11/26/04 4:50pm 3°C Scattered Clouds.
Not in the best of moods right now. I've got another huge headache and my eyes are swollen.
Today I went outside to my backyard to check up on Cosmo. It's been 3 weeks and 1 day since his passing.

The weather is getting colder and I even saw snow on the ground. I just can't believe my baby, who hates cold and snow, is now resting in the freezing Canadian soil.

I know Christmas is fast approaching, but it's getting harder and harder for me to look forward to it.
Usually I look forward to Christmas every year, but this year I really want to hibernate. I know Christmas is not about giving, but I just feel very sad that this year I am unable to give to people I love.
I didn't know it was going to be this hard to mourn the death of a dog. I just don't think I will be the same again.

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