have these re-occuring dreams. Its deosnt happen every week, or night, but through out my life they have happened. often enough that i can almost predict them now in my dream. im like, "ok walk around here and theres the so and so thats gonna pop up, and now i run and hope i live" i think they mean somethng. there's about four of them, and two began in the last 6 years, the other two hava happened as long as i can remember. i just woke up from one now. it starts out that im alot younger, and im with my real grandparents, by real i mean real-life. this time half way through the dream my real gradfather become some other guy that ive never seen and he was black. kinda odd, but in my dream this is ok. me and my grandparents are on mars, the planet and this time i had some other kid, supposidly my sibling with out and they were about two and a half. and then jake was with us too, my real life brother. and he was like under a year. so were all on mars and grandma is hopeing that on our vacation here we will get to see the mist. when both of the red moos goes down red mist will appear, something like that and its a rare occasion, and its suppose to be pretty. the first night, no mist. she's sad. the next night were staring at both moons, adn were with other people did i mention? its like maybe 20 to 30. think of a carival cruise, acroos the ocean, except we went across space. my grandfather says that its not gonna happen tonight cause it would have already happened, so as we step around this tower thing, we see that across the planet, which isnt like a city, its like the planet, dust, rocks, moon craters. across the planet its starting to smoke up and steam is shoooting out of holes, and this isnt normal thing. so we start to run to the rocket, and this time i had to pick up my brother, run with him, my grandma had the puppy in her hands and we had two dogs which somehow already were on top fo the rocket. and i had to climb with jake in my hands, which isnt easy. to get into the rocket you have go down a tunnel slide. i threw in jake, shove the first dog in, which is always our reallife dog tara, who's dead now. and the second dog (now if you know dogs, its difficult to get them to go down a tunnel slide at first) i sit in the slide and grab his collar. as i fall down the slide he comes with me. there are a few others who got in before me. there not important. i wait for ever, dont know what takes my grandparents so long. by this time jake, the dogs and that other kid have disappeard out of my dream. my grandparents appear with some other poeple, and there panicing. they shut the door. different things happen here, like sometimes the others talk about what happened out there with the rest of the people, sometimes they dont know, but eventually i opened the door, and its a small room where the tunnel-slide ends at, with coats in it. and there are a few people who are just kinda standing there....not moving, or really looking at me, but at the ground or there back are turned. and sometimes i reconize them from eariler in the dream, part of the group. it depends on exactly where the dream begins. usually it starts before we land on mars, so i know the whole crew. will this time, since i alreayd know this dream, as people pop up i recall where they have come from, what they like, and any relations they have from the other times ive dreamed it. there's always this one guy. i dont know who he looked liked before i saw the movie pitch black, but now hes riddick/van diesel. and he;s with these others in this small room but he looks at me and like steps quietly in back of a shadow. the others dont see him. but at some point they see me and they all have big bulging eyes that are gooey and mostly just black. no more color in them, just big black dots in gooey white stuff. and they are a reddish/pinkish tint and now they have really fucked up and shart teeth and they come after me, i attempt to shut the door, but now its like as thin as a sled, and flimsy like the cheap ones walmart sells. and so im leaning on it, but there sticking there hands through the top and bottom and i figght with them for some time before someone notices the small 5year old kid and the screaming zombies behind her. then one guy runs over with a gun. im like no, theres too many if i opend the door you might be able to shoot one, but the other seven will just run in and were screwed. and its not sure what will happen to us. i think earlier, before i had ever seen a zombie movie, they were just going to kill us. this time however the alive part of the group questioned if we were bit, would we turned into something like them. so then this other guy says to move quickly and he's holding a broom. so i move the door flicks open and he like taps the bristles of the broom on the the side of teh door way and the zombies just look at it, like the sound interest them....but they start to attack agaoin and now i have a broom so i whack them with the broom which seems to keep them back...dont know why....

things here seem to differ each time in the dream. this time tho, it was like super speed cause i pretty much knew what was going to happened by this point. grandpa was black by this time. ive had these dreams so often that i knew at some point riddick had to pop out of the little door. in dreams before he told us of what happened to him out there, which makes him more experienced and of course just like in the movie pitch black. all taking control and unaffraid and ever knowing. yeah, well this time i guess i just didnt care, cause i skipped his little story too. so i just skip the crap to the part where we know that some of the crew got into the rocket, and there pretending to just be them like before...and try to use that against us however its not working when they look like they do...all gross and stuff. so were attempting to make some plan, were going out of the rocket, i dont remember where too, but this time i skipped the part where we planned all of this, i drop to the back ground, cause now its all focused on riddick, and he's walking past this like big window thing. it either shows the outside part of the ship, or, like in todays dream, its a jacoozie type thing room and fake plastic grass crap for the flooring, but we sealed it off this time. which is why he is walking past the window. usually, its open adn he hears his name called, or something draws him in there, where he see's his old friends. they ahve turned. theres always two females that stand out, the others change sex and faces. one of the females was this fat chick blondish hair...ate alot and is his girlfriend. in todays dream i had alreayd known they were in there so i just sealed the room so i wouldnt have to dream of that part. so instead of him being in there, whe walked past it and she came after the glass, adn jump up and against it. the fat one is the one you can see the most of in the window and she says something, its always the same phrase, and now thats its 45 minutes since i woke up, parts of the dream are fading...i think its mine, no its not mine, like more or i want or something i think its i want, cause riddick replies "yea you always want...'i want, i want'" and i know at first i always take her comment to the wanting of food, if this is making sense, but then i start to wonder, and i get th efeeling that he didnt like her cause she was too demanding on him. he never seems sad to see her like that, and he goes off and this time i again skipped more crap. more of the radio freaks pop up, and we are packing stuff.

Part two soon to come, im lazy