can I sleep here with you?" He asked all of a sudden, I jumped surprisingly and looked at him
"W�w�what?"
"Can I?" He repeated again
"There's only one bedroom here"
"I can sleep anywhere though�"
"No, come on go to my room BUT we still need to clean up the room a bit!" I giggled, he smiled too
"No need to worry!" We walked to my room and I felt my hear beat even faster, I could feel 's eyes on my back as we reached our room. The room was tidy enough there's nothing we need to clean up
"There's nothing we need to clean up here babe�" He said as he looked around the room
"Yeah, so we better get sleep cos tomorrow we're going to work remember?"
"Ok, where could I sleep. I don't mind sleep on the floor"
"What?!? You're my boss and I wont let ya sleep on the floor, I can share the bed with ya �"
"Thank you but don't call me boss if we are outside the work times, I'm just a normal guy" He replied as he wrapped his arms around my waist, I kept looking at him, there were something about his lips that made me wanna taste them.
"God you're so beautiful�?" He broke the silence. I didn't answer, without a moment to think his lips was pressed against mine. At first it was just with his lips, soft, and then stronger and stronger. His hands were on my waist pulling me closer, the kiss that started slow began to get deeper and deeper. I almost forgot that the one I was kissing was , my boss, it was dipper, with a lot of passion. I was above him, the powerful kiss didn't stop. His hands which were on my waist until now moved to my shirt and he opened the buttons. My hands were moving too, they moved to his pants as they were trying to opened them. But it felt wrong like myself not allowed me to do that
" !" I whispered his name.
"Ohh god!" I opened my eyes realizing what was going on, I was in bed with him, messing around.
"What happened?" He asked kissing my neck.
"We cant" I stopped "We cant?" But he didn't stop.
"No...we got to stop whatever it is that we're doing right now!" I tried to push him away
"But �"
" we'll got into the dead trouble if we continue this!" I stood up and started walking around the room, he stood up and grabbed me
"Listen I don't care with anything! I love you! Yes I love you!" I was shocked of what he just said
" �you are my boss and we're not allowed!"
"But�" This time I hesitate, I love him but not in that way
"Please give us a try?" I moved my head towards him and kissed him again, I know this is the wrong decision but for hell I don't care!

*****1 Month Later*****
Me and are a couple now, at first I thought it would be a nightmare but everyone at office seemed happy for us. I was walking hurried to my desk when I heard calling my name from his office, I turned around and walked over to him.
"Morning babe!" I said as I kissed him
"Ehm morning love!" He sat me on his lap
"What's up!"
"Can you do this job for me please?" He asked with his puppy eyes and very nice smile
"What job sweetie?" I asked curiously
" is sick, so she can report this band concert for the whole week and there's no one else to do this job�"
"Ehm babe what can I help ya?"
"Report a concert this band for me please?"
"But my job?"
"No need to worry, I'll ask David to do it today�" I sighed as I played with his spiky hair
"Well�what band are they in?" I asked
"Blue, they will concert around UK this whole week so all you need to do is follow their concert and what they are going to do" I was about to faint when I heard the band name Blue
"Babe are ya alright?" asked me
"I�I'm fine�"
"So, please???" He took my hand and kissed it
"A WEEK???" I said almost screaming
"Chill out babe, yes a week but I'll sort the things out for ya!"
"Like what?"
"I booked the same hotel as them for ya, tickets concert, VIP card Backstage and so on�" I didn't response
"Babe??? Please???" I released a deep breathe and nodded, he grabbed me and kissed me again
"When I should go?" I asked whispering
"Today, now I'll drop ya home and you'll pack your things alright?"
"Ok�" He grabbed the car keys and walked out of his office with me, we got in to his car and I was so quite
"Are you ok?"
"Am fine�" We arrived at my apartment, helped me packing my things up, an hour later dropped me to Aberdeen airport, and I'll get the first fly to London
"Here's your ticket, and about the money I send them to your account so you can use the credit card�" He kissed my forehead
"I'll miss you�" I said choking back the tears
"Me too but just remember I love ya" He smiled and kissed me, some random voice came and told me to get to the plane
"Gotta go, bye!" I grabbed my suitcase and started to walk
"!!" I turned around, running towards me and kissed me one more time then waved me goodbye�

I sighed and closed my eyes as I realized now I'm on the way to London, the flight didn't take so long it was just about 1 and half hour. The plane landed at London Heathrow airport, I stood up and started to walk to the arrival gate. I saw a man stood at the waiting room with a banner in his arms, it said ' Miss ' I smiled and walked towards him
"Are ya miss ??" He asked me
"Yes I am and you???"
"I'm Daniel, Mr. Steven McNeill private driver. He asked me to be your driver this whole week" He replied as he picked my suitcase and led me to the car, that it was a limo. I smiled to myself how lucky I am to have . Daniel drove me to the hotel and gave me my keys room, and I thanked him
"Thank you Daniel, so where are ya staying at?" I asked him
"Not so far from here and if ya need a ride just call me, here's my phone number" He gave me a piece of paper, after he's gone I started walking to my room. I opened the room and my jaw dropped immediately
"WOW!!" I exclaimed as I saw the room, it was huge and beautiful.
Suddenly my phone went ringing
"Hello"
"Hi love, how's the flight?" It was
"Fine and thanks for everything, y'know what I'm glad found you�"
"Aw babe that's sweet and that's made me missing you already!"
"Ok so what must I do now?"
"Go to Johnny office and tell him what are ya going to do, he'll understand cos I already called him about it. You don't have to worry�"
"Now?"
"Yeah Daniel will be there about an hour, get ready hunnie�"
"Bye and love ya xxx"
"Love ya loads too!" I put my phone down and changed my clothes, an hour later Daniel came to picked me up. Now I'm on the way to Johnny office, I dunno who is he but anyway I'll find out soon. I stepped out from the car and walked towards the tall building
"Daniel, are you sure it's the place?" I asked nervously
"Yes Miss, go in I'll wait at the parking space" He parked the car and waited for me. I took a deep breathe and walked towards the door, I went to the receptionist and the woman gave me in ID card
"Go to the fifth floor, Johnny waiting for ya already" I did as she told me, I knocked the door quietly
"Come in, the door's open�" I came in slowly and saw a man sitting on the chair, he stood up as he saw me walking to the room
"You must be !" He smiled warmly but I was in my nervous
"Y�yes" I replied
"Don't be too nervous hun, it'll be a great job in no time!" I shook his hand and we sat on the sofa
"You met the guys already?" Johnny asked as he handed me a coke
"Not yet!" I replied quickly
"Alright the tour's coming up tomorrow but tonight the guys will have some fun at the club, so wanna join them? I'll tell them to pick you up then�"
"It'd be cool but I'll be there with my driver"
"See ya at 8! I'll call the guys so they would recognize you easily"
After more than an hour talking with Johnny, I excused myself to get ready for tonight
"Bye Johnny!" I waved him goodbye, he waved back and smiled at me

*****Later That Night*****
I looked at myself in the mirror and suddenly got fear inside my heart
"Oh damn it!!! I will see him tonight!!!" I grabbed my jacket and bag when I heard Daniel already coming. Putting the keys on my bag I walked to the lobby and met with Daniel
"Going somewhere nice???" He asked me with a smile on his face
"Kind of�"
"Why are ya so nervous?"
"It just�oh nothing! Come on lets go or I'll be late!" We drove to the club that Johnny told me earlier, the club was great but my knees shaking and I couldn't stand right. Daniel helped me with that and led me to the bouncer
"What's your name Miss???" He asked as he got out the paper
" " I said
"Well with Johnny right?" I nodded
"Follow me" He said, I looked over to Daniel
"Thank you�" I mouthed, he smiled
"I'll wait there!" He walked away, I ran a bit and followed the bouncer. I saw Johnny sitting on the bar alone
"Hey sweetie!" He greeted me and gave me a kiss on my cheek
"Hi�"
"Sit here first I'll call the guys�" Johnny left and tried to find the guys, I sat there with my heart beat even faster until I heard a familiar voice of him and the rest of the guys laughing, this was what I had been dreading. I took a deep breathe and tried to calm myself down
"Guys this is the girl from the special magazine that would follow us on tour" Johnny said, I turned my head around and looked at them. I saw the same shocked in their faces especially and
"Guys meet and meet the guys these are , , and "
"Hi�" I forced a smile, and I shook their hands
" sorry I gotta go, you can stay here with the guys�" Johnny said and kissed me on my cheek and left. I sat at the bar and I felt the guys sat next to me
"�" first to say, I looked at him
"Yeah"
"How are you?" He added
"As you see I'm so much fine"
"Why did you leave us???" suddenly grabbed my hand
"I need a time, so how's ???" I asked him trying to sound calm, instead of answered be back he got up and walked outside the club
"Why's he?!?" I asked him getting worried
"Do you still love him?" asked me
"Yes�no�I mean I'm over him"
"Aren't you a journalist?!? Well he divorced with two months ago" replied and ordered his drink
"I'll talk to him�" I got up and walked outside the club, I saw him walking towards the near park
"Hey!" I said as I sat next to him, he looked at me and I could see he has been crying
"Why are you crying?!?" I asked as I pulled him to my chest, he started crying again
"Shhh it's ok, now tell me?"
"I missed you, I missed you so so much!" He said, I wiped away the tears and smiled softly
"I missed you too, more than you could imagine"
"Then why did you leave me?"
"I have to! I want you to be happy, so are you happy with ?"
"I chose the wrong woman! I thought she loved me but she didn't so we decided to split up" He replied innocently, it felt like before having my best friend with me again. To share the tears and laugh, somehow the love in my heart flooded back again as I saw him through his blue eyes
"That's ok, we did lots of mistaken in life so now it's time to move on�" I smiled, he nodded as he rested his head on my shoulder
"How are ya ???"
"I'm fine and I'm happy�" I answered whispering but he did hear me
"What d'ya mean?"
"I'm happy with and I missed you " He took my shoulder and looked at me confused
" ?!? Who's he?!? He's your boyfriend???" I nodded, softly he touched my cheek
"I'm happy for both of you, remember when I said you'll always be my sunshine???" I nodded
"You're still my sunshine forever, and thanks for being my friend"
" �" I couldn't finished what I had to say
"Yeah�"
"Let's get back to the club!" I stood up, he stood up to and wrapped his arms around my waist
"It'll be great on tour knowing you are here with me�" He said and kissed my neck, I know we usually do that before but now it just felt different. We walked back to the club and met with the guys, a couple of hours later we all were very drunk and I didn't remember what happened after all�

*****The Next day*****
I woke up with aching head and queasy feeling in my stomach. I opened my eyes and realized I was sleeping in the bed that wasn't mine, there's a guy next to me but I couldn't see his face
"What's going on?" I asked myself trying to sit on the bed. My head seem to exploded. I had no idea how I got here or who was next to me. I looked under the blanket, to my surprise I was naked.
"My head" I heard the guy's voice suddenly.
"W...W...what happen?" he asked as he wiped his eyes. I knew that voice, but I was too confused to recognized it. I turned around to see who it was.
"!!!" I screamed in horror.
"Yeah hunnie what's up!!!" He said simply. In a second, I pulled the blanket to me trying to cover myself.
" what the hell is going on here???" I stood up looking for my clothes.
"I dont know...I'm as clueless as you are" He got up too, damn he was naked too.
"How the fuck did we get in bed???" I yelled as I found my bra and put on my pants.
"SHHH dont yell babe" He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my neck gently, I pushed him away. I did want it to happen but�
" ...how did we end up in bed together??" I buttoned my shirt and stood in front of him.
"I dont know ...I really dont know" He finally wore his jeans.
"Do...umnn...do you remember anything from last night?" I asked.
"Yes, perfectly" He answered quickly.
" Tell me then, and we didn't...did we??" I couldn't bare the thought of the two of us having sex.
"What if yes and what if no?" He stood in front of you.
">" !!! What the hell is wrong with you?!? You're sick y'know that!!!" I yelled at his face
"Don't yell I told ya! But you're acting sweet towards me last night�" He grinned
"Shut up! I was drunk, yes I was very drunk! And you�"
"I wasn't drunk, I wasn't drunk at all and I remember every breathe you took when you kissed me, and your lips and your touched�"
"Stop! Stop! Stop! Just right to the point what happened between us???" I couldn't control of my self
"Alright but first don't mad at me, I took the opportunity from you last night�" He released a deep breathe
"What????"
"I'm sorry but�I�damn it!!! Never mind" He turned away, I grabbed his hand and forced him to face me
" tell me what's up!!!"
"This might will help ya!" He came closer and I felt a shiver down my spine, he gently pressed his lips against mine, and the kiss that began as a soft, shy, touch turned into a powerful, passionate one. His hands ran all over my back searching for your warmth, my hands did the same.
"That's one I'm talking about..." He said almost breathless when our lips parted
"I�I don't understand?"
"I told ya I chose the wrong woman to be my wife, I must chose you to be my wife over her but I'm afraid losing of what we've got. The day you kissed me is the day that I realized you're the love of my life but I dunno why I let you go�"
"You mean, you�"
"Feel the same as you?!? Course I am, maybe before you realized it. I'm so bad when I heard from that you are gone, I tried to phone you hundred times, searching for you but it didn't help me. D'ya know the reason why I'm split up with >" ???" I shook my head slowly
"The first reason is you, when you've been gone a part of me has been lost. It's like I've taken our friendship for granted and now I'm paying the cost spilt up with woman that I thought going to be the person I shared my life with�it's a BIG MISTAKE!" He held my shoulder
"I love you , I wish I could tell you those words a long time ago but there's no chance I was too chicken to losing of what we've got�"
"I love you , I never love anyone like this before you but we cant be together even if Gina already outta your life�"
"Why?!? Why cant we be together?!?"
"I have , and�"
"You're afraid to break his heart?"
"Yes, he helped me up when I was down"
"I cant say anything to change your mind right? But I just want you to know that I will always love you"
" I love you too!!!" I said at loud and dropped my body down to the bed
"It's been hard enough for me seeing you get married with >" , and now it's my chance to be with you but�I guess I'll never that chance"
"YOU WILL!!! BECAUSE I LOVE YOU TOO!!!" He kissed me again, if felt great to feel his lips brushing against mine, feel his body next to mine and everything
"Please, please, please I'm begging you" He said after the kiss
"I will give up everything for you �" He grabbed my body closer to him, grinned and kissed me again�

*****1 Week Later*****
My job has done, I got the report and ready to go back to Scotland. Me and actually are a couple but we didn't want to talk about it to other guys because I still have a commitment with , I was packing my stuff when I heard someone walking to the room, I lifted my head and got a big surprise to see standing there.
"HELLO BABE!!!" He said as he ran over me, spun me in the air and kissed me breathless
"Well how did you get here?!?" I said after he put me on the ground again
"I want to make a special visit for ya�" He kissed me again
"Well but there's one thing I want to talk about too" He added as we both sat on the bed
"What's up babe?!?"
"It's about my mom�" I forced a smile as he mentioned his mom, from the beginning of our relationship his mom didn't like me.
"Yes what about her?"
"She�she�"
"She what?" I asked worriedly
"She wants me to get marry with the girl she'd chose for me, and I didn't want to. I love you �" The tears started rolling down his cheeks
"Babe you have to! She's your mom and she knows the best for you, I'll be happy if you get marry to those girl and don't forget to invite me ok?" I started to laugh as I wiped away his tears
"What about you?"
"I'm fine, believe me�" He nodded
"I know there's something you hide from me"
"What?"
"You're in love with someone else, aren't ya?" He smiled
"NO!"
"Yes you are, it's obvious! Tell me babe, I want you to be happy as well"
"Ok, he's my best friend. One year ago I was in love with him but he's getting married with his girlfriend, I cant being there seeing his happy knowing I want to be the one. That's why I'm leaving until I met you�"
"So?"
"You gave me this job for reporting the band concert, that's what I had been dreading for�"
"What happened?"
"Well you must know then my best friend is one of the band member, he's . I met with him again and my love for him wont ever die, it felt like my love for him getting more stronger until I know he's divorce with his wife�"
"You must be happy hun�" He laughed and I laughed too
"Yeah I probably happy but knowing I still have commitment with you it made me harder to tell him"
"Ow baby no need to worry, lets take you to him now then�" He started getting up
"No, I'm here already!" Suddenly appeared from the door
"You heard us?!?" I asked in disbelieve
"I heard all"
"So what are you gonna do with her?!?" asked him as they shook hands
"I want to spend the rest of my life with her" He answered, I looked him deeply
"Man, I'm happy seeing you both happy! I'll leave you two alone, and don't forget if you get marry with your price send the invitation to the office!" winked as he left the room
"You too!!!" I said and he waved goodbye at me and , closed the door behind him
"So?!?" He said
"So what?"
"You heard me"
"Heard what?"
"OK! how many times I should tell you that I love you?!?"
"Million times!" As I said that he started walking around the room saying 'I love you', I grabbed his shirt and kissed him to shut up
"Hey I ain't finished yet?!?"
"No need more explain, I love ya too!"
"So here's come the best part!"
"What d'ya want to�" This time he stopped me by kissed me passionately
"Listen to me sweet heart!" I nodded and looked at him
"We were been friends since we were 5, I grow up because of you and I learnt to love someone because of you. You were there through sun and rain or even ease the pain, I know that some things are meant to be, you and me�"
" �" He put his finger to my lips
"I'm not finish yet! I just ask you once and I wont ever repeat it, so listen to me carefully please?" I nodded
"For the times we've been apart, the times our love grow stronger. will you take the honour of becoming my wife for my entire life?!?" I was speechless as I saw got out a box from his jeans pocket
"This is the second time I propose to a girl but I promise as I crossed my heart this is my last time�"
"I�I would love becoming your wife " I cried in joy, he hugged me tight
"Don't ever leave me again ok?" He said and I nodded

*****1 Month Later*****
This is my wedding day, I was in my old apartment with my old best friend . She helped me with my makeup and my wedding gown
" you ready sweetie?!?" She called from downstairs
"Yes I'm on my way" I took my step at the stairs as I saw looked at me amazed
"Wow girl you look damn beautiful!!!!" She hugged me
"Stop it! You're gonna ruin my dress and makeup" I laughed. We got the van and drove to the church, there were loads of people coming. I stepped out from the van and started walking through the door. Then suddenly we heard the wedding melody and I took a deep breath and walking up to where's standing. Everybody turned their heads to see me, I was looking at who with a huge smile looked at me. I came up by his side. Now the best part came, the 'I do' part. I found myself getting on fire with excitement. We walked together to the altar hand in hand, the vicar started say about our vows
"Do you take thee to be your lovely wedded wife, through sickness and in health, till death do you apart?"
"I�" He said, I looked at him with a tear running down my face, when he said "I will love her even more, even though death do us apart" I was now smiling.
" do you take thee to be your lovely wedded man, through sickness and in health, till death do you apart?"
"Course I will" I said and looked at him
"By the power vested in me, I now pronounce you virtual husband and virtual wife, you may now kiss�"
lifted the veil from my face and kissed me softly�