The Suicidal Waves

The waves of suicide
wash over me again
through six years i've felt them
time and time again
just when I reach the surface
just when I think I can swim
I find myself pushed under
by these suicidal waves again.

Who knows what causes them
who knows where they came
they push me farther away
from the shore
they push me farhter away
from my goal
time and time again
they push me under
away from the shore
they push me under
under I go.

The waves of suicide
wash over me again
through six years i've felt them
reoccuring again and again
just can't seem to to get rid of them
can't seem to swim
i'm gonna drown in
these suicidal waves again.