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Part 1

Me, my sister and 3 friends decided to change school all together well yeah you need to know that we all moved out to the other side of the city. We�ve been best friend for years. And so I thought that moving to this new school would be great, but there wasn�t a day past by or we where in a fight with some people.

- I say they are annoying, and if I say that then that�s true. said
- If that would be true then everyone is annoying. laughed
- funny really funny. said annoyed
- come on, they are just a group of idiots, look at those two girls, they think they are pretty, but take of the make-up and they are a horror. I said we all started to laugh
- look at them, they look some little kids that think they are funny.
One of the girls yelled
- just let them, sweetie. One of the guys said
- sweetie. Sweetie. acted like him when all the guy�s walked are way
- Is there any problem here? One of them said
- Yes, you better make your stupid girl friends shut it, else I make them shut it. said
- you do? One of the guy�s yelled at her
- calm down we are guy�s we don�t beat girls.
- I don�t care ! He yelled me and couldn�t stop laughing when suddenly they all looked at us
- what? asked
- what so funny? The guy who called asked
- I don�t know, guess we are just those little kids who think their funny, bye. I said and walked
off when the bell went �swell the other followed
- what they think because they are guy�s I�m scared of them? said
- I was. smiled
- yeah I saw that on your face. laughed
- well you didn�t said anything neither. She said when we walked in class
- tell me this is a joke. I whispered in �s ear
- I just wanted to ask you the same. She whispered back
- this are the new students , , , and � you girls can take a seat. The teacher smiled
- she looks nice anyway�not? I asked who sat next to me
- why are they looking mad at us? We didn�t do anything wrong, those stupid girls just started already before we entered this school. She answered
- right, thanks for the answer on my question. I smiled a bit
- hey ?
- yeah ?
- don�t you think, don�t look right away e, but don�t you think that the guy right on the first seat looks hot.
-omg he almost slammed and you are talking about how hot he looks. I smiled and turned away
- sorry. She smiled and said louder then she thought
- why are you sorry ? The teacher asked
-erm�because�
- she broke my pen. I said fast
- yeah, and it was her fav one.
I looked at her with the look �you wanna make me ridiculous?�
- only joking I just said I broke her pen and said sorry.
- right okey then we continue the lessons now. The teacher smiled
- the guy�s kept looking at us
- WHAT? shouted at them
- NOTHING! One yelled back he called I remembered
- what is going on here? The teacher asked getting mad
- nothing, they just kept looking this way instead following the lessons so I asked what was wrong.
- you didn�t asked you yelled. She said still mad
- hey sorry, he yelled �swell. She said getting mad �swell
- but you where wrong you yelled first so apologize you against , if you did he will �swell. took her books
-yeah right, I rather fall dead, then apologize me to him. And she left class
- is she always like this? The teacher asked
- no�only when she�s right. I smiled abit
- she wasn�t now.
- whatever. I smiled at her
- you girls are mean.
- hey we can play like the movie �the mean girls�. joked
- yeah sad that you girls aren�t that pretty.
- you have to say that, without make-up you are even uglier then me. said
- don�t worry love, even with make-up they are. said the little one of them was mad really mad
- who do you think you are, you are not at this school one day and you search for a fight.
- you girls did annoying to us even before we entered this school, don�t ask me why, probably because you girls think you are the best, but let me say you, you are even uglier then my �.
- yeah say it . said
- then my I don�t know what even a pig is too pretty and cute for them, I�m off.
- I�ll go with you. said
-what the hell is this? I never saw something like this.
I looked down and tried to hide my laughter
- so you two gonna stay or you gonna leave �swell? The teacher asked
- I ain�t going, why should I, for them, I don�t think so. I said
- same here. said
- glad you girls see it that way.

- so how was class? They asked when we came out
- nothing special anymore, we just followed class.

That evening I stayed in the library when they others left, I loved to read so I went after some books
I sat down to a table when a guy walked my way
- I don�t wanna be difficult, but me and my mates always sit here.
- o ok sorry I took your places.
I looked up and saw
- it�s ok. He smiled nicely
- are you now nice, because your alone?
- no because I didn�t do else to you girls, I only asked why you where laughing earlier this day.
- whatever� I got to go.
- bye, .
I looked at him with a strange face.
- you want me to say �bye ?�
- yeah, you already did now. He smiled
I smiled back
- bye . I said and went off.

Part 2

I walked through to hall on my own, while the other stood outside waiting till I came back
- hi . I looked after me and saw smiling
- hiya, so what now, do I walk through your hall? I smiled
- hey now, can�t I just be nice?
- come on your friends are hating me and my friends and my friend are hating me and my friends.
- hey we don�t hate you girls, but if you see it that way, well� bye then.
- hold on admit it being nice to each other would be killing ourselves, we all hate each other.
- like I said I never said I hated anyone, but you just said you hated me. Thank you I just tried to be nice to you, but your not worth it.
- come on wanted to hit my sister, don�t you think he hates her then, lets say it like this, no one can stand anyone, ok yeah your nice to me, but what am I with that? If I will be nice to you then�.
- then what ?
- never mind, you better start to hate me .
I said and walked off
- are you scared of your own friends?
He followed me
- no, but I won�t like it neither that when I hate someone my friends are nice to them, we both will get in problems.
- we maybe can stop the fight between the groups.
- nice� keep on dreaming .
- well yeah, if they all like you then it won�t work, Gosh I�m sorry I ever tried to be nice to you. He said while he walk off.

- hey , it�s just us two in next class.
smiled my way
- really? Great.
I smiled while we walked in
- great those guy�s we just needed here.
- Just don�t make your self tired on them, they not worth it.
- so is one of the nice one with them?
I heard one of them saying
- yeah, that one is her name .
answered
they walked our way
- who said we hated you girls?
- right you wanted to beat almost but you don�t hate us.
- she was mean.
- no those stupid girls are.
- you mean and ?
He asked
- yeah who else.
- and that�s why you have to be annoying against us?
- er�HELLO THERE, you came to us being the �cool ones� remember, you started against us.
- but who said we hated you? I didn�t I don�t even know you girls.
said
- Is it just me or are they acting nice now? said
- I ain�t nice, I just was talking to her, because didn�t do anything wrong.
- Can�t he do it himself anymore? laughed
- He did already, and now he doesn�t wanted but I don�t mind, it�s nothing he will lose.
- Never mind, neither do I. I said and sat down after them, cos only there was still a place.
The teacher entered the class I saw how from time to time looked after him, okey there was something about him, but I didn�t knew what�why he was nice to me anyway? Somehow I had to find out more about him, I listened to the chat he and had (who sat next to him), I knew they would go to the library, So I decided to go �swell, just hoping that they won�t see me.

It was soon lunchtime they�d go to the library now So I search after a reason to get away from the others so I could go on my own. I knew there place now so I search a place where I could see them, and where I could hear about what they where talking. I took a book right for my face took my glasses (witch I never wore in class) and my cap and sat there on a table where loads of people sat.

- You know that girl, I like her, she doesn�t let people mess with her.
said
- neither does the others.
answered
- what do you think of them, ?
- I don�t care, I mean they don�t like us, said it herself.
- who cares I don�t like them neither.
said
- why you where nice to then?
asked
- I don�t know, something made me wanna know more about her, but she showed herself that she isn�t worth it.
- I don�t know, I think she is someone who can�t make chooses on her own.
said
- are you defending her?
They all asked
- no I just said what I think.
- you like her, �?
- how can I know, I don�t know her, and I don�t wanna know her anymore.
- maybe she changed her mind soon.
- well that�s then to late.
I decided to go, I looked over my book and saw that they didn�t looked this way, I closed the book and stood up and made my way as fast as I could, just like I thought I was too late, they saw me.
- hey you! They shouted. I acted like I didn�t heard them, but they stood up and walked my way.
- Did you listened at our conversation?
asked
- No� did I had a reason maybe?
- She did, she�s mad.
- why should I be mad? Why you think I heard your conversation, I don�t listen to what people say, if it wasn�t meant to be for me to hear it.
I lied
- give us a reason to believe you? I think you did, something tells me you did.
said
- okey, how can I prove it?
- you can�t is based on or we can trust you or not, and if you did and your saying you didn�t then you are a liar.
- right, whatever, I didn�t heard anything.
I laughed

- hey we got class together again.
yelled when I came outside, when I saw I couldn�t hide my smile
- what is there something on my face? She asked stupidly
- No.
- why are you smiling then like a fool?
She asked when the guy�s came outside, I saw the nasty look that gave me. I blow him foolishly a kiss. I saw him saying something to the guy�s, when walked back my way he grabbed my arm and took me with him
- you ruin your own business, but don�t that that to another.
- I didn�t ruin anything, who said I wanted to know you?
- you just lied to us again.
- who the fuck cares, I just heard it. who said I was telling her. I heard yeah, I lied yeah, I was planned to tell her�no.
- whatever.
He said while he walked off
- what was that about? asked
- nothing. We said and made our way to class the whole afternoon we sat in class with no-one else we knew as us 5.

At the evening we passed the guy�s
- do you girls mind if I borrow her for awhile? asked nicely.
- Yes!! said
I looked at her
- alright you can, see you tomorrow love I have to be home soon, little brothers, e�
she smiled
- alright bye.
I smiled
- we�ll go with her.
The all said. They just left me with those guy�s
- So you lied to us?
He smiled
- yeah, well�sorry.
- you say sorry?
- yeah is it that strange?
I walked with after the other guy�s
- because some of you rather fall dead then saying sorry.
- well yeah but that isn�t me.
- So you told her?
- that you like her?
- Yes?
- no I didn�t, That�s something you should do, that�s not my business�.
- thanks.
He smiled
- your welcome.
I winked
- so then you heard that wanted to know you?
- yeah I did�why?
- why you don�t wanna know him?
- who said that?
- you did fool!
He smiled
- well yeah, I don�t know� I think you know we didn�t start well the first day�s and then yeah, well I will say to you, it won�t be easy for you neither to get close to she is even harder then me, no matter or she likes you or not.
- why?
- because we don�t like er�.
- and ?.
- yeah them, and you guy�s hang around with them, those are girls we don�t like, those who think they are better then others and stuff like that.
- no of us do like them neither, it are girlfriends of one of the other friends. Look, hey guy�s do you like or ?
- your nuts. They are just freaks. answered
- why you hang around wih them then, can�t you tell your friends that you don�t like them?
- right, hey and we don�t like your girlfriend and , so we don�t hang around with you anymore when they are around� we ain�t nuts, we like the guy�s, If you see good at us then you see we almost never talk to them.
- why you came up for them then?
- because I thought you girls started the fight, but someone told me they started before you girls entered the school.
- well guess I have to leave you here.
I smiled
- you live here? He asked
- yeah why?
I asked when he started laughing
- then you and are neighbours.
smiled
- ow. I said while I looked at who just rolled his eyes
- I�m off, see you later guy�s.
He said
- bye .
They all said, he looked at me and walked off.
- maybe you should go and talk to him, I see in your eyes you are sorry for what you said, you wanna know him?
asked
- why you think that?
- like I said I see it in your eyes your sorry.
- I ain�t. I got to go now guy�s, see you tomorrow.
- bye .
They all said and made there way.

Part 3

- Where was that about?
I looked up and saw , , and
- nothing special� did you knew who live next to us?
- nothing special?? And no who?
asked
- .
I said while I looked at him through the window while he was changing shirt.
- who cares?
(friend2) asked. I saw he looked this way and so saw that I looked at him, I only could wave stupidly at him, he came to the window and closed his curtains
- I do! I said
- how you mean? asked
- he came to talk to me and I screwed it.
I said while I looked at them
- you like him? asked
- I don�t know him, how can I know I like him fool.
I smiled at her
- you would like to know him? asked
- I don�t know.
We start about talking something else and after awhile went home to help her mum with her two little brothers �swell left, went downstairs to watch telly. so just me and where in the room.
- your sad you screwed it with him, �?
She suddenly start
- Yeah, but it would make it difficult acting nice to him when his friends don�t like us� I mean then not , and , but the others.
- I know, I think you do well, you will give yourself a heartbreak when you don�t do it now.
I looked at her
- heartbreak?
- come-on he is totally your type, you will fall in love with him when he is nice, to be honest I think you are already now, and you don�t even know him.
- guess that�s why your my best friend, you see everything.
I smiled
- So you are in love with him?
- No, I mean how can I be in love with him when I don�t even know him, But I like to see him.
- why don�t you go next door and tell him.
- yeah right hello do you see me standing there already� we are talking about me, , you best friend.
- yeah and? You rather lose him?
- if I do then � we weren�t meant to be.
- Gosh you have to stop watching those stupid movies. This is reality !
- whatever I ain�t going to his house saying� whatever I have to say.
- that�s up to you girl, I just hope you don�t regret it.
- I don�t understand you first you said, you better do it now, and now you are saying to go to his house and talk to him.
- listen, you like him, even her little brothers can see that, you have to stop looking to others, if you like you should go for him if you want him or want to know him. But now I got to go. I�ll see you tomorrow.
She smiled
- I�ll break my head about this conversation this night.
I winked at her
- yeah do that, I hope you will make the right decision.
She smiled. I went back upstairs after she made her way home, I thought about the whole situation� I listened to my radio. While an uptempo song played it made me wanna dance all the time, I start to sing with it. when I looked through my window I saw looking, I waved and smiled silly while I closed the curtains, he start laughing and waved back. Before I closed the curtains I saw them all looking. I winked fast and closed the curtains and start dancing on the song.

After the song I went downstairs to help my mum with making dinner
- where�s dad? I asked when I came in the kitchen
- By the neighbours.
She smiled
- Why?
- To visit them for dinner, we talked to them before, and I told them that they could come and eat dinner with us.
- great, but I can�t stay long asked or I could go to hers.
I lied
- aw. So sad, they got a son you know.
My mum winked
- yeah, I know.
- you know him then?
- No I just saw him� but it is fine I�ll go after dinner.
- Why not?

After an hour the doorbell went
- can you open the door.
Mum yelled
- sure.
I said and opened the door where his sister and there parents stood.
- Hello.
I smiled fast and let them in
- Hi.
They all said, they went inside the living room. They sat there all talking to each other and his sister, who called
- Is it ok if I pass dinner �swell?
I asked my mum suddenly
- what why?
- Because I would be at �s by now.
I lied again
- can you call her to wait?
- I could but� I ain�t that hungry anyway.
- I get it, you wanna go now� go then.
She smiled. I stood up and took my jacket in the hall I walked back in the living-room to take my phone, I said bye to the guests and went off.

- WHAT? You just left when you had the change to talk to him?
shouted
- yeah, like I said I think he is mad at me, he ignores me.
- Then talk to him, search a way that he doesn�t ignores you.
- I don�t dare, what if I make me ridiculous again, that is so typically me.
- that�s true.
She smiled
- Thank for giving me some hope.
- look you go back and I don�t wanna see you or hear from you before you talked to him. You get it.
- Are you joking now?
- no!
- well it was nice to meet you, but I guess we�ll never see each other again then.
I smiled while I stood up
- grrr� then I�ll tell him
- ok, I will talk to him tonight.
- That�s what I like to hear.
She said while my phone went
- Hello? I answered
- hey I heard your at �s place, don�t you both wanna come at mine, I�m alone with and , and they are ignoring.
- Sure, I�m always here to help you, I�ll be there in a minute
took my phone
- hey I�ll be there in a minute, but won�t be there, she got other things to do.
She smiled at me while she said that. I looked at her like �bitch�
- Go, you had to be home already.
She shouted
- Whatever.
I said while I walked off

- already home? My mum asked
- yeah, called her to ask or she wanted to go and help her with her brothers
- yeah she called here �swell cause is off too.
- yeah, but er� I was tired I go and sleep soon.
- ow�.
- well I go upstairs if you need me
- we got guests can�t you stay downstairs a bit longer?
My mum asked when we stood in the hall
- sure, if I have no other choose.
I walked back in the living room and looked some telly.
- do you ever looked at ?
asked while they both came to watch telly
- yeah I do, I love it, but it starts just over 10min.
I smiled at her
- I know, But if you hated it like then I should ask or I got go and watch it home.
- even if I didn�t like it, you should have seen it here.
- So why you look at it?
she asked
- Because of the cute guys, why else.
I smiled at her
- where did I heard that before.
She smiled while rolled his eyes.

After awhile it stared and one of the cute guys came on and me and went like �wwwoooow gorgeous�
- there is one of the guy�s who looks even better then this one.
I said
- show me who you think is hotter then this?
- I will� there he is.
I smiled at the telly meanwhile
- Gosh no, it�s just eeeiw� do you think is sexy?
She asked
- I don�t think he looks bad.
I said fast
- else you both can start dating.
She laughed me and looked serious shocked at her.

Part 4

- what a bullsh*t is that?
He said suddenly
- there he goes again, man you need to learn laughing, and stop taking everything so serious.
She said
- she got a point there.
I said while I looked again at the telly
- what you mean with that?
He asked
- that you take things to serious.
- When someone say�s they hate you then you won�t like to be nice to them neither.
- I didn�t meant it that way I just said it wrong.
- You both got a fight?
His sister asked stupidly
- Yeah!
We both said
- look do you wanna give me a change to show you what I mean?
I asked him
- it depends.
- I hang around with you all day Monday, and then we�ll see what the others say.
- I know that they won�t like it, but we don�t have to hang around with each other where they see it.
- sure doing it sneaky, and then they see us one day, and then we even got a bigger fight with them.
- But then we still got each other.
He said. Now me and his sister looked shocked at him.
- okey, and what if we hang around and found out we don�t like each other?
I said after awhile
- Then we don�t have to be scared that they will find out, cause then we won�t hanging around each other anymore.
His sister looked again at and didn�t followed or conversation anymore.

Me and went upstairs so we could talk in private
- Listen I really wanted to know you, But it doesn�t matter anymore now, cause you didn�t wanted to know me, so I don�t really know about what we gonna talk here.
I said looking outside. I stood after him wondering what I could say.
- You know� I didn�t meant it that way, I really don�t hate you guy�s. I�m sorry .
- I know, But�
finally he faced me, We came closer and for the first time we looked in each others eyes.
- I�ve got to go.
- You don�t.
- We can�t hang around together, remember.
He said while he walked off. I sat down on my bed with my hands for my head thinking about what I could do now. I totally screwed it.
- hey .
yelled through the hall from the school.
- hey .
you smiled
- So you talk with .
she asked
- Yeah I did, but it didn�t make sense anymore, We�ll never be friends.
I said while I walked in class, This time I sat alone
- hey babe. smiled
- hey love.
I smiled back I saw looking mad at . When I turned around I saw and whispering to each other while they kept looking at me and . I sat down when walked my way
- why can you be nice to him when everyone sees it and not to me?
He asked kinda mad
- because you made me realize that giving something or someone up for a fight is stupid.
He looked down
- sad that it had to break us not?
- It didn�t, You just don�t want it. else you gave it a chance yesterday.
I said while I opened my book
- So now you are blaming me for it all?
- No I ain�t, but I learn out of it, you don�t, and if you really would like to know me then you would gave it a second change.
- Well fine. Maybe I didn�t wanna know you then for real!
He said when the teacher came in, he went back to his place.

After class walked next to me
- I�m gonna tell it to now, that I actually wanna know her better.
He smiled
- Good luck mate, you know that when they know you wanna know them, that they play it.
said
- whatever I will play it smarter then you, dude.
He said while walked our way
- hey girl, how are you?
She smiled
- I�m fine but there is someone who wants to talk to you, and erm� don�t screw it like I did.
I whispered in her ear. She looked strange at me while took her with him.
- and you�
I said while I faced
- � I said sorry, I told you what I had to say, now I didn�t screw it, now you did!
I said and walked to who passed by.
- hey girly.
She smiled
- hey, where are the others?
I asked
- They where in a fight about a minute ago and they are now with a teacher to the principal, you should have seen it knocked them out.
- who, with who they had a fight?
- are best friend dhue� and .
- really?
I couldn�t hide my laughter both of us couldn�t.

when and I walked in class we saw sitting next to .
- what the�? said
- just let them ok?
I said while we sat after them.
- now I know what you mean.
smiled
- lucky you weren�t that stupid as I was.
- or lucky I know how to handle that.
joked
not much later , , and walked in, I saw hiding her smile.
- where you girls have been?
Mr. Hall asked
- We where at the principal.
answered. When I saw her face I had to turn around so she couldn�t see me laugh, she didn�t looked cute at all. She was totally messed up.
- You were again in a fight and , come-on we aren�t a week far. Sit down!
He said with an angry voice.
- You both why you had to fight?
asked
- Because them, it was annoying me, Now they can fool other people then us!
said.
- So what did they principal said?
I asked
- not much, just that we can�t fight at school, and they have to stay at school a whole week.
smiled
- why you guy�s don�t?
asked
- because he said that they are trouble makers.
answered
- So why you where sitting next to I thought you hated him?
asked
- yeah you know, I like him to be honest, I wanna know him better.
She smiled
- good you didn�t screwed it!
said
- Will there be one day that there is no one who reminds me on it?
I asked

TWO MONTHS LATER

and where dating, and tried everything to break them, both I guess there love was strong enough to survive the gossip they said. I was home alone It was raining outside I looked through the window and saw . In those two months he didn�t said a word to me. When his mates and my mates and we sat together he didn�t said anything. No one tried to ask him anything cause they knew he wouldn�t answer. Sometimes I thought he was ridiculous for saying nothing, but otherwise we just sat all together for 2times in those two months. I was wondering or I should go and talk to him? But then I knew it wouldn�t matter. I looked some telly when the doorbell went. When I opened the door I saw standing there all wet
- Your right, we lost to many times because I was acting stupid.
- Come in .
I said while he grabbed his arm but he didn�t entered
- I�m sorry, Can we start this all again?
He asked while he looked me in the eye. I start smiling, finally he gave up being that hard
- sure I do.
I said, I didn�t even said the word good when he grabbed me outside and hugged me
- Good that you aren�t that difficult now.
He smiled
- yeah, but sad it is raining that hard.
I smiled and looked him in the eye.
- I don�t think it�s sad, you look gorgeous wet.
- You too.
I said shy.
- You know what I like? He asked
- What?
- This.
He said while he came closer and kissed me soft on the lips. I looked at him and smiled and kissed him again but this time it felt even better then the first time.
- I missed you, even I didn�t knew you!
- I missed you too �
- Well maybe we can go inside now.
He said
we went inside and I gave him a towel while I went and change clothes.
- Don�t you need to change clothes first �swell?
I asked when I came downstairs.
- No, I�m fine.
He said while he gave me the towel back
- you sure you don�t have cold?
- no when I looked at you then I�m warmth up in two seconds.
He smiled and walked again my way.
- o no I don�t wanna have your cold, wet clothes against me.
I said laughing while I walked upstairs he came running after me so I walked in my bedroom
- now you can�t run away anymore.
He said
- ok, you can come here if you take your clothes off.
I smiled cheeky
- is that a deal?
He asked naughty
- yes it is.
He start taking his close off till he stood there in his boxer
- good try, but I meant naked, so take off your boxer and you can
- Gosh you are to naughty for me.
- am I?
I asked while I came closer to him
- owwno, when you wanna come closer you have to take off your clothes.
- nice try, I ain�t that stupid as you.
I laughed
- So you call me stupid?
- I won�t dare.
I said when I kissed him again, at the end we felled on my bed and he laid on top of me
- Don�t you think we go to fast if we would�?
He asked
- yeah.
I said so he just kissed me again when suddenly my dad walked in, because of laid there in his boxer it didn�t went well
- WHAT THE �.
He yelled, as fast as could he stood up and took his clothes.
- dad, it isn�t�
- I don�t wanna hear it! and you GET OUT, and that I never see you here again.
Now my mum stood there �swell and couldn�t believe her eyes.
- omg!
Was all she could say.
- come-on, we were�nt, and we wouldn�t don� it neither.
- yeah but he stood there half naked, come-on stop lying!
My dad yelled
- I �.
- I don�t wanna hear it, and If I find out you hang around with him, then �.
- We are gonna talk with his parents about it. !
My mum said. why couldn�t they just believed it, Now I screwed it again, if I didn�t made his take his clothes off then it all wasn�t that bad. We really weren�t meant to be.

I saw him the next day at school waiting at the principal�s door
- hey !
I shouted he turned around and smiled
- why are you waiting at the principal?
- because your parents and my parents had a huge fight about it, your parents blamed me, Mine blamed you, and so my parents decided to move out.
He said sad
- tell me your joking� that is ridiculous.
I said almost crying
- I know, I had a huge fight about it with my parents, and they said you weren�t my match.
- what do they know about it?
he touched my face and gave me a kiss when he entered the office of the principal
We hang out sneaky together non of his friends told anyone neither did mine.

The week passed by and through my window I saw how moved his baggage�s in the car he looked up at my window and smiled fast and then went through with helping his parents.

After an hour I saw the car driving away I start crying, I walked downstairs and yelled at my parents that they didn�t really loved me, cause that because of them I couldn�t say goodbye to I start packing my own stuff, when my mum came upstairs.
- they blamed you for it. and you both didn�t match, you know that.
- it was my fault, I let him taking of his clothes, cause they where wet, I loved him, all we did was kissing, and now I losed him, because of you, dad and his parents, but did one of you ever thought about us, just one single moment?
I totally was broke, I was going crazy I couldn�t imagine life without him anymore.