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| cry by. L.L.N.D I wish i could cry I wish i could let the pain i feel free I wish it would go away but it won't It hurts more everyday Death is an easy exit thats not me i'm not easy i won't die but why can't i cry? i used to hurt myself to easy the pain but no more... well...often anyway i feel dirty again and when i do the pain comes and i want to die again fuck! why can't i cry? my head hurts again I can't close my eyes if i do i can see it again flashbacks the pain gets worse its killing me slowly that makes me want to do things bad things but i won't.... ..often anyway God please let me cry! I feel that part of my soul is dead i want to die again the pain is even worse now will it ever stop? please God make it stop why me? why did this happen to me in the first place? What did i do to deserve this? I wasn't the one that did something wrong i know that but then why do i want to die? I wish i could cry..... 11-6-01 |
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