half awake now
trapped by my own liberation
hald dead here
screaming to be free.
half alive today
fighting for your rescue
half alseep still
died waiting for that better life.
half survivor at times
put up guards against the world
half loser again
walls crumble down.
half winner somehow
i still try
half defeated always
i fail.
half strong for once
clawing my way to you
half helpless also
bleeding blood you'll never see.
half incontroll
crying out for help
half weak forever
not loud enough i guess.
half knowing
im close to being gone
half confused
will someone break my fall?