Title: The Alpha and Omega II Author: shawntaw Rating: G Spoilers: Post - "The Truth" (not mine) Summary: They're putting the past behind them.. Author's Note: I should mention that in my world the Lone Gunmen faked their deaths and are very much alive. Thank you very much.:) Also, you might get a little lost if you don't read "Genesis" and "The Alpha and Omega" first. Disclaimers: I don't own them. I'm only borrowing them for fun, not for profit. I also don't own Super Wal-mart. *************************************************************************** ************************************************* "I hope they're not all dead," Scully suddenly said in a small voice, still watching the passing scenery. "Me too," Mulder agreed quietly and reached over to take her hand. "Skinner was so good to me when you were gone, Mulder. Both times," she still wasn't meeting his occasional glance from the road in her direction, "He felt responsible for losing you that first time. He-he held me when I grieved for you, did you know that?" She looked at him with watery eyes. He shook his head, "No, but it doesn't surprise me." "He was so caring, so very sad for us - William and I. I WAS surprised. I'd never pictured him like that before." She sniffled and cleared her throat, "I think he felt like it was his job to take your place and be my protector." At this she smiled a little, "No matter how many times I told him - and Doggett, and the Guys - that we would be fine." She looked down at her hand in his, "But above Doggett and the Gunmen, Skinner was a constant presence. Flowers showed up on my desk out of nowhere with no note. My landlord would thank me for paying my rent so far in advance." She chuckled, "I even yelled at Skinner and told him to cut it out, that he wasn't my father and that he sure as hell wasn't my husband." Mulder's eyebrows arched at her and she laughed snuffily again, "Pregnancy hormones," she explained, "Then I immediately broke down crying and apologized. He brought over a big bag of groceries the next day. I cooked him dinner." She laughed a little bit to herself. "What?" She shook her head with a smile. "I was just remembering that night. I cooked spaghetti and we were talking, sitting down to eat and the doorbell rang," Scully's smile grew, "It was Doggett with a casserole. I just stood there with the door open, my mouth hanging open with surprise. I mean, the big, bad ex-New York cop cooked me a casserole. He stuttered and stammered about how his wife hadn't felt like cooking when she'd been pregnant and he'd had to learn to fend for himself. He came up with some story about how he'd been making some for himself and just threw together an extra one for me to put in the freezer." Mulder was smiling now too, grateful and lifting a thankful prayer to the God that had sent these men to care for his Scully when he couldn't. He tried to ignore the small knot of jealousy that they'd seen her grow with his child, had been there for her when she was vulnerable and weepy - very un-Scullylike -, and had shared such personal moments with her. "What happened?" he asked, turning his head toward her so that the sunlight winked off his glasses. "I asked Doggett to come in and join us, and he did. I ate the casserole over the rest of the week. It was delicious; he's a good cook. But, this story gets better," Scully was grinning one of her rare, toothy grins at him. "Let me guess, The Three Stooges showed up," Mulder guessed, seeing the punchline from a mile away. "AND my mother," Scully added, "I had stocked up on canned spaghetti sauce and pasta because it is so easy, so I just cooked more. Everyone had a great time and I remember thinking what a wonderful, loving family I had. We're a strange group, but a family all the same." She sighed, "The only thing missing was you." *************************************************************************** *********************************************** Mulder didn't know what to say to that, so the two rode in silence for awhile, falling into a comfortable pattern of two who've been on countless road trips together. Scully did the inevitable where she was concerned; she fell asleep. Mulder smiled at her slumped figure and reached out to gently touch her cheek. At least THIS was familiar. He shifted in his stiff, new clothes and settled in for the long drive, his mind drifting back to this morning. *************************************************************************** ********************************************** ~~ AM of the same day ~~ Mulder was making notes on a notepad when Scully emerged from the bathroom. He looked up as she entered, standing there nervously in her blue jeans and summer blouse, red hair pulled back into a wet, slick ponytail. "What?" His brow furrowed at her expression. "I-I just remembered something else I should tell you, Mulder. You're not gonna like it." "What?" He repeated and turned to face her completely in his chair, giving her his full attention. And she proceeded to tell him of the night when she found out that the two of them had been under observation by a secret faction of the shadow government off and on for nearly their entire partnership because of his activities. She told him of her trip out of town to meet a mysterious informant - an informant who later turned out to be one of the super-soldiers pursuing Mulder. Scully detailed how she'd had to change her clothes to avoid any tracking devices. Her eyes fell on the doorway, her meaning clear. Their luggage out in the truck. The meager, personal clothes and few items that the Gunmen had been able to get to them. They'd mailed it overnight to someone, who overnighted it to someone else, who..well, and it went on for a few days until it landed in a post office out in the middle of nowhere for Mulder and Scully to pick up. The clothes they'd been wearing when they got away from the aerial assault that was supposed to have taken their lives was, of course, from their regular wardrobes as well. Anything that had been in either of their apartments was now suspect. Mulder felt a tightening in his chest, but breathed deeply for a moment and told himself to cut it out. To his pleased amazement, the feeling had subsided. "So, we get rid of it," he said, lips pressed together determinedly. Scully had nodded, her expression just as grim. Mulder sat for a moment, to overwhelmed by information to move. "Let's go." *************************************************************************** *********************************************** The bags didn't contain anything irreplaceable, except for a photograph of their son William. Mulder shoved it in his pocket. The two of them stood beside a small canyon lined with scrub brush and brown grass. The small precipice that they stood on was crumbly around the edges and Mulder had the sudden thought if they died here, no one would care. To the world, they were already dead. Mulder took the two bags from the back of the truck, swung each one over his head once and lobbed them into the distance. They disappeared as they hit the dead trees and dried-creek bed at the bottom. All identifications had been removed from the bags and Mulder went back to the truck for the small shovel he'd bought at a hardware store. He dug a hole deep enough to bury the remains of his laptop in. They'd erased any memory and run over it several times with the truck earlier. Then, silently, he hefted the shovel to one shoulder and looked at Scully. You choose, he offered with sad and weary hazel eyes, you choose where to bury Fox Mulder and Dana Scully. She nodded and walked around for a moment. She raised her eyes and looked around and, to his surprise, smiled a little bit. "Here," she said aloud, "you can see the sunset from here and I bet the colors are spectacular, don't you think?" Mulder came to stand beside her and looked where she was gazing. "I bet it's fantastic," he agreed quietly and knelt before her and started to dig. "I wish it was by the ocean," she added so softly he almost didn't make out the words, "I always said I wanted to be buried near the ocean." Mulder didn't comment, but swallowed the lump in his throat and continued digging. When he had a good-sized hole, he set the shovel aside. "Me first or you?" he looked up to her from where he squatted. "I'll go," she said in a numb voice and took out all her identification, kneeling beside Mulder. Her F.B.I. badge, driver's license, and assorted other credit cards and paraphanelia... She stared for a moment at the pictures in her wallet of her family and lingered over the one of William. She traced his chubby cheek with her finger; kissed her fingertip and placed it on his head. Then she threw it all into the hole, including her wallet. "Surely you could keep the pictures?" Mulder said in a choked voice. She shook her head. "We don't know what kind of technology these people have. We're going to have to be brutal about this, Mulder. They have done things in the past that I would have said are impossible to accomplish, what makes this any different?" A single tear drew a line down her cheek, but her expression was stoic as she stood and faced where the sunset would color the sky in the evening. Mulder pulled out all of his stuff next. The same identification as hers, but only one picture. The picture he had rescued from the bag he'd sacrificed to the dead canyon. The picture of the son he may never see again. He stared at it, trying to commit every nuance of his son to memory. His mother's eyes, but maybe his nose, poor guy. Mulder smiled at the toothless smile of the boy. Would he recognize his son if he met him as a man? Mulder felt choked with grief. Would his son even live to see adulthood? Mulder gently placed the picture in the hole and began to cover it back up with dirt. Scully turned around to watch him and the two of them watched as the face of their child disappeared under the earth. *************************************************************************** ********************************************* The ride to the next town had been nearly unbearable. They were utterly quiet, and Mulder had no idea what to say to make it better. "We'll find a way, Scully. We have to," he said without giving it any thought. She sighed, closed her eyes with a weary smile, and opened them to look at Mulder. Scully leaned over in the truck and kissed him on the cheek. "I know. We always have. Let's hope we can this time too." *************************************************************************** *********************************************** They had run into a Super Walmart in the next town, and decided it was as good a place as any. They bought functional clothes, underclothes, basic toiletries, and bags to put them in. Scully bought a new Bible and some haircolor. Mulder a baseball cap. Scully some new hairties. Sunglasses. Spiral notebooks. Pens and pencils. And, considering Scully's possible fertility, a box of condoms. Mulder surprised Scully with some new silky pajamas. Not silk, but as close as he could get anyway. And they were white, like her lost ones. She had granted him a rare toothy smile and then presented him with her surprise. Boxer shorts with "X"s all over them. They were supposed to represent kisses, but they symbolized something entirely different to the man and woman standing in between the nightwear section and bathing suits, clinging to their full cart laughing until they were practically crying. "And the 'x's glow in the dark," Scully said with a wide, teary grin. "Of course," Mulder responded and pulled her into a passionate kiss right there in the middle of the aisle. They had made their purchases and changed at a local gas station - where Scully also colored her hair - and leaving their old clothes and the last remnants of Mulder and Scully behind, started the trip back to D.C. *************************************************************************** ************************************************* This wasn't SUPPOSED to be a series. I got the idea for "Genesis" and then "The Alpha and Omega" and then it just kind of started writing itself... Hope you're enjoying it. For me it is my way of working throught the mytharc and all the nonsense from the last two seasons; hope it's making sense so far:) Oh, and - for the record - I like Doggett. I didn't at first, but Robert Patrick did an awesome job bringing him to life. But, OF COURSE, he's no Mulder! ;)