Just a thought.

This section was inspired by my mate Loza! It's cool how she posts songs about how she feels. Sometimes you just hear a line from a song or a movie & it's like you're being spoken to.

image from istockphoto.com, edited by me using adobe.

I almost had a heart attack in my English Lecture while reading this...

"They say this city can absorb anyone. It does seem that every nationality is here in some part. There are dreamers & poets & landscape painters with dirty noses & wanderers like me who came here by chance & never left. They are all looking for something, travelling the world & the seven seas but looking for a reason to stay. I'm not looking, I've found what it is i want & i can't have it. If i stayed, i would be staying not out of hope but out of fear. Fear of being alone, of being parted from a man* who simply by his  presence makes the rest of my life seem shadows.

I say i'm in love with him*. What does that mean?

It means i review my future & my past in the light of this feeling. It is as though i wrote in a foreign language that i am suddenly able to read. Wordlessly, he* explains me to myself.

Like genius, he* is ignorant of what he* does."

- The Passion, Jeanette Winterson.

*changed gender to suit me.