| This was one of the worst days I have ever had! I know I said Six Flags was bad but this a billion times worse! We left Krystal's house around 12 to pick up our cousin Vanessa and get ready at her house. We were very excited to see the boys cause we were gonna give them Krystal's Faze 4/Vi3 book to look at and so they could read a note we left there. In the noter we said that me and Krystal were going to have a birthday Bar-B-Q/Swimming Pool Party for both our birthdays and we wanted them to come and fans were going to be invited (we wanted to first ask the guys so we could start inviting people, so don't think you're not loved cause you are!). When we got to Static it was around 6 and no one was there and we waited in the car, thinking we could see the guys come in and give them the book. It was about 7:30 when we decided to go in, a few fans we there and we just paid. Fans came in after us and they were crying. We had no idea what was going on so we went to the restroom. "You haven't heard?"-Kelsey. "About what?"-me, "Stevie's not in the group anymore."-Kels, "WHAT"-me. I couldn't believe what she had said, I turned and told Krystal. We were both kind of out of it, we didn't want to believe it. We hung out by the sofa and stairs and saw a bunch of fans there crying and hugging. Me and Krystal were trying to be strong and not cry, even though we almost did a few times. We saw Sadia and she let us read Justin's email. We had no idea that this was happening cause we weren't home at all and hadn't checked our email. They closed off the sofa section and we waited for the guys to come out, some were saying Stevie was coming and other saying he wasn't. We noticed some fans going by the stage and so we got ourselves a little spot. We waited for a while then the stage was cleared off and Big Steve came out. He said Stevie couldn't be there but I still didn't believe it. It wasn't until Justin and Lucas came out and I realized Stevie wasn't there and that ALL this was TRUE! By the time they said the third word in the first verse I started crying. I was still trying to sing along and act happy so Lucas and Justin wouldn't feel sad but you could tell I was crying. I felt really bad for Lucas cause he looked so sad and looked like he was going to cry so I tried to be happy to at least try to make him feel better. They only performed Get'cha Boogie On and Go-Get-Her. After the performance, Justin hugged people by groups and Lucas hugged EVERY SINGLE FAN that was in the front, which I thought was so great. Me, Krystal, and Vanessa basically ran outside right away and got to see the guys. I hugged Erik and he told me it had to be done which made me cry a bit more, then I went to Justin and he told me not to have a long face. Then I went to Lucas. I hugged him like I have never hugged him before and I just cried on him, I felt him shaking cause he wanted to cry. I didn't want to let go of him but I knew I had to, he squeezed my arm and told me everything was going to be okay, then he went to the car and I could see him cry through the window. This was the worst thing that has happened, not only to me or Krystal, but to every fan and to the guys. I'm still going to support Vi3 and Stevie NO MATTER WHAT! I know the new member, Jackie Salvucci, will never replace Stevie but I know Erik, Lucas, and Justin won't let us down! Looks like a NEW BEGINNING to add to the Faze 4/Vi3 book. --Lety |
