Justin and I were talking on the phone. We haven't seen each other for a while and I really missed him. I had a couple of days off so we decided that i´d go visit him.
"So, are you really coming down here this weekend?" asked a very excited Justin.
"Yeah, you know I really miss you."
"I know, I really miss you too¨
"J, I gotta go. I´ll call you later. Bye¨ "Bye, sunshine. ¨
Everything seemed good until I arrived there. I don't know why but things didn't went as good as planned.
¨Hi Justin.¨ said cheerfully Britney.
¨Hi¨
¨Is that all I get?¨
¨What do you mean? Snapped Justin.
¨Gee, what's wrong with you?. It was just a joke¨
¨Look, I'm not in the mood to hear your jokes today, okay.¨
¨Hey if your angry don't take it out on me, okay. Because if this is the way that this is gonna be then i´d rather go back home.¨
¨You wanna go back home?. Fine with me.¨ he nearly yelled.
¨Fine I'm going back home. It was nice to see you Justin.¨
All wasted. We hadn't seen each other in nearly a month and the moment we saw each other all we do is fight. I was angry and I was hurt so there was no way in hell that I was gonna go back there to see him. If he wanted to see me then he was gonna have to come here.
Early in the morning I woke up to the sound of the phone ringing. I knew it was Justin. He is calling to tell me how sorry he is and that he want's to see me.
¨Hello¨
¨Hey Brit, it's me.¨
¨Hey¨
¨Look, Brit I'm really sorry about the way I acted yesterday.¨
¨Justin, what's going on here?¨
¨What do you mean? ¨ I knew I was confusing him but I needed to know.
¨What's going with us?. This isn't the way things used to be,and you know it.¨
¨I know that, but we're just stressed out. That's it.¨
¨I don't think right now is a good time for us to be together.¨ I said. It was taking every ounce of willpower to do this. But maybe it was for the best."
¨What are you saying? ¨
¨I´m saying that maybe we need to spend some time apart¨ I've been dreading the day that one of us had to say this words. But I had to do it.
¨Britney, we never see each other and you want us to spend some time apart?!¨ He was angry. I knew it but it was for the best.
¨Yes, you may not agree with me now but I think it's better if we take some time away from each other and think about what we want to do.¨
¨I don't need time, I know what I want. I want to be with you.¨
¨Justin...¨
¨Baby, I love you more than life itself. Please don't do this¨
¨Look, I have to go now. We'll talk about this later¨ My first instinc was to hang up. How was I supposed to do it if he kept telling me that he loved me. It broke my heart but it had to be done.
The next day I really had no idea of what was about to happen. I was at home with Mason. He is one of my dancers and since he was in town he decided to pay me a little visit. We were having a great time, laughing bout everything when the doorbell rang. We were still laughing hysterically but when I opened the door my laughter died.
¨Hey, what are you doing here?¨
¨I came here to try and work things out. But I see that's not what you want.¨ he started to walk away but I stopped him. I knew exactly what was going through his head.
¨Wait. Justin this is not what you think it is. Mason is just one of my dancers and we were just hanging out¨
¨Look, Brit maybe I should just leave. It seems like you two need to talk. I'll see you around.¨ said Mason and then he left.
¨Why don't you come in?. We should talk¨
¨Fine¨ We walked inside the house and sat down at the living room were we used to cuddle together.
¨Justin.... ¨ I was about to explain the scene but he didn't let me.
¨Do you wanna break up?¨ he said looking at me straight in the eye.
¨What? ¨ my voice was weak. I said I wanted a break not break up.
¨If that's what you want then just say so. ¨
¨No. Justin you mean so much to me. I said I wanted a break but if you...¨ she couldn't say anything else because of the tears that were sliding down her face.
¨Angel don't cry. We can work things out. We will, I know it. C'mon, you can't just give up on us. ¨ He whispered while moving closer to me. I knew what was coming next. His face was just inches away from mine, he quickly moved close and touched his lips with mine. I wanted to pull away but for some reason I couldn't. I was so drawn to the kiss that I couldn't pull away. He kissed me passionately. After a few minutes we broke the kiss, both breathless.
¨Um, I.... You should...¨ I was trying to form a thought but once again Justin didn't let me.
¨Ssh, don't talk¨ he picked me up and carried me to the bedroom. I knew that this wasn't the best way to fix things but this is what I wanted.