life is an adventure.  life is a cabaret.  life is beautiful.  life is what we do until we die.  life is what you make of it.  etc.

i have some joy.  i have a wealth of love and affection.  and possibly even some sex someday soon.  i have some sadness.  some worries.  some stress.  i have some xanax.  i have some vodka.  i have some friends.  i have some dvds.  i have some stovies. 

its been quite an exceptional summer.  a lot of reunions.  a lot of new experiences.  a lot of life.  love. 

i'm feeling a bit introspective, i guess.  yet i want everyone to know that i've changed a bit over the summer.  and i'm hoping for a fall thats not as dark as mine usually tend to get.  i'm a stubborn bastard and i dont like change much.  but i'm going with it anyway.  i'll let you know how that goes.

i know i'm rambling randomly.  let me just send out a big "i love you" to all my friends and family. 

and a big "i miss you" to miranda.   you complete me.