previous day's entry July, 15 Thurs, 2004
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im sitting here lidstrening to trippy electro..techno scary stuff-play dem beats...cheesey name saulio. i cant believe my munch is hiideen!HIDDEN from me! ui had bought a whole load of munch in preparatuion for lozs week *preparation is the key* and i was going to eat some chocolate raisnis or some exploding penguins so good better than anything! ahhhhhh...but mother has hiden it and i cant find it anywhere!nooooooooooo
Why do people put salt on ice *trying to distract mind of dismal fact that there is a phat load of chocolate in my house but i can thave it* is it used like grit to get pufrchase and traction or like to dissolve the ice
i love sublime i need some of their music well more.
i went to laurens yesterday to like learn to cook vegetables and roast feta and to deliver presemnte to ginger sam, but he didnt come so lauren and i had a girly night i cant remember our last girly night...dont hthink we have ever had one..people (male) alwayts are there aswell *coughcoughsamcough*
wiggas are so funny i think everyone secretly wants to be or know a wigga everyone wants a bit of wigga in their life..they are just so dasmn cool because they are twatas and divert atention from my stupidness�!
Then i steayed at laurens and then we smoked again this morning made 5 skinniesd out of 2 decent joints pimpy is magic a i watched listened and learned. we wrote so much in my ickle book of cane and it is so pretty!
i want a big enveloping hug i want to just lie and do nothing be hear my breathing  and the rhythms but i cant as i am at the computer writing this listening to thrices taita and i am alone...because...
lauren and i drank 4 pints of milk since yesterday at 9 in the evening!  heeehee lots!and then today loads of toast and pastra and pesto. i like hunny on toast heathere hunny even though 'its stealing from the bees!' then sm came and i gave him his present which he liked and watched as i left! and we smoked again and then weed was all gone!
marmite nad cheese is goood, good substitute for chocolate yepyepytep
its so strange feelings change and develop and show themselves i love it but hate it aswell because it can make you feel so vulnerable and you ar left so open to pain, it is soscary sometimes yet can make you so relaxed and your safe..hmmm
my hands are seizing up...oh no
im going to repopulate the ginger people, the ginger gene is dying out...im going to be a lean mean gingerbaby making machine...hell yeah..im gong to find myself some gingers!
oh dear its all sllowed down and its like thick fog, but in water so thick foggy water..thicker than water foggy gloop, like shark soup.gloop
ps lemon curd is good
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