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| Well, I guess this is the part where I ramble about the basic things about me, heh heh. Anyway, this page is me in a nutshell, like my basic info, with some of the questions stolen from those surveys I take. If anything, one day I'll probably put in a bunch of surveys here too, just in case you guys are really bored one day. Some might get repetitive, and I apologize if it does. If you guys think of other questions that I can answer, let me know! |
| My Outside Birth name: Caroline Anne Flores Fernandez DOB: 8/1/1986. Sadly, not legal yet. Zodiac: Leo Birthplace: Los Angeles, CA Location: Skokie, IL. College in Claremont, CA Sex: Female Religion: Roman Catholic legally. I consider myself "Liberal Catholic" Sexual Orientation: Straight, but although I am Catholic, I'll admit that I have questioned myself. Race: Filipino, but I've got a little European Spanish blood in me somewhere... Eh, I just say Filipino to make life easier for you people. Height: 5'1" Weight: Last time I checked, I was 115, but I at least gained 10lbs over my senior year. Marital Status: Single. Don't really plan on getting kids either. Body type: Eh, although I'm out of shape, I'd still say my body is more of the athletic type. I wish I had my abs back, though. Oh, and according to some people, I'm "curvy." Natural hair color: Black. I want to dye it though, but I dunno what. Natural eye color: Brown, but I want gray =\ Shoe size: Around a 6.5, US size. Piercings: 2, one on each ear. Smoke/Drink: Nope/I'm a social drinker, but that's not really saying much. Occupation: Full time student, but intern over the summer. Clothing style: Eh, I'm such a jeans-and-shirt kind of girl, and I've dressed that way since like... forever. Of course, that doesn't mean I don't like wearing cute stuff once in a while, but I dress more for comfort. Hell, I wear gym shoes ALL THE TIME, and I go to class in my pajamas. But eh, for my some things, gotta dress professionally, so sometimes you'll see me in semi-formal attire in a short time span. I do like dressing up though, ESPECIALLY in evening gowns!!! I think I own at least 5. Education: High school graduate! CLASS OF 2005!! I attended Niles West High School in Skokie, IL, and I currently attend Pomona College in Claremont, CA. Family: I live with my 2 siblings--my older brother Angelico, and my little sister Diane--and my mom. Where I want to get married: A little random, but eh, it's about me and people wanted to know. Anyway, even though I'm Catholic, I would rather get married on the beach, with the waves crashing behind me and my hair looking sexy because it's being blown by the breeze... EEE!!!! What I want to change about myself: It would be nice if I was taller. I also wish I was more comfortable with my looks--I SOOO want my abs back. Biggest fear: Failure and abandonment. I hate that feeling that you're the worse, that you're scum. As for being abandoned, I don't mind being alone, but the feeling that you're worthless and people don't want to be with you, that feeling of abandonment... I don't want to live that again. It's one reason why I try to accept everyone for who they are. "Reputation": I guess most people see me as this fun, hyper, short asian girl who's innocent and extremely naive. They also see me as some math genius, or someone they can turn to for any kind of help because I'm willing to do it. |
| My Inside Hobbies: Wow, I do pretty much anything and everything. I'm open to trying new things, and I guess I'm a natural at most things. One thing that I do often is that I try to learn something new each day, whether or not it's boring or really exciting. I love to play ANY KIND of sport and I try to work out as much as I can; my top ones are track and field, volleyball, and skating (ice and blades). Music is also a big part of my life, which will be in greater detail under the "My Passions" section. Anyway, I've been playing the violin since 7th grade, but I've tried so many other instruments, including piano, guitar, bass, and drums. Composition is what I love most about music, though, since I'm not much of a performer. I'm still a beginner at the actual composing, but I've been writing my own lyrics for at least 2 years. I hope to minor in that at Pomona. My sister calls me an AIM whore because I'm always online when I'm bored, or updating things like my xanga and browsing different forums. I dunno, I feel like I have to go online at least once a day to check my email. Chillin' with my friends is an awesome downtime, but sadly I don't do it as much. I'm also a BIG OTAKU (oh 'TAH koo - a HUGE anime fan). I watch and read so many anime and manga in my spare time, and I love the look of it in general.. like the sweatdrops, the faces... so funny! (even though nowadays the animation is all Computer Graphics... what ever happened to Cell Shading?) Fave animes are in my favorite section, but it's definitely a big hobby of mine. Personality: Gah, at times I think I'm bipolar because of my mood swings, but eh, I'm a chick--I can PMS ANYTIME I want! Anyway, I'm very outgoing, but I also need my privacy/quiet time, ya know? I'll admit that I'm boy-crazy (OK, maybe I'm a semi-nymph!), so I guess at times I get carried away. I'll also admit that I'm a bit flirtatious; my mom thinks I'm a slut because of it. But eh, I just want to have fun. I'm sensitive to a few things, but for the most part I'm really open and understanding of other people's views. That's how I was raised, and I guess because of that I'm indecisive. When it comes to meeting new people, it really depends on the attitude they portray. Sometimes it's easy for me, and sometimes I'm shy. I also need to keep busy; I don't like thinking about my problems sometimes, and over-thinking gets me in the worst situations. I don't know, by being busy I feel like I'm living my life to my fullest. Eh, I need to add that people think I'm smart. It's more that I'm a fast learner, and if something doesn't interest me, or if I'm bored, I won't do it. This sometimes screws me over in school, since "intelligence" is based on grades. I consider myself naive, although in some cases I believe I am more knowledgeable and experienced "more" than most people my age (then again, who am I to judge?). I keep my "knowledge" to myself though, this farsad, because I have so much more to learn, and so much more to experience. What else? I love to procrastinate (but I'll get out of that habit soon, heh heh). I'm VERY open-minded--I'm willing to try anything and everything, question and go against things when appropriate (of course, after analyzing the risks and stuff. I'm not THAT stupid). I try to understand situations, then make a decision. I'm responsible, yet absent-minded over the littlest things, haha. I'm such a "Math person." Although I get lazy, I love doing Math problems, and I'm gonna be in Math/Physics related field, hopefully. |
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| My History |
| Eh, I don't want to go into too much detail about my history. Some of it isn't suited enough for your ears. Some of it will just leave you confused. Some of you will think I'm just some drama queen. And my final reason for not writing about my whole life is that I know all of you won't truly understand it , but it's OK. I don't expect you to, nor do I really want you to. Sides, you have your own lives to worry about instead of figuring out my life story, haha. But I feel that my page would lack something without some background history of myself, so here's my short autobiography. I was raised mainly in California with both of my parents. I was different back then, being the shy daddy's girl that I was. I also liked having fun doing "guy things," even though I didn't really realize it--rollerblading, running, ice skating, and baseball were my favorite sports, and video games was a great pasttime. I was deprived; they were my barbie dolls, heh. I don't know if I was always an "honors student," though. To me, I felt like I was just like everyone else. Those were the days. We moved around a lot, like we didn't stay in just one city in California. Up to date, I've been to about 11 schools total (no, my parents were not in the army). I was always the new kid, which probably explained my shyness, not to mention my over-protective dad. I was very vulnerable, but at the same time I was independent, wanting to do things on my own and act more "mature" for my age. My family and I moved to the Philippines during my 2nd grade where I got held back. Turns out that because I didn't know the language, I'm immediately stupid. =\ Anyway, I went to only private schools there--I never really got used to the uniforms, though--and moved back to California, then moved back to the Philippines again, then in Feb 1997 I moved back permanently to the U.S with just my mom, my brother, and my sister. The details to this are too long, too complicated, and too personal. I think I've told about 2 people total. Anyway, we eventually resided in Simi Valley, CA with my aunt. After a few years, things weren't going well in California for reasons I find completely absurd, but I guess that's life. Another, more final move we made, this time to Illinois. Since then, I've been experiencing some of the best times and the worse times here, including falling in love for the first time and a couple of heartbreaks. I've met great people, and I have this attitude to do well in life, no matter what I do (although, because of the amazing opportunities and experiences, I've been focusing on areas in the medical field). I just graduated Niles West High School on June 1st, 2005, and I am going to major in Astro-Physics and minor in music composition and/or performance--although no matter what I'll continue the violin and my writing/composition. |
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| Alright, that's all I can think of off the top of my head and that's appropriate. Anything else you want to know, just follow the words of Ashlee Simpson: "If you want my auto, want my autobiography Baby, just ask me." |