| Push So close I push you away again. I freek, I cry, I revert, Back to the shell again You try... I pretend you don't really care, it's so much safer that way. I come back for more, because I need you. You open your arms for me. I wasn't ready, I'm sick of hurting, I can't handle this. So why... do I keep... dreaming of how you hold me? I can't bare... that look of hurt... your face wears. I know it's my fault. And I hurt too, So I recess again, Over and over... I push. |