Intelligence = Winner: A conversation with Peri (she's in purple)
"Congratulations to all the overweight girls that can wear a bathing suit and not want to hide. Not everyone is natrually thin. But rolls are a completely different thing. I have seen girls with skinny legs and arms with rolls. Cover it up. Nobody wants to see it. Basically, what I'm saying is that there is a fine line between good self esteem and nasty. Like those people that you see that are 300 pounds and gong around in coochie cutters and tank tops. That should be illegal. I'd rather not see anyone dressed in ho clothes, but it's easier to stomach if they aren't hanging out of them. I don't know when I'm going to Universal. Late April, probably. That's when all the band trips are. We're going to have to wait til CTY, it seems."
Oh I don't care if overweight people wear bathing suits. It's just that stomach rolls are NOT COOL. That's just the way I think; it's inescapable. Once I was at CTY Camp (with a girl who was a nevermore which means too old to come back next year: HENCE, you won't meet her) and there was this girl wearing overalls and a sports bra but the thing was that though she was a nice enough person, she was dreadfully overweight and on her back you could count the rolls and it wasn't really all that attractive. I told one of my friends that and she was like "eh don't be a bitch let her do what she wants" but I mean if I of all people saw it that way, a lot of more judgmental people were going to, too, and I'm not all that judgmental so she was pretty much asking for it.
"Cody is the boy scoutt. Gasp! He's actually one of the more corrupted people I know. I think his dad MAKES him be in there. Jesse is the free speech guy. This must be hard to keep up with. Don't worry, pictures will come and they will explain it all. I'll will thorougly label the backs. I might even have someone take one of me, but it will be crappy and I will throw it away."
A corrupt boy scout? Sounds like my ex best friend who moved to Florida and became a girlscout who went to third on her second or third day of going out with this guy named Shawn who was a WIGGER FROM NEW YORK CITY. She's like "he hasn't done weed in SIX MONTHS! I'm so proud of my sweetie!" I'm there all rolling my eyes like, "That's niiiiiiiice, what a great catch you've got there Laura," and then she's just like, "Shut UP, Leah, you're just jealous." "That's gotta be it. I've ALLLLLLLLWAYS WANTED a white boyfriend who thought he was black, a man who would... make me listen to rap. That's GOTTA BE MY DREAM." Now, if he was black, I wouldn't care, but these pretender-guys make me sick.
"Society makes you do it. The whole dating thing. You think that you have beat the system, that you are non-conformist, that NO ONE has molded you like the masses, and then there's that little impossible-to-ignore voice in the back of your head that makes relationships seem almost GOOD. Until you are actually in one. They must go for dominating girls because they think she's kinky with chains and whips and chocolate syrup and the such. That's the only explanation I can come up with. They like the cocky ones and the lesbians. The guy mind is a jelly bean"
I know. They don't actually seem to like the ones that might like them back. "HEY, GUYS, THE LESBIANS DO NOT WANT YOU. THEY ONLY WANT EACH OTHER." Stupid men. What can I do. I like that: "the guy mind is a jelly bean." A very good statement. I feel kind of trapped in my current relationship. Great guy who's totally in love with me. Now he calls me his angel. Now I'm all freaked out like, "What do I doooooooo?" and I don't have any idea whatsoever. I'm totally stressed. But in my own way it's fun beecause if I ever feal down he's always ready to be there and compliment me. Compliments and hugs, that's all I'll ever need. Damn, I'm going to be a virgin FOREVER.
"Your ex-best friend is a product of the 1950's-Leave it to Beaver-house cleaning:good-thinking:bad-strive for normality that does not exsist-mindest leftovers. You should hear me say that. I think you'd enjoy it. Anyway, it's people like HER that make kick-ass liberal chicks like US look bad. Death to floor scrubbers! Maybe she was told to be seen and not heard. I also will never bear brats, but if I WERE to get knocked up, I'd would sooner raise the next unabomber than a CONFORMIST! Can you imagine anything worse than being told NOT to speak your mind? You'd end up a prisoner inside your own head. Have your personality wither up and dissapate."
People like that don't even know HOW to think anymore. They're all just like, "Hello be happy hello be happy" like a fucking broken record player. Laura once said to me on the phone: "Can you BELIEVE Janene? She wore my fuzzy slippers and now they're shaped like HER feet!!! How EVIL! She's the good kind of evil, though! But evil!" It's like, you haven't even SEEN evil yet, hon. I don't believe in evil, not the way she thinks of it. There are shades of gray. Ayn Rand is like, "you're good or you're evil and that's it" but it's not a cut and dry, black and white world where it's so easy to distinguish it anymore. I mean, nature isn't evil OR kind, it is what it is, and humans just try to apply their morals to everything. Stupid Humans. It pisses me off. I want her to get married to some guy and then like twenty years down the road she's divorced and miserable and unable to get a job because she only went to Villanova to pick up the guys.
"Why do women have to be viewed as sex objects? Like our only purpose is to be impregnated or something. Look at insects! They've been here a lot longer than we have, have yet to drop any nuclear bombs, they don't kill each other, there is no insect welfare and would you like to know why? Because the point of the male is to impregnate their QUEEN and then they DIE because they have no further use. If women ruled society we'd be better off. Unlike, men, women think with their HEADS as opposed to their GENETALS. The ones that don't were simply were told NOT to think and brainwashed at a very young age when they were not able to have any complex thoughts. Therefore they have NEVER thought and any new COMPLEX idea brought upon them causes their atrophied mind to shut down."
AND WHAT YOU HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR (the reason of the title of this)…
I think that CTYers should rule the world. All of the smart people should be on top. THEN, they could be like manipulating the stupid masses, and EVERYONE would be better off, especially the stupid masses because they wouldn't even know any better. It would be totally perfect. It's like Plato/Sarcates 's theory of the "philosopher-king" being on top, because you need some good thinkers up there. Why let stupid people do ANYTHING? I think we should just stick them all underground and let them dig up coal to make the rest of us warmer. Let them fuck each other and multiply. See if I care. I heard on the radio this morning that the population is going to double in the next 20 years. Yipper. That's just GREAT. I think that the intelligence WILL WIN eventually.