| "Should" Should I wait for you to come back? or should I move on? Should I believe one day my dreams will come true? or should I just try to get over you? I don't know what to think, I dunno what to say, is there anyway I can make this feeling go away? I keep trying to get over this, I dunno what to do; maybe it's just I'm still in love with you, I want to get over everything, everything you used to say, like you wanted to someday. We were foolish, we were bad, and in the end it was very sad. We've grown apart I can't deny, I was sick and tired of living such a lie, Now make a wish ...and close your eyes... sorry but, there's no suprise. ~Citlali |
| DrEaMz" My one escape from reality, My one escape from me, There is no technicality, There is only what I want to see... ~Citlali |
| "Depression" Irony on my face, agony in my eyes, for me there is no place, and that I'm not suprised, this isn't real, just a nightmare I relive over and over, the pain is there, I can feel, I'm giving everyone the cold shoulder, I hide from my past, I lie some more, life moves so fast, as loved ones walk out the door, leaving me to be alone, all I have are my thoughts, about being in a "broken home" and the having the fright of being caught... ~Citlali |
| "Lil Orphan Gurl" I'm just a "lil orphan gurl" without a care in the world, dealing with the harsh realities of life, wanting to end it with a knife. No one cares, why should I? everyone stares, as I cry, unwanted, loved not, by what? Haunted by my past, haunted by my shadow, left in a cast, caused by people who are shallow, Why bother? I have no Mother, I have no Father, I have no Brother, For... I'm just a "lil orphan gurl" without a care in the world, dealing with the harsh realities of life, wanting to end it with a knife... ~Citlali |
| "Nobody Knows" I hide my pain with a smile, Hold my breathe for awhile, you look into my eyes and see my fears, I try to hold back my many tears... ~Citlali |
| "Life is a Joke" Slit my wrists, slash my throat, No one cares,it's all a joke, even life, it doesn't matter, end it with a knife, watch blood splatter... ~Citlali |
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