a random poem that shows how insane i am
I don’t want to feel this way
I just want to be ok
I hate the way I feel
Doubt and insecurity runs
Questioning myself
Crying over nothing
Waiting for him to come
Hoping he would call
I just want to be happy
With my boy next to me
At the club or in bed
I just want to know
That he is alright
It is getting later
And later by the minute
What could be the problem?
I have so many problems
Shouldn’t he call me?
I feel so lame
I just want to scream
Yell my fucking head off
Drive off a cliff
I hear car noises
Is it his car pulling in?
Or am I just hearing things
These flies are having more fun
This weekend was going to be crazy
Now I just feel so fucking lazy
He really should be here by now
Forget going to the club
I just want to hold him
I just need him to hold me
Knock, knock on my door
You’re the one I’m looking for