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This i dedicate to a close friend that i lost not too long ago.
a goodfriend to all, and athlete w/o an ego. who loved all people and did not care what they looked like.
It was graduation day when they took his life and I regret not having the chance to tell him what was in my heart.....

I went to a party mom, i went to a party and remembered what you said.
you told me not to drink and drive :), so I drank sprite instead I felt proud of myself like you said i would . that I shouldn't drink and drive, though my friends said I should,I made a healthy choice and your advice was right,as the party ended and the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my car sure to get me home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, mom..something I expected least.
Now i'm lying on the pavement,and I hear the policeman say "That kid who caused this wreck was drunk"..his voice seems far away.
my blood's all around me.. as I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say "this kid is going to die",I'm sure this guy had no idea ,while flying high.becuase he chose to drink and drive ,now I have to die.
so, why do people do it ,mom? knowing this ruins lives.
and now the pain is cutting me,like a hundred stabbing knives.tell sister not to be afraid, mom.Tell daddy to be brave. when i go up to heaven put"Daddy's little girl " on my grave. Someone should have taught him, that it's wrong to drink and drive, maybe if his parents had, I would still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter, mom..I'm getting scared.These are my final moments and I'm so unprepared.I wish that you could hold me mom.as I lie here and die.I wish I could say I love you mom, so I love you and good-bye.