�What the hell were you doing?!� I was pretty sure that people inside the club heard me.
�what's wrong with you babe?. Why are you so mad?�
�You don't know?!. YOU WERE MAKING OUT WITH THAT SLUT AND YOU'RE ASKING ME WHY AM I MAD!�
�Honey.... � He tried to grab my arm but I backed away. I was scared that if he touched me I'd hurt him. Really bad.
�No, don't fucking touch me. This is over. I'm over this shit�
�What do you mean girl?�
�I mean that I wanna break up. I don't want to be with you anymore� I was so mad. I couldn't believe him. This time I wasn't overreacting. This time there'd be no break. This time it was a break up.
�Can't we talk about this when we get home?. I don't feel to good�
�No we can't talk about this when we get home because we're not going home. I'm going home.�
�Brit please...�
�No Justin. I'm sick of this. You just showed me how much I mean to you. Nothing. That's what I mean to you.� It hurt me to realize that the words I've spoken were true.
The next I woke up with a terrible hang over. I decided to check my messages. I had five. All from Justin. I know that he was drunk but I still couldn't forgive him. Everytime I closed my eyes I would see him with that girl. It just hurted too much I finally decided. After thinking long and hard about it, that I was gonna get away from Justin. It was gonna hurt, I knew that, but it had to be done.
I got out of bed. Last night was a restless night. The events of the night before still flashed trough my mind over and over again.
�I can't believe him. How could he do this to me.� I said to myself.
�I'm never gonna forgive him. Never.�
Meanwhile...
JUSTIN'S POV
I was still in bed but I wasn't sleeping. I couldn't. All I could do was think of a way to get Britney back. It was gonna be hard. But I was gonna fight for my girl. Finally I decided to call her.
�Here goes nothing� I said to myself while I dialed Britney's number.
�Hello� a very tired Britney said.
�Brit, please don't hang up�
�Too late� she said coldly and then hung up.
After that I called her back but she hung up as soon as she heard my voice. But I kept calling her. I wasn't about to give up. I called her again and again and again and again.
Weeks went by and I kept calling her everyday. Finally I gave up. I guess I'd have to get used to the fact that she wanted nothing to do with me. But I can't blame her. I screwed up big time.
NSYNC was in New York because we were supposed to do a concert there that night. The guys and I were in the arena doing soundcheck when Johnny (our manager) walked in. A little while after that Britney walked in. I think she was looking for Johnny. As soon as she walked in I saw her. Everytime she'd walk in a room I would know. It was like I felt her presence whenever she was around. I was completely speechless. I hadn't seen her in months but she was still the most beautiful girl I had ever laid eyes on.
Slowly I walked up to her and tapped her on her shoulder. She turned around and smiled. I almost melted when I saw her chocolate eyes.
�Hey� I said
�Hi� replied Britney softly.
�So, tell me, how you doing?�
�I haven't seen you in a while. How are you.�
�I'm good. How you doing?�
�I'm ok�
�Just ok?�
I didn't know what to say. What was I supposed to say?. I've been miserable because you're not with me anymore and I can't live without you?
�Well I would've been better if we hadn't broken up� I said smiling. I knew she was gonna protest.
�Justin...�
�Brit, I've been miserable, please let's give it one more try� I wasn't gonna give up. Not now.
�Justin I don't' know...�
�C'mon, let me take you out tonight, what do you say?�
�um,...ok� she finally gave up.
�Great. I'll pick you up at 8:00. See ya� and then I walked away, knowing that if I stayed I'd probably start rambling and make a fool out of myself.
BRITNEY�S POV
Did I made the right decision?. These last couple of months were hell for me. He really hurt me but I also missed him a lot. He made a mistake and maybe it was time for me to forgive him.
After I left the arena I went to my car and drove away. After about 15 minutes I decided that I should talk to someone and nobody knew me better then my causing Laura Lynn. I pulled up in front of Laura's apartment. Thank god she was in New York. I rang the doorbell and waited for a couple of minutes. Finally Laura opened the door and jumped with excitement wen she saw me.
�Brit, what are you doing here?!�
�Hey LL, it's good to see you.�
�Come in�
�So tell me, how's everything?�
�Actually, I came here to talk to you about something�
�Sure, what's up�
�It's about Justin.�
�Oh no, what did he do now.�
�He asked me out�
�Oh my god, I can't believe that guy...�LL kept rambling on and on about how Justin was a major ass but when she heard what I said her jaw dropped to the floor.
�And I said yes�
�You what!?!�
�I said yes to him�
�Britney do I need to remind you the hell you went trough trying to get over him and now that you're finally over him you're gonna celebrate by going out with him?� said Laura Lynn.
�LL I know that he hurted me but I just couldn't help it. When I saw his blue eyes I just gave in. He looked so vulnerable�
�Ok, but this time take things slower, cause I don't want to see you getting hurt again�
�I've got this weird feeling that's telling me that things are gonna be different this time�
�Then I guess you made the right choice�
�Yeah, I guess I did� I started to wonder.
Was I really ready to have Justin back in my life?