try so hard --
try too hard, sometimes
it seems like.
so much love
incomprehensible
all for just
one person;
for me?
unbelievable
but you say true.
love is true.
so true.
you say
"i love you"
well, i love you too.
but how much?
such quantity
immeasurable
so too, such distance
so many miles
and what do you
feel?
about me
about love
about miles
not think, feel
inexpressible
yet so many
words,
just words.
words mean
nothing
without feeling --
nothing.
indisputable
how many hours
are left?
how many days
how many weeks
how many eons
until i'll see you
interminable
time drags,
i drag,
it seems like.
you inspired me
to sing
to write
to dance
i feel now
suspended
between not knowing
how you feel
if you feel
and wondering
if "i love you"
was a hoax --
not from me --
unimaginable --
but from you.
do you lie?
to me
about love
about loving me?
i think sometimes
you do.
i often wonder
because i feel
because it feels
like sometimes
you try too hard
to prove me wrong
it seems like.
