today was okay.  i worked.  until 3am.  i ate baked mostacciolli and fettucinni alfredo.  and salad.  i sang wicked with katy and of course we sang all-new nazi deathcamp songs.  there were a great many whoopsie outbursts.  we were sad that miranda got sent to the b8 and that vicky was at the b8 and therefore they were both not singing wicked with us.  i think the four of us should always all work together and perform wicked live every night forever.

anyway... if you like stupid sappy love songs... i just discovered one that made me cry.  and being a bitter, hateful, resentful, jaded, mean old fag bastard, that doesnt happen all that often.  it takes something quite special to melt my cold, dead, mutilated heart.  but if you have limewire or kazaa or whatthefuckever and you can download music, you need to check out 'every time we touch' by cascada.  id never heard of them, but i heard the song on a friend's myspace page.  and it must have given me traumatic 1985 flashbacks or something, cuz i just about started crying listening to it.  i'd share it here, but the file is too big for my website.  anyway, the version you need to get is the candlelight remix.  thats the ballad version.  cascada is a techno group, very much like the equally fucking wonderful lasgo and sylver if you are familiar with any of their music.  and if you're not familiar with them... youre stupid and you suck.  anyway, there are techno versions of the song and many others by cascada also worth checking out if youre a big techno fag like me.  whatever, i cant deal with you anymore right now, just go do what i tell you.

love always,

erik---