dark where light once shined
Isolated and abandoned
waiting for an answer
waiting for a decision
for a final thought of desire
waiting.....
For something to look forward to
for my heart to glow and show the way
A final road to a clearer choice,
the right path
one where laughter and dreams are shared
one where tears and pain are scarse
I can't see the road, Though
It is dark and my eyes are closed
Pain is thick and tears flood the path
suddenly my eyes are opened
and the tears dry up
the path becomes clear
but ignorance and humility
once again prevails
and I trip, closing my eyes
and loosing the path
Tears and darkness appear again
I am alone.......
Over and over the pain closes my eyes
I know the path is clear and obvious
but fear and loneliness lead me astray
I grow exhausted and don't know how
much longer I can continue
continue down this path
Nor, how many more battles I can fight
Final darkness seems closer and Truer
Rest and Closure are there, No more pain
Yet I know this is false, Just a solution
............not my answer
I know my answer, and can see the light
hopefully I last and my time doesn't run out
fear of this is over-powering....
I am almost there
I am scared, is this the answer
Is this the path
My heart says yes, my soul is alive
I know I will overcome this but.
will it be in time........
Will I still have the Answer
I hope
I pray
I know
I will see the light
I will see the anwser
there will be no more
waiting......
No more pain
.......Only a Clear Path