| Christian 5 31 07 i saw me in you but you were better you were real you dont meet to many real people these days after we left you carried the torch at leuzinger the last of the famous international playboys you looked up to me at some time respect a fellow outcast a misfit like you your long hair your scrawny self like me back then your sweet smile your charm is no longer here you were a boy you became a man you became wiser you became colder inside why did you give up why did you let go it hurts us dont you know it hurts us please dont go so young your presence truly brought light to the dark and we like moths were amazed and we like moths followed and you smiled drink in hand far too many far too young why why wont i ever see you again why man why it hurts me so badly tears fall you were just a kid even with your beard and your beer belly and despite your grins and sins you were good to everyone except yourself except the one who mattered most and now I hope to dream of you ill think of you and smile your heart was gold you were always gold you stayed gold and gold you will remain forever in my brain thank you for existing thanks rip for those who didnt know him i wish you would have |
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