| WERDS |
| A place for me to think aloud. |
| 11-26-01: |
| Fuck being the victim. |
| 1-9-02: So: the choices I have made, May seem strange to you, But who asked you anyway? It's my life to wreck, My own way. Morrissey - Alma Matters |
| I'm feelin great, and I hope it don't fade.. So, I rebuilt a bridge today, and I've really wanted to do so to for a long time, but never could. Something clicked in me today though, and I feel like the weight of the past three months is gone (I start on the writing down in words of it all tomorrow, I hope), and it became an easy thing to do. I can't wait to tread over it a bit and see if it will hold. On a related note, I decided that New Years resolutions suck, and if I'm going to do or not do something it'll be because I damn well please and not because the calender sez it's time. |
| 1-31-02: And breathing is a foreign task, and thinking's just too much to ask, and you're measuring your minutes by a clock that's blinking eights. The Brilliant Dance - Dashboard Confessional . |
| So, I'm thinkin about gettin an account at on of them thar' fancy online-journal things. Maybe Live-Journal, on account of my knowing someone who uses it and seems quite happy with it. I've decided that I need to get out of the house more, and meet more people. Maybe start going to Pop-Scene or Faith every week or two (escpecially since I'm gonna have friday mornings off starting soon), since I 'spect that'd make me some friends the type of which I'm lookin to make.. I'm suspicious of one of my friend's actions, too. He's been acting in a way that SEEMS quite bennificial to me, but a little digging has indicated that there may be more than meets-the-eye to it, and that I may be doin him a favor without even knowning it, that might leave me sad when it's over. On the bright side, Danielle and I are supposed to hang out this weekend, and that's always fun. :) |
| 2-17-02: I remember running through the wet grass, And falling a step behind, Both of us never tiring, Desperatly wanting. Desperatly Wanting - Better Than Ezra |
| Not too much to say. I'm so bored. I think I'm tired of spending so much time alone. I never thought the day would come. |
| 4-11-02: Why do you come here, When you know it makes things hard for me, When you know, Oh, Why do you come? Suedehead - Morrissey |
| Yo. Not much to say. Wanted to update, so I did. |
| 4-11-02: I believe in you, Have confidence, You're not alone, I'm on your side. Orange Jet Stream - DrumMania |
| Tee hee, so much more has happened since my last (tiny-ass) update that I just don't have room to cover it all. Heh... Suckers. =) |
| Damn Life rocks. |
| 8-20-02 : I Like You I Like You - Morrissey |
| 8-25-02 : If you could save me, From the ranks, Of the freaks, Who suspect, They could never love anyone. Save Me - Aimee Mann |
| Well, it's been a week alright. At times it was fun and at times it was defeating, butit was, indeed, a week. Now I sit here and wonder if I might enjoy these last precious few workless hours before the new week starts. The outlook, isn't overtly grim, nor too bright. |
| 9-18-02 : Why do you think I let you get away, With the things you say to me?? Can it be, I like you? I Like You - Morrissey |
| Oi, been a right bloody amazing week. I freakin saw Morrissey!!! It was great! New Buffy, one week! Whoo! Happy now :) (and the weekend mentioned last time did end fun) . |
| 12-22-02 : Crash into my arms, I want you, You don't agree, But you don't refuse, I know you. Jack The Ripper - Morrissey |
| I've had an interesting month. But I hope to have a Merry Xmas. :) |
| 1-18-04 Today I watched the boats, Moving through the harbor, Walking on water, In your arms I'd stay, Forever if I could, F'rever if I may, Keep me in your thoughts, Don't disappear.. So Alive - Ryan Adams |
| So 2003 was actually a good year. I miss it because 2004 hasn't been so keen. Mainly just loose ends trying up from last year yet. But I'm optimistic. :) |