FOR REAL
It was the first of November and i was out clubbin with my mates celebrating my birthday, we had gone to butlins in minehead to spend the weekend celebrating and to see our favorite band blue perform, the lads where also with us.
�Can i just say happy birthday and how stunning you look"
shouted over the loud music to me. i blushed a little looked down and observed the little back dress and strappy sandals i was wearing before finally looking up saying "thank you" followed by a cheesy smile. "How about i take you out on like a date"
grinned looking me up and down. My face turned shocked my eyebrows raised slightly and eyes wide open "how, when, where why?" i replied.
laughed and followed on "i just thought it would be nice just the 2 of us and as a treat from me for your birthday, when you next seeing us?" "Erm next Saturday in Birmingham" I said "good ok we'll go out after the show you can stay in my room but no strings attached I wont come on to you or anything babe, you up for it?"
asked "YEH I�m up for it" I said enthusiastically.
took down my number and told me he would get in touch midweek.
The following Wednesday
got in touch and told me plans for Saturday first I had to meet him at the Conrad bar in the city center at 10:45pm. Then he said the rest was a surprise and he wouldn't tell me where we where going. I was really excited though and I certainly wouldn�t mind if he came on to me! One things for sure all my mates where so jealous they couldn�t believe I had a date with
from blue. I felt lucky coz most of girls would dream of this happening who knows where it might lead.
After the show had finally finished on Saturday I ran to mine and my mates hotel room to grab my posh bag and to add a touch more to my make up. I looked at my watch and the little fingers read 10:45. I said goodnight to my mate
and left the ibis hotel and headed towards the Conrad bar.
"Do I know you from somewhere?" I laughed making my way to .
got up out of his chair and gave me a kiss on both cheeks "you alright darlin?" he asked me as we both sat down at the table that was in the corner of the bar. "Yeh am great thanks wicked show by the way" I smiled "thanks you want a drink?"
said "yeh sure I�ll have a Malibu and coke please" I replied shyly.
got up and went to the bar. I quickly sent my mates
and
a text message saying how gorgeous
looked in his t-shirt and jeans just to make them all jealous. After the drinks in the bar we decided it was time to move on and
took us to a really nice restraunt where I had the most wonderful time ever no man had ever done this for me before.
"Thank you
that was wonderful" i smiled as the waiter took our plates away "why you thanking me? i didn�t cook it" he laughed. "Yeh i know but you brought me here" i said.
bent down under the table and picked up a little black paper bag and placed it in front of me "sorry its late" he smiled. I looked at him in confusion "what is it?" i asked still confused "open it and see" he grinned. I opened the little black bag and pulled out a long rectangular box, i opened it slowly and gasped "happy belated birthday" he laughed, "oh my god
you shouldn't have it must of cost you a fortune,� I said still in shock. I took the object out of the box and observed it. The object was a silver chain necklace with a cross which had crystals running through the cross "yeh it did cost me but its the best kind of money I�ve spent in ages"
laughed.
After the meal me and
strolled slowly back to his hotel "thanks for a wonderful night" i said "its alright darlin and thank you too"
replied. We both sat down on a bench in the city center and just stared up at the stars "you know what
no man has ever made me feel this special before" i told him "what, why? Your a wonderful girl and your telling me people aint seen that only me?"
asked angrily "in a way yeh for years i have been walked all over by men who just took me for granted" i replied filling up with tears "well darlin that aint gonna happen no more"
said "what you mean?" i asked "maybe this will tell you more"
leaned forward and pressed his soft lips against mine "whoa" i said stunned when we both pulled away "what�s up? oh sorry i shouldn�t have done that should i?"
asked looking worried "no don�t be stupid am just a bit shocked that�s all but really happy you did it" my throat
went dry with nerves i didn't know what to say to him "come on! lets go to my hotel room"
replied and with that he took hold of my
hand and we walked to the hotel.
when we got to the hotel we went straight into the bar where we had a few drinks until we where both tipsy. After a couple of hours the bar manager closed the bar so me and
went up to his room where luckily he had a mini bar so we carried on drinking & laughing loads not to mention lots of snoggin. By now we where both pretty drunk when
came out with "wanna make love" followed by us both bursting out in fits of laughter. I stopped laughing and said "yeh i do"
smiled at me "you serious?" he asked "deadly" i said and leaned in for a kiss. He picked me up and lay me down onto his king sized bed and started to strip me while
climbing on top of me and kissing my neck. i reached for the bottom of his t-shirt and lifted it over his head. We where both naked from the waist up. We both carried on stripping each other until we where both completely naked. Things got more and more serious until finally it happened.
The next morning soon arrived and I was upset that last night had been and gone so quickly "morning babe"
said and kissed the top of my head "morning" i replied and continued to lay there in his arms I didn�t want to move and i wanted to do this every morning with
. The time soon passed and i had to get up i was catching a train home in less than 2 hours and i had to arrange to meet
. I sat up in bed and went to get out but
pulled me back down and it happened again. My phone started to ring and
and me looked at the clock "S**T" we both yelled my train was due to leave in half an hour and
was ringing me to ask where i was. I decided to forget about the other train and catch another later in the evening.
"
!" i shouted to her while i was stood outside the train station. "Hiya you alright? How was last night?" she asked while hugging me. I grabbed my necklace what
had bought me and pulled it out from beneath my t-shirt "oh my gosh whoa"
said as she put the cross in her palm while the chain was still around my neck "you like it?" i asked her "like it? i love it how much did that set you back?" she replied while still inspecting it "nothing" i laughed.
looked up at me "oh my god no way!
bought it you?" she looked confused "yeh for my birthday" i replied.
stood there and looked at me in shock "I cant believe it how nice is that bless him i think someone�s smitten" she laughed "i've been smitten from day one so whats new?" i questioned "no i mean
durrr" she joked "what? no way man it was my birthday and he a gift just like my family and friends did" i replied "do you, you know ahem?" coughed. My mouth dropped "i am not having this coversation with you!
!" i said "oh s**t you did didnt you" she said shocked "
i am not having this conversation with you now please drop it and lets get to the platform before i miss the train!" i replied and with that i grabbed my bags and walked into the station with
closly behind me.I was on the train listening to my walkman when i felt my phone vibrate in my pocket i reached down and pulled it out, i had recieved a text message. I pressed read and it was from
it read
"you both did it, i know you did"
i laughed a little and put the phone back into my pocket but 5 mininutes later it vibrated again i let out a big puff of air and got my phone out again. I had recieved another text message this time it was from an unknown number i proceeded to read it, it read
"hiya darlin
here hope you are ok babe and i'll see you in wembley on."
it stopped, 30 seconds later the text message updated.
"the 14th december cant wait!
xxx
i was compleatly made up so i went back and saved the number as
.R.Mob. I put the phone back into my pocket and as i did so the train started to vibrate vigoursly followed by a massive bang within minutes people where screamin and then a huge ball of fire came rolling down the carriage. I was instantly blacked out.
To Be Continued...
" " i heard my mum shout. I was in absloute agony my eyelids where bolted shut and my whole body burned i grumbled a little. "oh thank god your awake" my mum continued to speak "what happened where am i?" i whispered "you where involved in a train crash and it burned you terribly but the doctors say you will make a full recovery once the pain has gone and the burns have healed" my mum explained "cross, wheres my cross" i tried to shout and feel round my neck for it "what love what about a cross?" she asked "necklace, my cross" i tried to explain "i dont see a necklace or cross on you dear" mum said. I began to cry "i want my cross got" i tried to explain again "you need some rest love come on have another hour i understand the pain is gettin to you" she
said while fluffing up my pillow.
The next day i was still in hospital with burns from head to toe my eyes where a lot better and i was able to open them also i got my voice back. When arrived u told her she had to get in contact with and tell him that i was so sorry to have lost the chain so mel took my mobile and rang outside "hiya darlin" answered "thanks i'll tell you said that but its mel" she smiled. laughed a little "whats up babe? how come your on 's mobile?" asked " its about she was involved in a train crash and she says shes really sorry but she lost the necklace you bought her" explained "what? oh my god stuff the necklace is she alright? which hospital she in? i wanna come and see her" said sounding worried "shes badly burned but the doctors said shes going to be fine, shes in withenshaw hospital in Manchester" replied "right i'm coming down with the lads coz we are only an hour away, tell we are coming and to forget about the necklace" replied "ok see ya" said and put the phone down and
switched it off. "she looks terrible" said as he arrived by my bed side with the rest of the lads. "!" i shouted. He came to my bed and bent down to hug me but paused "its ok i can manage hugs and kisses" i frowned. smiled and leaned forward gave me a little hug and a kiss on the cheek so all the lads did too. They then handed me a bunch of flowers and a box of chocolates "thanks guys they are letting me home in a couple of days" i told them "aww thats great" said "yeh it dont hurt that much now coz they put me on morphene" i explained "thats good then we will have to come and see you at home during the tour" replied "no dont bother
its ok you'll be too busy" i said "what about when we come and do manchester we could pop down then" suggested "YEH lets do that then if you dont mind babe" agreed "no course i dont mind i would love that: i grinned. So that was settled the boys had to go early as they had a show to do later that evening. told me he would ring me wh!en i got home form the hospital. I was so excited and i really had fallen for him.
*2 weeks later*
i hadn't fully recovered from the train crash but i was on my way to a full recovery. The burns where healing nicely and they thankfully wasn't leaving any scars. However the doctor said it wasnt really safe for me to go and see blue in concert inmy hometown so i had to stay at home. I told i really wanted to spend some time with him so we agreed he could stay at my house over the weekend instead of a hotel my mum and dad where away in Paris so they wouldnt mind. Seeing as we had the house to ourselfs i decided to cook dinner for me and and suprise him for when he got back from the gig. Luckily i wasnt taking any medication for the burns and i didnt have no burns on my face just mainly my arms and a few cuts and bruises on my legs.
At 11pm the doorbell rang, i lit the candels on the table and took one last look at myself in the mirror. I headed to the door, took a deep breath and opened it. "woah you look stunning" smiled and walked through the door, i shut it behind him "thank you" i said and pointed to the living room door. walked towards it and opened it "whats all this for?" he grinned "to say thanks i know you aint known me long but since you have, you have been wonderful to me" i explained "aww babes come here" said and pulled me in for a hug and a kiss. "have i got time for a quick shower?" he asked still holding me "yeh sure dinner will be ready in about 10minutes" i told him "ok darlin" gave me one last kiss and trotted off upstairs to have a shower.10 minutes later came back downstairs and into the kitchen to me "need a hand" he asked "depends what with" i laughed. laughed then said "now now dont get to carried away lets have dinner first" "haha yeh alright but nah dont need any help you can sit at the table though" walked into the living room i handed out dinner and sat down with lee."that was delicious thank you" said as i cleared the plates away "glad you enjoied it" i replied walking into the kitchen with the empty plates. As i walked back into the living room with more drinks i noticed had turned the music up a touch. He took his drink out of my hand and led me to the sofa where we both curled up and talked for hours.
The next day had to be up early and out to carry on touring with the rest of the lads they had 3 shows left to do so it wouldnt be that long before i saw him again as we where gonna spend chiristmas together. "take care darlin and i'll see you in a few days" said and gave me a kiss followed by a long hug "alright keep in touch i'll miss you" i said breaking from the hug. turned around and climbed into the car he shut the door, wound down his window and blew me a kiss. "i'll miss you too" he said. The car then pulled out of the driveway and spead off into the december fog. When i got back into the house i started to clean up the living room from the night before. had only been gone 5 minutes but i missed him already and within the hour i was crying longing for him i dont know what i would do if we ever stopped seeing each other.
It was now christmas eve in the afternoon and there was a knock at the door "!!" i screeched as i opened it. I didnt expect him to turn up because he hadnt been in touch since the last time i saw him "oh my gosh what a wondeful surprise come in, how come you didnt get in touch" i asked while smothering him in kisses "am sorry i just wanted to surprise you, wow your burns have nearly gone now" said walking through the door and closing it behind him "yeh i dont feel a thing anymore the pain has gone so now there just marks really" i smiled. took hold of me and pulled me in for a snog "i've missed you so much babe how about we make up for lost time eh?" winked and flirted. " my parents are in the living room" i giggled "oh right well the great outdoors will just have to do then" he laughed "what in this weather you got to be joking right?" i said with a serious face "we would soon warm up" he said pinching my bum i squeeked like a mouse then laughed come on meet my parents" i said with a smile. I took hold of his hand and walked into the living room.
At 7:30pm we all decided to sit at the table and have dinner together followed by a long chat not to mention fun and games afterwards. My parents and got on like a house on fire it was wonderful, but i wasnt stupid i knew this relationship wouldnt last long and this was the furthest it was ever gonna go. I just knew wasnt ready to settle down yet and me just like the rest of the girls he's been with, in a months time i'll be on his list of ex girlfriends.
Christmas day soon came around. I woke up to find gone and all his clothes too i got up and went downstairs where he was sat drinking tea with my mum and dad "morning sleepy head" teased "morning" i replied whilst in the middle of a yawn. i sat down and began to open some of the presents i gave his from me. I had bought him a watch, a shirt and a new pair of jeans he seemed really thrilled and thanked me he then handed me a present from him. I pulled off the wrapping paper and he had got me a pair of earrings and a bracelet which matched the necklace he had previously bought me for my birthday which i lost in the train crash. I thanked him and covered him in kisses yet again.
That afternoon me and set off down south to his mums for the rest of christmas day. When we arrived had already started dishing out christmas dinner. "MUM" shouted as he walked into the kitchen. He then came out with script> "this is , this is my mum script> " introduced us "hiya sweetheart nice to meet you" she said giving me a kiss on either cheek "nice to meet you" i smiled. We all sat down for dinner at around 7pm. The meal was wonderful. I helped to clear and wash the pots before we all sat down and watched lee open his presents. Half way through handed me a large box which was of course wrapped up "here you go, merry christmas" he smiled and gave me a kiss. I looked at him with confusion "for me?" i asked "yeh" he laughed. I unwrapped the large box to reveal a jewlerry box "aww thank you " i kissed him "open it" he smiled.
To be Continued....
I opened the box and found a rectangular shaped box inside. I took it out and gasped in amazement as i opend it, it was the same necklace he bought me for my birthday
Me and spent the whole christmas and new year together while he had the time off work but all good things must come to an end and it was time to go back to work for both me and so i had to go home but before i did we spent our last night together cuddling up on the sofa in front of the fire in 's flat.
I could not believe had just said the three words but did he mean it? and where them words ever gonna last a lifetime? we had a few drinks and then it was off to bed we both had an early morning and some shopping to get through before i started my long journey back home.
The months passed and it was now march and had'nt been in touch since january i just knew it was over and it was his way of saying it maybe i was right about being on his list of ex girlfriends but why did he say he loves me if he didnt mean it?
It was now monday the 20th April and my mobile phone rang it flashed private number on the screen
I was so relieved he really ment them words and he still wanted me, i agreed to meet him at a hotel in London 4 weeks after the phonecall. When i got there one thing lead to another and we ended up sleeping together.
The next morning nipped out to get a newspaper "oh shit" he said as he entered the room "what" i asked confused as i sat up. He passed me the paper where i read the headline in the showbiz column
" Gets Blue With Secret Girlfriend"
"oh crap what we gonna do more to the point what you gonna tell the fans?" i asked
I darted up and switched on the t.v. it was blue's first interview since i last saw and the first question was " is it true that you are no longer single?" the interviewer asked "yep its true and we are very much in love, i dont want the fans to be upset though just be happy for us and your my rock, i would be lost without you". After that my mobile rang like crazy it was mainly my mates wishing us all the best for the future and that we where made for each other. I think now i believed that this time it was FOR REAL.
The End!!!
love ya loads
p.s. thanks for a wicked night darlin ;-)
"i know how much you loved it and now you have the full set" smiled i was gobsmacked
" i told you before you shouldnt have, there was no need to get it me again" i said feeling guilty.
"no babe i wanted to" he smiled again
"well thank you so much" i kissed him.
"i've had the most amazing time" i told him
"yeh me too darlin i love you" replied.
"hello?" i answered
" is that you babes?" i knew who it was streight away and i began to cry instantly
"yeh it is" i carried on crying
"its me you ok you sound upset?"he replied
"god i aint half missed you how come you've never been in touch?" i sniffled
"sorry darlin come on dont cry i didnt get in touch coz i have been really busy then i thought you wouldnt want me now coz its been so long" he explained
"course i still want you, your the only one i want" i told him
"i meant them 3 words i said to you, you know so you wanna meet up soon?" he asked.
"nothing" he smiled
"nothing? what u mean nothing?" i asked again
"i dont see why we should deny it, your the only one i wanna be with and its only fair to let the fans and everyone else know that we wanna be together" sat down on the bed next to me. I cried again
"no one has ever said that to me before, i will go along with whatever you wanna say" i smiled behind the tears that rolled down my face. wiped the tears away and kissed me softly "i love you" he said for the second time.