Your presence is what I lack
You dismiss without a thought
It's only your approval I sought
I keep my words inside
My disappointment I hide
This wrenching upon my heart
Is where the pain doth start
Am I fool to believe
Have I been deceived
Running away from my own voice
Conscience and deliberate is my choice
Shutting down the inner self
These feelings I try to shelf
If ever the truth be told
Deep down I hate my soul
