Freinds Poems
Storms make me think,
The lights flicker,
So do my thoughts,
I wonder,
Why do the lights flicker?,
Dad says it's an electrical breaker,
I think its creepier,
Than a stalker movie,
Why do people like stalker movies?
Fakeness doesn't scare me,
I'm wrong. It does
I don't want to be fake.
It scares me to think
That I am.
That I am not real, In so many ways.
But reality is Everyone is fake.
So why do I fear?
Nobody is real
Everyone puts up an act.
Everyone is fake, sometimes...
Sometimes I wonder why the lights flicker
During a storm.
Sometimes I wonder Why I bother to wonder at all...

By A talented Freind of mine.. Thanks




Wrote by Lauren
Wrote by Meghan Hogg
Why?
Did I have to fall
so hard
and love you
so much
and never know
if you will be there
to catch me?

It was you that brought this...
this pain,
this suffering,
this sorrow,
this joy,
this confusion,
it was all you, that brought this on.
That night when we spoke in a language all our own,
not seeing, or hearing, but the slightest movement of our fingertips,
sending messages spiralling into the space between us and somehow, ending up infront of our eyes.

And it was then...
then that i realized what I had done,
what i felt,
what i wanted,
It was you that brought this...
that day when it felt so right,
that day when i lost the one thing i held so dearly to,
that day when my innocence was lost,
that day ...

It was u that brought this on,
this confusion,
how can i want so much to be with u but not all at once
now just awkwardness comes when it used to be a smile,
a playful joust,
ur voice music to my ears,

It was you that brought this...
for i do not love u,
i just want so much to be with u,
even when it is wrong to everyone else,
they warn me to stay away but i cannot,
for they do not know what i feel
nor do you
    and yet It was you that brought this...

  Thanks Meghan!
By Meghan Hogg
i never knew how deadly silence was
til i met her
and most overlooked
the desperate look in her eyes
the dullness
the fake smile
the dangerous bones
the scars
no-one took the time to ask those eyes


what exactly they were trying to say
and i could never quite grasp the message
never a word was spoken
by her thin lips
but there she would stand, each day
naked infront of the mirror
praying for the courage to press down
on the handle of that blade resting above her wrist
praying that that blade would press down
deeply scoring the soft flesh beneath

all the while staring into the reflection in the mirror
the reflection that she no longer recognized
one that forced her to press her finger to the back of her throat
while tears streamed down her face
and silent pleas danced across her eyes
but no-one ever took the time to ask those eyes
what exactly they were trying to say
and i could never quite grasp the message
and it was only after her

scarlet coffin was lowered into the ground
that i realized
the story which her eyes told
the story of her scars
the protruding bones
the dullness
it was only then which i realized
the meaning of those eyes
then

that i felt ashamed that i had not taken the time to listen
for now it was so clear to me
what exactly they were saying
the meaning of those eyes
the moral
that pain is silent
and that all those eyes
really meant to say
when her tongue could not
was help...
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