| Playing By The Rules Author: Kathryn Valmont Rating: R She didn't accept my journal. She threw it at my face saying it was bull like me. She said she wouldn't give me another chance if hell froze over. I walk home because there is nowhere else to go. When I get home I expect Kathryn's criticism. She'll laugh at my shot at forgiveness. How I hate her for what she did to me. I was just a toy, a little toy she liked to play with. She is truly cruel. There was once a time when I loved her but I was just a form of amusement to her like everyone and everything else. I wanted her because she was such a bitch. I thought we were made for each other but all that went to hell. I fell in love. Annette changed me. I walk into my room wanting desperately to just go to sleep and forget this summer ever happened. Obviously Kathryn has other plans. She's lieing on my bed. "What," I demanded. "Oh, you mean she didn't forgive you. There's a surprise. Why are you so upset? Do you honestly think it could have lasted? You would have eventually become bored shitless. You actually ought to thank me," she said. I wanted to choke her. "Thankyou? Thank you for what, ruining my life," I asked angrily. A small smile lightened her lips. "Your life isn't over because a broken in virgin doesn't want you. You ought to be on your kness thanking me for saving your precious reputation," she said. She is sincerely incredible. "Get the fuck out of my room," I yelled. Earlier I was calm but before I really know what I am doing I hit her. I didn't mean to, but I really couldn't controle myself. She deserved it. She had ruined my life and was fucking proud of it. In seconds she hit me back and we are now on the floor with her screaming at me to get the fuck off of her. I look at her face. I get up and extend my hand to hers. She grudgingly accepts and I pull her up. She smoothes out her skirt and turn to leave but I grab her and pull her back. "You owe me my reward," I say in a controled voice. "You had your chance and the way I see it you're not getting it." "Get your ass in that bed or this is war," I said. She still has a confident smile on her face. "Oh, I am so scared of your threats," she said sarcastically. I took a step to her and she would take a step back. Now I had her up against the wall. "Oh it's not a threat sweetheart. In my journal I have everything you've ever done. I could easily take a trip down to Kinko's and copy it. I could make enough copies for every student in Manchester to have one. Just think of how damaged your reputation would be," I said with a cold smile. "You wouldn't dare," she said. "Oh, I would. What's to stop me," I asked. I let my hand wander up her thigh. I watch her face the whole time before pulling away. "What," she demands. "It's not going to work for me unless you're into it," I said. She glares at me. I go up her thigh again. I feel no resistance. I let my hand go inside as I massage her clit. She is wet. I slide two fingers inside of her. I watch her face. She is trying her hardest to not respond to me. Too bad baby. You are going to ride me and enjoy it. I get down on my knees and pull her legs apart. I flicked my toungue inside her heat and then around her clit. I can feel her bucking and she is playing with my hair. All is forgiven, all the anger is gone. It is replaced with this need to fuck her. ******** We were in front of Manchester looking over our schedules. "Oh God. Here comes the Virgin Mary," I said under my breath. This was whom Sebastian had fallen for? Jesus Christ! I was in comparison to her? Why I think Cecile was considered beautiful compared to her. Sebastian rolled her eyes at me. "Hi Kathryn, you must be the student body president. I have been looking everywhere for you," she gushed. Sebastian was in love with this bitch? Why she must be married to Jesus, or be his mother, or sister. I'm torn between mother and sister. "Yes, that's me. You must be Annette," I said. She smiled before looking at Sebastian with pain in her eyes. Jesus, could she be more obvious. I decide to play with Sebastian and her. "Sebastian, be nice and say hello to Annette," I said as if I were his parent. He looked up at her. "I am so sorry Annette. Sometimes my stepbrother can forget his manners. Sebastian, aren't you going to say hi? Do I have to everything for you," I asked. He got the message. "Just your part and extra if you're feeling generous," he said. I seriously wanted to kill him for that comment. Luckily Annette missed the meaning behind what he said. "Hello, Sebastian." "Hello, Annette." This was beginning to make me mad. They were shaking hands way too long. She was staring in his eyes and he was doing the same thing back. What did he see in her? What! She must shop at Ross, she could use some make-up, and her charectar, the way she carries herself- God don't get me started. "Well, we must be going. Sebastian and I are going to lunch and we can't be late because we reserved. It was nice metting you. Come by my house sometime and we can talk," I said. Sebastian glared at me as if to say "No fucking way!" I just smiled up at him sweetly. Annette waved us off. "Was that necessary," asked Sebastian when we were once on the road. "Extremely. I can't make up my mind. What group should I put her with. The geeks or the freeks," I asked. "There's a difference," asked Seastian. We laughed together. "Be careful Kathryn. Are you jealous because it's starting to show," said Sebastian. "I am not jealous. I don't get jealous. Besides, why would I be jealous," I asked. He smirked at me. I hate it when he does that. "You are jealous because you think I love the virgin," said Sebastian. "Well, do you," I asked. "Why do you care," he asked. "I don't," I said. "Sure. I saw the look of fury on your face earlier. He hands were sticky," he said. "What's your point?" "It was fun to watch you get jealous." I saw what he meant. He never would have held her hands that long if I wasn't there. "I wasn't jealous. I just thought you were acting like those love sick fools," I lied. "Whatever you have to tell yourself." "You want to kiss and make up with the ex virgin go right ahead." ********** Why did the parentals have to come home so soon? I seriously thought I was going to lose it. They were going on ad on about just how wonderful their trip was. They don't notice Kathryn and I aren't listening to a damn word they're saying. I glanced over at Kathryn. It was obvious to me she was bored shitless too. I decided to play a little game since she was sitting right next to me. As my hand rests on her knee she looks up at me as if to ask what the hell I am doing. I just shrug as I inch my finger inside her panties. I wonder how far she'll let me go with this. I start to massage her clit. I can already feel a trickle of moisture in my hand. That's not good enough for me. I won't be happy until she has released her juices to me. I create a rhythm. I slide two fingers inside of her, in and out. "May I be excused?" They ofcourse dismissed her. Fuck them. I walked to her room. "Is something the matter sis," I ask. She glares up at me before walking over to me. I can smell her perfume on her. It smells delicious. She rubs herself against me. "Finish up," she whispers into my ear. I pull her too me and I crush her lips with mine. She slides her toungue into my mouth and they are dueling. She grabs the hem of my shirt and pulls it over my head. I lift her up and she wraps her legs around my waist. If we had been paying closer attention we would have heard the two figures enter. "What the hell is going on in here," shrieked Tiffany. I quickly let Kathryn down. My father doesn't say anything but his looks say enough. "What are you doing to her? I will have you arrested," shrieked Tiffany. "Oh but what will the public say," I asked sarcastically. "Oh! I told you we should have sent him off to boarding school! Look what he's done to her! He tried to rape her," screamed Tiffany. I watched as Tiffany continued her rave. God, could the woman be any louder? ******** "This isn't what it looks like," I said. Damn Sebastian! This is his entire fault, all of it. If he had never fingered me under the table we would never be in this mess. "Then what is it," Mother demanded. My head was starting to hurt from her yelling. Usually she was calm and collected but look at her now. Jesus, Christ. "I was helping Sebastian." Oh, God. They had a completely different idea of what I was helping him with. "I have had enough of you Sebastian! You are going to boarding school!" With that my Mother and Edward walked out. "What? It's your own fault. You fingered me during dinner." "Are you going to miss me," he asked. Oh, yes. "Maybe," I said, He went to my door and locked it. "I'll probably be gone tommorow. Why don't you say goodbye to me," he asked. He picks me up again and carries me over to the bed. That night we fuck thinking this may be our last time for a really long time. I go down and eat breakfast in the morning. My mother is glaring at me. "Where did u sleep last night," she demands. "In my room," I answer casually. I know she's not going to ask whom I slept with. "Just so you know Sebastian did too." I got my things. I seriously needed some coke. I also needed to speak to the one person who supplied me with it. "They sent him away?" "He's gone. It's almost sad," I smirked. "Do you miss him," asked Blain. I glared at him. "Ofcourse not. He deserved it." Blain rolls his eyes at me. "What?" "Come on I know you miss him," said Blain. "Ofcourse I don't," I said. "I know you care about him. This is I. You can say it." "I don't miss him." I knew I was lieing. Oh how I missed him. How could they do this to him? Christ, he was the only guy who could fuck me right. |