sh*t I'm late i was meant to meet my two mates and half an hour ago but i had over slept. i jumped out of bed and pulled on some jeans and a T.shirt and went in search of my car keys, "now where the hell did i put my car keys" i said to myself. 5 minutes later and i had found my car keys. i grabbed my bag and went out the door. i was greeted by my (very sexy) nextdoor neighboor and one of my close mates.

"hi how r u today" he said to me

"fine eccept that i'm late to meet and in town"

"yeah i'm late to meet and my car won't start so i'm trying to sort that out"

"i'll give you a lift into town if you like"

"really"

"would i have said it if i did'nt mean it"

"no"

we got into my car and i headed towards town "so where abouts in town do you want dropping off in then"

"just at the local cafe"

"cool coz thats just where i'm going"

we walked into the cafe. went off to see and i nodded at as a way of saying hi. then i walked over to and

"guess who's late" teased

"and she also came in with so what you been upto with him then "

"nothing i just gave him a lift thats all his cars would'nt start"

"yeah huh sure hun like were going to beleive that coz we know that he has the hots for you" exclaimed

"shut up no he does'nt and why did you leave the house without me"

"sorry"

"yes he does told us while we were waiting for you" said

"really" i said

"yes but you can't do anything about it coz you're already going out with " reminded

"damn"

" "

"what"

"i thought you loved "

"i do but its just something about that makes me forget about "

"ok if you say so now lets go get some serious shopping done"

"hang on i'll be back in a minute" i walked over to and

"will you be needing a lift back"

"no its alright i'll get a cab"

"ok" i said walking away

"what was that about"

"i just asked him if he needed a lift back"

"yeah sure whtever!" said

"why don't you beleive me"

"coz we know u to well" said giggling as we walked off down towards gucci and other clothes stores. a few hours later and i was on my way back home with three new outfit and four pairs of shoes. i stoped outside the pizza palour near where i live and ordered a medium cheese and tomato pizza. had gone out with clubbing so i invited my boyfriend round. i returned home to find sat on my doorstep i knew he was coming round but not this early. i enter my house and let in and we sat down infront of the telly eating the pizza.

after about an hour gets up and says that he has to go now so i give him a kiss goodbye and he leaves. At 9pm my doorbell had rung i did'nt know who it could be. it would'nt be any of my mates coz they don't usually come round at this time on a thursday unless somethings wrong, but i open the door to and .

" we need to tell you something important"

"what is so important that you two come round here only an hour before you go away to spain"

"its , he's cheating on you we saw him in town kissing another girl" suddenly blurted out

"i don't know why that girl was noway as pretty as you" said

"ok" i say looking puzzeled at wondering why he just said that but i don't think that he meant to say coz he is now hanging his head "ahh guys you're so sweet telling me that before you go away but i know you like me and your just trying to split me and up"

"no i'm not"

" ' just leave please and stop telling me lies."

it had been a week now since and told me the news about . i still did'nt beleive them even though they kept sending me texts and ringing me to tell me. so i had my mobile number changed and ignored and the rest of blue even though they were surpposed to be my mates but they were just trying to split me and up for .

as i was walking round town that day i saw in hmv that blue had a new single out. i could'nt help buying it. they were my mates and fave boyband it also had a video and other special features on it. i got home and put it in my computer and watched the video and the special features one of the features was a message from saying "i writ this song for a very special friend of mine. her name is and her boyfriend is cheating on her we told her loads of times but she never beleived me or the other's. i hope this time she gets the message before she gets hurt love you babe"

as soon as i heard that it hit me was meant to of been at my house tonight but he had to cancel due to work or was it that he had to cancel because of another woman. i opened my door and went to see but he was still in spain with the rest of the lads 2 what am i going to do i got my mobile put my old sim card in and texted saying that i had brought there new single and it was great. i also said i saw the special message he left for me and that i was going to get rid of . i texted all my mates saying that i was using my old number again most of the reply's i got were take it you've bought blues new single. i rang told her to come round imedietly. she came round and had just came home from work so i showed them the omg said "i can't beleive he's done that i just thought was an ordinary blue song"

"see" said "we said he liked you"

"yeah as a friend"

"so what are you going to do about it"

" when are blue coming back from spain"

"tonight" said

"good i've got a plan get to come round here say your still waiting for me to get back but that you have to go out and that he is quite welcome to stay i'll be out i'm gonna dump then will be here when i get back and he will she that i have listened to him"

"ok good plan"

"i'll go now then said i'll see you 2moro tell me how it goes."

an hour later and says that should be home in half an hour so i go out to see .

At 's place

" i've got to talk to you" i said as he let me in

"i'm really sorry to tell you this but i know about you cheating on me and i've decided that becoz you have betrayed me that i can't go out with you anymore"

"ok" he said quetly and i left. i got home to find sat on the sofa with his head in his hands.

"whats the mater" i said

"oh nothing i'm just tired thats all. i heard from that you got rid of "

"yeah i did. sorry i did'nt beleive you before"

"thats ok if someone said it to me i would'nt beleive them either" just then i got a text on my phone.

it was from saying "i won't let you get away with this i will hunt you down i won't leave you alone i won't let you be happy you b!tch" i showed the text and broke down into tears

"why are you crying"

"becoz i know what he is capable of"

"don't worry i'll pretect you"

"ahh your so sweet. why did'nt i just go out with you in the first place"

"i don' know" said with a smile "would you like to go out for dinner 2moro night" asked

"sure" i said

"well i better go and catch up on some sleep now see you later babes" got home and texted saying "i've just seen she's got our new single and has seen the special message i eft on there for her she dumped and were going out to dinner tomorrow night"

"good for you me and are going out tomorrow night aswell and so is and .

The next morning i woke up early and call on a guess what we said together i am going out to dinner tonight with , we start to laugh at what we have just said and i go we need to do some shopping me and will see you see you down the cafe at 11 coz she's also got a date with ok i hung up and went and got changed put some make up on and went down to the cafe. after saying hello to the gorgeous .

"so where are we going to first"

"christine dior i saw this killer black dress that will look great on you " said

"ok lets go" we go down to christine dior and was right the dress looked great on me. would'nt be able to resist me. i paid for the dress and turned around to go out the door i saw across the road looking at me with an evil smerk on his face. and saw to.

"what the hell are you looking at" shouted

"leave it" i said

"he's not worth it" next we went into gucci where brought a black halterneck dress

"ooh 'll like you in that" said .

also brought the same dress in red. we then went and got a bite to eat and then went and got some shoes to match our outfits we went back to my place to listen to some new c:d's we had also brought. before we knew it it was 5.30 two hours before we were all going out with one of the sexiest men on the planet.

and went home to 's. felt that she had to go out even though she lives here as well. strange girl and i was left alone i got another text from saying that he was watching every move i make. i ignored it and got ready to go out.

at 7.30 there was a knock on my door it was pickin me up for our date. he handed me some red roses and whistled at me saying i looked gorgeous. I put the roses in some water and then we went to a fancy resturant. we talked over dinner about everything about.. how much liked me mostly. he said that he wished we could be more then just friends

"why can't we" i said

"i did'nt think you would want to be more then friends"

"well you never asked did you"

"no not really"

"so do you want to try and make a relationship" i said

"yeah i would like that"! said after we had finished our dinner we walked home and i invited to come in as it was only 10 o clock. we sat down on the sofa infront of the tv. i opened a bottle of wine drank a glass of it then led down inbetween legs "comftable" said "very" we sat there for about two ours watch friends when walked in with when they saw me and lying on the sofa togather they thought it was sweet

" can i talk to you please" said

"yeah sure" i say getting up and going into the kitchen to make a cup of tea

" you and looked cute led like that on the sofa so are you to going out"

"no" i say turning away from her

"yes you are you liar"

"ok ok" so you caught me out

"i'm happy for you i'm sure will treat you with alot more respect then ever did"

"thanks i say just as i get a phone call i look at my mobile "its answer it for me" i say to she answers it and ust listens to him untill she's had enough then she tells him to f*** off and leave me alone "thanks" i say. and come in the kitchen and i tell them about .

says "if he calls or texts you again threateing you tell me and , , and i will go kick his f***ing head in ok"

"ok thanks".

ONE YEAR LATER...

has'nt bothered me since that night me and went out to dinner. Me and are still going out so is and and and we often dubble or shall i say triple date but me and are going out to dinner tonight on our own. even though i feel ill tells me to go to the doctors so i'm going in a minute. at the doctors i have a bloodtest and other tests done and the reason i was feeling ill wa becoz i am actually pregnant i'm really shocked by the news and on how was i going to tell it would have to be over dinner tonight . i left the doctors in a complete daze when i got home was in she asked me what the doctor had said and i told her she got so excited but i told her not to say anything yet. "i won't i promise" "good" later that evening over dinner i was about to tell when he started a conversation about babies and children he said he would love children but not yet he wanted to do his career first. "oh right" i say looking down

"whats wrong"

"oh nothing"

"your pregnant are'nt you"

"well unless the doctor lied to me"

"omg i'm so sorry about what i just said i mean if its already happened then i'm really happy"

"you should be"

"do you wanna go home now then"

"yeah i'm a bit tierd". we got home and already started planning the babies room out even though we did'nt know if it was a boy or girl.

THREE MONTHS LATER...

We are going to have a baby girl i told on the phone that night he was in east asia premoting their new album. we said about painting the babies room "how about pink" "no way i hate the colour pink its too girly what about lilac"

"yeah ok"

"good i'll go by the paint 2moro"

"i'm coming home 2moro might bring the boys round is that ok"

"yeah i've got no problem with that and will be round too" anyway i've gotta go now babes"

"ok i'll see you 2moro"

The next day me and the girls went to get the paint. i also got a cot,pram,chesterdraws,babygrows,mobile and baby monators. as soon as we got home (i was now living with ) we opened the paint and started painting by the time got home with the boys, the babies room was painted the cot was up and the mobile hanging over it and the baby grows in the chesterdraws. " i've missed you so much but i've got a surprise for you come see oh boys you can come see too".

I lead them to the babies room " did you do all this today"

"yep me and "

"its lovely you work quite fast"

"we know"

" i want to ask you something" said

"what "

"well seeing as you're having my baby will you marry me"

"yes i will marry you"

"you've just made me the happiest man alive".

SIX AND A HALF MONTHS LATER

I had given birth to my beautiful baby daughter two weeks ago. now she weighed a healthy 7ibs she is an angel and really dotes on even though he dos'nt she her much but when he comes home and see's us he lights my life i know now that i made the right choice me and we made 4 loving each other like the song title made4lovingyou.