| I Hate Him Kathryn Valmont Rating: PG13 I lock the door behind me. I am finally alone. The world seems like such a dark place right now. I don't feel an ounce of strength right now. It is suffice to say today has been the longest day of my life. I just want it all to end. How dare he do this to me? I'm ruined, all in one day. I've lost the two things that matter to me. I've lost Sebastian because he is dead. It's also suffice to say my reputation is in complete ruins. I hate him. I hate him. He got the last word. It was like salt to my eyes. He won. He got his revenge like he would have most likely done if he had lived. He hurt me in the worse way imaginable. I lay back on my bad. I feel the tears touch my cheeks. My life might as well be over. I hate him for taking it all away from me. I lost everything I gave a damn about in one day. He got his revenge through Annette. It's all over. The games are all over now. He's gone. The game is all over and he won. He won. How I hate him. I hate him for doing this to me. He took everything away from me. Christ, I hate him. I walk over to my mirror. I see the tears come down my cheeks. Look how week I am now. It doesn't matter anymore. I'm sure my dear parents will ship me off to rehab or something just as bad. This is my life and this is my hell. "I hate you," I whisper to the mirror. I was speaking to him. No one said anything back. Ofcourse they didn't. The silence was like a mocking voice. "You deserved this Kathryn." It was almost as if it was saying those very words to me. I watch the tears cloud my eyes again. "I hate you so fucking much. How could you do this to me? How could you betray me like this?" A small sinister smile appears on my face. How could he? It was very simple, for I had done the exact same thing to him without regret. I cry so hard I feel as if I can't breath. I wipe my eyes and realize I don't hate Sebastian, I love him. |