�Brit� I whispered. I felt a knot in my throat. I slowly got up and embraced her.
�Don't worry. It's too soon. I understand� I whispered. Even though I was trying to confort her I couldn't help the tears running down my cheeks.
�I'm sorry. I wanted to say yes but� She started saying but stopped abruptly.
�But what�
�After hearing that message I just felt something that I haven't felt in a while. Maybe I do love him after all. And he sounded so sincere�
�How can you say that� I yelled
�After all he's done, how can you say that�
�Justin I love you. You know that but I did felt something for him. Before you came back and I realized that, maybe I still feel something for him�
�Justin. Where are you going?� She cried. I just couldn't be there any longer
�I have to get out of here�
�Justin!�
I walked inside the house. Silence filled the rooms. Everything was dark. It was three in the morning so I expected Britney to be asleep. But she wasn't. I entered my bedroom and saw her lying on the bed. Staring at the ceiling. It wasn't until she turned around to face me that I noticed the tears in her cheeks. I sat down on the side of the bed.
�Where have you been?� Her voice cracked because of the tears I didn't saw but I knew she cried.
�Just driving around� I whispered
�I was worried�
I didn't respond this time. If the situation were different I would have said something. But in this case I didn't know how to respond.
�I was worried!� she yelled. I couldn't contain my anger any longer
�If you were so worried then why didn't you seek confort in Ryan's arms. I mean after all you love him, right?� I yelled
�After all I did for you. I loved you, I helped you, I did everything you wanted me to. I waited when you told me you weren't ready to tell him about us. But now I know why you weren't ready. It was because you wanted to keep the both of us wasn't it�
�You know that's not true� She yelled back
�Do I? I proposed to you. I was ready to give you everything. EVERYTHING. And you didn't care. God, you weren't like this before I left�
�Well maybe I changed. After all it's been six years. People change in six years�
�Well you sure as hell didn't change for the better�
�You know what? I don't have to listen to this. I'm leaving�
�Send my love to Ryan�
�I'm not going to Ryan's. I'm going to my mother's�
�Fine, do whatever you want. It's not like you care anyways�
�I do care� she whispered
�About him or me?� I said and left the room slamming the door behind me. I went outside to my back yard. I sat on the lounge chair and stared at the ceiling for a couple of hours. I heard the sliding door being open but I didn't turned around.
�I don't wanna leave. I love you� she whispered
I was silent. After all the harsh comments and everything that happened in the last two days I really didn't know how to react to those words.
�Say something. Please� She cried
�I don't know what to say� I said turning around to face her. She walked over to me.
�Well I've got something to tell you� she said lowering her eyes.
�What?� I whispered
�First of all, I love you� she paused. �And second of all, I don't want to leave. But after all that's happened today I can understand if you want me to leave�
�I don't want you to leave� I paused and saw a little hope in her eyes �But I think that we need some time apart� I could see the tears forming I her eyes. The mere sight of her crying was making me hate myself.
�Ok� She whispered
�But I want you to stay here with me tonight� I said as I held her in my arms. I grabbed her hand and led her upstairs. I turned around once we were inside the room and held her close to me. I kissed her on the lips passionately. I covered her neck in sweet, butterfly kisses. We removed each other's clothes, slowly and made love all night. The following morning I woke up with Britney laying on my chest, sleeping soundly.
�Morning� She whsipered smiling
�Good morning� I said placing a kiss on her forehead
�I have to finish packing�
�I don't want you to leave�
�I know but it'll be nice to see my family. It'll be only for a week�
�Ok, but you'll call me right�
�Every day�
We got out of bed and I helped her pack. After she was finish I called a cab. In less the fifteen minutes we were saying goodbye. II kissed her one last time and watched as she got inside the cab and drove away.