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�One for the money
�An that was the newest and hottest band� Blue!!! Now�� said the radio as I turned it off.
----FLASHBACK----
Two years have past and now I�m back in London, back to stay for good. I didn�t want to leave in the first place my life was great back then, I had the best mates ever, , , , and , and the greatest bf ever, , well until we had to
break up of course. But it was my ideal life.
Anywayz tats just the past! Now i'm on my way to meet up wit my best mates for to get ready for one of my dad's company's party chin dig kindof thing. I knew my dad was tryin to make things up between us,n i guess that kindof worked n was dyin to go to somethin like that so
why not?
*door bell*
Well or as we call her, n i have known each other since forever if u think about it, the thing about her is she cant really keep a secret, i mean she can but it slips after a while, the last time i remember, was the first time i had a crush on , n told her about it, next thing u kno he comes up n talks ta me n says "u kno i've heard that u have a crush on me". It wasnt bad after that but u get my point.
"guess who's here" said
N tat's or . I've known her for like 7 yrs now. Out of all of us, she's the shy one, n well tats how she got her boyfriends, dunno how, but it worked, especially for Nick. Fortunetly for her Nick, is in a band called Rooster, they arent big yet but give them some time.
"hey girl howz u?" asked
.. or as we call her. She's the wild one out of all of us. Parties, concert u name it, but what we find weird about her is that she's a straight A student... I dont get it n i dont think anyone will... but tats for ya... oh n not to mention she's totally in love wit her boyfriend chris! 3 yrs n still going, now that should be in the world guiness records... well out of all of us anywayz...
"sorry i'm late" said as she came into the house breathin hardly
, the last time she had a serious relationship was... ah... i dont think she ever had any?!?!?!? as we called her wasnt the type of person for tat i mean she's really pretty n already has a job as a model, lucky her... n apparently she's datin some famous guy name dunno who he is but i'll soon find out..
"famous is he an actor or a singer?" i asked
hmmm wat to say?.... tats wat he call her she loves to joke alot n well she's the best! when ur down she's right there wit ya makin u laughin n forgettin bout the sad moments. nother thing bout her is she's really talented i mean she's the one who can
actually sing, not like others who lip sync, at the mo she's gettin a contract wit my dads work, n good thing too cuz she's wkd!!!
"ya in like 2 hours we betta get ready cuz nick n chris r comin" said
Mean while downstairs�
----FLASHBACK----
�s POV
so I went into the dressing room without realizing who was in it�
OMG Chris!
----FLASHBACK----
�c I don�t kno why u hate him he�s kool� said
*doorbell*
�r u sure this is the right address?� I asked as we approached the house, it was huge n it had those valets people who would park the car, somewhere�
so we all headed into the house�
�OMG urr�� said realizin that the Blue boys were standin beside her
�s POV
Your point of view
�n I take it tat was ur father?� asked someone behind me, so I turned around n was faced to face with
So I headed for the door, and saw standing there, it was sweet of him to offer even tho we don�t really kno each other well enough but I don�t know why I agreed to let him drive me home, its not me to allow a stranger to do it but something was different bout him.
So we went over to the set of swings and sat down. It was sooo pretty here, I mean it was already like 9 pm but the stars were out and so was the moon. It was amazing to look at.
Our conversation went on and on for hours, we were talking about life, our childhood, our future, and our goals, and it all ended when we realized that it was already 2 in the morning.
After 45 minutes we reached my new house and well was being such a gentlemen that he walked me to the door to say goodnight. I went into the house and notice that the hallway light was on, I guess the girls knew I�d be home late and went to bed first.
I began to yawn knowing that I was tired but I decided to write in my Diary because I didn�t want my feelings for today be gone.
Dear Diary,
Your point of View
�s Point of View
Your Point of View
30 minutes later we started talking about things, while drinking our coffee when my phone rang.
�I guess your leaving now?� asked
�s Point of View
� , , , how was the signings?� asked Steve, our manager
Your Point of View
�I�m really sorry I didn�t tell you, I never meant for this to happen� he said with a faint voice.
Your point of view
Seems like just yesterday
Here I am, once again
I told you everything
Here I am, once again
Swallow me then spit me out
Here I am, once again
Here I am, once again
It�s funny how there are songs the happen to suit the situation you�re in. I guess it can help you in a way because you know that that there may be other�s who are in the situation too. Either way, the song is true. But I guess things are always like this to me. I mean I meet people and they end up hurting me. I mean my dad did it, and now . Thankfully I have mates who will stay wit me through thick and thin. I don�t know what I�ll do without them.
To Be Continued...
And the free rides
It's two for the lie
That you denied
(Oh)
All rise
(Oh)
All rise
(Uhuh uhuh)
Three for the calls
You've been making
It's four for the times
You've been faking
I said all rise
I'm gonna tell it
To your face
All rise, I rest my case
(Uhuh uhuh)�
I never liked that band, well I don�t really kno that band, but wat does that matter anywayz I mean it was that band who made my parents send me off to France. Just cuz my dad was the president of a record company and had a new band coming out he decided that he should put all his
time to that new band and not me. I mean my own mum, thought it was a good idea as she was one of the leadin designers in UK and had to travel most of the time.
� plz listen hun, its for the best, ur dad n I are really busy now a dayz and well we just thought tat since we wont be home that much, it wouldn�t be fair for u�� said my mum
�wat? But ur sendin me to another country, u don�t need to send me to another country, I�m 16 I can take care of myself I mean I could live with at least her parents will be glad to have me� I yelled
�plz don�t yell at us� said my dad
�how could I not ur sendin me to another country, just cuz u people r too busy? I mean wat about my mates, wat about ?� I yelled back
� its final ur going to France, you�re going to a private school end of story� yelled my dad which made my mum cry
�U kno wat fine its best to stay far away from both of u seeing as u don�t care� I yelled n ran straight to my room n slammed the door.
----FLASHBACK----
"omg wow u look different" said as she open the door n hugged me
"yup tats me the one n only" i said laughin
"who?" asked as she just poped her head out of the kitechen
"a bit jet legged but i'll be aight when the party starts" i said
"wow nice house" i said as i looked around
"thank you very much i chose it" said as she came down from the stairs
"tru but its our house n urs now" said
"kool" i said as i put my laugage down
"omg " she said huggin me
"ello " i said laughin
"where were you?" i asked
"ahhh..." she said
"on a date" said
"really?" i asked
"well ya just lost track of time tats it" she said
"uh huh n who is it?" i asked
'the one n only of course" said laughin
"shut up, he's fit, n sweet n..." said
"famous" said
"n that too" said
"neither" said jumpin out of no where
"okay then" i said
"dont worry u'll meet him tonite" said
"ooo n i havent changed yet" i said lookin down at my self
�aight well I better find my room n change innit?� I said laughin
�ya n hurry up too, last time I remember it took u forever for chris�s party� said laughin
�ya well� blah� I said thinking of an excuse but nuttin poped up
�aight I�m goin� I said as I went upstairs
�oi why did u stop me from sayin that was from Blue?� asked
�ello do we need to refresh your memory?� asked
�ah ya� said
� u kno u may be a model but ur bad at rememberin things� said
�wat does that got to do wit anything?� asked all confused
�ah nvm� said
�ok sooo refresh my memory then� said
�here�s the thing the reason left was cuz of the upcoming band her dad was promotin� said
�an tat happened to be my boyfriend�s band� ohhhh� she said getting it
�yaaaaa�.� Said copyin
�well I�m hungry I�m goin to fix something to eat� said as she walked to the kitchen
�make me something tooo� said
�c this is wat I don�t get, eats way more than me n yet she doesn�t gain wait, me on the other hand has to exercise� said
�well its just you� said
�nah actually�.� Said while came back out wit sandwiches
�geez do u have to say something educational I mean skool doesn�t start till next month� said
� I was just going to�� said when the door bell rang
�ah nevermind then I�ll get the door� said as she went to get it
�HEY U� said from the door
�let me guess who tat is� said sarcastically as , , and her were watching tv
n chris came into the living room
�hey girls� said chris as he sat down on the other sofa n was sittin on his lap
�hey to u 2� said
�OMG tat reminds me u girls have to come to my photoshoot tomorrow� said
�why?� asked
�cuzzz�. It�ll be fun n plus u girls can ahh meet the other models� said
�u mean paul� said in disgust
�omg I forgot my purse in the dressing room� I Said as , , and was at first photoshoot for some magazine
�aight well u kno where tat is� said doin some pose
�ya I�ll be right back� I said
�OMG I�m sooo sorry� I said covering my eyes and turned around. HOLY MOLY he�s totally fit, I said to myself, that was sooo embarassing
�its alright I�m covered� he said so I turned around seeing him in jeans n his bare chest
�I�m sooo sorry I didn�t kno anyone was in her� I said
�like I said its alright, I�m Paul by the way� he said
�ahhh I�m but my mates call me � I said
�aight then so r u a model too?� he asked
�me a model nah�. I wish.. nah I�m here wit my mates cuz one of them is doin a photo shoot at the mo� I said
�ahhh I c� he said getting closer
�um ya� I said
he was coming closer to me� n we looked into each others eyes
man did he have the most gorgeous eyes�.
Then he leaned in n our lips were almost an inch apart, I started to feel a lil heat, I thought we were going to kiss when he whispered�
�I gotta go back to the shoot, luv� n he left
�ya well he�s just too�� said
�wat cat got ur tonge?� asked laughin
�o shut up u� said
�who�s paul?� asked chris as he turned his eyes away from the tele
�he�s a really fit model� said
�o really� said chris
�nah he aint ur betta� said kissin chris
�ewww gross� HURRY UP B4 THINGS GET EVEN GROSSER� yelled
�I�m comin I�m commin� I said as I came down the stairs
�ewww grosss� I said seein n chris kissing
�o plz u girls r so immature� said breakin away from chris
�tats for me!� said as she went to the door
�aight can we go now� said
�ya sure since we�re all here� said
�aight so r we going now?� said comin into the livin room wit nick
�wow u�ve ahh� changed� he said
�hahaha u have to� I said laughin
�aight can we go now I wanna c � said
�alright letz go� said
�yaaa unless nick read the directions wrong� said
�nah this is it babe� he said as they were holdin hands, it was sooo adorable. Aight well at the mo it was only me , nick n who were already here n chris, , n tat were in the other car somewhere�.
�ahh weren�t the others driving behind us?� asked
�ahhh supposively yah� said nick
�don�t tell me they got lost� I said
�hey babe� said some guy walkin toward us with 4 other people, they were all quite fit actually.
�hey hun� said walkin towards him n gave him a long kiss on the lips, well it seemed long to me anywayz. I couldn�t help notice tat one of his mate was looking at me, I turned my head n our eyes came across, n he looked away.
�o well this is the guy I was telling u about� said
�ello � I said
�hey man� said nick doing some kindof handshake thingy
�Hey� said being all shy n all
�o tats , n u kno nick� said to the guys
�n tats , n � said continuing to introduce us
�so where did u guys meet?� I asked
�ahh well�� said b4 broke him off
� at an award show� said
�o kool, so u guys in a band?� I asked
�ahhh no� said
�o ok then� I said all confused
�so u guys r actors?� I asked
�kindof� said looking at in a confused way
�right� I said still confused
�there u guys r� said commin towards us
�wat took u sooo long?� asked
�well �s bf over here had problems following A car� said
�eh its not myfault nicks car blended wit the dark� said chris
�awww but atleast were here� said
�aight well lets start partying� said
�um u kno wat I�m just going to find my dad first� I said
�ahh alright then� said
�but be back soon aight hun� said
�aight then� I said n made my way through the crowd
�ahh ya that�s us� said laughin
�wat was the deal earlier tell that we were kindof actors?� asked
�ahh well it�s a long story� said
�so give us the short version babe� said
�she hates u guys� said as she blurted it out
�ahh tats a lil harsh u could�ve worded it abit differently� said
�how, it�s the truth� said
�ahhh wat did we do to her?� asked as he was confused
�well ur manager is her dad n well ya� said
�okay�.� Said
�well letz just keep it at that� said
�aight well I�m thirsty wanna come babe?� asked
�ya sure� said as they made their way to the bar
�aight babe I�m going to get a drink as well wanna come?� asked
�ahh nahh its aight� said chris as she parted
she was on her way to the bar when something or someone was in her way..
�ahh exuse but coming through� said
�I was wonderin when I�d see u again� said a familiar voice as she looked up, her heart stoopped beatin
�you� she just said
�ya me� said paul laughin
�so w at r u doin here?� he asked
�I�m here wit my mates� she said
�r u always wit ur mates� he asked
�sometimes� she said
�guess I cant take u away from them can I?� he said
�guess not� said
�well I better get my drink� she said n left
�ur just gonna leave like this?� he asked
�for now� she said n walked to the bar.
What is wrong with me? Thought , I�m with Chris n I love him�..
Where is he? I thought to myself, he probably isn�t here I mean this wouldn�t be his thing, all of a sudden I heard my cell ring�
�hello?� I asked
�hey hunny�
�dad, where r u?� I asked
�I�m sorry but I�m stuck at a meeting� he said
�now? Its nearly 9� I said
�u now how things are anywayz I hope u have a great time� he said
�ya sure dad� I said
�alright I better get back� he said
�right� I said as I hung up
like u always do.. as I said to myself
�o hi, how did u kno?� I asked
�well u seemed bummed� he said
�right� I said
�well I don�t really feel like partying so I�m gonna go� I said
�ahh here let me drive u� he said
�umm ok u sure?� I asked
�ya sure I�m not really in the mood either� he said
�ahh ok then let me tell one of my mates� I said
�aight I�ll meet u at the door� said
so I went over to who was dancing wit nick on the dance floor.
�ahh I don�t feel well I�m going home, n �s drivin� I said
�hun, if u want we can go n take ur home I mean doesn�t have to� she said
�nah its aight enjoy ur time� I said
�alright feel better soon� said
�aight bye� I said
�aight well u just have to turn left here n�� I said as we passed a park but then he just stopped
�wat wats wrong?� I asked
�come on� he said getting out of the car
�but my house is like another 45 minutes away� I said
�ya I kno� he said
�ahh ok� I said as I got out of the car
�It�s pretty isn�t it?� he asked
�Yah� I remember my dad and I used to sit out on our porch when we were at our cottage and we would look out at the stars during the night. You can�t see much here, but if you go to the countryside it�s amazing� I said.
�So I take it that your father and you are very close then,� he said as we looked up at the sky
�We did, until he got promoted to head management of the record company and became occupied by it.� I said
�Is that a bad thing?� he asked
�Well before it seemed like it wasn�t, but later on, he became so occupied especially for this upcoming band, Blue, that he had no time for me and that�s when we sent me off to France to a private school� I said with anger
�You sound like you hate the band� he said
�I do, I mean it�s all their fault that my dad did this� I said
�Have you seen them before?� he asked
�Nope but I don�t want to� I said
�Why do you keep asking about them?� I asked
�Oh no reason, just curious� he said
�OMG I sooo rambling about my life to a stranger� I said to him, in which he laughed
�No it�s alright, and I�m not a stranger to you now� he said
�True, but the only thing I know about you is your name,� I said
�That�s true too,� he said while laughing
�Sooo� tell me about yourself� I said
�What is there to know?� he asked
�I don�t know, anything� I said
�Well for starters, said you we�re an actor� I said
�Ahh more along the lines of a singer� he said
�Really cool, so are all 4 of you in a band?� I asked
�Ya, but we�ve just got a contract so things aren�t moving that fast yet� he said
�I�m sure it will, I mean all of you aren�t that bad looking, I bet once the girls see you all, they�d be screaming and crying and begging you for your autographs� I said
�So you�re saying that I�m sexy� he said laughing
�I didn�t say it, I�m� ah� ok well I said it but indirectly� I said laughing
�Sooo� ah� are you staying in London for good or just for vacation� asked
�I�m staying for good actually, I got excepted at a university near here� I said
�Really what are you majoring in?� he asked
�I don�t know, I mean I thought about teaching, you know become a teacher at an elementary school, if not I guess business� I said
�Ohhh so you like kids� he said
�Well ya they�re sooo adorable, I mean there�s this feeling when you can see their growth and what they have achieved.� I said with passion
�Wow, I mean, I�ve never met a person who�s that passionate about these things, usually I�ve met women who, well cares about their looks and what other people think of them.�
�Well then, now you know, that I�m not like most women�
�OMG its it�s already 2� I said as I got up from the swings
�Wow, that�s the longest I�ve ever talked with a women before I have to go� he said
�Really?� I asked
�Ya, I mean its not like I�m busy or anything� because I�m not until I get all famous and all� he said with nervousness.
�Ahh okay well I think we should go� I said
�Ya lets� he said as we got back into the car.
Well, today�s my first day back HOME, and this is for good. Anyways, I thought things would be the same, but once you think about it, time changes everything. I mean, my friends are still the same, same personalities, but one thing that is different is how each of us is on our own path through life. I remember high school, was when it was all about boys, fashion, being best mates for life. But now, it�s all different. , is this well-known model, is still with her boyfriend since I left and is studying for medical school. is also an intern at TOTP, is going to be the greatest singer ever and will be an intern at a famous magazine company. I on the other hand is still contemplating with what I want. Anyways, I don�t think I want to think about it now. Well my dad stood me up at the party. I mean I was kind of looking forward to seeing him, I know it was him but he shipped me off to private school, but he�s still my dad. So he didn�t show up but I guess that was a good thing. Today, I met this guy . He�s in a band with �s boyfriend. He�s a singer, but a very cute one might I tell you. We talked about everything at the park. About our life, and our goals, it was endless. I don�t know but I liked it, I mean I�ve never talked with anyone about myself except my mates but he seems more than that. I think I�m falling for him� and I�ve just met him, which is really odd. It wasn�t love at first site, even
though he�s extremely hot but it was more than that. I don�t even know why I�m rambling about this, I don�t even know if he feel�s the same way as I do. I just hope I get to see him again. Anywayz, its already 3 am I better get some sleep because tomorrow, the girls and I are going
shopping.
�You wake her up�
�no you do it�
�I�m up, I�m up� I said as I opened my eyes
�What are all of you doing here?� I asked as I realized all 5 of them we�re standing around my bed
�SOOOO� said all of them at the same time
�SO what?� I asked all confused
�Where did you and go for 5 HOURS� said
�Ohhh that, how did you know?� I asked
�Well, you said you we�re leaving with but didn�t come home till 3, in which I saw you get out of his car� said
�Oh well we went to the park� I said
�The park?� asked
�Well ya� I said
�What did you do?� asked
�We just talked�
�About what?� asked
�Stuff� I said
�Did you guys kiss?� asked
�No�� I said
�are you in love with him?� asked
� I think so� but I just met him� I said
�OMG� they said
�Ahh okay well can you guys leave so I can get changed� I said as I got out of my bed and shoved them out my door and closed it once they were out.
�Fine but we want more details� yelled on the other side on the door.
�Awww man it�s only 8� I said as the doorbell rang
I left my bed and went down stairs to open the door.
�Hold on, I�m coming� I said as I opened the door and yawned
�Nice to see you too� said as he came in
�Its 8 in the morning � I said
�Ya well we have a CD signing to do�
�O right� I said
�Man what happened to you?� asked
�I�m tired, came home at 4� I said
�Ahh so how was she?�
�Who?� I asked
� , who else� said
�She�s something� I said laughing as I remembered our conversation yesterday errr � today
�Are you in love with her?� he asked
�I think I am, I mean she�s not like the girls I went out with� I said
�So what did she say when she found out your in Blue?� asked
�Ahh nothing� I said
�But said she hated us� said
�Ya well I didn�t mention it� I said
�What?� asked
�Well, I mean I wanted to get to know her so I told her that I was in this new band that is not that famous yet� I said
�You know she�ll find out. Her FATHER is OUR MANAGER� said
�Ya well, maybe I can change her mind about us� I said
�Whatever just get changed� said
�OMG look at the dress� said as we were walking with all the bags in our hand
� we�ve been shopping since 10 can we get a rest� I said
�You were always the party pooper, well in this case shopping pooper� said
�Ya well�� I said
�O look its some signing by some band� I said as I pointed across the street.
�Ahh its probably a girl band� said
�Nope its definitely a boy band, I mean look at most of the girls, its like they are trying to impress someone. I wonder who it is� I said
�ahh I thought you said you were tired� said
�I am but I wanna see who the band is� hey that guy looks familiar� I said as I looked through the window, but couldn�t get a clear view. He looked at me and then turned to talk with someone else.
�Let�s go get some coffee shall we� said as she pulled me away. We walked a while till we saw a caf�.
�Hello?� I asked
�Hi , I�m really sorry once again that I couldn�t make it to the party� he said
�It�s alright you we�re busy� I said
�I�m almost done work, I was wondering if you can come to my office so we can spend some time together.� He said
�ahh sure� right now?� I asked
�If you want I have a meeting in an hour for a couple of minutes� he said
�alright then I�ll see you in 30 minutes� I said
�Alright then bye� he said
�Bye�
�Ya, for some father daughter time� I said
�Well looks like your relationship with your dad is getting better� said
�I hope, anywayz I�ll see you guys at home� I said as I paid for my drink and left.
�OMG I�m you number one fan � said this girl who was practically in tears in front of me
�Thank you� I said with a smile
�Just think 30 minutes and we�re out of here� said
�I know� I said as I kept on smiling and signing autographs. It�s not a bad job you know but I just want to see again. I mean I can�t get her off my mind. I looked out the window and saw 5 girls standing in front of HMV one of them was pointing at me. One of them looked like � and the other was ?!?!
�Hey look its � said as he was all excited
So it must be , does this mean she knows that I�m Blue. It doesn�t seem like she recognizes me.
� * cough cough*� said
�What?� I asked as I snapped back into reality
�Fans� he said
So we continued to sign autographs until it was time to leave. I would be finish right after I meet with out manager about our next tour. Just some brief quick stuff.
�I think my hand is broken� said
�Same here I need ice water� said
So, we took off in a van to our briefing with our manager.
�It was great but our hands are a bit sore� said
�Well I�m sure a bit of ice water will do� he said Laughing. Steve is a great manger I mean he�s like a father to us. He�s helped us become who we are today and we are greatful for that.
�Okay the down to business, you all know you have a tour coming up in a month, and it�s a 2 month tour around England, same as the last one but the ideas is a bit different. We are promoting the album Guilty, however not all the fans have her the CD as it is not out yet. So we may have to do something about that�� all of a sudden the door was opened and someone familiar said
�Hi Dad!� and we all turned around and it was .
�Oops sorry for�� she said before she stopped in mid sentence.
Anyone can tell she was about to cry. I could tell, and all I wanted to do was hold her.
�Oh your early, anyways I�d like you to meet Blue, this is , , , .� Said her dad
�Ahh ya we met at the party� umm dad� I�m not feeling to well I think I need to go home, can we do this some other time?� she asked
�Oh ok honey, ya will do this some other time� he said and she left. I couldn�t let her leave so I ran after her.
I arrived at my dad�s company and the secretary directed me to his office.
�Hi Dad!� as I came in as he was talking to 4 guys.
They all turned around, but before I could look at them I said
�Oops sorry for�� before she stopped in mid sentence. Before I saw standing there. And saw posters of him saying BLUE.
I felt like someone stabbed something in my heart, it was so painful that I wanted to cry.
�Oh your early, anyways I�d like you to meet Blue, this is , , , .� Said my dad
�Ahh ya we met at the party� umm dad� I�m not feeling to well I think I need to go home, can we do this some other time?� I asked
�Oh ok honey, ya will do this some other time� he said I left.
I ran to the elevator and pressed the button. I couldn�t cry. I�m not, I mean I don�t even know the guy that well, I shouldn�t be crying. The elevator was opened and I went in and pressed the button for first floor, but before the door was shut a hand was stuck in and pried the door
open. It was . He came in and the door was shut. There was no way out. It was just he and I in the elevator. I couldn�t even look at him without being in disgust, let alone say anything to him.
�Oh really and what did you think would happen� I said without even realizing that I did
�I don�t know,� he said
�Here I thought I was mad at by dad for doing this to me and mad at your band. But now I realize that it wasn�t my dad�s fault it was yours and that band� I said waiting till the doors would open.
� , I�m really sorry, I don�t know why I did it but once I got to know you I fell in love with you� he said
�What happened this morning was a lie, everything I said, everything you said all of it, and you don�t love me, you just met me, and I don�t ever want to see or talk to you again� I said as the elevator doors opened and I went out leaving him behind.
I got into my car and started to cry.
I came home and found now one here. I guess that was a good thing because I didn�t want the girls to see me with tears running down my face and puffy eyes. I went into my room, and played my Kelly Clarkson CD, I usually play it when I�m down, which first the situation. YIPPY! I
played the CD and �Behind These Hazel Eyes� started playing�
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes