every ear hurts
still sounding real loud
noise of your life shattered
teenager adolescent young man
ruining thoughts is nature
his thoughts so imature
prisoner of his heart
his thoughts control and he thinks
too often of all the wrong things
of everything
of nothing good
im here in this ruined meat always wanting more
always want the wrong
they say its just things men do
to make them feel so strong
letting go
I will let things slip away
this is how i have to be
so in love with lonleyness
so in love with me
you made it all so real
the realness hurts again
conclusion 1
i was home late drunk and wired
trying not to wake up anyone
i crept in through the back yard
i saw the black kittens
surrounding me and looking
for attention
i lit the cigarette and thought about
all the recent bad luck
and how im in debt
these kittens were to blame
these now cats
were constantly crossing my path every night that i arrived home
constantly destroying any chance of ever having good luck