A touch veiled in despair
A soft stroke upon my skin
My fall into madness doth begin
Fingers plunge into my brain
Taking me further from the sane
A stirring of the mind
All my senses left behind
Deeper and deeper they delve
Their compassion they shelve
Never satisfied are they
Til they destroy the grey
Leaving behind only their will
No murder but yet they kill
Stealing all that is me
Whay can't they leave me be
More and more they burrow
Digging in my brain's furrow
Planting the seeds of logic and hate
My own self they decimate
What will be left when they are through
God, I wish I only knew
Will what is me be forever lost
Or does that not figure in the cost
Programmed not to smile
Hoping to die after awhile
Left in a shadowy wake
Someone save me for goodness sake
Don't leave me to these masochists
To their rage and their petty fits
Loosen my leash and allow me escape
Yet still my mind they continue to rape
Never ending with their torment
Never coming is their lament
I don't want to live in apathy
For fuck's sake, let me be
Seeking a door to run and flee
Still their banterings chase after me
Will I ever find peace at last
Or to their ways is my lot cast
I fondle the way to the sun
Pull the trigger and at last I'm done
