11/19/04 12:52pm 9°C Overcast.
Yesterday was Danny Chung's wedding. I am going to post up some pics of his wedding ceremony.


This is the bride, Angela. Now she is Mrs. Angela Chung! She is 26 years old while Danny is 39.


Here you see the bride, her father, and if you look closely you can see Danny anxiously awaiting his bride.


Exchange of rings.


This is at the reception which was at Premier Ballroom in Richmond Hill. This is Martin (left), Jenn (Center), and Terence (right).

11/19/04 12:46am 9°C Overcast
I miss Cosmo so much right now. This pain I feel inside is too much for me to bear. Today is 2 weeks since his death. I can't believe it's already been 2 weeks.
I don't know what's wrong with me. It seems like everyone has moved on. Nobody knows that I think about him 24/7 and every night before I go to bed I am thinking about him. People try to console me and say things like, �Steph, he's only a dog.� or �Don't worry, just get another dog�, but they don't know what he meant to me.
Cosmo was the only one that knew me for who I was. He was so loyal and gave me so much attention. Nobody will understand that. He would wake up when I woke up and he would wait the whole day for me when I was out. He would greet me like it was the last time he was going to see me.
Late at night when I would be downstairs watching TV in the basement he would check up on me every so often to remind me to come upstairs to go to bed.
When I would have a horrible fight with my boyfriend he would seem to know how I was feeling and would lick me to comfort me.
God. I miss him so much it hurts. People may say that he was only a dog, but to me Cosmo was my best friend, my love, my baby.
I feel so alone because I want to share my pain with people around me, but they seemed to have moved on. I feel like they are thinking inside their head how silly I am for grieving so much for a dog. I don't care. I just want my dog back. I want to love him and play with him.
Cosmo meant so much to me. I just wished that he could have shared more memories with me. I wish he could have been present later on in my life when I got married, had kids, etc.

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