Feelings of Pain (Released - CounterParts - 1999) Born in Russia, with 6 months of gestation In 1793, day 31 of October Daughter of a pair rich and blessed Died while trying to save people Like a Nurse, worked for many years Went to war but has been in thought she needed Suffered life and with no gratitude Never married and never had children Oh, like a goddess of war she was known Saving soldiers of certain death Between the rain and the wind she was lost Saving myself from feelings of pain Feelings of Pain that dominate my body Feelings of Pain that dominate my soul Feelings of Pain that dominate my mind Wasted feelings in the middle of a storm of bullets Her sons were the people that she helped to save The many wounded and mutilated That like me, learned to admire That women that lived just to help But I couldn't understand How someone would be so sympathetic Above so much hate, misery and pain And never afraid of the risks of her own death Oh, like a goddess of war she was known Saving soldiers of certain death Between the rain and the wind she was lost Saving myself from feelings of pain But I had to fulfill my duty Just to honor my damned country And now her blood spots my hands And her memories tease and tease my mind Oh, like a goddess of war she was known Saving soldiers of certain death Between the rain and the wind she was lost Saving myself from feelings of pain Feelings of Pain that dominate my body Feelings of Pain that dominate my soul Feelings of Pain that dominate my mind Wasted feelings in the middle of a storm of bullets And now I'm only asking for a guiding star To defend me from the atrocity of a slaughter Where the fathers kill their sons And where the death wins Life Oh, like a goddess of war she was known Saving soldiers of certain death Between the rain and the wind she was lost Saving myself from feelings of pain Feelings of Pain that dominate my body Feelings of Pain that dominate my soul Feelings of Pain that dominate my mind Wasted feelings in the middle of a storm of bullets