um, yeah... today was just ridiculously awful and completely unbearable.  work was terrible.  and  miserable.  i cried and sang sinead o'connor songs for 92 minutes unable to stop.  well... okay maybe i didnt do that, but i yelled a lot when i was alone in the office.  and might have thrown something once or twice.  it was definitely the worst night of work in a long time.  i was practically a raving lunatic.  and guess what!  thats right... tomorrow is going to be at least 3x worse!!!  hooray!!! kill me now with a spear.

one nice moment was running into zachary binks at borders, where i went to go buy season 1 of superboy on dvd.  we shared a delightful half hour together bonding over dvds and asia.  but then i went to work and was ravaged by wretchedness for 7 hours.

anyway... i cant deal with anything at all right now, so i'm gonna work on trying to get to sleep really really early (before 3 maybe?) becuz i gots to get up at 730am for my 9am managers meeting.  after that i can come home and try to get more sleep (assuming i get any before my meeting) before going back at 5 to work until 3am!  yay!!!  yeah, there's 10pm and 1201am shows of superman returns and its almost 3 hours long, so... 3am.  now you see why i must pray to die in my sleep.

now go away and leave me alone.  if i dont update tomorrow night... its because i am dead.  at least mentally and emotionally if not physically.