She gazes up at the stars.as she sits on the creek bank...
*smiles* whimsicaly while thinking of her baby.. hmm 's a tune...
*winks at the Man above, knowing soon my baby
will be in my arms,as he is meant to be..
dips her foot in and watches as it ripples across the water...
*giggles* as a warm feeling envelopes her, knowing it is her baby...
settling in beside her ... wrapping his arms around her...
she whisper's a silent thank you to the Man upstairs .
turns to her baby softly kisses him.. mwahh missed you :)
She
writes him lil love notes, poems that come straight from her heart..
aimed
at his heart, leaves him love letters and cards.
.so he will know that he is loved, and missed every day that she
is away from him..
at
night her dreams are full of him ...
her needs close in on her, and her wanting desire is hard to control, but
she does.
.
in wait for his return ...
that
she knows is coming soon...
the wait is almost agony, for tis so much that seems to come in the way,
she is a impatient one, for having tasted his love, and looked into his
eyes,
she knows more so now, as ever before, what was meant to be will come to
pass,
She
looks up, and asks forgiveness, for being so greedy,
knowing it isnt right to be so,but cant help it , when it comes to his
love,
for
tis with no other does she want to share herself with but him ..
a
weird look crosses her face but a second
and
then gone, in that second, a thought of doubt ,
and
insecurity, but is soon replaced with faith, and knowledge,
that
her baby's love is true, as her's, shortening the distance is his goal,
to
hold her in his arms,..
and
remove all insecurity, and all doubt, while her goal,
is to love him with all that she is, and all that she has to offer him
of herself,
for
tis where she derives her greatest pleasure,
in
knowing she makes her baby happy..
it
is true that she has told him that she dont want a man she can live with
she
wants & has a man that she cant live without, whether he realises it
or not,
everyday,
that he isnt near, she feels as if she is withering, for tis when he is
close,
that
she can feel herself start to bloom,and she strenthens,
in
the nourishment of his love,
She
looks up at the stars, as her dreams fade away with the mist..
.
removes her foot from the water...
*smiles*
softly..
.Whispers....to
the Man upstairs..
let
him hear me .... let him feel my cry..
.
let him know how much i need him, and how happy he makes me..
She
raises her hand to her lip....
and
blows a kiss to be carried on the wind.
.mwah
softly into the night she says
"I Love you "
turns
and starts to walk back home
©Karen
September 10,2000
