My dad died when I was 6 my mum died when she gave my birth so I never met her. My dad married with my step mum called . My two stepsisters got the names & .

- ! ! ! Where is that lazy cow, mum! - yelled
- I�m here. - I said while I came out the kitchen
- Finally I want my breakfast you know, it supposed to stand here when I come downstairs.
- It�s almost ready, .
- Better is I wanna be on time at school, you saw those 4 new gorgeous guy�s. - said and ended talking with .
- Yeah I did, aren�t they gorgeous! I hope I have class with them one day.
- Me too. - They start laughing, they always acted like little kids
- Here is your breakfast. - I smiled fake to them all.
- Good then you can go and make you ready for school. - said
- Can�t I first eat �swell?
- , You know what I told you, We have to watch out for our money, it won�t mind if you pass breakfast.
- Right. - I said and went upstairs making me ready for school witch I had to pay myself by the way, I worked till late at night so I could go to school. Lucky I had a boss who supported me and when I had exams I got free and she still paid me. She didn�t know how thankful I was.

At school I had one friend a male friend his name was , lots of people called him a loser but he totally wasn�t. he was always there for me, he knows what real friendship means, a thing that lots of people don�t know.

- ! - He yelled through the hall
- Hi. - I smiled when he walked next to me
- How�s you?
- Great, great.
- You don�t look that great, did you eat this morning, I know that when you don�t eat you look like this.
- I have to pass breakfast, she doesn�t wanna give me breakfast anymore, if I take it without her knowing and she finds out then I�m dead.
- Will I bring you next time some breakfast. - He asked while he searched after something in his bag.
- You don�t have to, what will your mum say?
- Nothing, here take this for today. - He said while he walked of
- Josh that�s your lunch! - I yelled after him but he didn�t react
I felt a bit guilty of eating his lunch but I knew he would have been mad if I didn�t eat it.
I walked through the hall on my own, when I saw 4 guy�s they probably where the new hotties where & where talking about, they did look nice, for once I had to say they had taste.

That night I had to go to the shop after dinner when I walked against a guy
- Sorry I didn�t looked where I was walking. - I said while I picked up all the stuff that felt
- It�s ok, should we help you? It looks like you are buying allot.
- No it�s okay, thanks em�
- . - He smiled
- Thank you . - I smiled back and left
- What�s your name? - He asked but I didn�t answer I acted like I didn�t heard him. He came running after me
- please tell me your name! - He said when he grabbed my shoulder
- Names doesn�t matter , when I walk out of this shop and you�ll never see me again, then after 2 days you forgot about me. - He looked strange at me
- Why you think that? And do you mean you never wanna see me again? - He asked
- I don�t know you, you don�t know me, who knows?
- Lets meet in the middle of the night at the park. - He smiled
- I can�t.
- And I�ll still be waiting the whole night in the hope you find a way to get there. - He said and walked off.
I made my way to my work and I realised I couldn�t stop smiling.

- What�s happening, girl. - who was my boss asked
- Nothing.
- Yeah right, it�s been ages ago I saw you smiling like this, speak up! - She laughed
- Ok, When I was at the shop earlier this day I walked against this guy, and he asked me to meet him at the park. - I stopped smiling
- that�s great why you stop smiling?
- Because I can�t go.
- Why not when is it? - she asked
- Over 5min. - I said while I watched the clock
- What the hell are you doing here then? - She smiled
- You mean that�?
- ... That you had to be on your way right now�Go!!! - She said
- aww thank you so much . - I said while I walked outside.

- I thought you couldn�t make it? - he smiled
- Well yeah, I�I walked off sneaky. - I smiled
- I hope your mum doesn�t find it out.
- She won�t.
- So Can I know your name now?
- I thought I told you already that names doesn�t matter, maybe when I know you better.
- So how do I have to call the girl in my dreams then? - I smiled
- Give her the name that you like.
- What you thought of playing the 10 questions game? - He asked while we walked through the park
- Ok. - I smiled while I looked at him
- Ok, So first of all are you glad you came?
- Yeah, I am.
- Would you still not say your name?
- No I won�t. - I smiled
- Do you got a boyfriend?
- No I don�t.
- Where are you going to school?
I didn�t know what to do, I had to lie about this question I just had to
- .
- Sad I hoped . - He smiled
- Your going there? - I asked like I didn�t knew
- Yeah I am, So you waste 1 of your qeustions. - He smiled
- So are you glad you came or I came?
- Yeah, ofcourse I am, The way you look, makes me know your special.
I looked down I became shy, after my dad died no one else then told me am special.
- And do you got a girlfriend?
- No else I would spend time with her now.
- What would be your perfect date? - I asked
- Just with you under the stars.
Again I came red why he was this way to me?
- And yours?
- I � I don�t know, erm� just being with the one I love no matter where.
- Could I be the one you love one day?
- who knows.
- I hoped you to say yeah� What�s your fav movie?
- em�
- Yours?
- .
- I saw that one, it was a good one.
- You go allot to the movie? - He asked
- If I have time. But I don�t really got that much time. And you?
- Yeah, I almost go every week. - He smiled
- Would you like to do this over one day? - He asked
- Would you?
- I asked you first.
- Yeah. - I smiled
- Me too� and guess I have one question left
- You do yeah
- Would you mind if I kissed you now? - I start smiling.
- I�I won�t no. - I smiled
he came closer and then my phone went.
- damn! - I said and looked at my phone
- What? - He asked
- Is it already this late, I have to go home. I�m sorry, see ya. - I said and walked off
- When we�ll meet again?! - He yelled But I didn�t answered

- Gosh your just on time. said when we saw coming. She always checked on me at this time
- Yeah you can give me a tea from the house. - said when she came in
- You can pay, . - said rude
- Well will that�s taking from her pay
- Whatever. - said and gave some cold tea.
- And be on time now, we don�t wanna wait at our breakfast again. Gosh this tea is cold. - She said and went off again.
- So how did it go? - smiled
- Great, his so nice. - I said while I couldn�t stop smiling
- So what�s his name?
- . - I smiled
- and . I see you both getting married and having kids. - She said dreaming away.
- Don�t hope to much, what if he finds out that I�m just a stupid girl with nothing?
- He won�t and if he does and dumps you for that, then he isn�t you worth. - She winked
I walked home realising I was one of the lucky girls, my life has been one mess since my dad�s dead. This is the first time I felt well again. When and came downstairs there breakfast was ready. I went upstairs to make me ready, Now I realised I had to be careful with what I did. I wore a cap and my hair on a ponytail, I looked a bit different and hoped he wouldn�t recognise me.

- What�s going on with you? - asked when I walked in
- Nothing. - I smiled while I thanked him for my breakfast
- Yeah right, just speak up! - He smiled we sat outside at a table where I told him the whole story.
- Your joking! - He yelled
- ssst I ain�t it was perfect.
- You need even more the perfect. - smiled. When suddenly�.
- I tell you it was perfect, her eyes where amazing. Her smile, I just really wanna know her name.
- , you didn�t even made a new date with her, who say�s you ever see her again?
- I feel it, , I just feel it.
- I hope your right.
- You started well. - said quiet
- What?
- You didn�t make a new date with him.
- I know, I had to run, it was check hour. - I said sad when and walked our way.
- ! I want you to make me tomorrow a bit better lunch, it stinks and you know we don�t like salade. - They said while rolling there eyes.
- I�m sorry, I must have forgot.
- We won�t forget telling it to mum, and you know what happens then. - They smiled. I felt everyone looking, I didn�t understand why people liked them, and hated me, hello I had to play their slave. And no one cared. Whole the school was just laughing with me. Stories where going round that my mum and dad left me for there door and that I had to be glad they gave me a home. �swell everyone called me unthankful, and guess and his mates heard it �swell cause when I looked at and his mate said and they all looked at me like I was dirt.
- You know , maybe it was the best thing not making a new date with him, I would only hurt myself, if he would find out he would never like me anymore.
- Well then you had once a great time. - He said
- Yeah and the rest of my life to cry out.

- So how you gonna search after her.
- She goes to school at � hey! - He shouted our way.
- What? - asked
- Do you know where is? - asked
- No say No. - I whispered
- What do you say? - asked
- No. I don�t and she doesn�t neither she said. - smiled.
- Strange. But thanks anyway.
- I heard you talking about a girl� you went to the park with a girl? - started I looked at him
- You�ve been listening to what we talk? - A guy asked
- Let him , Yeah what about it? - asked
- I know her, she told me this morning on the phone and she asked or I could tell you that she was sorry for yesterday leaving without saying why, but she had her reasons.
- What else did she say?
- That she wants to meet you again, but when she didn�t knew but she would gave me a letter I have to gave you then,
- Great, you see I will meet her again! - He shouted
- Btw I�m , - he smiled and reached out his hand
- . - said
- Those are my mates , and and Danny
- This is my mate . - I didn�t dare to turn around and face him.
- Nice meeting you all. So can you gave me her name maybe by a change, She won�t know I won�t tell her.
- She will, she knows everything, she said I wasn�t aloud to say her name.
- I hope we meet soon again. - He said when the bell went. I never was this glad the bell went I said fast just bye and left. That evening I walked home with .

- When you left at lunchtime they where talking about you.
- What did they say ?
- Nothing special. - I knew he lied
- Just tell me
- They said I better kept away from you, that you where a loser, and that when I hang around with you I make myself a loser too, But I don�t care what they say, should know better.
- Did they really say that?
- Yeah that Danny one. The others said the leave you alone.
We talked a bit more till we had to go our own way.

It was a week later and and I had a date again, I was so looking forwards to it. again we met at the park.
- Great to see you again, - he smiled
- Idem, - I whispered
- So our first meeting I asked or I could kiss you and you said I could, does that still count? - He asked cheeky
- Em�. - I didn�t knew what to say I became all red I could feel it, but his question I never answered cause he kissed me, it felt so great but so wrong, cause I was lying to him, he had to know to truth. But we weren�t on our meeting 5min�s or I had to run off again.
- Where are you going again! - He yelled again I didn�t answer him

At school I sat alone on a table came a bit later and said he was sorry, but that we went to and his mates. I did understand him and I told him that, I knew he felt a bit guilty, but he was getting popular, I couldn�t take that away from him. He hang out already two weeks with them, But I didn�t mind
- Hey ! Did she tell you maybe where she runs off yesterday? - asked when he saw .
- No She didn�t. - I saw his face he knew just like I knew that our friendship was breaking.
- Damn, I mean we kissed and then she runs off, always her phone that makes her run off.
- She has a busy life, and I�m losing her, because I�d rather be popular then having one real friend, I�ve been mean to her. I have to make it up to her. - He said while he looked my way.
- What do you mean? - asked
- I didn�t made time for her anymore! - He said and left the guy�s he walked inside
- Does he do that allot. - asked me when I look fast
- Only when he feels guilty, I�ll got to go. - I said without search eye contact
I went inside and talked with , I told him again that I didn�t mind
- The only way why they are nice is because I help with meeting�you. - He said quiet
- Who say�s that, you can hang around with them always, if they didn�t liked you they would only talk to you for the meetings.
I tried to talk him in. We talked a bit longer till class started again. told to meet me Tonight at the Park and we did, I told myself to tell him the truth now.

- Glad you made it, I just hope you stay longer now. - He smiled
- we need to talk. - I said serious
- Later I have to show you something. - He said and grabbed my arm
He showed me the most beautiful place at the park, I�ve never was there before, we laid there looking at the stars
- remember when you asked me my perfect date? - He smiled
- Yeah, I do. - I smiled
- Well that�s going on right now. - He said while he looked in my eyes and kissed me again.
- Is it really? - I smiled
- Yes, so what was it you wanted to tell me? - He asked
I didn�t faced him.
- We�ll meet again Friday night, I can�t ruin this now. Can I? - I said
- Is it that bad? - He asked seriously
- Maybe it depends.
- Just tell me now then.
- I can�t I prepared it a long time but now you made it a wonderful night for me, and I don�t wanna ruin it for myself.
- Ok, tell me next Friday. - He smiled for the first time we left together I was on time at the snack bar for

I prepared a whole week to tell Finally it was Friday and went off to work again. Ofcourse you could guess who came after some snacks with his friends.
- , You wanna go and order. - asked
- Sure�..NOT! - I said while I hiding on time after the wall
- excuse me? - asked
- I can�t� That�s That�s� - I said pointing
- Who�s that?
- . - I said almost without a voice.
- Really, Gosh you got taste girl. Ok I�ll ask Janna to order. - She winked
- Thank you, . - I said I worked at a place I could still see .
Not much later entered together with and
I knew it would go whole wrong
- ! - She shouted through the bar I took a cap and went to the front
- Take off that stupid cap. - She said while she took it off my head. I saw looking shocked
- Don�t you have to take orders! - shouted
- Hey! Hey!, stop shouting , this is my bar and I say what she has to do! - said rude
- But she is my stupid daughter! - She shouted back
- No she isn�t.
while they where fighting I faced who stood up and walked my way
- Why you had to lie about who you where? - He asked mad
- Because of and ,
- What about them?
- They told lies at school and I thought that if you would know that it was me, that you wouldn�t like me anymore.
- Who said I ever really liked you? - He asked mad I felt tears coming in my eyes.
- Well you ruin everything for yourself, you ruin your whole life I bet.
I couldn�t take it anymore I had to go off, so I run away out the shop. I went to the park and start crying really bad. Why I didn�t told him the other night? Why I had to wait?

A week past by and didn�t talked to me or anything. everyone at school knew Because of my Stepsisters. So everyone enjoin making fun of it, that night I went back to the snack bar where and his mates sat again, this time I ordered
- What will it be? - I asked without facing
- 4 Cokes and a Pizza. - said and I left not much later I came with there ordering
- here you go. - I said and gave them there ordering and bill
- We will pay now. - smiled
- Ok.
- Here and keep the change, you will need it. - he smiled
- Thanks. - I said and saw coming in
- ! - She yelled but I acted like I didn�t heard her
- , I swear get here!
- You see everyone would like to eat and not that a stupid woman comes and start yelling in this bar. - said
- Stay out of my business. - said
- You better stay out of my business. - Lu cy said rude back
- ! Get here. - said when I took of my work clothes
- You see since my 6 years I did everything for you and my stepsisters. But now am tired of it, I let and Lie at school about what happened. But I can�t let one single one of you three ruining my life, So I decided to move out!
looked at me shocked �swell did.
- And where you gonna live? - She start laughing
- With me! - said smiling
- You can have her, Bitch. - She slammed the door and left.
- Great, you finally stood up for your right, . - said and hugged me
- So you mean it? Can I stay with you? - I asked
- Sure not� We�ll get your bags later tonight.
- Thanks . - I smiled I went to �s table and ask or they wanted something more they said no
- But there is something I wanna say to you . - I said and faced him for the first time after he knew I lied
- I lied, because I wanted to know you better, I risked it all for you! But you so weren�t worth of it! I wonder who of us will be most upset about these over ten years.
I walked out of the shop when followed
- Look I�ve been searching after words to tell you I was sorry that I didn�t thought about how you felt, but I couldn�t tell you. Mary� The girl in my dreams got my fav name. He looked me in the eyes while it started to rain
- I don�t care . - I said still walking but with tears in my eyes
- Her name is ! Please give me another change. - He came after me and grabbed my arm.
- They will laugh with you when you hang around with me. - I said
- I don�t care, all I care about those week was you, and hoping that I won�t lose you. - He looked in my eyes
- So the girl in your dreams, what would she do? - I asked
- She would give me a last change and she told me that in my dream by kissing me. - He smiled
I looked him in the eye and start kissing him, we where both wet but didn�t mind it was raining even harder when suddenly we heard people clapping in there hands and yelling
- FINALLY!